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Male Submissive, 52
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Male Submissive, 48, St. Louis, Missouri
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Male Submissive, 39, London, Ontario
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About yearnin4learnin
we are a Domme/slave couple who are interested in r/t play with other LOCAL kinksters (within a hundred miles or so)
REAL-TIME, SAFE play only; no blood or scat, protection used habitually.
NO ONLINE B.S.
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one more day, and i'll have been collared for two weeks!? i'm a giddy as a school girl!
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what a difference a collar makes! mistress and i have played hard for two days in row, and i couldn't be happier!!! she tells me how pretty i look nearly every day, and i've yet to hear any scrutiny from family or friends. all in all i'd say it couldn't be going better!
i have to go out of town for work for the end of this week, and i shall be alone. the collar will remain as a symbol of my servitude, and a token of the love that i hold for my mistress. the fact that i will see my father is of mild concern, but i've spent years developing a relationship with my superior, my father, will still love me anyway!
so off i go today, i wonder what antics shall transpire. will someone give me that knowing grin again? will i get the occasional stare full of shun? will someone dare to even comment? regardless of the result, i am ready. i have certainly earned the privilege of being collared, and will defend it without hesitation. swift and cunning reactions tend to shut-up those with a practiced taunt. while little tact is reserved in such instances, i must be far more reserved in other cases.
i take solace in the fact that there are several places i could frequent in the area, where i wouldn't ever get be acknowledged over such a tame piece, and may even find myself there. not merely as an act of prevention, but to simply socialize without being judged. a sort of reassurance that all is right, and that the only thing odd about my collar, is those that do the ridiculing! i realize that the vast majority of these people,are lashing out from a jealous standpoint, and i'm sure have a great many regrets about their suppressed sexual lifestyle. |
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Over one hundred twenty-five hours now, and the implications are indeed staggering! i was in McDonald's the other day (eww), and i knew that i indeed was made. in a brief instance, when i went back to the counter to ask a cashier for ketchup, what i received in return, was merely a deep penetrating stare, followed by the biggest grin i've seen in ages! lol it was obvious! i knew, she knew, and i don't think it was the condiments that she wanted to give me! if it weren't for the fact that i was already there with two beautiful women, i might have obliged her.
the two beautiful women that i was accompanying, were my mistress and her bestie(who are currently on the phone together) a recent visit to our home has kept Misses friend coming back repeatedly. i know why as well. it happened for her as it happened for many. once people see our neighborhood, they fall in love. this happened to me over six years ago, and i've lived here ever since. apart from an excursion across country for a couple years, which we could have done without.
so,now the chain has warmed, the collar now feels at home and i'm now constantly reaping the rewards of slavery to my mistress! why?.. because i have no choice. mmm, yummy |
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so here i am again, keeping a promise to myself, and continuing with my daily journal entries. yesterday went REALLY well and i have a few people i'd like to thank for pitching in. without their help, i'd have been up shit creek! it was a super busy day, and i'm glad it's over. mistress has promised me a play day today, and i've no idea what she's envisioned.
i've now been collared for about eighty four hours now, and if i have a free hand at all, i think i'll get a camera out and take some pics of it (my shinny new collar)to share with any of you. i'm haveing a problem with it now though. even though it is one hundred percent stainless steel, my body is having some sort of reaction to it. spontaneous, BIG erections!!! lmoa these last anywhere from a few fleeting moments whilst out and about, to hours at a time while i'm TRYING to sleep! as well, i've no control over their schedule. yesterday, while cleaning the house in the morning, and while talking (in person)with my landlord, EVEN last night in the grocery store, wile pushing the cart for mistress!!! all with no warning whatsoever. kinda hot right, but i'm ashamed and tend to try to hide it by pressing it up against my body, in a sort of vein attempt to get it to lay flat and lower it's profile. hopefully, with even more time in my mistresses grasp, i will become less ashamed, or less aware of this reaction, and will become oblivious to people's obvious reactions! and if not, then i'll just have to continue dealing with these... uninvited yet welcomed arousals.
it's been fun so far, and as i mentioned before, this is not the first time i've been collared over a long duration, but i still get the feeling that this is to be the longest by far. i think i've undergone about three weeks in a similar collar, but due to the fact that it was only nickle plated, it did eventually, after months and months of off and on use, tend to leave a "ring around the collar" a collar around a slaves neck has an obvious appeal, a rust colored discoloration around one's neck... maybe not. that is unless your as twisted as my girlfriend! lmao |
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what a day indeed!!! i'm having a visit from my landlord today, and have hopefully prepared enough for the visit. i don't foresee my collar being of any relevance, but it's still on and will be for a long time i'm sure. i worked my ass off yesterday, and i felt great in it's cool grasp. it really is a beautiful thing. it's a constant, it's resolve unwaivering, and it's grip around my neck, steadfast. well, sorry 'bout the short entry, but wish me luck! a few last minute loose ends and i'll be back on easy street! |
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this is the firt day of the rest of my life. i'm now collared, and have been for twenty five hours. while this is not the first day i've ever spent under lock and key, i'm inclined to think that this is the begining of a longer duration than i've ever been accoustomed to.
Mistress has closed the hasp and i am, once again, owned. i take no sorrow in my plight, and search not for release. i wish only to please her with my presence, and admonish her with my devotion. as this is not our first collaring, we've avoided any old garb and cerimony that would possibly acoupmany such an occasion. i came home late from a week of work lastnight, and she simply commanded me to "Fetch!" i knew all to well what she had commanded me to retrieve.
our new collar is a one hundred percent stainless steel chain amalgamation. However, it's NOT your typical two ring choke chain. it's twisted and jewled links are welded side by side, forming two small rows that terminate into D rings just three inches shy of the circumference of my neck. through these two rings, another length of similar chain is threaded, then padlocked at the ends. the effect is that of a triangle hanging the padlock at the front of my neck. this is similar to a choke collar in the sense of corrections sake, but this design, coupled with the small diameter of the chain, makes for more choke, without that pain in the neck pinching. ( :-D)[|
i'll be posting pics soon and this journal will will be a testament to the duration of my experience. stay tuned!!!
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