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About xXDollFaceXx
{You know I look way too good to be innocent}
Alright already. I guess i should edit this thing since apparently you kids actually read it. Sheese.
I'm on a plethora of other websites as well, and simply found it time to join this one.
I have a switch side to me, meaning that i'd gladly submit to the right female. I have had a master or two, but prefer the Domme side of life. I'll tell you now though that my interpretation of Domme is diffrent than most. I have a wonderful boyfriend whom i live with. We made an attempt at a relationship as master and slave but we found that things work better if i am a submissive instead. I'm not looking for much, we do desire a female sub to play with in the Tulsa area. Someone that he can whip a bit and someone he can watch me play with.
Oh, and I'm really not looking for anyone to be much more than friends at the moment. Life is quite hectic as is.
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Last night was rather rough.
I haven't eaten or slept since early tuesday due to the anxiety of her arrival. (which will be in a little less than 2.5 hours) The sleep deprivation and lack of nutrition caused me to lack all abilities except layin in bed, trying to sleep, and hallucinating when i opened my eyes and having bizzare psuedo dreams when i closed them. Neither was all that pleasant. The little thinking that my brain was capable of was simply freaking out about her arrival and the near future and how hard the next month or two is gonna be. The psuedo dreams accompanied that by being full of images that she wasn't on her way here, that something had happened, etc. So that only caused another genre of worry. I'm basically stuck in the house today becaues after being awake for 98% of the past 60 hours or so, sleep deprivation has caused enough visual and auditory halucinations that i can barely stand straight, much less drive the 45 minutes it would take to go get a job application and return.
My parents know how hard i am trying to get a job, well, i'm trying as hard as i can, they think i'm only givin it about 80% but their still impressed cause thats more than i put into most things. Yet still they choose to be difficult and say that she can only stay here for a week or so. Trust me, we cannot have a place to stay in a week, so i have the harsh feeling i will have to leave her with my slave whom lives about an hour from here, until i get my job settled and get that check i'm supposed to get. That would be like two weeks. That's gonna hurt. So let's hope my parents can be understanding for like, once in my life.
ok. i'm done. |
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Stressed HARDCORE.
kitty's gonna be here on friday.
Where are we gonna stay?
I don't know.
With what money?
I don't know.
I need a job!
So i can beg some nice man to let me rent an apartment from him.
Its been brought to my attention that i'm not your average domme. I don't fit in your lil bubble of what a domme should be/do.
I don't make them beg, i don't tie them up, i don't make them ask permission for absolutly everything, what's theirs is theirs, not mine, i don't give them rules. They know i own them and they know that what i say goes. Its all mental and i'm ok with that. I can only be me. |
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Long time no talk eh? I suppose thats how it goes. I've been quite wrapped up in this 'growing up thing'. I'm finishing up school, just got a car, my girl is about to move down here and were about to get an apartment, i just ended a serious relationship, etc.
Life is going well. The forces that be are pretty much helpin me out monitarily and all, although i still need a job and such.
I quit the drugs, quit the drinking, quit being so self destructive and all. Thats a plus.
Still lookin for some new people in my life, but thats how it goes.
Well thats about all i've got for now.
*huggles* |
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What has occured in the fun filled life of mine you ponder? Same insanity as always i suppose. We pierced my septum on thursday. Its been a week and it feels nearly entirely healed. It's not of course, but there is no pain and i absolutly adore it. What else....
My boyfriend will finally be here on sunday, and my gf/kitty will be here in a week and a half or so. I'm so excited. Speaking of kitties, my boyfreind is buying me a kitten for xmas. I'm elated. I need 12 more hours of driving experience to get my license, should be within a month or so. It's about time i would think. This saturday i am taking my artwork to a type of workshop to have it critiqued by various art schools, not that i'm actually planning on going to one. I just wondered their opinions on my prize winning drawings. hehehe. Well, that's about all of the thrills and chills in my life at the moment. |
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The teeth have definatly recovered, i am quite appreciative of that. I spent the weekend in Springfield, MO with my best freind whom has family out there. That was...... quite interesting. I was called a skin head and besides that, all the people are just a bit odd. We had fun though. You might ponder why i was called a skin head. I shaved my head and put metal through my septum. Boy were my parents proud.
I feel like a gypsy today. |
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I appreciate all the concern for my teeth. I have to return to the dentist on wednesday because one particular spot is simply killing me. I'm talking like 20 asprin a day just to make it through the day, and i don't talk asprin, for anything. Anyways.... What else is occuring in my life? My boyfreind is moving here in a week, i'm so excited, and my Kitty will be here in about 2-3 weeks. I was supposed to play with my slave today, but he seems to be missing lately. *shrug* No worries. Well, i realized i have a biography on Regan to write before the night is out so i must be off. |
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Well, today have been dreadfully eventful. I had my wisdom teeth removed, woke up in convulsions, came home, slept, and then partook in a large amount of oxycodone. It's a beautiful thing.
I'm hoping i shall recover a decent amount before this weekend, because i've got 'plans' ;)
Speaking of plans...... I'm beginning to ponder when i'll be able to partake in the plans i have with my sub. He seems like such a sweet pet.
anyways....... my jaw is throbbing, so i believe it is time i retire. au revoir. |
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