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Someone sent this to me and had to share.....
Max Ehrmann
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and irations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy. |
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So excited as today I get my 6 laying hens and "The Coop" officially established! |
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OMG so peaceful and tranquil here and very content. Put up a pic to show what I look at when sitting out the back each morning with my morning coffee, no car's, no people, no noise just mmmmmmmmmmm priceless personal space. Also put a picture of my first step into the photo's and a job done all by myself and my first go at concreting. One step down and only another 5 or 6 to go and can hardly wait till its done and then can start on my chook pen. Had some rain last night and the best rain in 14 months, just hoping much more to come when going through such a long and hot drought here. |
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Same old same old with this site. Female submissives (self labelled) that function for "$-consideration should be a little more honest and tell it as it is with themselves not submissive but glorified whores only. Others "am submissive (or slave) and every sentence starting with I - Me and wouldn't have the foggiest idea about what being genuine is about! Oh I miss day's of past when those kind would have been laughed out of the lifestyle and never accepted into the fold! But then again there is no 'fold anymore and its just one big unorganised laughable circus!
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42 degree's in the shade ......hot as hell and dryer than the Simpson Desert! |
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Please 'dominate1' or whatever you call yourself don't bother sending me more abusive messages and then either hiding your profile (blocking me) or deleting your profile (which ever the case). If your a dominant that have the necessary balls to face somebody with some integrity not like a coward where you throw rocks and run for your life. |
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Don't kick the dog unless you have shoes on. Here I sit crying with what I think is a broken big toe and the dog "well he hardly even felt my foot and is wondering what all the commotion is about! Probably out chewing off the rest of the sprinkler heads in the garden that I have just finished putting in.
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In that inbetween place at the moment.....its 4.45 pm and wondering if to start mowing the lawn (half acre). Its a mix of ride-on mower and push mower (for all those awkward edges and corners etc).......by the time I make up my mind it will be dark! Need that bit of motivation I am lacking right now.
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Really pessed off at the moment. All week the forecast has been that tomorrow (Sunday) we will receive between 50 and 150 mls. Only on tank water here and tanks still not full as we've not had enough rain ANYWAY....so this morning got out and washed all the windows down outside and washed all the walkways and patio's and more. OH and now all of a sudden tomorrow's forecast is for 5 to 10 mls. HOW THE HELL can the weather forecasters get it SO WRONG! |
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Thanks for those who are interested in garden pic's and other misc. pic's. As per your requests will keep pictures coming as time allows. Here's a few of young puppy mutt Diesel who keeps the bulls, kangaroo's and rabbits out of my backyard! |
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Added a new photo of my first potato crop "up" when it drizzling rain this morning. Sometimes I feel as if I could not be happier when playing in the dirt and in the garden. Still not enough rain yet and water tanks still only half full. To not have others "who claim to be a Master" stuff up my life, not to use and abuse me without any care or concern, to be alone is good. Love my garden and love living in the middle of nowhere away from people.....life is great and for the first time in a long time nobody has shattered my world to pieces. |
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MMMMM so don't want to get out of bed yet.....sun is peeking through the blinds and its a warmer morning and lying here stretching every now and then....all I need is coffee! But alas, the day awaits as does a nearby poddy calf that I am bottle feeding twice a day for friends - then there is the horse too gets her carrot twice a day & the roo's I walk past and whom live all around "well they can fend for themselves". Not forgetting the wild but semi pet possum of another friend who is also away and it gets fed grapes/banana/apple & mixture of nuts every other day....In the meantime Chester beloved cat keeps jumping up on my bed and giving me the evil eye for not getting up and feeding him breakfast and the poor dog has to wait until I do the monthly run to Toowoomba today for grocery shopping and acquire him more kibble. If the day lasts long enough will get my petrol rotary hoe going and work some more plots for spring planting (and my left over potato that has to yet be planted out). BUT NOW .......coffee............maybe several........Life is good.....be nice if less bills and more money but otherwise not a complaint in the world and content - have food on my table and a warm bed to sleep in at night and most importantly I am happy and at peace!
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This is directed to the increasing number of people messaging, saying "time to get over it and drop my profile and discussion in regards to the ex Wayne "now in Mackay living with his wife". My response to you is..........simply don't bother reading my profile and don't sit and dictate to me what I should and shouldn't do. I know in hindsight what I should not have done and that is to associate myself with a low life lying mongrel whom knocked out numerous teeth and broke ribs, did internal damage and left me with brain damage. I am damaged for life and sure as hell will carry my hatred for this person for the rest of my life ' for him and his lying wife, whom in my first hand knowledge are the lowest forms of humans.
