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I want a cunt to crawl under the covers (I dont want to look at you) and suck the cum out of my cock right now. |
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There was this girl I use to talk to from Chicago. We met here on collarme. We were making some plans to meet up in the city, and she flaked. She stopped all contact.
I don't know if I was catfished. I don't know if there was something I did or something that I said.
Our short time communicating was intense. She had some family issues back in Iowa. I helped keep her awake on the drive back. It was fun. Dirty. Filthy, really. I called her up a few days later and made her whisper "I want to be an owned cunt" while I made her listen to me jerk off. She couldn't do anything but sit there in her office soaking her panties.
It was so much fun. I was really looking forward to meeting her.
I don't know why I've been thinking of her so much lately. I probably shouldn't. Love lost, you know? But she's been on my mind.
Part of thinks the reason that she flaked isn't important. That I couldn't end up where I am today without it happening, so it had to happen. But most of me wants to know why... |
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I live in a fairly diverse part of town.."progressive" some might call it. I know I need to get back in the gym to lose this winter weight cause I havent been asked if I need my "bike fixed" by the local gay boys in a while. |
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Watching Texas Rangers baseball on the PS3, updating Facebook on my phone, while my cat licks his empty ball pouch. Is this heaven? Nope. Its Milwaukee. |
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Ive seen some of the posts of others showing shock and concern for safety in the aftermath of the Boston bombing.
I am neither shocked nor concerned. I have not stuffed my head in the sand since 9/11. I am aware there is a vigilant group of enemies that want to destroy us and our way if life. As a Marine I am equally vigilant in defending our rights.
I am not concerned in our safety. The bombers killed and maimed, certainly, but not in the numbers they hoped or the disruption they dreamed. In the end they were caught and will be dealt with like the many others before them.
THIS is the best they can do now. With our ally Isreal dealing with rockets and bombings on a DAILY basis THIS is the best they can do to "the Great Satan".
We are stronger than them. Lets hope we shall always remain so.
Semper Fidelis |
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I continue to slowly ease her into some things. It is difficult and I find myself not getting certain needs met. We had a decent talk last night about things. Im going to select a few simple things for her to do to make her sexually submissive to me.
First is a real easy one -- more cocksucking. Im pretty fucking awesome. I deal with a lot of her shit. I deserve to have my cock sucked to completion a couple times a week.
We'll see how it goes. |
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I finished my cigar and tea. Heading off to bed. Would love to drift off asleep while a slave holds my cock delicately in her mouth. |
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It has already been a pretty rough week at work made worse by the over-consumption of alcohol. I am not someone who needs alcohol to be out going or funny. I dont need it to be conversational or brave. I talk myself into thinking I sometimes need it to relax. I really dont.
Dealing with adversity can be tricky. Im not a worrier, which is wonderful. I see and know worriers and their life seems hellish. But Im certainly not without my faults so I need to establish good habits on tough days.
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Tequila + Orange Juice = Bad bad baaaaad bad bad baaaaaaaaaaad bad. |
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If I can be a voice of reason and support on a website full of cluttered fakes and raging douche nozzles then so be it. I can only be me, and no one else. |
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On my day off I love laying in bed checking the Book of Faces and Tweets and reading articles and such. If only I had a vixen to jump up and make me some coffee...
...and take care of this morning wood. |
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My goodness I want to pound on an asshole until big fat tears run down her cheek today. |
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Her eyes closed shut
Her lip sucked into her mouth
Her teeth biting down
Glimmers and glimpses
of scenes in her mind
Of gazes and glances
and flustered palpitations
Her fingers rush
in furious motion
soaked to prune
in fluid-inducing emotion
She shakes and grinds
until it is time
She pauses then breathes
then clears her mind
She leaves for work
to start her day
until tonight
when she mind-fucks him again
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I passed a young woman walking her dog this morning. She smiled and said 'Hello'.
