Do you ever get this overwhelming feeling that something just is not right.

Like, you want to trust someone so much deeper and respect them utterly?

Never to question what they say, where they go, what they do or who they are with?

I used to trust everyone until they did something wrong or should i say got caught out

doing something wrong. I met this amazing guy, who had an unreal personality and

who i cared about and liked deeply and still do. I have been betrayed before in 

the most shocking and sever ways which lead me to having trust issues, I always

suspect I am being fucked around with. I told myself that he would not do that to me 

and i did trust that....than those horrible gut churning feelings came about....

what do they say? a "woman's intuition". Well it started acting up so i decided to find out 

why....and I did and now it hurts. It hurt that i let someone in, that i trusted someone

after being so hurt in the past.....Just I can't do this anymore. 

To anyone looking for a Mistress, I can't do this anymore. Sorry =(

 This is all I have to say to you

~ ambrosiadouchbag ~

since you blocked me lol.

Seriously? You are funny! You try to belittle other people because of your own insecurities? If we put up a side by side comparison and told them to pick who they would rather serve, I'm pretty sure you would lose by a land slide. You act like a bitch and jump down someone's throat when that HA! could have been to any number of things. How did you not know it could have been a typo? What if I was saying HI!? You do seem really insecure and immature. I am quiet happy with the weight I am happy at and if I were so ugly why is it that I have my pick of men and women within this lifestyle and in the vanilla world. You can not be taken seriously, you say you were going to block me but you message me back because you think I'm going to lay down to some narcissist looking for a her power fix. You are sadly mistaken. Also do not pick at some ones grammer or spelling when you don't know how to punctuate your own writing. I just makes you look extremely ignorant. You are a joke.

So yeah, you go girl with all of that  "experience".

And from what I can gather, you are in need of someone to take care of you and your "vanilla" partner, which I think is pretty sad. You are the epitome of pathetic, dear lady. I hope that you find some poor, insecure loser to house you, feed you and clothe you and your partner. You are just a selfish bitch.

So I am looking for someone real, someone that will be willing to put me first. I want to be all you want and all you need. I want someone that will not fuck around and someone who is not just a sub/slave when it suits them. Basically when I say 'jump' I want you to say 'how high, Miss? I want someone that wants to serve and respect me for who I am as a person and not just because I wear the 'Dominant' tag. You give me your time, respect and full attention. If you feel like you are someone who could be of use to me than don't hesitate to send me a message and say hi or whatever....

EHH NEW YEARS EVE AND AM LOOKING FOR SOME ENTERTAINMENT!!

WHO IS UP FOR IT?

MSG ME NOOOOOOW!!!!

Why the fuck did I just do my own dishes? That reminds me....I need my bathroom floor scrubbed too. Oh the lawn also needs to be taken care of and I have to get down to the shops and I need someone to carry all of my bags. I know! How about one of you losers come and make all this easier for me, but i should give warning, I tend to become bitchy and mean if things aren't done to my satisfaction or my way. Anyways...any of you lot want to help me out just apply  lol

I think it is rather funny that when i had nothing written on my profile I would be swamped with people messaging me but since i have added what i want to my profile I barely get a nibble and thats fair enough because it just confirms that a majority of you losers are just generic and full of shit.