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About withHope

Hello to all,

I'm not sure how to begin this, so I'm going to try to start from the beginning and try to be brief.

I was raised to be a domestic slave from age 11 until my fathers death in 2001. I was never emotionally or physically abused, but I was expected to care for him as a surrogate wife after my mother left. I have graduated highschool, and I am currently taking some college classes along with working. I met a boy in one of my classes, and we became friends. Through talks he introduced me to this lifestyle, and facilitated the beginning of my journy of understanding. By this I mean understanding not only my father, but myself.

At this point I think it's extremely important to point out that yes, I did seek therapy not long after my father passed. Yes, I am still in therapy, and will probably be for the rest of my life. Yes, I have discussed this with my therapist, and although he doesn't exactly agree to everything this lifestyle entails he does understand that it is my right, and choice as an adult and respects that.

I learned about this site from a girl who used to be in a group I participated in.

I'm here because I seek to talk... to talk at first to dominant men. I have come along way in these last few years, but yet I still feel a loss deep inside that I can't quite put my finger on but that I think has something to do with this.
Ok this isn't so much a journal entry as it's just to let the people know that I can't accept New Chat Requests.  Everytime I've tried my computer stops working.  If you email message me I'll do my best to send you an email back, and I also have another message name that I can give to you.
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