i'm going to stop replying to two sorts of mail. 1) mail asking me questions of which the answers are easily found in my journal; the most commonly asked questions are answered in my journal. if you still cannot take out the time to read it then i will not take out the time to answer you. 2) spam messages, messages that are copied and pasted. i can tell most of the time when a message is copied and pasted to be sent out in large scale to random girls/guys. these messages will also be marked as spam. so you can send them, but it won't get you anywhere!

as some people have noticed, i am not always nervous or shy. there is a reason for that. when i signed up for the website, i had to pick a name to describe myself, and those were the first two words that came up for me. young, because people always tell me i'm (too) young for bdsm. nervous because i can get nervous quite easily sometimes, but moreso because when i signed up i was nervous; daddy/mommy dominance has always been quite scary to me, and admitting that i'm looking for it now made me nervous. umm, i suppose you could compare it with being nervous to come out of the closet, even if you're not particularly shy or nervous in general? 

also wanted to say that i have had an account on here before, but i forgot the login information. not long after i made this account i remembered again though. i've run into some people that i knew before, and i didn't let them know it was me because i hadn't thought that far ahead and ... well, i got nervous! sorry about that! 

i made a new friend today as well, SissyMaidElla! i think that even if i'm someones little princess, i can still bully others around. especially slutty sissybois that deserve and crave to be humiliated and used by a lazy selfish girl that likes to be pampered and catered to from time to time! 

it's been a bit complicated to explain but this is about my availability. i am unowned, and looking for a Dom(me) but i am also romantically involved with someone. he knows of this all and is fine with it, but there will be no option of me being a 24/7 live-in slave because of this.

even though he has some interest in bdsm, we've found that in this point in time we don't match. there might be one day that we will, but as for now we're very happy being boyfriend and girlfriend, and value this relationship a lot as it is. 

i understand that for some people this might be a dealbreaker, so i won't be offended of course, but i thought i'd put it up so there will be no misunderstandings in what i can and cannot do.

people ask me about my body, to which i guess i have a few things to say. to start off, if you ask me about my body in the first message without any other content i'll probably not answer. i don't even know if i like you at all yet, or the other way around, so why would describe my body to you in detail, or even send you pictures? i think my avatar is cheeky enough! 

apart from that, i'm full figured. i'm not obese but i'm far from skinny. i think that for someone with a fluffier body i still have shape though, as it's not oddly proportioned (look at me tooting my own horn) and i'm sure that the right person will get to see every inch of my body.

until we're no longer strangers, don't expect this info from me if i can't expect the same info from you though! if i don't know you as a Dom, sub, or just a person in general, it's much like a stranger from the streets asking me how i'm shaved etc. and that's just a little creepy to me! 

hello there, a little bit of writing about me. i am not new to bdsm in general, i have been active offline for over 4 years now and have always been aware of my submissive nature. more recently though, i've started to dare to admit to myself that a daddy/mommy domination is something i am very eager to explore.

i would love a daddy/mommy that will scold me like a little kid when i'm bad, and not be afraid to dish out harsh punishment when needed, and that will use me to please them. someone that i can tease a bit, and that knows how to handle a cheeky brat. 

at the same time i can and will be very obedient and wellbehaved when the situation calls for it, in which case i heavily enjoy being praised for it, being reassured and treated like a precious thing.

i am open to daddys, mommys, couples, subsisters and brothers and maybe (online!)harems as well.

i am looking for online for starters, although i'm not excluding offline in the future. i will "verify" myself with pictures/cam when i feel like i've built up sufficient trust with this person, and a connection.

please send me a message if you are interested, or even if it's just for a talk!