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Female Submissive, 30, austin, Texas
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About winifredjk
You would think that the prompt “tell us more about your self… what
you are looking for, what are you into, what turns you on.” would be
something easily dispatched. However, what if you are not sure what you
are looking for, in fact you did not even know there was a point in
looking until five months ago. As for: what are you into and turn ons,
well those are far advanced questions that I differ to Master, his
wants are my wants; his turn ons are my turn ons.
I am Winifred. I have lived in a vanilla world for my whole life (37
years old). I have tried very hard, worked very hard, at being normal.
I never really worked it out. I picked men (2) that seemed strong,
dominant to compliment my lack of dominant traits. In the vanilla
world, this means overbearing, superiority issues, imperious, and
bossy. There is no outlet for them; they can only want what they cannot
define. I wanted to serve and I had no outlet, I could not define what
I needed.
After my divorce, I went to alt.com. Wow, I thought a place I might
fit. I found married men (2) that wanted to play at being Dominant on
Saturday night while their vanilla wife and vanilla life waited for
them at the door. I did not find that connection. I needed more, but
thought that there was not more to give. I gave up and went back to my
vanilla life.
About two months ago, all that changed. I met who now owns me. I am
happy and healthy in this relationship. My vanilla life would scream
and spirit me away to be deprogrammed, but I now can define what it is
I need, to serve and I serve a man that can define what he wants from
me, my submission. Still freaks me out to say that, but some how feels
more right then wrong. I worry mostly about who hears me say it lol.
Old habits die hard.
So, Master wants a third. He isn’t picky. But sadly I think I am. He
doesn’t mind and suggested that I post something here about what I
want. I want a friend. I like Dominant women (and men, but in this case
has to be female). Not so much like in a poly relationship. I want her
has my friend, not so much his. Something I guess in-between.
To be friends with, not to be owned by, but to play (threesome)
with…. Does that work? Does that make sense? Forgive me if I stated
that wrong. The vocabulary is new to me and I get confused, wouldn’t
say it at all as a vanilla, so to translate it into kink doesn’t work,
but I feel it is sort of like that. Partly my vanilla and partly my
kink coming together in some fine complex mess.
I want to connect with people. I need those strings. I like those strings. The more they look like spaghetti the better. Lol |
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