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Ookami
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| Ankh's lil babygrrl
I have recently moved back to San Diego.
Yes, I may be a slave, but I am still a brat, I am still a Dominant, and I am still very much myself. I know what I want, I know what I like, and I know that I am always welcome to learning and growing because I believe that is a very important aspect of our lifestyle. I am both a Sadist and a Masochist as well as a Sensualist though I kinda keep the Sensual aspect for cool downs and warm ups!
I live the lifestyle 24/7. I have always been very active in the lifestyle. I began in San Diego when I was 18. I still have many people I could direct people to for any questions one may have about me. I have built a reputation in all the places that I have played. I have been active in the San Diego Scene, the LA Scene, and the Las Vegas Scene. I did get involved a little while in Phoenix but not much for I wasn't really there long enough.
I am a gothic/fetish model. I am about to start doing videos and am currently working on rebuilding my portfolio with more fetish work than goth. I am intelligent. I believe in the 1950s Household type of lifestyle. I see women as naturally submissive creatures toward men. Though yes I understand that not everyone fits the bill it to me is how I see things in a natural perspective.
I have a very strong belief in the Polygamous lifestyle as I believe it is very easy to love more than one person and care for more than one person. I am easy going and friendly though I am confident when it comes to certain aspects of my life. If you want to get to know me please do not hesitate to ask.
I am a Geek. I am a Gamer. I am a Pagan. I am a Rope Slut. I am simply me. Either take me or leave me but don't try to change me. Yes I am willing to grow, but that doesn't mean changing who I naturally am.
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Just to put it simply, I have found a wonderful Man who is my Daddy. W/we are currently in that stage where W/we are still getting used to one another. He makes me happy and completes me and while yes W/we may be poly W/we are waiting till W/we are in our own place to start looking for another. Plus right now, it's kinda nice to be able to just be with one another right now. I love Him though. He is my Everything. |
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This is only the beginning of what I am sure will become a very long journal entry. I have begun speaking with someone, and it is the strangest thing ever but I feel a strange connection there, one that has me wondering, feeling, shedding tears. One that has me fearful of it going away, and yet at the same time excited and overwhelmed. The mass of emotions dancing in my mind right now seems completely unlimited and it is very difficult to place properly. The conversation is still new, three hours on the phone... and well, I don't know. There is so much I need to work out in my mind, in my heart and in my soul. Though I am going to do what I know is needed at this moment and that is move forward, keep my head high, and NOT run away no matter how much that voice in the back of my head is screaming to run. |
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Okay. So I am really getting tired of the quick one line email messages here, as well as the fact that I tire from getting messages from people with no images of themselves and they do not include one in their email either. If you wish to get a proper response please assure that you either have a picture uploaded to the site or you have one attatched to your message. Thank you.
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I have just recently updated my profile a bit. Filled it with my likes and dislikes. Edited ones that have changed over the couple of years that I have been a member here on this site. At least I think I've been on this site a couple years since I just changed my age from 25 to 27 so I would guess I have been here about two years. I have met a few wonderful people here. Gotten back into contact with some wonderful people I knew in the past. However I have not made any connections on a more intimate level of anything that would last. Who knows, perhaps that will change.
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Okay so I rearanged my photos. Deleted all of them and just uploaded some of them in different orders, added some from me at Bats Day, or at my Graduation and one at a Ren Fair, and added a few others of me just playing around with my camera and different looks. All pictures range from 2 1/2 years old to a week ago.
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So I have just started using the forums here and I am immensly enjoying them. The topics of conversation and debate for the most part have led me to some very intillectual people to converse with be it on the forums or here in privatge mail messages. I think I am truly making myself home in both the Gorean section and the General BDSM section.
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Found this today when doing some cleaning, by the way I should be returning here soon but Ive just been so busy trying to get things organized now that Ive graduated.
Dreamy days and lustful eves...
Teacher, bend me over this table please...
Warm your hands upon my bum...
Spank me please, lets have some fun...
Let me feel that loving touch...
Fuck me please, it's just too much...
Teacher! Teacher! Cant you see?
All the naughty things you do to me!
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Allright, lets clarify a few things so that maybe the types of messages I get will begin to narrow down a little. If you are not knowledgeable in the scene or interested in keeping things under the Credo of Safe Sane and Consensual.. Please don't bother messaging me.
Also, people who send me notes saying "Do you like me?" "Want to get with me?" and have no pictures, no info on your bio... don't! I like to know who I am talking to, via pics and information about the person themselves.
If you are one of those people who think you can automatically demand things from me, go away, don't try it. I have been in the scene far too long and been reading and studying even longer, it isn't going to work with me. Respect is earned, BOTH ways. So don't come into my mail room and start demanding things of me.
If you are looking for sex, look somewhere else, I am NOT looking for sex.. I am looking for a beautiful union of D/s.. I am looking for friends, especially other switch friends because I find that as a switch I am often misunderstood so it is always nice to know other switches.
Now that we got that out of the way, if you are serious, safe, and sane.. go right ahead, send me a message, I would love to get to know you. |
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So lets see, this would be my first entry. Currently I am reading Claudia Varrin's "Erotic Surrender" and I am learning a lot of things about myself. I am also really enjoying myself here on collarme.com. Already I have come across a couple of people that I already knew and been able to reaquaint myself with them. Beyond that I have begun to talk to some really amazing Tops as well as a couple S/switchie Poos like myself. This site ROCKS!
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| Age: 25 |
| United Kingdom |
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