Ive noticed Ive gotten more attention from some women, obvious attention, then I have in the recent past. Im no different except for one item in particular - my beard.
Ive had a beard for many years but have been letting it grow out as of late. It is pretty magnificent. Its thickness isnt as consistent as Id like, but the color and straightness is wonderful. I have light brown hair and the beard has strips of red, brown, and blonde. The chin whiskers come out a full square and almost reach my chest. My cheeks are masked by long strong stalks of multi-colored hair.
She was cute, small framed, and had a wholesome face. I imagined her bent over crying with my foot on the back of her head and my cock plunging into her asshole.
You know? Your average morning walk to work. |
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I am in a relationship.
She's a wonderful person and a good woman to me.
She's submissive to an extent.
I am going to start pushing her to give me more. I know she can't take pain, but she can certainly take the good long fuckings I give her.
I am going to start being more demanding. She's told me how she feels about me and, quite honestly, I am hoping to take advantage of that.
I am going to start putting her through her paces. It could end terribly. It could be fantastic. |
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I have always liked trashiness to an extent. It is erotic in that it is a physical display of a willingness to do anything for me.
In todays boner-causing example my trashy co-worker is wearing a long sweater-skirt that is black and white with clearly visible black thong panties underneath. My thoughts immediately go to bending her over in my office, ramming my cock in her cunt, and making her suck and lick me clean after I dump in her wet pussy. Shell leave her panties on my desk and sit back in her chair soaking in her mess. |
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I love jackhammering a womans asshole. |
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I appreciate a woman who can communicate. Recently my woman told me she hinted at wanting to get fucked in the ass. I had no idea what she was talking about. She described her hint and no where in that description did the words "fuck" "ass" "anal" or "please fuck my dirty tight lil whore asshole".
Communicating what you want in a partner should be fairly simple and very clear. "I do not like knife play" or "I love when you throat fuck me upside down until I pass out" are examples.
I cant imagine how fewer orgasms women get due to their own stupidity and self conciousness in this regard. Maybe stupidity is harsh....
....nah. |
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My girl is out of town this weekend. Im exceptionally horny. I look at adorable subs/slaves profiles and fantasize about abusing them with my cock. How much I wish to live out some of my darker fantasies! But Im old and wise enough to know some things are left in life unfulfilled. Im ok with that. Well, Im mostly ok with that. |
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Sons of Anarchy gives me a hardon. |
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Annnnnnd sometimes you jerk off at work. |
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I fucked so much this weekend I tore holes in my cock. I'll have to take a few days off to let the little tears heal, then should be ready to go again.
I imagine the health of my dick should be someone's daily chore. They should ensure its cleanliness, health, strength, stamina, and daily release. There would be a structured schedule to ensure everything is in working order. It would never have a need not met. |
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Sitting at work now with a throbbing cock wishing I could face fuck a fuckhole until I bust down her throat.
I am so unstopably horny right now.
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There are only so many times I am willing to say the same things over and over again. |
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I want to give a beating and sexually humiliate someone. |
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So many people are such a fucking waste of time. |
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Every day I wish I could own my little girl and use her the way I think about in my dreams. |
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I never thought I'd say this: there's a midget Kenyan yelling on his cellphone in the hallway. |
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I went from being uncomfortably wet all day Monday to being too warm in my office today.
Oh, and Im also insanely horny this week and more rapey than usual. |
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Today was fucking CRAPTASTIC! Ok not really that bad, but work was less than fun. |
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2 words why I don't get my homework done as early as I should: Internet Porno. |
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Im on this site because of the things I NEED. If they were just wants I could subdue them, like passing on dessert.
My kinks are oxygen. I fuck to breathe. |
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School, work, and such all on 3 hours of sleep. #baller #prettytired #cantfeelmyface #isit8yet? #howmanycharactersisthis #alittleconfused |
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Just rockin' out to some Kelly Clarkson. No big deal. |
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Am going to pub tonight for a couple drinks. I need the yuk-yuks. |
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Life isnt all that complicated. You just have to live it your way.
