YoungSlaveChild

I'm a Christian. It's apart of my life... spare me the bennifit... of not messaging me looking for something serious if you're not... it only ends up in hurt. I won't spend my life serving someone who can't be apart of that.

It will eventually tear us apart... as, i found out.

New food allergies. (Gotta love my life)

 Due to my newest health issue.....

 I'm allergic to a hugeeee range of things.. (tested em too. Make me severly sick lol)

 Most lactose items...

milk, cheese, ice cream, ect. chocolate is a big one eggs, shortening, margarine, mayonnaise, cool whip, most nuts, nachos, anything greasy really is bad too...

 lots more, but this is the biggest stuff. :(

wow some people......

 Kelly34m ( a "dominant" on here...)

 kelly34m: Hello dear, Im Kelly
kelly34m: so tell me about you and your exp and wants
me: lots of stuff in my journals
me: but basically, i want an owner, i love age play
kelly34m: DID I NOT ASK YOU
me: i was answering...

me: if mutual respect is a problem, i'll gladly leave
kelly34m: BYE

Do you have any children living with you?

No children, i'm a virgin.

 How do you feel right now?

I am fine, erm... i washed my dog this morning, so I feel like I need to go shower again (which i probably will after writing this)

What are your values?

Integrity, having this covers most.

Happiness- I'm a pretty happy person, i'd like to think.

I give a lot, and sometimes it's too much.. but i'd like to think that if everyone gave a little more the world would be a happier place.

I feel kindness and caring (true girlscout still today) Are also important.

 How do you describe yourself to yourself?

Ack, hard question... well i'm a happy kinda person, I'm fairly intelligent I believe, I am a loyal person and i like to have fun. I'm a People person, i love people.

 How do you see yourself in the future?

I'd like to see myself as a teacher with lots of pupils. I've always wanted to be a teacher. I'd like to grow spiritually and become emotionally stronger. I want to grow to love myself more, because i'm not too fond of myself... I have a lot of health issues that make it hard.

What kind of work do you like?

Er, i'm a sociology major with a teaching minor.

What kind of leisure do you like?

I love to relax. I like reading and watching movies and snuggling. :)

When do you feel most "yourself" ?

when i'm around people I love. When I trust the people around me, I can be "myself"

How have you changed since you entered puberty?

I have gone to college lol. I started to enjoy school more, became a bit more focused on life.

How have you changed since you discovered the lifestyle?

I have met lots of people, I wish I hadn't of met. I feel so many people in this lifestyle are rude and selfish... and honestly immature. I wish people could be more real. I wish people could learn to get to know someone and respect their beliefs and honor what they feel is 'safety'.

How have you "grown" discovering your "wants and needs" ?

My wants are to serve someone whom loves me. I need to be taken care of and i need mutual respect.

What kind of people do you respect?

I respect anyone who respects themselves, If you dont have that, why should I respect you? This is from the way you groom yourself to the way you carry yourself. If you go around cursing the world, and can't be happy... i'm sure not gonna be happy with you.

How are you similar to and different from your Mother?

I'm as hard headed as my mother, I can get very frustrated like her, yet unlike her, i have room to change.

How are you similar to and different from your Father?

I look a lot like my father... but i never want to be like him, he is a in good terms 'man whore' I dont like the idea of not committing to one person through my life.

What goals do you have for yourself as a person?

I want to see the world, I want to be the best person I can become, and I want to love someone faithfully.

What are your strengths and weaknesses?

I feel a lot has been said about this, i'm not perfect... no one is. I'm a very independent person, but i become co-dependent on one person. I work hard and I am generous, but i get frustrtated easily.

What in your eulogy will you be most proud of?

That I did the best I could, and thats all this world can ask of me.

Rayn here. I'm looking for a life long partner. Someone whom can go from sharing a cup of hot chocolate (even though, yes I am allergic... I love it though! "Apple cider is good too") in the afternoon to someone who can spank me before bed time. Someone i can walk the beach hand in hand with and then serve them on my knees in our bedroom.

I want to share all of lifes adventures.. and not just the BDSM ones. Relationship first, lifestyle next.

I'm a very hurt young girl... I had a Master, and I loved him beyond belief... i never got to give him my virginity so it's still in tact... we took things very slow.. and now i'm back looking for someone to care for me, and in return gain my respect.

I become pretty co-dependent on the person i'm with, it just takes awhile for me to warm up to someone.

Q: Are you really into age play and if so what age is your cut off age for the one to be your elder?

A: Yes I am very much so into age play, 50 is probably my cut off.... but I wouldn't want to be severely serious with someone terribly older unless I truly fell in love with them.

Q: Are you into bondage as well and the lifestyle of a BDSM slave?

A: I've never experienced bondage... Sadly lol. I'm into trying anything... i'd want a thin collar because I have issues with things around my neck (even t-shirts).

Q: How long have you been a slave or are you a virgin as a slave girl (not in life but in BDSM)?

A: I'm a virgin. Happily, want to give it to the man I belong with for the rest of my life. So probably going to wait til marriage.

Q: Do you have any limit or will do you want your Master to set them?

A: hoods (my issue with breathing). Tight tight clothing "latex, etc." they also make me feel like I'm strangling. Needles- I pass out. Fisting. Those are my limits. I don't have hard limits, because I feel as if once I have a Master I truly trust and can be with, he should know when and how to push me.

Q: Do you wish to relocate or want a Master to relocate to you?

A: unwilling to relocate due to studies atm. Just getting the feel of things, and people for now.

Q: Are you looking for 24/7 lifetime, longterm with a set time, or a short term with set time. Do you wish to be under contract to your Master or are you looking to keep your options open so you can say when you wish to leave?

I feel these two questions go together.... I'm a person. A relationship should come first and foremost, and then the lifestyle. I'm not going to promise myself as a slave for the rest of my life. But, I feel as if it's meant to be, it will happen.

Q: What age is your "little"?

A: about nine years old. Sometimes younger.

Cant wear collars very well.... it makes me feel like i'm suffocating...

 Got this mailed to me....

I was reading your journal and noted that you have a problem with anything around your neck.

One thing to remember is that the most important place for a collar is in the sub's mind and not necessarily around her neck.

My last sub worked in a law office (Not kink friendly). her collar was a sterling toe ring with My initials in it.

I hope that helps.

This was a great idea i believe :) I love it