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Being humiliated and belittled makes me feel worthy, useful and honored.
Hello all, bonjour à toutes,
***The written text below is all in English. Please note that my primary language is French, but i also currently use English. Les femmes qui parlent Français sont bienvenues aussi***
I'm updating my profile because i recently discovered that my sexual impulses and inner drives are not only submissive in the BDSM world. I have both feelings of wanting and needing to serve a Mistress as i also feel i need to use and dominate a submissive female too.
I- I have a strong submissive side: having the very stimulating chance to meet the right Domina for me, i would be strongly tempted to let myself seduced, drawn into her world of fantasies where i would be willing to let her make me the sub she really wants out of me. Meeting someone who would actually be able to trap me in her spider web, until she has totally brought me under her control is my greatest wish. That would mean that her seduction would finally come to fruition some day, as i wouldn't be able to resist her anymore. She would have paralysed my senses progressively in the secret intention to enslave me at her feet for good.
I have always wanted to be chosen and ball-leashed at a Mistress's feet (the right Mistress). That will never change as for me, someone who actually knows precisely how to handle me, to make me do things for her (i wouldn't necessarily do for other females) really hits me that i have found my match and will strongly feel the urge to be used and dominated. That kind of woman would conquer my heart very fast. All my life i have been fantasizing and dreaming about the Goddess that i want to serve...I like to think of her as a very attractive Queen bee who likes to impress in society, date many men (cuckold fantasies are in here for me!). To me, the right Mistress to serve, would be the one that would be very seductive (wildly using her charms to enslave me at her feet); and at the same time, nasty who secretly enjoys very much to "destroy" a man's self-image to put him at his place as her owned pet permanently. I'm in love with the thought that such women exist, that would WANT me to become not only their cuckold boyfriend, but also a servant; a lover; a slave, to whom they could do anything they like to, according to my limits however. I always have seen myself as a superior submissive, willing to let a Mistress push my limits until she gets ultimate satisfaction with my services. My ultimate goal is to provide exquisite and refined services to a Domina, which could extend to sex slave "special services" (ex.: Golden showers, etc.), to a Domina who would especially enjoy to impose such nasty treatments upon a slave, on a day's basis; who like to belittle, degrade, use their slaves to the full. For me, such words as "slut", "bitch", "whore" are words totally banned from my vocabulary. No such thing exit. For me, Dominant women all are perfect. Their needs are sacred, their dignity, invaluable. To me, Dominas have all the rights over men:
A- their sexual drive is infinitely more important and powerful then us men. Properly loved, worshiped, kissed (bulls?), cherished (in the ideal context), served, excited, they can orgasm so intensely, that i have come to the conclusion that they deserve the best. Here i have to point out that i would especially like Dominas who believe as a fact of life that they need many kinds of men at the same time in their life to feel satisfied and blossom (on many levels) to take notice of me. I am one of those men who strongly believe in Woman Supremacy. For me, Women who are Dominant are so much more important than a simple submissive male like me. Their needs are more; their mental and physical orgasms are more; their wills are more; i am openly expressing my desire to serve those of you who are precisely looking to live their life to full intensity, needing unobtrusive, self-efacing males like me, to fully enjoy their powertrip. I acknowledge their superiority to me and i am ready to make sacrifices in my personal life to help them achieve total mental and sexual orgasm. With me, feel free to treat me simply as you are: loving; caring; seducing; hypocritical; nasty; harsh; caressing; happy; unreasonably demanding; excessive (on all levels including your sex life); cheating; nasty; severe; etc...I will always welcome you as my Goddess of perfection. I already consider that any humiliating treatment that you put on me which makes you thrilled, excited or orgasms, is a good reason enough to obey you. I seek to become the most perfect sub i can for you, so that your life becomes my first cause to keep in mind, and make you very happy with me. I will only consider to be a part of your complex life; a tool to help you feel excited all the time. Yes, perhaps i am totally idealistic and inocent in my offer to you, but it is part of my greatest desire though...If you think you are this Mistress, please make yourself known to me...Dare trying me, you will see very fast that my limits only are possible as far as you dare expressing yours to me.
