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8/13/2010 8:05:22 PM

Its a cold dark winter night the air is crips and when you breath it burns your lungs. The sky is crystal clean and the start are like tiny diamons set against a silky black black sky. The ground is covered in a fine white mist of freashly fallen snow. You look out your window and look at the beautiful that lays before your eyes. You long to run out and play in the snow and feel it chill your skin and feel the cold air flow in to your lungs so you can feel alive again even just for a second you long to feel anything at all. You turn and look at your self in a mirror. there stairing back you is a talkwoman with beautiful long brow hair that falls over your neck an down your back like smooth silk it lays on your body. You look deeper in the reflection and you get lost in your own eyes, big brow dark soulful eyes you try to see your own soul and to see what your Master sees in them. you move down your lips. well defined and small but you are proud of your lips and your smile. you marvel how soft your skin feels just the softest touch makes you trimble. your milky skin is like the soft freash snow that has fallen on the ground outside your window. your body is that of a goddes but you cant see it. you look down at your breast and you think they arent good enuff for anyone yet your Master loves them and praises you on them every day. you have a tummy but you say your fat yet your Master tells you every day that your beautiful. A small tear forms in your eye and its falls gently down your check . you whipe it away from your face and holding it on the tip of your finger you look at the small drop of water and you feel completly alone in life. Some where in the back of your mind your body takes over and brings your hand to your neck. you fell the chain that is around your neck the cold touch of steal the comfort it give you when your sad and down. your fingers trace the chain and come to the lock that holdes it around your neck. You wrap both your hands around the lock and slump to the floor crying your heart and soul out. your so alone and so scared and you feel like your lost to everything in the world. You feel your going mad and your loseing your self and you feel as if death is holding your heart in His hands waiting for you to ask for the pain to end. You curl up more trying to shut out everyting and every one. Your hair is tossed over your face and your whole body shackes from your crying. you hands holding on to the lock for dear life and in your heart your screaming for your Master to save you from this pain and make it all go way some how some way you will make everything better for you. You cant think you cant move you cant breath you fell death slowly taking you from your suffering and pain and just when yopu think that you cant handle any more you fell a hand on your shoulder and you feel at peace at once. You dare not move you just stay in your tight little ball and then you feel your hair beaing brushed away from your eyes and your tears being gently whiped aways and your body being lifted in your Masters arms. You dont know where he cam from but all you can do is burry your self in His chest and cry more. Holding you close to His chest you feel his heart beat and the sound of it clams your nevers and your tears stop falling. You feel hHis streanth flowing into you and you can feel His careing amd love for you flow into you. You hold your master close as you two walk to the bed room once you reach the bed He sets you downsoftly and cuddles you into his arms and holds you tell you stop crying not saying a word just holding you close to His heart and chest. Leaning down and whispering in your ear "Im here little one You safe and nothing can hurt you now that your safe in your masters arms."Softly placeing a hand under your chin and raising your head so you are looking in your Master eyes. he leans down and kisses your tear trails down your ckeck and kisses your eyes whipsering the whole time so softly that you can bearly hear it over your soft sobs "little one its ok your safe now your safe Master is here everything is fine now My beautiful slave." Leaning in and stopping just centemeters from your lips you hold your breath not knowing what to do. You can feel your master hot breath drift over your lips and you can feel your mouth water at the thought of His lips touching your and you long for the distance to be closed and Him to kiss you. You feel your Masters hands slind into your hair and cup your face in them and closeing the distance his lips finaly touch yours. The feeling of being wanted, being needed floods your soul and heart you are in pure excitcy from the touch of your Master lips. Softly the kiss is broken and you lay there trying to stop your body from trimbeling and your heart to stop pounding in your chest. Your minds going at a frantic pace and you look up and you see your Master looking down at you. The look in His eyes steals your breath away the look of pure power and lust is deep in his eyes yet there is a softness that is shown at times to. You can see your life in His eyes you can see the things that He wants for you and the road that he will take you on to get you there. His dark soft eyes hold everything in them for you. Your hopes your dreams your very life are held in his eyes when He looks at you. "My dear little slave why are you so sad?" a simple question but its more than you can handle at the time and you throw your self in your Masters arms crying and shacking. With out saying a word he wraps his arms around you and hold you close. gently pulling you away from his chest he looks down and see a trail of tears and something red running down his body. Look at you He sees that you are still holding on to your lock for dear life, you have such a tight grasp on the lock that it has cut into your sofy fleash. cupping your hands in His he slowly removes your hands from around the lock and looks to see how bad they are cut. Seeing just a small cut he wipes the blood off your hands and makes sure they arent bleading any more.
Holding your hands in his He looks into your eyes and asks again "whats wrong My liitle slave?" trying to speak you chock out "I was scared and I was alone Sir." after fighting to get the words out you fall to his lap not haveing the streanth to keep your body up and more. You feel as if ever bit of energy was taken from you al at once and you cant move. You fall to his lap and you dont move. You feel something strocking your head and the comfot it bring is mind blowing. You melt in to His lap and try to life your self but you still feel so weak its to hard to move. "Get up My slave." is all your Master says to you. You fight your body with everything you have you fight to lift your head you want to please your Master he told you to do something and your going to do it. you fight with everything in you but all you do is trimble, your body has nothing left in it. "Get up My slave." digging deep in you you find what little energy you have left and raise your head and on wabbley arms you raise your body tell your sitting up looking at your Master. "I know your beat My little one." You lift your head so you can see into his eyes and thats when you see they are cloudy with tears. "why you sad Master?" you as as softly as you can. "I'm not My slave Im very very happy with you and seeing you push your self to do as your told even when I know your at your very very limit." A soft smile crosses his lips and you see that small hint of a dimple on His left side. All you long for is that smile that smile that tell you that you have made your Master very proud. Its not the words that make you feel safe its not the sex that makes you long for your Master is a simple smile and the slightest touch of his fingers on your skin. Its the look in His eyes that you long for the look that speack volumes to you being owned by this man. In that simple smile you know you are never going to be away from this man and you in the instant you know he know ownes you heart mind body and soul. You are now His no and forever you belong to him. The feeling of knowing that you are now this mans slave is so mind blowing that you feel as if your heart is about to burt with joy and love. "tonight My slave you sleep in my arms." hearing thouse words your mind goes blank you cant think you cant move you cant breath. Reaching for you hand your Master pulls you into the bed and wraps you in His arms and kisses the top of your head gently and smoths your hair so its out of your face. Reaching down lifting your head up and kissing you gently and placeing your hand on His chest as you kiss. you melt into the kiss and you fell complet for once in your life, you have found what you have been missing all your life and in a second everything is so clear for you now. Breaking the kiss He places your head over his heart and pulls the blankets over you and Him. "Get your rest little one, tomorrow your training start but tonight you rest and you are safe now and always will be My slave." "now sleep My slave." closeing your eyes you slowly drift off to sleep with the last bt of streanth left in you you fight to open your eyes to look at your Mater one more time and what you see shockes you. You look up and see that your Master is fast asleep with a soft smile on His face and you feel his arms wrap around you tighter and makeing sure you know you are safe in His arms. closeing your eyes you drift off to sleep. The feelings of sadness and being alone are all gone now theres nothing but Him now. You have given your heart your soul your everything to this man and you dont have any regrets about it. cuddling in closer you finely fall asleep with his warm body next you his arms around you and the sent of him floods your nose and your heart, mind and body are at peace for once. you soul is clam and your at peace.