Put this cat on ..../\„,„/\ your profile ...( =';'= ) to show ..../♥♥\ that you are ..(.|.|..|.|.) against animal cruelty! “Before I say anything else, I want to say no matter what you’ve done, you deserve respect, even if you make mistakes. You’re lovable and it doesn’t matter your looks, skills, or age, or size or anything. You’re worthwhile—no one can take that away from you.” ~Caleb "Kai" McGillvary This is what I think o:
[Life Without You] Running around to tell you this, The children laugh behind you Waiting for us to wash your face, timing I'm waiting, Nauraushaun, and all I need to know Lay those behind us, before you lose them. God has spoken to. I can't hear you, can't hear you Living isn't enough, with my life without you. The greater magic inside of you Speak a thousand judgements Oh, what am I looking for The people the dead man sees, his fire We are looking for us You haven't completely lost You've given me a new start Notice:When trying to converse with me, do not ask me to message you on a different site... the Mail system here is perfectly fine and if your browser is up to date we can use the chat system for even quicker response time... I dont feel like setting up an account on yahoo or whatever site it is that you use, If we become good enough friends I may ask you if you have skype... but i dont even really use it that much. there is no need to chat off of this site if we're just messaging... also my main profile picture is usually not of me, i enjoy using avatars So as far as relationships go, im more into guys than girls, but can go either way, Im mostly looking for a Seme or big bro kinda figure in my partner. im down for all the D/s stuff but love comes first. On a first date im up for cuddling and kissing but no sex first date unless you treat me to a nice dinner :P
Stats: height: 5'10" weight: 126 lbs hair: brown/medium eyes: blue Zodiac: Greek: Taurus Chinese: Dog Druid: Jasmine
Mayan: Ocelot/Jaguar/Wizard I'm a poet, my passions are wrtiting songs and stories. Im in a band and our gig is that we are gonna have all of our albums be about the story I'm writing. The story is called "The Nauraushaun Prophecies" and it is about mortal men making their way into the god realms and the outer realms that connect all the different realities. I'm very transcendental. I dont really accept the status quo of the current state of mankind and the world at large... so I've taken it upon myself to do my best to help the human race from destroying itself, if only by word of mouth. Don't be fooled words can affect world veiw.
on a personal level I'm a pretty gentle guy, I am extremely against violence in any form UNLESS its a last resort. I like just hanging out, playing video games, making videogames writing music and stories... smoking weed... dont really like drinking personally but if you do just dont let it destroy you. I am very very outdoorsy.... I wouldnt mind living in a tent for months on end, Ive done it before. I deffinatley dont consider myself 19, legally I am but mentally im like 14 or 15. Alot of things happened in my life at that time that led up to this. (For those of you who are unaware of the multi-billion dollar industry that is Hemp/Marijuana please watch this video )
My gender Identity isnt really set in stone, I use the orientation: Co-Gendered, Omnigendered or Two-Spirit. I could feel manly and feminine all in the same moment. I love doing boy things mostly but I have my girly side too. I see the line defining the two as something very blurry.... atleast these days Sexually im deffinatley a very submissive person... I enjoy being the submissive in the relationship. When it comes to being on the street or in society I have the personality of a leader. Im not the kind of submissive that will take orders from just anybody. I guess you could say im an Alpha sub, though some may see my fetishes make me a Beta sub by default I wont just take shit from anybody... so you better keep the collar and leash on tight ^_^
I'm pretty nerdy... I like watching anime alot, like i didnt watch digimon until I was 17. I spend alot of my time with computers on forums, listening to music or expressing my artistic side through music mostly... like I said i like making videogames with my friends... cute little oldschool RPGs, 32bit status. I just wanna find someone who is on my level of understanding the world and the gift of life. Whats the name about? well... it was Nauraushaun but I keep changing it hahah Nauraushaun (Origins - Life Without You)
