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You know the kind ..... i don't want.
They're the ones who Email you with
something like... *On your knees
Bitch!* and then demand that i reply.
i have been searching everywhere ...
For someone who has the strength to
protect me, the experience to guide
me and the willingness to take me to
all the dark places i so want to go to
in the future...To me .... That
thought is very erotic. Wouldn't
you agree? Just imagine ... i
am stripped bare and restrained with
my hands above my head, blindfolded
, unable to move or get away. As
You stand behind me so close i can
feel Your breath on my neck. Just
then You whisper in my ear telling
me how beautiful i look and all the
wonderfuly dark things You are going
to do to me. i begin to realize that
..... the more i listen to Your voice in
my ear ... the more i begin to
become very focused on Your every
word ... As the rest of my
environment just starts to
disappear with the passion of this
moment. To the point where ...my
entire world becomes this
wonderfully deep rich voice i am
hearing as it wraps it's self around
me like a pair of warm, strong and
safe arms pulling me in... holding
me... restraining me and allowing
me to... Feel absolutely helpless to
You ... As my knees go weak with
anticipation~~~~> i think Your
beginning to see the difference
experience makes and why my search
has taken so long ... Now, aren't You
curious? i am curious are You
experienced enough? Are You strong
enough? Are You wise enough?Here's
what I'am looking for.... The Nitty
Gritty ~~~~> A Master that
understands the BDSM/Ds
relationship. From the age of 30ish
to 55ish Hey i'm flexible what can i
say. In Southern New Jersey
preferably in the Philadelphia area.
Hopefully You will be into or at least
very interested in the local *scene*.
You'll also need to be very masculine.
At least when You're with me. i will
treat You like the strong presence
You are and i would hope You do
know how to accept accordingly.
The Romantic Connection part
~~~~> (this is more important ...
to me ... than all of the above)
Ok, here goes.... It's something like
this ~~~~> i seek someone that
when they look into my eyes i feel
that they where piercing me right to
the very center of my soul. Seeing all
my deepest darkest secrets &
fantasies. They know .... that part of
me that i have never shared with
anyone. Yet this person seems to
know them all without me having to
say a word. And i feel like my heart
is completely exposed. To me.. That
thought is very romantic. Now i don't
know what kinds of things You think
about .... as You recall all those
wonderful feelings we could share....
while You read this. But, i wonder if
it went something like this ~~~~>
Was it ... as if ... there was a cord of
light connecting You to me? And as
You went inside and began to ... feel
the warmth of that connection? ...
You felt as though ... You are looking
at Your future? ... like ... Your future
is right in front of You?. It's almost
like .... Your heart tells You ....
*this is exactly what You've been
looking for too* ... and You have
that uncontrollable urge to just ...
go for it ... right now! It's like .. the
more You talk to this person, the
more You began to ... listen carefully
and ... really look and .....hang on
every word. Was it as if the rest of
our environment just started to
disappear with the passion of this
moment? To the point where the
entire world becomes this wonderfully
soft seductive voice? ... You could be
hearing ... Now, in my mind ... Your
deep rich voice wraps around me like
a pair of warm, strong and safe
arms ... pulling me in ....to You....
holding me ... caressing me .... as i
come ... over and over again to the
same conclusion ... this is an
absolutely perfect match for us. ...
And i take comfort ... knowing i can
... give myself completely ... Seeing
that this person has the strength to
protect my emotions .... the
experience to understand what it
takes to make a relationship work
and the willingness to take me as i
am. Whew! ... i guess that's the
best way for me to explain it. What i
do not want ~~~~> Please no long
distance relationships. For the
obvious reasons. i'am not sure if read
ing this post makes You feel that
... You want to date me right now
....or .... You just want to ... send
me an Email. But either way i think
You'll find that the more You... think
about it just like that, the more You
really want to... Find out more. 
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i am a slave. i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from
being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship. i am not weak, or
stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what
i want out of this life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but
out of pride and strength. i look to my loving Master for guidance and
protection, for never am i more complete than when i am before Him. i
know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His
strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.
His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i
find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but i accept
them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always formost
in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give
it to Him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him
happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of our
relationship. The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and
felt, those are all parts of this relationship. My body is His, and if
He says i am beautiful, then i am. No matter what i look like to others,
i am beautiful in His eyes, and because of that i hold my head
high...for who can tell me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty
in me? If He says i am His masterpiece, then i am just that...regal and
graceful, and if i see laughter at me in the eyes of others, i do not
recognize it, for who are they to call my Master wrong? If He says i am
His bitch, His slut, His cumrag, then i am just that...as wanton and
dirty as He desires me to be, and if others do not see this, then it is
they who are blind, not my Master. my mind is His, to expand, to
explore, to know as only He can. i have no secrets from Him...for
secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly His
property. Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...and
i neverwant walls. His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my
own, but they are lessons He has decided i need, and so i learn from
Him. my soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be when
i kneel naked at His feet. Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His
presence, be He miles away or standing over me. If i were to ever
displease or disappoint Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul,
worse punishment than any lashes could be. The anguish of my soul that i
feel when i disappoint Him is harder to bear than the physical anguish i
feel when His cane caresses me with fire. i spend my days knowing that
the energy and thought He puts into our relationship is as much for my
benefit as for His, and i look forward to each lovingly crafted scene
that we do together. His part is much harder than mine, and i know this
and am grateful that He cares enough about me to spend His time and
energy so freely on me. i have the easier job, to feel, to experience,
to let myself go and abandon everything to Him. i am His pleasure and
His responsibility, and He takes both very seriously. i am a slave. iknowingly call myself that. My submission is a gift that i
do not give lightly, and can only be given to one who can appreciate
that gift and return it tenfold. Only to He who has that strength will i
give myself fully, because i am strong. i am a slave. i am
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