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Another year, and still on the journey to find my One. Uncollared open- minded lesbian submissive, who is a tad cocky with a dash of charm. i am wanting to pursue a D/s relationship with Someone honest and loyal. Someone i can give myself to, One i can show my depth of submission to.

Learning all i can from D/s and what it offers. I have been into the lifestyle on and off for 7 years, with real time experience, though it's been a while since i've practised it r/t. i have been in a Poly r/ship before, but found i prefer One Domme to submit to.

Looking to explore new beginnings and find my One. i intend to get to know the Woman, and the Domme, learning Her and loving Her which takes time, patience and understanding.

i am not into games P/people play, nor into T/those that take everything seriously. So if Y/you don't have a sense of humour, i may not be the one to talk to. i tend to speak my mind, which can get me into trouble.. That can be a plus or a minus.. lol.

The interests in profile is incomplete, to list all will take too long. Ask, and Y/you shall receive though.

M/males, i know not A/all are illiterate, so please read this profile and understand. i am a lesbian and as such, though i think Y/you may be nice, it does not mean i shall do Your bidding. Nor will i turn straight just because Y/you're a nice guy.

Polite chat is welcomed, just don't make me find the 'block' button that is lying around here somewhere.

3/12/2009 4:07:55 AM

Well, i freely admit i am not a journaler (not a word i know), it's just not me, so this gets updated infrequently.

Still on the elusive search, though i have to be honest and admit i’ve been sidetracked with travelling and adjusting to getting back to work after 3 months abroad. Not to mention having to get my place in order afterwards. 3 months travelling alone, meeting new people, seeing new countries and often not having a plan is rather freeing and intoxicating.

It was great having that goal to go overseas, but now i must find another one. i guess i floated about, and have done so for some years, but i think now i need to focus on other things. Like finding a Domme.

i am what i am, however that is always changing. ;-)

3/1/2008 9:00:58 PM

Wow, it's been awhile since i've been online here. Life can teach us many things, and sometimes it is the smallest chain of events that can enable a catalyst.

i was feeling frustrated and upset the other day, and all of a sudden, a thought occurred to me and a clarity and calmness overcame me. i knew what i wanted, and what i needed, something i've not been sure of in a long time. i knew all i needed was a good flogging/spanking etc, and i'd feel that calmness that i often only get through submission..

There is something to be said for the feeling that can overcome a submissive when receiving a good flogging or when submitting. i feel it from deep inside, and it warms and sustains me. Sometimes, all it would take to get that feeling was a few words from a Domme. 

Nowadays it's harder being single and 'Dommeless' (Ok, so it's probably not a word, but it is now. grins) Makes it hard for a sub to find an outlet for those growing needs. 

 
3/6/2006 11:12:56 PM

Life is about changes, one can stop and shrink from it, or one can learn and evolve. i chose to grow from life and soak up what life has to offer. It's been a rollercoaster of learning over the years, but D/s has enabled me to better understand myself and my capacity to love and submit.

i am not into Poly, nor into serving Men, yet most of my emails are from so-called Masters and Polys. I tried Poly, and it takes too much out of one.

i have a mind, i do use it. i may be submissive, but it doesn't mean i can't have a respectful opinion.

i am finding a strong lack of Real Female Dominants in my area. What is with that? Guess that is life.

amberlynn69
 
 Age: 27
 Oklahoma City, Oklahoma