(I apologize for the low quality recording, it's a bootleg from a live performance, it was never officially recorded) I have a very unique spirituality, I believe in alot of things... but at the same time it could just be I have an active imagination. There are alot of things that have to do with who I am that have to do with this particular singer and how he is living his life. He saved my life a few years ago, albeit indirectly if it were not for this man I would be dead... Every song this guy has ever written could fit my every mood. This man, Claudio Paul Sanchez III is my hero http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Claudio_Sanchez there's a story behind all of the music he writes, some of the characters I relate to are; Claudio Kilgannon (the Crowing), Chase (The Vishual) Claudio (The Writing Writer) Jesse Kilgannon (Inferno) Dr. Leonard Hohenberger and Dr. Sirius Amory. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_The_Amory_Wars_characters I mean seriously, this guy is so talented he can rock with the best of him but his fan base is so devoted nobody fights at his concerts... well except one time:
and thats what music is supposed to do, bring people together. as you may have noticed in some of older pics (with the gas mask) that I like tromping around abandoned buildings. Me and my friends are urban explorers and abandoned mental hospitals are our forte, you wouldnt beleive some of the stuff we found or some of the crazy stuff we've seen, you'd probably beleive in ghosts if you came along too. Some of our favorite locations include: The abandoned taco resturaunt (demolished) The Peabody Warehouse Gaebler Childrens Asylum (demolished) Walter E Fernald State School (Abandoned... mostly... future renovation?) Metropolitan State School (demolished... mostly) Tewksbury State Hospital (Active) The Stoneham Underground (sealed) The Franklin School (under renovation) The Walter E Fernald State school is by far our most explored location, with over 70 buildings less than 10 actually still in use, this place is huge, lots to explore and a very very creepy history http://www.fernaldworkinggroup.org/images/fernaldsite_large5.jpg http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Walter_E._Fernald_Developmental_Center This section was originally a long rant about my pacifistic veiws so i decided to just shorten it. This is just from a game but taking it kinda out of context and forgetting that its just fantasy.
this is what war does to people. people use weapons cuz other people use weapons or have far too powerful weapons.
the "weapon" he was talking about is a giant robot that transforms into a giant cannon that supernukes everything and it looks like this. http://finalfantasy.wikia.com/wiki/Vegnagun?file=Vegnagun_front.jpg which is maybe just a little more intense than World War III... but once people start lobbing nukes again its over... and you know... maybe we'll have robots fighting wars by then... oh wait... well... not entirely but if things didnt resonlve the way they did Obama was totally gonna drone Syria...
The times have changed fast though... things are getting a lot scarier... I hope I can make it through life without bloodstained hands... I want people to realize there can be peace instead of war if only people would really take a deep breath and look at this mess we've all made... but we can fix it together ...without killing everyone off Bassically im a pacifist because humans are more likely to kill themselves off with a new found resource rather than figure out how to use it for good.
"Brother will kill brother & spill blood across the land Killing for religion, something I dont understand" ~Dave Mustaine, Megadeth - Holy Wars, The Punishment Due
"But there is something that I must say to my people, who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice: In the process of gaining our rightful place, we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred. We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. We must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again, we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force." ~Dr. MLK Jr.
I miss the good old days, like pre-2006. If you're an emo/scene kid and you havent seen "Scene Kid Love" you should watch it. heres the link to the first episode. The Real Paris - Scene Kid Love episode 1
As a musician, music is important to me so I'll make a little playlist for you to check out my influences. Ive been playing Drums for 8 years, Piano for 12 years (on and off), singing for 4.5 years, Guitar for 2 years. Harmonica for 1 year and Ive been expirimenting with production for 2 years aswell. Coheed and Cambria - This Shattered Symphony
Anamanaguchi - Meow
Black Sabbath - Megalomania
The Beatles - Strawberry Fields Forever
Smash Mouth - Then the Morning Comes
Citizen Kai - Montana
Citizen Kai - Van Ness
Citizen Kai (feat. Gregory Brothers) - Smash Smash SMASH! (remix)
Citizen Kai - Bonzer
CItizen Kai - Movement
Citizen Kai - Wagon Wheel
Emo Side Project - The End of Something
Pacifist - Happiness
Perfect Future - Make Fun
Shabütie - Camouflage
Shabütie - Skittles (bootlegged)
Shabütie - Star Cecil
The Physics House Band - Abraxical Solapse
Circa Survive - Semi Constructive Criticism
Circa Survive - Everyway
Circa Survive - The Great Golden Baby
The Reptilian - Untitled
Aerosmith - Jaded
Alice In Chains - Your Decision
Saetia - One Dying Wish
At The Drive In - Invalid Litter Dept.