If you dont know what "your way" is then youre fucked. |
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Fuck you, sleep. Fuck you right in your a. |
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Cant sleep. Fuuuuuuck!!!
I promised myself I would start a new schedule tomorrow to get back in the gym.
Grrr. Me angry! |
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Cant sleep. Fuuuuuuck!!!
I promised myself I would start a new schedule tomorrow uin |
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Dammit! Dammit! Dammit!
Got home from work and immediately started looking at porn. No!
I have a mid term to complete in one of my online classes, so I cannot waste 2 hours jacking off.
Dammit!
~imagine the Me So Horny song playing the background as you read this~ |
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I have long felt that those that can should.
I am a perverted fuck who should have a bitch on the end of my chain. Giving thorough, sometimes violent, abuse very day. |
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Breakfast at 1pm? Coffee, donuts, and bacon. <----baller |
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I use the phrase "balls deep" to describe a lot of things that shouldn't be described that way. Like going balls deep on delicious Chinese food, or going balls deep in the produce aisle in the grocery store. It doesn't make sense, but that's the point. |
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Checking this site on my phone while I'm at work reminds me of what a filthy fucker I am. |
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My latest order of cigars should arrive today.
Tonight I will sit, read a book, drink tequila, and slowly smoke a delicious maduro with my feet up.
Only one thing missing... |
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I've been tied up in my dvr lately. I have a growing number of shows on all sorts of channels that I am trying to keep track of. The Walking Dead, Parks and Rec, and the one I added today that I have not seen... Doomsday Preparers!
I remember when you had a choice between 3 shows, and one of them was Cheers (so obviously you'd just end up watching Cheers). If this is advancement it is both astounding and depressing at the same time. |
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Some times the only thing you want is an object to take out your anger on. |
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Rough week for me as far as technological devices go. My internet crapped out on me and it took 3 reschedules to get a tech out. I've been down since Super Bowl Sunday. And yesterday my PS3 shit the bed.
So yea... |
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Taking a break to check out @DadBoner
Just fuckin' classic stuff. And classy. |
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Homework would be so much more fun with a pair of lips wrapped around my cock. |
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Pork shoulder was on sale at the grocery store today. Like I needed a reason to break out the crock pot... Browned a couple shoulders in garlic and butter, dropped them in the warm gravy filled with mushrooms, carrots, onions, and black beans.
The hardest part is waiting the couple hours for it to finishing makin' delicious. |
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A Day In The Life:
The alarm sounds off...
He reaches to turn it off. She rolls from his side, awakens, and rolls back again. She leans back, and starts to open her legs. She's so wet. She's accustomed to it now. Her last thought before she drifted off to sleep was caring for his cock. Now her first thought waking in the morning is the same. He's on top of her.
"Good morning, slave."
"Good morning, Sir."
She's sore at first. The body gets use to being used so often, but it takes times. The first few moments are sprinkled with light pain as he presses inside her. But once inside things change. She's so wet. She engulfs him. He pumps into her body. Her sore body. There is no hint of enduring affection here. This is maintenance. This is her Owner waking up hard as stone every morning, and his preferred method of release is her soft, warm cunt. She's so wet.
He grinds into her. Pounding her helpless cunt now. Forcing her legs back to get deeper inside her. Reaching and clenching her throat as he is accustomed to do. It's his after all. Pinning her down. Reminding her that it is his pussy. She feels him getting closer. She's so wet.
He pulls his cock out and grabs firmly a fistful of hair. Rushing to bring her mouth to his cock. Stroking it. Her mouth open wide. She loves this part of the morning. Taking his cum. Swallowing his seed every morning is her perfect way to start the day. He releases. She sucks. She swallows. She savors.
She's so wet.
I'll have to come up with the rest of the "A Day In The Life" later. This will be an example of how I want to live my life on any given day with my future slave that I probably won't find on this shitty website. |
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Is it bad that I'm kind of looking forward to getting my tooth pulled in 30 minutes?
