11/5/2008 9:54:52 PM

The proverbial $64 Million dollar question "What is it I really REALLY want in a Sub/Slave?" This is what I get asked over & over.  Thus I have had much time to consider it in detail.  What is it that I WANT?  Why is it so hard to find my TRUE Slave who will truly understand my desires to be her one Master?  To be her protector, to be her teacher, to be her guide to my fulfillment & hers at the same time??? I want: - A woman not a girl - Who is mature, yet playful - Who is shy, yet bold - Who wants to pleasure me constantly, body & mind - And who receives ultimate pleasure herself by serving my needs - An intelligent woman - A sensitive woman - A sassy woman - A daring woman - A beautiful woman - A subservient woman - A woman who TRUSTS me implicitly - A woman who LOVES to be brought to Orgasm repeatedly - A "screamer", a squirter would be a bonus (I want to hear you, feel you, sense your sensitivity as you recoil, as you cum, as you react to the stimulation I force upon you) - A woman who KNOWS how much I LOVE spanking her, fucking her, licking her pussy, fingering her arse, demanding ALL of her... - A Sub/Slave who is a blank canvas for me to write upon --> To tattoo as I wish --> To pierce her flesh as I wish --> Even to brand as my Slave if I wish --> To fix upon her a collar or anklet or such to mark her as my property - A Woman who KNOWS that I only want to enhance her beauty, her body, her mind, her love - A Woman who UNDERSTANDS that I desire class & perfection in her body, mind & soul - A Woman who will tell me EVERYTHING that she desires, and EVERYTHING that she fears, s that I may use my knowledge to better her & to enjoy her in all ways... I want to beautify her body, mind & soul. If I choose to tattoo her body I want it to be PERFECT, to be beautiful, to enhance her charms in my eyes.  Nothing so crude as ugly blocks or marks on her face - NO - I have in mind exquisite designs such as I have only rarely seen on a woman's body.  Designs that are private when clothed, but when unclothed display her magnificence in a way most people in Vanilla-land could never conceive... If I choose to pierce her flesh, this too I want to be PERFECT.  To enhance her natural Slave beauty & to enhance her sensitivity and her sexual pleasure.  To make her MORE a slave to her body & mind's needs, to make her beg for my touch, to make her think constantly of my pleasure, and thus to receive the ultimate in pleasure herself... If I choose to brand her body, to own her, to mark her forever PERFECTLY as my property - NOT A STEP TO BE TAKEN LIGHTLY ON EITHER PART - to place upon her forever through PAIN as my woman, to name her as my Slave, perhaps the cursive Kef of Kajira as described in the Gorean novels.  To have her beg this mark, to kiss my feet, to beg the searing pain of the brand, to truly, deeply WANT my ownership... To be lovingly cared for, adored, respected (yes!) as what she is, a Slave, desired, displayed, used, loved, by a Master of deep feelings, thoughts, desires, sensibilities, such as I AM. These are some of the things I desire in my heart. Is it so hard to understand? I want true love.