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I suppose the best way to begin this sort of thing is to dive right in. ... Right? Oh well, here it goes.
Have you ever felt so out of place in society that you sometimes stand there, wondering what exactly is wrong with you? That's how I used to feel quite often. Not because I'm socially inadequate or anything of the sort, but for a very, very long time, I always wondered why I didn't react the same way as others, why I didn't want what everybody else did. And then, one day, I realized something. I'm submissive. The natural reaction to the sound of a cracking whip or the strange tingle at a raised male voice wasn't out of place at all. I had simply never understood what I wanted, or rather, needed. But that presented another problem. How would I go about exploring such urges?
Before you read any longer *and I'm sure most of you have long since hit the back button. I know I would have.* I'm going to come right out and say that I was raised in an old fashioned way. I don't have sex prior to marriage and yes, I've never been married. So, by deduction, yes, I'm a virgin. Also, I intend to stay that way until I find the one man that I can truly submit to for the rest of my life. If that is an issue for you, I apologize for wasting your time up until this point.
For the longest I dated vanilla men, some of them beyond sweet and considerate. But there is a distinctive side of me that doesn't want sweet and considerate, that craves to be told what to do and how to do it. And deep down, I know I'll never be able to swallow a commitment that doesn't come with at least some edge of BDSM. I crave the lifestyle of the 1950s, complete with marriage and family, but with an added mixture of spanking and brute force. I need to be able to wake a man up every morning while servicing him orally. I need to cook and clean and make sure his needs are taken care of in any way possible. Do I have any real limits? I don't know for sure. If my husband desired something, I don't honestly think I could say no. The only thing I really need is a spark, a true connection with someone and the rest would surely fall into place.
So, if I'm looking for a long term relationship with, hopefully, marriage, why am I on collarme? Well, frankly, there's not a "wants to be spanked mercilessly" box available on the majority of other sites. ;)
Anyone still here? Well, if so, why?
I guess I should also list what I'm looking for, for future reference anyway. A straight, dominant male that is looking for commitment. Simple enough, right? :)
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I'd like to apologize to anyone not getting an immediate response from me. Please trust that I have no intention of ignoring anyone's messages *unless, well, they include language I would rather not repeat*. I'm somewhat shocked by the response and hope that I can respond to everyone that took the time to read my profile and send me a word or two.
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| Age: 21 |
| DALLAS,
Texas |
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