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| I am tired of living in denial of my feminine fantasies. I am a young white male actively seeking a dom to feminize me completely. I am a complete sub who wants to live as a woman so i can finally have a fulfilling sex life. Right now im in a bind and thats one motivation for seeking the live in....however honestly, i just kind of want to get away from everyone so I can express how i feel inside without worrying about family judgement. I have wanted to be a girl since i was 13. The desire has grown especially stronger since hypno videos came on to the scene. I have took tests that identify me as trans. I think its time to stop living a lie and begin my journey towards womanhood. If need be, I am willing to relocate (as in, great distances) for a serious man who will assist me with this process. It's all i've ever really wanted and im absolutely done delaying.
I realize this is a dom-sub site, but i am not into pain or torture whatsoever. I am always open to taking caring of my mans needs though, and knowing my place. Like most sissies im only into sub sex roles. I am quite inexperienced and not a pro, but we will have plenty of time to make me excellent at sucking dick and being fucked. I also am interested in verbal abuse, dick slaps while sucking, getting covered in messy facials, learning makeup application, modeling sexy outfits for my man, pleasing more than one guy at once (if you have friends who are interested and don't get jealous...if you can destroy my masculinity and really get things moving in the right direction for me, you would be my soulmate and never have to question my loyalty. Im also up for filming our journey because i want to inspire other girls like me who were always ashamed or confused. Tumblr, testing, my own fantasies since childhood, and hypno videos have finally made me see the light and i am ready for the big leap. I know to some people situations like these are just fantasies, but this is not the case with me. I want to live full time with a man who loves transgenders/sissies/cds etc and knows how to treat them. Yes i have some kinky bedroom fantasies and sometimes it seems arousing to just be a man's "fuck toy" but please treat me with respect at all times outside of when we're feeling horny.
I have worn panties before but never really done this with anyone else so i am a bit nervous about making a good impression. I have always been nervous to buy clothes and the like. So everything about me now is male. But i hope, as soon as possible, to start hormones, get boobs, make my already tiny clitty shrink to the point where its useless, and leave my male identity that has plagued my existence forever, I just want to start it in a nice private setting, away or hidden from view from people i know, because i do fear the judgement. But in due time everyone will know and I am prepared to accept that. I am eagerly awaiting to hear from that special alpha who understands my suffering and is ready to help the real me emerge,
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