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PLEASE READ JOURNAL ENTRIES! PROBABLY MORE IMPORTANT AT THIS POINT. WHATEVER I WROTE BELOW WAS WRITTEN IN ONE SHOT AND I'VE NEVER LOOKED AT IT SINCE. Relocatable...... Oh, and by the way...experience has taught me that I will receive several messages from dommes telling me I have too long a profile....oh well...guess I should make mine sound like so many others here.....unlike some dommes here who seem to be looking forever for a slave....I do not plan on searching forever, and writing a bunch of Oh Mistress. I want to serve you stuff only adds to your years of searching. So if I were you, I'd respect my being honest here, which isn't a 140 character profile type of thing.

Compatibility.....

An intelligent, single female any race, any nationality, any language (I speak some Spanish, in case that helps) she must be in the USA, however, as I'm not interested in spending thousands of dollars in visa's, applications, airfare and stuff like that.

She is seeking a lasting, lifetime relationship...with or without kink, at this point, I could leave all that behind.

Relatively fit, I DO NOT look like the shirtless guys who have posted profiles here who look like they are from the cast of the Jersey Shore. I wish I did have their body all I can do is look OK with my clothes on...that's all I'm looking for in you.

Now for the part of the profile where 95% will hit delete that's actually good for me, as life is passing me by and I need to connect with those that think a bit like me.

But first a moment about my current situation. I am from NJ, lived for several years in CA where I had a decent job, lost that job, found some survival jobs, one of which required lots of travel, staying in hotels, lots of hours, kinda different, interesting....anyway, that job ended.....but a similar project with the same company needed people.....exactly where I was from. So I went to stay temporarily with family while working at that job....worked there for about a year...stretched it out as long as I could....eventually it ended. So I didn't really know what direction to go now....I don't want to to stay here in NJ....as much as it's part of who I am....living elsewhere showed me that there are much better...and much worse places to live.

But wait, the profile gets even worse....now I will lose 97% of you, that's still cool as I'm looking for a female from a surprisingly small segment of the typical populace.

I've always been an observant guy with regards to world affairs. I assumed I understood the world...boy, was I wrong. After 911, I fell into the black hole that most did...I fell for it, I thought we were attacked by some foreigners. I hated them, I supported the government....what an ignorant fool I was. Until about 2 years ago, I believed that we were the good guys and the government was looking out for us....even writing that last sentence gives me the chills knowing how much I have learned about the world since then. I won't get into it online as now every single thing you do on the telephone or online is saved in Utah, including your profile pics. The country that I loved and supported turns out to be rapidly disappearing or possibly it never even existed as I had believed.

The world has always had a power structure, that's life and will never change. The emergency we face now is that with technology, comes enlightenment...an enlightened populace is harder to manipulate and control so they have become more aggressive and flagrant in their abuse of their power. I have so much I want to say, but sadly online is not the place any longer. If you don't know what I'm referring to...you might not be informed enough for me. I beg you, for your own sake, and possibly your family's sake, start getting yourself informed....that means don't read the newspaper, don't watch the television, and don't listen to talk radio and don't read your news from any mainstream news sources. I'm serious. Also, while you're at it, look up into the sky and ask yourself what are those long white lines coming out of the nacelles of aircraft. Do your homework, keeping in mind that the companies that will profit from the upcoming global carbon tax put out their own tin foil hat websites to confuse the real issues...and they work, because by now, the 3% of you still reading this profile think that I'm a nut. I'm not, you're just not informed. These power hungry, so-called leaders are treacherous, maniacal in their quest to maintain control over the ignorant masses. I don't know everything...but let me tell you....I'm not the low hanging fruit on the topic.

And here's the worst part. They will win, they will maintain their control, we are all going to be slaves to them, we will all pay higher taxes, our freedoms and privacy that we once took for granted will be eroded away slowly enough that most won't care, your children will be totally indoctrinated, the Constitution will be just something you see in a museum on a school trip with no value. We will be living under some creepy unified world government that is easier from them to control and tax. Many sacrifices will be paid by all of us for our ignorance. Truth is the enemy of the state. I mean can you imagine the power these people have....they control all of the news organizations and have created new laws, all under the guise of protecting us and the children to control the internet. Once they finalize that...we're screwed.

