Read my whole profile before you message me, please.
It's hard to put into words what I am and what I want, so in the immortal words of one of my favorite movies, I will sum up.
I am a true switch. I am a brat, a smart-ass, a bitch when it suits
(which isn't often), a lover, a fighter, a troublemaker, and anything
else that fits my mercurial moods. I am a Gemini through and through. I
am polite, kind, well mannered, generous and fun. I like violence when
it's meant to be enjoyed by both parties. I like pain, but I do not
like stubbing my toe. That's a question I get a lot, sadly. To me,
there is no other thing in the world as pleasurable as a sound whipping
by someone who knows that they control me. I like mind games, but not
head games. To clarify, I like the power exchange that occurs between a
Dom and a sub, I like mind fucks, and mental domination. I do not like
playing with someone's psyche and emotions.I'm a very strong-willed person. Physical domination is fun, but
it's the mental domination I crave the most. It takes a lot to get
inside my head. I believe that to earn my submission, there has to be a
struggle, mental and physical. I cannot be submissive to just anyone,
and for those I do submit to, they quickly learn that while I can be a
good bottom, I like to put up a fight so to speak. I never just give
in. What would be the fun in that?
I am a sadomasochist, and both sides of that spectrum are equally
intense within me. I can give as good as I get... Can you say the same?
Pain truly is pleasure for me, both giving and receiving. It makes me
giggle to bring a grown man to his knees in a fire of agony and
ecstasy. I would just expect retribution... In terms of receiving, I
like pushing my limits, to go a little further every time I feel the
crack of a whip, flogger, or any other number of implements of
pain/pleasure against my skin.
I like edge play. That's all I'll say right now on that topic.
I love knives. Really, really love knives. Cutting, however, is a hard limit.
I love to experiment. Make of that what you will.
I long to truly serve, but have recently realized I am too dominant
by far to ever be a true submissive and I mourn the revelation. I do
like to submit, but only in certain situations. I do like to Dominate,
but again, only in certain situations.
I am not, and will not be, a booty call. If kinky sex is all you're
wanting, you've come to the wrong place. I want a true partner, not
another fuck buddy.
I am open and honest about my life and my past. If, for some reason,
you can't be the same, then chances are I'm not the girl for you. I
understand that discretion is required at certain times, and believe me
that is not the issue. But if you can't be open and honest with me,
then things will go no where.
I've seen a lot more of the darker side of the supposed light side
of life, and a lot more of the lighter side of the supposed dark side.
I've found pleasure, happiness and contentment in places most people
only consider to hold pain, depravity, and horror. It seems a little
weird, writing it out like that, but it's only the truth.
Immediate expected obedience will be laughed at. Especially since I am not a true submissive or slave. Be nice and polite when you contact me, and I'll do the same. I don't deal with fake people, or players. I am a R/T switch, and I don't play online. No naked pictures will be sent out. And to clarify again: I am a SWITCH. If you want to know more about me, feel free to send me a message
and maybe we'll hit it off.
2/23/2011 8:09:47 AM
I now have a wonderful man in my life who is my one and only. My soulmate. The peanut butter to my jelly. Sorry fellas.
3/13/2010 8:31:44 AM
Here is a pretty long journal entry, but I hope it helps people understand me better.
I am good person, but I'm very good at being bad. My nature is a
highly inquisitive, sexual, and experimental. I always love learning
new things and, as I say, I'll try almost anything once, twice if I
like it, three times to make sure lol. I love cooking and have a
culinary degree, but I absolutely loathe working in a commercial
kitchen. Right now I'm looking for pretty much any kind of work, but I
hope to go back to school soon to begin work on becoming a psychologist.
I'm very laid-back and easy going. It takes a lot to get me angry,
or upset. I prefer using peaceful approaches to solving conflicts
rather than anger. Partially because I have a tendency to say hurtful
things, be they true or not, to people when I get really mad, and I
just don't really feel like being a bitch. My grandma always taught me
that you catch more flies with honey than vinegar, and that is a very
true statement. I'm nice to everyone I meet, unless or until they give
me sufficient cause not to be.
I know when to be a lady, and how to be one of the guys with passing
ease. I have eclectic tastes in just about everything, from music to
food to clothes. I identify as a switch, but I'm closer to the
submissive side of that scale. I love sex, and it is a need for me as
much as air, water, food, and shelter. I have a very active sex life,
but I always practice safe sex. I have always been a talented natural
when it comes to my bedroom skills and I'm a very generous lover. I
consider sex to encompass more than just intercourse and I believe that
you can make the most satisfying of love with just a conversation at
times.
I am most definitely a sadomasochist. I love being on the receiving
end of a heavy corporal scene or some other painfully wonderful
playtime, but I also like being the giver. Some pain truly is pleasure
for me, while other pain is something to be endured because I can, or
it's cathartic in some sense. When I'm the one doling out the pain, I
like to use a lot of mind fucks. Hell, I like mind-fucks when I'm on
the bottom as well lol.
I'm a very tactile person, and it works to my advantage in creating
a type of intimacy between me and whomever I play with. A single touch
can be the spark that begins the fire, if you know what you're doing.
I can be quite goofy and hyper at times, but I know when it's time
to be serious and act like the adult I am. Usually, I'm pretty mellow
though.
I like to talk. A lot. All the time. With as many thoughts running
through my mind as I have, it's impossible to not talk. I have an
extensive vocabulary and am somewhat of a walking dictionary. I have a
great head for random info I hear, particularly pop culture references.
I have a very open-mind, and politically I consider myself a
centrist. I don't vote the party ticket; I vote for who and what I
think will help better my community, both large and small. I do
consider myself to be a Christian, but I draw most of my beliefs from
many religions around the world such as Taoism, Buddhism, and Wicca to name a few. The reason I consider myself a
Christian, is because I believe Christ died for my sins, but
Christianity in general just bugs me with it's small-mindedness and rigid constructs because I'm a
pretty liberal person all in all.
I try to really live my life, instead of just being alive. Every day
is a gift, and I try to always treat it as such, because tomorrow I
could be dead, ya know?
I am a very avid bibliophile. My own personal book collection is
over 300 at this point. If I find a series I like well enough, I'll
re-read them from time to time. Again, I have very eclectic tastes;
I'll read everything from Sun Tzu's Art of War to anything by Poe and
Robert Frost to romance novels and kinky erotica.
It seems that I've run on enough for now.
2/27/2010 4:01:00 PM
I feel I must emphasize, AGAIN, even though it is on my profile that "I WILL NOT BE A BOOTY CALL". Do not message me and expect to meet immediately, especially for sex or anything kinky. Trust must be built before any of that can occur. And just so you thickheaded ones out there get it "I WILL NOT BE A BOOTY CALL." Maybe this will cut down on some of the more rude, crude messages. Just because I'm kinky doesn't mean I'm not a lady.
