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Hi....I would luv to tell u about myself but it wouldn't let me! Maybe this time it will let me...please don't think I'm rude for not returning messages, I am having a very hard with putting anything on here. Here goes again :( I am extremely new to this site & basically very new to opening myself up to others about what I would like sexually, physically & mentally. I am normally a very reserved & somewhat shy person. So, please don't scare me away. Why am I on here? I made the decision hoping I would find someone who understands me and to experience what I believe, I have been longing for. I an a 'newbie' to this and I am also a 'vanilla' in my everyday life. But what I dream, think & fantasize abot is not. What am I Looking for? I am looking for a relationship with a real man that knows what he wants & likes and is not a afraid to ask, demand or take. Someone who is a professional, intelligent, well groomed & has an easy smile. What I need... Is man that can make me blush & smile at the same time. Who is firm but kind inside & out of the bedroom. Please understand that I am truly afraid to give my whole self to someone but I am willing for the right man with a little patience. Thank you, AW