I know it's going to hurt, so I'm just looking forward to the challenge of it.
I'm not into pain, by any means. It isn't an arousal thing. More like just another thing to conquer.
Oh well. |
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I don't know if it goes without saying, so I'll say it instead..
I favorite people on here for different reasons. If they have a journal I like, a picture I like, or if I might be genuinely interested in them as a potential mate.
I do a lot of browsing through profiles throughout the day (not always when I'm suppose to). If I don't take the time to write to potentials right away, then I'll get around to it. |
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A chill night - Harry Potter while baking cookies.
If only I had a cunt in nothing but an apron helping me... |
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The key to a good omelet is getting your ham and veggies in the bacon grease leftover from making bacon as soon as possible. |
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Pina Coladas and Mimosas do not gays us make. |
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My buddy Nate is going to star in a series of photos called 'Man vs Wood' shirtless in black and white because its 'more artistic'.
This is a very bad idea. |
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I want...
http://naughtyness7.tumblr.com/post/16443799873 |
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Not in a good mood today.
Would love an object to take out some aggression. |
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Laying in bed. Relaxing. And want the cum pulled from my body by a willing mouth. |
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Filled with hopeful thoughts. Theses thoughts are the ones most dangerous. The ones that lower my guard and allow advantage. Opponents have taken advantage of my optimism before. Hopefully no this time. |
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Filled with hopeful thoughts. Theses thoughts are the ones most dangerous. The ones that lower my guard and allow advantage. Opponents have taken advantage of my optimism before. Hopefully |
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The temp dropped 10 degrees from the time I got to the bar to the time I left the bar. Luckily I consumed enough during that time to not notice the difference.
I. Am. Tipsy.
It is times like this I wish I was talking with someone. This is my most vulnerable. My most honest. I would answer any question without hesitation at this very moment.
There is liberation in that honesty. There is freedom. I would love to explore it with a witty, willing soul. |
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There was a commercial on tv tonight that made me chuckle. It was about shoe inserts to make people taller. It goes:
"Poor Mike! He's just 5' 9" and Jenny isn't paying attention to him!"
That is damn funny. Being 6' 2" I hardly ever think about it, but sometimes I do remember how huge I am compared to most.
Being a man to tied to so many different things. I really need to remember how lucky I am to have so many (tall, broad shoulders, full beard, full thick head of hair) naturally.
Poor Mike.
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I am so excited for the new season of Archer to start tonight. I've been giggling like a school girl all day thinking about it. I'm going to dvr it and watch it at least 3 times.
Snicker if you like. This is 'Merica and I'll do as I please. |
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I should make it clear that I'm hoping to find people that want to eventually experience a real 24/7 relationship. One in which you are not only sub/slave (however the fuck we decide to define it) but companion and confidante.
I've got work and school and other things going on in my life right now. I'd love for someone worthwhile to come into my life and eat up my attention. |
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noun
1.
a small, flat, thin piece, especially one that has been or become detached from a larger piece or mass: flakes of old paint.
2.
any small piece or mass: a flake of snow.
4.
Slang . an eccentric person; screwball.
Seems a fitting entry.
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I need a place to post thoughts. Although I generally don't like collarme and find most on the site to be fake or extraordinary shallow I will use the journal to share disturbing-ish thoughts.
Also to describe myself to the 2, or maybe 3, actual real slaves looking for actual real relationships.
Lately on my mind has been...cable tv. My provider has recently added Fox Business News to my package and it gives me a ginormous boner. I am pleased.
Now if I only had a hole to shove this awkward boner into for a couple hours. |
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Bitches are..... STUPID. They need to be treated appropriately.
Why does every woman I run into make every split-tail look as dumb as the last? |
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I know it is a huge complaint for the women on the site, but for it seems just as bad...
...I am tired of all the fake-ass people on here.
There's gotta be someone real that wants what I want.
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