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| Update: Happiness, contentment, peace.....I know the secret to my life and that, I don't need to question a single day more. I've found some educational information the past year that have rewarded me with what I know now. I belong to one and only one, now with determination and hard work, may I learn patience until I can achieve what I want.
Hello everyone,
I have decided to update my profile. I am a natural submissive that loves to please and submit. I prefer people who are honest, straightfoward and don't like a bunch of bs.
I believe in honesty upfront and believe fakes and players are idiots because it is a waste of time that can be devoted to something more productive. I'm honest and blunt yet reserved and at sometimes shy. I'm a submissive but not a doormat. I don't call men Sir or Master because those titles are reserved for men that have shown they deserve it but I also agree with a dom friend of mine, no title really tells what a man or woman is. It is what is shown, demonstrated that shows the true worth of a person.
As for me, I am a bbw, somewhat on the smaller side. I'm not a beautiful woman on the outside, I wasn't blessed with looks that make every man drool, but I am not ugly. I believe that I appreciate things more because I wasn't handed everything in life and I had to be put behind other women. I would ideally enjoy finding the right dom that completes me and I can build a life with him. I am able to relocate given the right amount of time. My place is with a man, taking care of a home/family/etc., very much old fashioned in views. However, life doesn't allow for that type of thing anymore. Right now, I am a college student. I don't believe in waiting around for a guy to come swip me off my feet and I want a life beyond barely making due. If I find the right man, one that I can fully submit and give myself to, my life can change for him. But until that point, I'm making a life for myself.
I know some believe that women should be abused and shouldn't speak their minds, I am not one of them. I have a rather strong mind and I was advised that only an Alpha male can do for me. It isn't that I am passive aggressive or my intentions are to try to dom a man, but just life and nature has taught me to be strong. Best of wishes to you.
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My beautiful four year old niece called me a bit ago asking me why I wasn't coming home for Christmas and why she doesn't see me as often as she wants. As usual the following questions of when I was coming home, when would she see me, etc. followed suit, all I could do is smile and tell her not to cry. My sweet Vicky reminds me of myself at that age, so innocent, open hearted and very easily hurt when the ones she loves are gone. My response to her is that distance is just that, distance is all that separates her from me. I will be with her again and that in time she will understand why I went away along with why I can't be with her often enough. My place for now is here and my life isn't confined to one place.
It is hard to imagine me, twenty-one years ago sitting in her place and being innocent of the world. How time will change even the softest of hearts and time is what Vicky has to discover a life of her own. It is hard not knowing where I will end up, but I am still young and in a world that doesn't understand me. I just hope that time proves well for her and that her gentle heart continues to be innocent. I wish I could protect her from the harshness of the world and the cruel people who won't understand her, but all I can do is be the aunt I am now. Answer the phone when she needs me, be patient with her growth mentally and emotionally, encourage her to be exactly who she is and not let those around her tell her who she should be. |
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| Age: 42 |
| London,
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