These people and security organizations are able to get away with spraying aluminum oxide in the sky creating nightmares for crops, creating droughts, modifying the weather, killing independent journalists, ignore news conferences about the truth that the pres is not even legally eligible to hold the office, delete date from the internet in case you are not quick enough to save copies of the information. They can create poverty, sickness and disparity for millions Africa so they can steal the gold, oil, gas, cobalt etc. And nobody even knows. These sociopaths are not after money, there aren't enough hours in the year to spend what they already have...it's all about maintaining the control they have and playing with the Monopoly pieces (lives, countries, entire governments and economies).

How do they get away with it? Although I am far from alone, in fact there are millions of us who understand what's happening, there simply is not enough momentum and strength in such a small percentage of 7 billion. Most people are either ignorant, misinformed, apathetic, or simply brain dead. This isn't simply something that can remedied by an election....if you only knew what a joke that process is. Presidents are simply marionettes of the power I refer to. It doesn't matter what letter they represent. There are only a handful of decent human beings in any office. It simply is not in the nature of a person who runs for office to not be corruptible....THAT'S WHY THEY RAN IN THE FIRST PLACE.

I hate to sound like a pessimist....I'm just being a realist. History is not linear, it's cyclical...hence the phrase... history repeats itself One day, people will revolt and there will be a reset and a new level of freedom will reappear....sadly, the numbers of the informed are too small to even imagine that time being within the lifespan of any living soul alive today. Possibly in a hundred years or so. Not being religious, I say.... what good that does me, I'll be dead in less than 40 years

Living among the growing number of the informed doesn't come without stress..it's quite stressful actually to see the country fall apart right before your eyes. It's not a state of awareness that you can shut off, so once you can see what's going on, you can't not see it.

So here are my options...

#1. Shoot myself in the head.

Self-explanatory as to why that doesn't work

#2. Start taking drugs and numb myself into no longer caring.

I don't even know what a bottle of beer costs, so I can't imagine going down the drug addict route.

#3. Call my congressman and write a letter to the local news editor.

Falling on the floor laughing......no really.....that's funny.

#4. Rise up against the government and save the world.

Results in my death or imprisonment.

#5. Pretend I don't know whats going on.

The first option is easier to pull off.

#6. Detach yourself from the system as much as possible, live efficiently, adapt to the new world order that these psychopaths want for us, don't get into any debt, eat as natural as possible, try to improve myself in some other way, go back to school, try to find some meaningful career, continue to be alert and informed, try not to stress out trying to convince others, for example chemical trails from aircraft...

If you're wired to believe that these are innocent and not part of a multinational arrangement to artificially ruin the environment blaming it on CO2 and taxing us for our carbon footprint, then there simply isn't any hope for you and you are not worth me getting an ulcer for anymore. Accept that, for whatever reason, some people are capable of learning the truth about things and some are not, including my own family. Start watching something funny online, like Mad TV reruns, listen to music....try to accept the fact that most humans are stupid and that's just the way it is.

Find a nice woman who likes museums, bike riding, talking, camping, owing a slave, motorcycles, eating healthy food, cooking..... who......

Now for the grand finale......for the. 05% of you still there.....

A woman who would seriously be interested in pairing up and working and saving together and building a little house like in the pictures, buying a piece of property, having a large garden, maybe even a goat and a few chickens, some solar panels, and live in an area where you can see the stars at night and hear the silence and yet be near enough to civilization and people and events.

I'm not interested in being a hermit I just want to live as efficiently as possible and be as little a slave to the government and finish my remaining days with some level of peace and keep as much of what is ours and not waste it on wastefulness.

Well, that's my profile for now.....if you see something there you like, great, if not, please move on and the best of luck to you. Just don't waste your time writing to me and telling me I don't know what I'm talking about...because, with all due respect to you, even if you hold the keys to my chastity belt, or holding the whip or the keys to my cage around your neck, and have me cooking and cleaning for you, and handing any paycheck over to you....trust me when I tell you, that we are all in the same boat with respect to what I said above, we're all slaves to these people...and I do know what I am talking about.