I am so enjoying ,my visit with my son in Bangkok! I try to get here at least once a year

I thought at soon to be 60 years old that I had a pretty good grip on knowing when someone was being honest with me.

I'm a worker's comp nurse for God's sake and can usually tell when someone is lying to me.

But recently the 360 degree change made by someone I thought I knew has me questioning myself.

I am stepping back for a while until I pull my life together.

Sometimes when we meet someone online we just wait to long to meet in person.Distance has never stopped me from meeting. I flew to CA and drove to Ohio in a snow storm to meet. This time we just waited too long, I needed him and there was no other way to make contact than my phone or text, neither of which he answered. I should have known there would be none as replies had been coming slow and far between. Sometimes I just want to believe that my gut is wrong, but it never is.................. 

This is for IAM, you know who you are. Please block me from all of your and his profiles. The real profiles and the fake ones you use to stalk me and others with.  Please stop stalking me and haunting me. Your recent rant on another site was so true to form for you. However, you were the other woman 7 years ago and you didn't care that he was in a relationship either, so karma does come and bite you in the ass lol doesn't it. He is all yours and I am happier for it. Perhaps with the coming of the New Year you will just accept him for who he is and leave other people alone when you are confronted with his transgressions. Wishing you and him the very best life has to offer.

I am in Bangkok spending the holidays with my son and his family. It is so nice to have both of my grandchildren for the holidays! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to All!

I am so tired of men here who start off with giving me orders, making demands, sending me cock shots, or who do not read my profile in their first contact with me. I am not interested in seeing a picture of your cock. I am a nurse and have seen many of them and trust me they all look the same. True they come in different sizes, and colors but they are all basically the same. Impress me with your mind not your cock. 

"The First thing I had to learn about her, and maybe the hardest I have ever learned about anything,,,,,,That she is her own, and what she gives me is of her choosing, and the more precious and valuable because of it. Sometimes a butterfly will come and sit in  your open palm, but if you close your hand one way or the other, it and it's choice to be there are gone."

I borrowed this from a friend. 

 So few grasp the energy exchange between two consenting human beings.
What one chooses to give has to be enough for the one they give it to in that moment. Each accepts the other for who they are and each accepts themselves for who they are in that moment. Because if either one tries to make it something it is not, it ceases to exist.....

Bangkok is beautiful! However lifestyle persons are few and far between, most are ex pats who are looking for young thai submissives. LOL oh well I am having a wonderful time visiting my son and his family.

It is Christmas Eve Day! filled with excited children, baking, cooking, decorating, and last minute preparations for the festivities! I know there is some cursing under the breath, some thoughts of saying, I can't wait for this to be over! I know I have done it myself at times. But remember what this time of year truly means.

Think about what the message of the season is. Love, peace, hope and joy. Remember a time when your dinner was not so grand, and that there was more family than there is now. Remember your family and friends who have passed on to eternal peace. Remember friends and family who are off fighting a war.

Remember what you were like on Christmas Eve as a child, the innocent faith and belief in someone, something, that you never saw but knew with all your heart was real. Look lovingly on the mother or father, who doesn't not remember who you are but they are happy you invited them, because next year they may not be there at all.

Pray for those who are less fortunate than you are, regardless of the circumstances that brought them to where they are. Forgive and forget like the Christ child does. When you take that deep breath and smile, be happy that you can do so without needing oxygen.

My Christmas wish to all of my friends and family, is to be able to give you the love, peace, hope and joy that you have given to me, back to you, ten fold. Nothing that you could give me in a box wrapped in pretty paper can be grander than what you have already given me! MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!