B- I consider i owe my life to every woman on the planet as i was born out of a woman. Some will say (yes, but there had to be a father, right?). On this, i will only tell that i totally agree with Women Supremacists, that in such case, the man should only be considered as the chosen one to provide the necessary sperm to his Mistress to enable his Domina to procreate. In that sense, a Domina who would want a child could do as she pleases...she could firstly have children with her chosen lover, someone she loves or feels comfortable with; she could also choose any fuckfriend with who she enjoys having sex. I don't even have prejudices against the next situation: my girlfriend/ Mistress (Domina) could have sex in front of me in the open intention of having a child (or not, in case of an accident); then when the child would be born, she could expect that her boyfriend/ husband/ or slave should raise her child himself (only if it would be a boy), as a future obedient slave to his mother and all the future women of his life. The child would be raised accordingly to all notions that women are superior and have to be obeyed, etc. The Domina would no doubt want to raise her daughter for herself, to make her like her, a Dominant woman with the right values, etc. So to finish on the birth matter, i only wish to point out that i am of those who belive that future boys should be all raised to serve the great cause of Woman Supremacy. I would love to be an active part of it, if the right Mistresses use me the proper way to achieve that. I dream of a new world, where women would rule our hearts and our rights...I want to serve you.
Here is a general list of my greatest interests in submission:
- Chastity;
- cuckoldry;
- golden showers (drinking whole mouthfuls - sorry: NO BROWN SHOWERS!);
- whips;
- light torture;
-CBT (light);
- humiliation;
- degradation;
- house tasks (cleaning, etc.);
- spanking;
- insults;
- spitting in my face;
- foot worshping;
- suspension;
- slavery;
- group humiliation in private;
- love slave / sex slave;
- giving oral sex (complete);
- polyandry;
- eating creampies (never did it yet);
- servicing Mistress's girlfriends in many ways;
- caging (emprisonment);
- wearing blindfold and cuffs;
- face-sitting;
- massage;
- beating (light);
- self-denying;
- diminution of my human rights;
- role playing;
- masks;
- filming humiliating BDSM scenes (wearing a mask);
- being owned;
- being a sub progressively turned into slavery;
- abuse;
- etc.
II- I also a dominating side. I have met female submissive who were much more submissive than i am. With these females, i have growed inside myself a strong desire to use them, to make them satisfy me in many ways. My conclusion is now that with some persons (Dominas), i feel the urge to serve; and with female submissives, i feel the urge to use them.
This is a side i want to explore from now on. Attractive females who want to be owned or used should apply right now. I am from Montreal and i intend to stay here. Experienced female subs/ slaves who live near the Montreal area will be welcomed. Also, those who are willing to relocate here can contact me. I am a soft loving person. Respectful of other's limits, we will have to discuss and meet first, than see what is possible. I am looking for a single sex-service oriented slave who would also want to be owned by a boyfriend Master. Those who wish to contact me should tell me first what are their fantasies; what they are willing to do for me; and why they feel they would like to be in a Master/ love-slave relationship with me. On some degrees, i am opened to many levels of relationships. I would prefer someone who seeks a long-term relationship (or at least on occasional basis) with her Master. I am not into extreme brutality, torture, permanent mental or physical damage, etc. Your limits will be pushed continuously so that you become satisfying to me. At the same time, the relationship could also become an authentic relationship (love, tenderness, etc.). A female applier should be open-minded; sexy; attractive; mature; from 18 to 42; serious in their approach to serve and be used; healthy; with no drug/ alcool problems. I could exceptionally tolerate some who control their habit (ex: smoking). Keep in mind that for me, human life is very important; a woman's body is very appreciated and should be in good shape to please it's Master; make yourself known to me, let me discover your personnality and we will be on a long fruitful journey together. A sub or slave contract should be written and signed to respect all the Master's wishes. I will accpet applications now, as dates (first in a coffee shop or elsewhere to establish contact). Note that i am French speaking. You are welcomed only if you can speak French (or willing to learn), or if you speak English, but willing to try speak in French later.
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