|
|
|
|
Hi all
This is not my first time at collarspace, however now i feel i have a better idea of exactly what it is that i seek, i figured a new profile was in order.
PLEASE NOTE - I AM SEEKING MENTAL MASOCHISM AND MENTAL SUBMISSION/SLAVERY AS A SERIOUS LIFESTYLE CHOICE - THIS MEANS IF YOU ARE JUST LOOKING FOR A LITTLE SPICE IN THE BEDROOM, OR ARE IN IT FOR THE KINK ONLY, ARE INTERESTED IN FANTASY ROLE PLAY, LOOKING FOR A SPANKEE, MARIED AND SEEKING KINKY SEX OUT OF BOREDOM ETC ETC THEN IT IS HIGHLY UNLIKELY YOU WILL BE WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR.
So, what exactly am i seeking? A contrast perhaps.....someone with the capability to offer a seriously nasty, mentally sadistic streak and who isn't afraid to use it in the training of his slut, but someone who is also capable of showing love and compassion in order to build and maintain a wider loving relationship alongside the mental abuse and torture. Gentlemen, please tell me, does there really have to be a choice between the 2? Yes i know it's a very hot concept - consensual non-consent, power exchange, TPE, and forced humiliation and degradation that is - but please remember it takes both trust and faith to obtain real mental submission/slavery, so please be real and understand this is a journey and not a destination.
On a nilla level, i am pretty 'normal' to the outside world. I enjoy many nilla interests, such as a varied taste in music, intelligent conversation, i enjoy cooking, love to travel if i'm lucky enough, i love to snorkel in a nice warm calm sea, i enjoy reading both fiction and non-fiction, i have an interest in science and the social sciences, i would say i am rather open minded in my perspective on the world around me. I am very deep and intense being your typical scorpio - intense on every level including the emotions.
I am prepared to suffer on my journey, i don't expect to always like what i'm doing, i am seeking someone who will be prepared to cross a lne or 2 if it's for the benefit of the journey and doesn't cause any real damage or harm. There are lots of dark nasty things i would consider putting myself through - but i know who i am and i could only survive putting myself through that if i knew there was always a strong loving pair of arms waiting to wrap themselves around me for being a good girl and taking it. I need the emotions too.
If you're genuine, with a genuine need for control, and enjoy the mental side of sadism, and you're as free and single as i am to offer the possibilities of an LTR based around power exchange, then please do drop me a line. You must be out there somewhere.
Xx
|
|
|
|
