It's been awhile. Welcome back. 

Hmm.. I've been thinking of the natural ebb and flow of kink and CM interactions in general. The kink is always there, like the ocean tide. High or low tide, it's still constant and predictable. Low tide tends to happen when the reality sets in and the fantasy takes a back seat to real world responsibilities. High tide remerges and so I pick up the search where it left off. 

What am I looking for? In an effort to not sound so dull and predictable (long walks on the beach in stilettos, man trailing behind in appropriate accouterments?) the best deion is someone who sparks my interest (define interesting? hmm maybe another post). 

Someone that pulls the high tide like the moon (err, dangerously too hallmark-y?) and inspires me to bring out my most wicked and indulgent self. No princess am I, but a full grown woman who wants nothing more to explore the kinkier side in a private and indulgent way. Let me have my way, let me take my way, let me indulge in my sexual kinky deviancy and let's experience something bespoke and intimate. 

"Use my body like the pages of a book"

I've recently moved to a new flat which has a claw foot bathtub. I find something so relaxing in sliding into the warm bubbled bathwater, as though slipping into the water allows me to slip off the days stress. Scrubbed down, cleaned, there's so many metaphors a good bath creates which I could wax and wane philosophical but I won't bore you.

I was thinking this evening of a movie I saw many years ago. A line from the movie came to mind: "Use my body like the pages of a book". In the movie she searches for someone who can match her carnal tastes and love of words. Her quest to find someone to use her "body like the pages of a book" and have someone write all over her body which she found highly erotic and sexually satisfying. I find it interesting and seductive. From my personal domme viewpoint being one of mischievous meets slightly sadistic, I like the idea of marking the body with words (and occasionally other implements).

The idea of marking someone, black/red paint, thick wet brush dipped in and covering the body. The feeling of the brush strokes against skin. 

Some like to take it further, marking the body with permanent ink/piercings/branding, etc. To each his own, I'll stay with the strokes of a brush (and occasionally the cane, whip..).

But there is a scene which upon her body being marked, she slides into the bathtub and the words dissolve. She's made clean, set free from the chains and words that bind her.

How beautiful a man would be, covered in word, marked then made clean.

Now, to find a canvas to stroke my brush across..

I take special notice of certain flicks which have an element which I find sexually exciting. It's so hard to find good kink in main stream movies and most porn makes me yawn at the ridiculous characters and uninspiring actors.

I’m sure much like the other x million kinksters (fetishists/part timers/pick your label) when seeing the trailer for ‘A Dangerous Method’ I was quite excited.

I was disappointed in the movie. No spoilers here (they all die in the end - ok kidding).
It felt more like a muddled storyline than prescribed method. While I find Kiera Knightly lovely from the neck up and uninspiring from the neck down (though that’s neither here nor there), I found her characters stretched out jaw thing unpleasant and a bit too reminiscent of Aliens/Beavis. I also had difficulties with looking past her “Russian” accent muddled as though it was filled with...(pick your fluid). I found myself quickly loosing focus on the storyline and wondering why the sugar she was contorting her face so hideously and how much spitting she did on everyone wiz zat horreeebull axe-sent.

I was confused by Freud’s American Southern accent and wished the spanking and discipline scenes didn’t feel so brushed over as though an after thought. Really, would it have been so bad for Jung to look like he was enjoying flogging Knightly? So much room for a sense provoking scene if done creatively focusing on the intensity, emotion and physical stimulation and reaction.

Personally I’d prefer the cast to be of opposite sex as that in the movie. Then again I take the caning scene from ‘If’ as one of my all time kink favs. Malcolm took it like a man (well done, sir!) and Kiera takes it like a horny petulant adolescent while Jung looks on in a mixture of befuddlement and pseudo boredom.

The one character which I liked from the start was Otto Gross played by Vincent Cassel. I found him interesting but somewhat contrived, then again he was just a means for Jung to convince himself to give into his darker desires. This leads me to ask, do we all need bad influences to give into dark desires or can't some of us naturally enjoy dark delights without having to have the excuse of "S/he made me do it" ? Hm. Then again sometimes I like making you do it.

Personally I’m more Jungian than Freudian in philosophy but think Freud would take issue with it especially given my proclivities.

So what’s your favorite flick with good kinky bits?