hello

I will begin with my intentions, which require a little explaination. I am intereted in a relationship with an experienced Master. I would like the nature of the relationship to be honest, mutually respectful within the context of this lifestyle. This is in no way equal, but I would like to feel able to express myself freely without ridicule. I say this because although I have 'met' several very open caring Dominants on this site, I have also noticed that some of the activities that draw my mind are not mentioned or mentioned negatively. I have been in this lifestyle for 10 years, although I have been away from it for over a year and a half recently following a bad experience. It happens. Anyway I feel my craving was never satisfied completely. I'm just a little bit extreme even here it seems.

I am very strong and independent, and submissive to my very core for as long as I can remember. I understand how this works in me.

I am not ready for r/t right away, but I would like to connect. I am not a wanna be (I can get refferences from the D/s community ) I just want to take it slow at first. I hope to meet someone with very similar interests to mine, which I have only alluded to here I realize. But it gives us so much to talk about later. I have been writing primarily about activities as opposed to characteristics. I know what I need and who I can submit to.......later.