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	When trying to put myself to words, I always come at a loss. I can paint pretty pictures and unravel interesting stories, but summing myself up in a little technological box is difficult. Lets start with the facts. I'm a recent graduate and a lover of books and English. I am learning Mandarin Chinese and have a great love and respect for Asian culture. I play video games when I can (DS most often because it is portable, but I occasionally have time to dust off my PS3 and 360) and stream Anime on Netflix. That's all well and good, and if you enjoy any of the above we could probably be great friends. Getting in a little deeper (and to the more fun aspects of me) I go crazy over rope. Any sort of bondage is fun, but Shibari is what really gets me. The aesthetics of a beautiful and well crafted tie cannot be done justice by my paltry and feeble use of the English language. While rope is definitely my first love, I have others. Some I'll admit upfront, such as serving and being helpful, others I haven't yet had time to explore, for example I have an inkling I'm a bit of a masochist yet I haven't enough solid experience to truly aver this. Another thing I should note; my life currently revolves around finding a job and selfish ambitions such as my future career and furthering my education. I plan on traveling abroad and other such activities that do not mesh well with any sort of long term committed relationship. To end on a brighter note, I am thankful to my lovely friends, without whom I would not have had the courage to explore and accept myself as much as I have. I am forever grateful and thankful for the beautiful people in the community in Portland, that I miss so much. Seattle will be a new adventure. <3

10/28/2011 5:52:41 PM

It amazes me how much a person can change in a year; even more so if you add a couple more years.

I’m still M; the same M that posted before, but I’m also a different M.

I like the new M.

I bike to and from work every day. I’ve added healthier foods to my diet, and I feel great.

The new M is sassy, sexy, and confident; the old M wasn’t sure what she was and was too shy to do much.

I still blush like no one else, and I’m still reserved and quiet. I am prone to caring too much, feeling too much. Those are parts of me I don’t see changing anytime soon.

Not sure why I felt I needed to make this update on CM of all places, but there you have it.

Current Book: “The Plague” by Albert Camus

Current Video Game: None L

Current Activity: Biking (Looking into running more! Pst if you have any good tips or routes! )

10/20/2008 3:08:32 PM

I figured this might need a bit of an update since it is no longer 2007 and I'm now in a completely different 'big' city.

School, School, School. That has been my main focus. Second focus has been maintaining relationships with my family and friends, and last of all has been seeking out someone.

I flirt half-heartedly with guys at the school, I flirt mostly with girls because I know nothing will come of it. The chances of there being a man in the lifestyle at my school is very very slim. Probably close to 3,720 : 1.

I am still trying. First step, organizing my life. The other day I cleaned out my car, gave it a tune up, organized my dorm room and between that and my daily schedule, I'm managing my life enough that I can balance school and play and still be productive.

Needless to say, I am still looking, but I'm not in a rush. I don't want to settle for less, just as I wouldn't want someone to 'settle' for me. Patience is good. Luckily school and friends keep me busy enough most days I don't have time to dwell on the lack of experience in that area of life. ;)

Anyway...end of a short-post made into a long-ish blog. <3 Have a very wonderful Autumn.

~M

12/14/2007 10:52:57 AM

I've been gone for the past week, mainly busy as I just moved to the big city. I'm staying with a friend till I find a job and an apartment, however everything is very exciting though so different. I'm still getting use to the idea that people will deliver to your door and that places are open past 8pm on weekdays.

I went to Toys in Babeland. That is a really fun place (I bought my best friend a nice flogger for Christmas, she picked it out and seemed very excited.) and I enjoyed looking at all the toys, and the books and flyers.

My friends set me up with a boy in town, he was nice and yet I kept feeling trapped. So either I hadn't found the 'right' nice man or I'm still processing my last breakup and need to stay single for awhile. -_- I told him he was a nice guy, but I can't be in a serious relationship right now.

Staying single works for me in a way, it'll give me a chance to adjust to living on my own for the first time and give me room to explore myself and my inner wants and desires. Only when I truly know what I want can I expect to find it? Right? *grins and shakes her head* Anyway...to my resume writing I go. Hope you all have a great rest of the week!!!

<3 M

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