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I am a Submissive. My name, as yet, is unimportant; it shall remain anonymous, because, although submissive, I am also extremely private. However, while private, I am also shy, and I am sweet, as well. But most importantly, I am truly what I say I am. There is an inherent need within me to please those around me-- strangers with kindness, friends with unbroken promises, and on a more intimate level, my partner, with true servitude.

What that means is that when you, reader, are angry, then I cower; when you are sad, I will most likely cry; and when, reader, you are happy, oh, when you are happy... then I will feed like a hungry thing off of that happiness, until it bubbles up within me and out, and I am full of it; full of pleasure, and contentment, and ease.

That does not mean that I am not independent; my happiness is not based solely on those around me, but also inward, founded by my own dreams and hopes, my aspirations for life. Like any woman, or at least most, I crave to succeed-- I want to build a career upon the things I'm good at ( reading people, and helping people ). I want to one day be a published writer. I want peace in the world, or at least, in my world, and for those within it. I want harmony.

It just so happens that these traits, this want of success and to bring my dreams to life, this need for harmony in an otherwise chaotic era, fall also into place when it comes to the scene. It fits nicely into the ideal D/s relationship, where I would be worshiped because I worship; where I would be pleasured, for my pleasure in pleasing; where I can find harmony, and safety, in the security of bondage.

A Dominant once told me that the reason it's so much easier, such a way to relieve stress to be a submissive, is because of it's loss of control. I would have to agree, reader. There is something warm, and comforting, in not being in control; in trusting someone so much, when trust is such a rare commodity and so easily lost these days, that one is able to let go of all inhibitions-- to trust in the other person's judgment, and their ability to guide. To trust that, when they blindfold you, it is not to lead you to the slaughter, but to learning, to the gaining of knowledge and pleasure. That losing control is pleasurable.

I am new to this scene, though I have known for a long, long time what I was. I knew, like an instinct that was wired directly into my being from birth, even before I knew what the term 'submissive' meant. From childhood, I found a vague and unreachable pleasure in being tied up; in being bound to this tree or that pole. It was as if, reader, by being tied, I was tethered to this world; free enough to not worry about the safety of my body, so that my mind could soar. So that it could wander and escape the bounds of normal comprehension, and imagine great and wondrous things. Being bound, to me, meant freedom. ( Until I forgot how to untie the knots I made when it was time for dinner, and had to stretch and pull and tug until I could reach the knife to cut the ropes. Mind you, reader, no one said I was a very bright child; or perhaps I was genius, merely lacking in common sense. )

All of this that I have said, though, does not make me a toy. I will not be used and discarded like a worthless object, and you must understand this, reader. I am looking for something long-term; something lasting. If it is friendship, then I will gladly take that friendship and thrive because of it; if it is romance, with a mixture of intellect and humor, and a love of good books and fine food, then the hopeless romantic within me will rejoice. As a submissive, I demand the respect that that position deserves; not to be used, abused, or mishandled. It is bold of me to say, to 'demand' these things, reader, and trust me when I admit that it is a hard thing for my fingers to do-- but these are true demands, and they will be met, or we shall have no contact. If you respect me... then the respect I give you shall be magnified, tenfold.

Also, I think it is important to know about me, myself, reader, so here is that part of the profile. I love to read, almost to the point of obsession. I'm twenty years old, and I value family, and the family ties that I have been able to take nourishment from since birth. I am emotionally stable, and more than likely mature beyond the normal spectrum for those of my age. I look younger than I am, which is ironic, for my mental age, my very soul, at least in my eyes, has already seen, faced, and lived several times more than the two decades I have under my belt. Oh well. There was a need for balance somewhere. I also love animals, reader; be assured, and I am not meaning to sound cruel in this, but I would more than likely take an animal's side over most humans. They give their trust willingly, and without the want of materialistic gain. All they need, in return, is love and affection and praise, and then they're happy, so happy that it showers over onto you. - Oh. And I'm short, and I love corsets, and all things victorian, but that's neither here nor there.

On a further note, let it be known, reader, that I am still learning. I have a long way to go, and know not my limitations, as yet; however, coupled with my insatiable thirst for knowledge and new things, I have a feeling that these things will come naturally. And, given time, I will thrive at being the best that I can be. ... I will also thrive merely by being true to what I am. If you are willing to accept that, reader, and the rest of what I have written, then by all means... message me, and let us see where this may go.

PS. You must also like animals, reader, because nature is a key element in my life ( this being another thing I have come to accept, having been referred to the 'wild-child' and 'nature-girl' my entire life ). I have two cats and one dog, and they shall not be mistreated in any way.

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AmberMoore
 
 Age: 21
 UK, United Kingdom