So you don't like what I post then simply block my profile .....either way don't bother messaging me with your advise...... |
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Nothing like cowardice and creating a profile 'sending a sarcastic message and then deleting the profile before you can respond to the idiot'! Well yee' coward - "no I am not bitter and in fact rather smug about things given my self prolonged abuse (being involved with WOD now residing in Mackay) has afforded myself the window in which I could flee my cage and fly free for eternity. Putting myself through so much torment and mental and emotional anguish to the point I no longer would ever put myself in such a position again. Its like eating too manhy lollies to the point you never want to eat another again in life. |
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So disappointing' all of this rain about with many places flooding and we get in total over 2 days only 15mm of rain. Everyone in town is carting water (no town water only tanks) and my tanks are getting awfully low since only now 20mm since xmas. Oh where or where is all of this rain - certainly not where I live! |
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Updated a new profile picture of the moon rising last night. So mmmmmmmm 'sit out on the back patio in utter silence with the only noise the occasional howling of a pack of wild dogs that are up in the hills, glass of wine in hand, with a soft breeze floating by' and OH melt into sheer bliss. I would not trade living here for anything in the world (well almost nothing), tis so removed from the stress and dysfunction of living in the city. Here is a world removed from the world. |
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Too many too often inform me that I over think or think too much upon things and here yet again I find myself deep in thought about the lifestyle. What is it too submit and what it is when one would rather die than submit. Mindsets and pre-conceived ideologies of what constitutes a slave and if ever two mindsets set apart from preconceptions from opposing ends of the preverbal stick capable of finding middle ground. Sometimes mindsets are set so concrete that there is no give and no compromise and like statue's timeless, set to only stand alone in time as evidence of dreams unfulfilled. |
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OMG my new dog is a kleptomaniac. I left him of his runner last night and woke up this morning to find my backyard full of other peoples odd shoes. He only had one way out of the yard and that was by going down and out through back creek. Have no idea where the shoes came from or who they belong to, only hope from the camping grounds and not my neighbors. ROFL naughty naughty naughty puppy - and to think how many separate trips he had to make to bring the collection of shoes home. Think puppy will have to in future be kept on his runner at night 'dear me lol'.
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The dominant side of my nature is coming in useful for a change and puppy is now sitting on command and after blisters and sore muscles from puppy non-stop pulling on his leash - have him this afternoon walking at my heel on a loose lead - pray to god he remembers some of that tomorrow when we pick up where we left off today". I think puppy will spend his first night with me outside tonight after him peeing too frequently inside at night times. Not keen on leaving him out ......but well lets see. |
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This is a long shot! However, if there are any dog trainers living south east Qld that would be willing to give free training (basic & protection) for myself and new feral puppy (blue heeler) please inbox me. |
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Another 2 days and it will be 8 mths since moving into the new place. What a busy and rewarding 8 months that time has been, so much achieved with so much more left to do (endless). In 8 months I turned my backyard that was a cattle paddock into a lawn (in progress) and established 4 main veggie plots, with approx. 20 kgs of home grown beans in the freezer and approx. 70 cobs of corn and numerous bags of capsicum and other misc. Now my broccoli is just coming up, along with cauliflower and cabbage. Tomato's are nearly ready to pick and carrots almost finished. I am at peace and content now in my life and would not compromise that for any wannabe so called self labelled master, besides I have a Master and his name is Chester and he demands to be fed his cat food on time and for me to wake on command when he wants pats and cuddles in the middle of the night @ any hour, he orders me to let him out each morning so he can patrol the back garden to ensure nothing has changed over-night - and worse still now he has kicked me off my own chair out on the back patio and I am forced to sit on the spare chair when he hogs my favorite seating spot. Oh I do love Chester pudd pudd. How much my life has changed in such a short period of time 'for the better'! |
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and to think" this time last year I was waking up to cars hooning past my front door and music thumping, people yelling, screaming neighbors etc. Now I wake up to birds chirping and cattle mooing! Absolutely divine. |
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ponder if 4 am is to early for coffee! Everything so quiet lately with day time temperatures getting up close to 40's ......too hot to work in the garden but have managed to do a little more of my fence. Might do some voluntary work tomorrow for local community as steward (in training) for produce section for misc (being asked if interested in assisting). Hopefully next month I will start on the chook pen and move forward with my poultry 'laying hens/killers". Last crop of corn is ready to pick soon.....beans are nearly finished with approx. 20 kg's in the freezer.....tomato's coming onto vines as are passionfruit. Lots of home grown produce and eating little to no processed food now and loosing a little weight slowly. Kink I think about all of the time but still I can not bring myself to the point of being willing to trust anyone to want to befriend others and so I have cut myself off from every person on planet earth and just live here in the bush with my cat. Quiet happy to have no contact with other humans and to live as a recluse......still I miss the lifestyle.....but sometimes we have to sacrifice things for the greater good. Its rather ironic in that I was so social and lived to have contact with others and now I get physically sick at the idea of having anything to do with anyone - the thought repulsing me. I still talk briefly to a few and if anything others hold my interest only at a level of observation. Coffee.....yes no......yes no..mmmmmm |
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Hope all those I care about in QLD stay safe and sound tomorrow "if those super cell storms hit that are forecast". The area I live in 'one of those in the extreme weather locations....mmmm better get organized in the morning and sorted with meals and candles and other essentials. If I am lucky the creek in the back of my yard (apparently I own to the middle of the creek?) will flood just enough (half way up the banks) to clean out all the old debris I cut down with the chain saw last year. And wash out and away all the snakes....down in that rubble of branches and dead tree's.
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Seems like forever since I last on here or any other kink site. Still miss the mental and physical aspects of the lifestyle but sure as hell don't miss the dysfunction or being treated worse than a mongrel dog. So for now still rather be alone than open up and trust anyone or fark around with any person/s "Chester puddy mutt for now is my Master constantly demanding my pats cuddles and attention - life goes on! |
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Looks like I am not the only one that the site went down on! |
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A husband and wife are trying to set up a new password for their computer. The husband puts, "Mypenis," and the wife falls on the ground laughing because on the screen it says, "Error. Not long enough." |
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Often I ponder over the lifestyle and have come to the conclusion that what I desire does not exist (no doubt others think along the same lines). I think about what is and isn't and understand that it is impossible to find another whom would love me and cherish me in a mono relationship while at the same time hurting me. I would think that no male could love another and yet hurt them deeply at the same time and be able to keep their head in the right place or bend their head accordingly. Sigh...here I sit listening to Coldplay and contemplate. |
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Sitting here thinking....mmmm glacial isn't really very accurate when no rain to speak of for about 3 mths plus. |
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