EATMEWHILEIMHOT! - Screw The Standard
Norma Jean - Memphis Will be Laid to Waste
Atilla - Party With the Devil
EATMEWHILEIMHOT! - Anti-Venom
EATMEWHILEIMHOT! - Mother May I
Farewell, Dreamer - Visions
XXYYXX - Slow Down
Zoo Kid - Out Getting Ribs
Blink 182 - The Rock Show
Sum 41 - Crazy Amanda Bunkface
Battlecross - Push Pull Destroy
Brain Drill - Beyond Bludgeoned
Behemoth - Inner Sanctum
Nirvana - Something In the Way
Smashing Pumpkins - Try, Try, Try
Smashing Pumpkins - 1979
The Prize Fighter Inferno - Accidents
Living Things - Pollen Path
Insane Clown Posse - Imma Kill You
Blaze - Dub Sack
Boondox - They Pray With Snakes
Krispy Kreme - The Baddest
Chipp da Ripper - Freestyle (Street Stars Radio Exclusive)
Hopsin - Ill Ming of Hopsin 5
Hopsin - Sag My Pants
Hopsin - Kill Her
Sceney Scenable - He doesnt care
The Lonely Island Club - Threw It on the Ground
Suicidal Tendencies - Institutionalized
Nick the Pizza Guy - Dominic The Donkey
The Yobs- 12 days of christmas
The Tiger Lillies - Banging in the Nails
Wardruna - Dagr
Empire Empire! (I Was a Lonely Estate) - Documenting Thirty Days
Empire Empire! (I Was a Lonely Estate) - How to Make Love Stay
Chiptune David - Follow Me
IAYD - Galaxy Smasher
Akira Yamaoka - Different Persons
Akira Yamoaka - My Heaven
Akira Yamoaka - Wounded Warsong
Akira Yamoaka and Mary Elizabeth McGlynn - O.R.T
Akira Yamoaka and Mary Elizabeth McGlynn - Hell Frozen Rain
Akira Yamoaka and Mary Elizabeth McGlynn - Letters from the Lost Days"
Akira Yamoaka and Mary Elizabeth McGlynn - You're Not Here
Akira Yamoaka - Memory of the Waters ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - Sickness Unto Foolish Death ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - A Stray Child ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - A World of Madness ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - The Day of Night ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - Alone in the Town ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - Heaven's Night
Akira Yamoaka - Ordinary Vanity ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - Eternal Rest ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - UFO Ending Credits (Silent Hill)
Akira Yamoaka - Dog Ending credits (Silent Hill 2)
Akira Yamoaka - UFO Ending Credits (Silent Hill 3)
Akira Yamoaka - Trinkets
Akira Yamoaka - End of Small Sanctuary ( EXTENDED )
Akira Yamoaka - Terror in the Depths of the Fog ( EXTENDED
Akira Yamoaka - Witchcraft
Akira Yamoaka and Mary Elizabeth McGlynn - Elle's Theme
Dark Imperivm - Procession of the Leviathan
SEX-ANDROID - チロル
Moss Icon - I'm back, Sleeping, or Fucking, or Something
The English Panther - Storms
Davenport Cabinet - Nostalgia In Stereo
Coheed and Cambria - A Rush and A Push and the Land is Ours (Cover - The Smiths)
Coheed and Cambria - Somebody That I Used to Know (Cover - Goyte)
Coheed and Cambria - The Trooper (Live Cover - Iron Maiden)
Coheed and Camrbia - April Come She Will (Cover - Simon and Garfunkel)
Coheed and Cambria - Beer Drinkers and Hell Raisers (Cover - ZZ Top)
Coheed and Cambria - Sister Christian (Cover - Night Ranger)
Coheed and Cambria - Under The Milky Way (Cover - The Church)
Coheed and Cambria - Faithfully (Cover - Journey)
Coheed And Cambria - Your Love (Cover - The Outfield)
Coheed And Cambria - Deranged (Batman: Arkham City - Exclusive Track)
Coheed and Cambria - Ghost Busters Theme (Live)
Coheed and Cambria - Iron Fist (Bunny Man Bridge demo)
Coheed and Cambria - Dark Side of Me (Einziger and Sanchez Remix)
Coheed and Cambria - Kitchen Jam
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Claudio Sanchez - The Echomaker
Coheed and Camrbia - The Willing Well IV: The Final Cut (music video) http://www.spike.com/video-clips/wmmmf7/claudio-sanchez-the-final-cut Meredith Monk - Madwomans vision
Shabutie - The Bloody Brit Song (RARE)
Teen Suicides - Rarities
(Coheed and Cambria, Shabutie & The Prize Fighter Inferno are my main vocal Influences, all 3 bands include Claudio Sanchez as a singer.) Lastly on another note, watch this video, its very very simmilar to what happened to me at the age of 14 and the reason why I choose not to grow up. Floria Sigismondi - Postmortem Bliss
If you dont understand this video i'll explain it to you.
