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Male Submissive, 37, Hertfordshire

Female Submissive, 19, Dublin

Male Submissive, 38, Nashville, Tennessee

Sour breath, smitten The world is you stage Silent personality switch..you seek life thru darkened eyes. The devil lies Within your soul Stingy fingers tracing curves on soft flesh The vulnerability you deny in self sends electric light pulsating sparks The spark in your eye, Whispering sweet nothings in your mind Your mind searching, seeking a way out Calamity crushed condemnation.

Why post a journal? To get something out of your system, maybe? To put it out there in words so its no longer a hounding thought? To shout out to anyone willing to read it that you're sick of dishonesty , distrust and deciet? To whine and complain that life isn't fair? To scowl at superficial love, lost lust and false hope? Yes, it makes sense to throw it our there for strangers to read...they don't know the facts...they don't see your tears. You can pretend to be strong or you can look for someone to pity you..you can hope the one that hurts you finds your words and realizes they want you back... But that's not how it works...they're no different than the rest. Their words were just spoken to convince themselves they were different. That they could be the one person to take your charred heart and reignite that flame. Nobody wants to be loved more than anyone else...we all have those same fears of abandonment and commitment. We all know that person we swear was a schizoid and made us who we are today. We will all have that one love we wish we could recapture. We all have a crutch..be it one night stands, a drawerful of dildos, drugs, d/s...but where does it end. Certainly NOT on a website where your words disappear and no longer belong to you.

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