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| I've had thoughts and desires most of my adult life and pretty much no one to talk to about it. I don't see what i'm looking for exactly here, but it could very well be.
I am alone a lot and have time to let my mind wander and i'd like to bring some of those thoughts to life. My husband is a long distance trucker and is home sunday and monday, sometimes gone two straight weeks. Even when he's home we don't have much in common. He drinks heavily and watches tv and that satisfies him. Been married 18 years.
I never thought i'd go looking elsewhere, but i'm too young to find a rocking chair and a couple of cats you know? I'm not looking to end my marriage by no means, but maybe participate in some fun times with a little different than the average going on. I'd like to meet some people who like to talk about this stuff.
I have had a private desire to spend time with a Black man just because i have not known any personally and maybe because it would flip my mother out (not to mention my husband!). Not that they'll ever know, but it would be fun to imagine :)
If you have some advice or if there's a get together to meet and talk, please let me know. Thank you so much
LeeLee
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