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Desired: REAL Master FOR LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP AND Real time training (Lactation interest)
I am a sexy intelligent, creative and affectionate, down to earth woman, who wants to be sexually submissive for her one and only Master. I'm an independent strong
woman by day, who is conservative and wants to let her hair down and let go of her inhibitions for the right Man that can win her heart and we can fulfill each others fantasies.
Tie me up, blindfold me, spank me, talk dirty to me, strip me, humiliate me, command me, tame me, own me, use me, publicly tease me. Can you enter my mind? Few men can.
I enjoy doing the normal vanilla things that everyone else does, and having fun with friends and family. But there is a deeper part of me that only a strong Master Alpha male can fulfill.
A part of me wants to fight you for my power, as I have had to be strong all of my life, so its hard for me to let go so easily. Its like I need to be tamed, forced and charmed into submission. And I dont mean beating me up or causing me pain. It takes a special intelligent man to tap into my psyche.
If we can create trust and love in a long term relationship, I will surrender myself to you. I sure hope you are into lactation as that is something in my bucket list.
I am a BBW so for a very lucky man there is just more of me to love.
I am not seeking a 24/7 slave situation, or being anyone's maid, just being sexually owned and collared in a loving relationship. Possibly live in situation eventually, I want the feeling of being owned and belonging to someone sexually but only if love develops.
The man I seek is also very creative, affectionate, adventurous, outgoing, and man of character and integrity, educated and a gentleman. A man I can look up to and respect, a Daddy Dom, maybe. He knows how to command a room and my respect. He is a little sadistic and knows how to talk dirty (what nasty things will you do to me?) to me melting into him,and humiliate me sexually turning me into his wanton whore. He is expressive, attractive to me, honest, and emotionally and financially secure. He knows who he is and what he wants. He disarms me with his charm and way of being and can be a lot of fun. He is not obsessed with sex, it just blends nicely into his life and mine. And if he loves to travel well then that is gravy on top.
Not interested in DOM wannabees who are looking for some cheap momentary thrill, or married men, nor switch, or sub males nor bisexal. Dont really care for online, seeking real time only. Or much pain for that matter. Everything else is worth exploring if its legal and not life threatening or unhygienic. Kisses and hugs...talk soon
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So many things to deal with right now. Yet its the year of monkey i read somewhere. ANd it should be my year. I know God in his infinite wisdom will let me option and directions i must take to get my life in order.
I am putting this out to the universe.
In a perfect world I would be financially stable and a slave to a great Master that makes me feel like the whore that I would like to be. from this good girl to a whore is a big leap, but there is a Master out there that is kind and intelligent and fun that wants a 24/7 slave whore and is willing to train her and know what her needs are and help her make it happen. |
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Another year is passing me by. Is my Master still out there? |
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Its weird to be in this menopausal stage. I didnt have a period for 5 months which was great, but i still went thru mood swings every 28 days, and sometimes my nipples hurt and were sore.
i finally got it yesterday and its been like the flood. i was supermoody and depressed and dramatic and irritable for the last two weeks. I guess from the time i ovulated. I wonder if all women going thru this expereince this stuff and if they have partners or masters, who can put up with you? I can tell you I cant even bare myself.
I didnt realize it till the period came, i just thought i was having a severe depression that had come over me. how does one keep your hormones in some kind of balance to live a normal life, well as normal as can be expected.
i feel this release will certainly bring me back in check in a few days. cant wait.
How does one keep yourself in check, is this a balancing act?
I have yet to find a doctor that can help with all of this. I tend to prefer eastern medicine.
suggestions are welcome...
Happy halloween |
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Women go thru such changes with hormones all over the place. Lately I am in heat. This internal heat that aches for a real alpha man with a big hard cock who will take me and use me till he is exhausted.
My breasts are so connected to my pussy wetness. I touch them and pinch these long hard nipples, that need a mans hand and mouth. I want to be milked, and my juices run freely, as my wet pussy acknowledges my breasts desires.
Take me now please, Just come over with no words to speak and take this wet cunt that has no shame. |
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I want to take the plunge
I am on the edge to leap
But hang on to my dear life
Trusting God in his infinite wisdom
is not an easy feat
when you dont trust men
its hard to let go and surrender
am just a girl who wants to experience
something scary yet feel safe in the process
i wonder if that is even possible. |
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As I signed in today, there is always the last person that signed on and their profile.
It was this interesting lady and her profile caught my eye.
I could relate to what she was saying and even her journal showed eloquence and an ability to express herself well. I dont normally read other womens profiles, but since women are the ones shown so that men read and sign up, its a way for me to see my competition.
And I was impressed. But in certain ways it was like she could express parts of my thoughts that I could not do as well to the outer world. So kudos to her from Connecticut.
Here is something she said that was something I could relate to in describing a Master.
l understand in seeking that very tiger (master) that can grant me untold pleasure. l am walking into his world barefoot and naked, kneeling as l am. Asking him to please release me from all the hesitations that have bound my mind and body.
Every women has forbidden thoughts and fantasies. Every man has his. A true Master is an equalizer. He wants all his desires realized. When he chooses a Submissive or slave he sees what he needs from her and takes not only what she offers,but what she has learned to hold back.
... From a Master who knows what l need to move out of my box,and into really belonging to a Master who pushes my limits yet keeps me safe under his care. After all the first really naked step to your Master is trust.. |
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Where are the local men that are straight alpha and want to own a submisive for a LTR?
I am open that the right one will come that will be right for each other. I guess I am picky only because i want to meet someone i am attracted to. This is most important, cause if everything else is there, but you arent physically attracted than you cant really take it to the next level.
I am looking for compatibility and things in common sexually and vanilla. If you think you are that right person, let me know.
I am in need of a trainer partner Master daddy all rolled up into one package. tall and attractive would be nice too, but attractive to me is what is important. I dont go for the pretty boy type, each taste is unique, so dont judge yourself. There is always someone that will be a great match for you even if you think that you arent handsome...that is why we are all different flavors. |
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I wonder what does my adrenal exhaustion have to do with weight gain...i know about lack of sleep.
Every day there is a new advertising campaign in the tube late at night...my insomnia allows me to see them all. To my surprise some of them are good. Like I finally found a facial care regimen that works for my sensitive skin. Its Meaningful Beauty from Cindy Crawford, some french doctor with a plant extract...but its really good. I had only been able to use Origins before.
So if you have dry skin in certain areas, sensitive skin and you are over 40 you should try this stuff.
well have a good night. |
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I read this profile from a submissive and couldn't have put it better to describe me and what I seek...
Deeply submissive female who is interested in people who understand the difference between dominant and domineering and use insight and caring to help develop submissives. Be at peace with who and what you are, and content with your accomplishments.
You should have a fair amount of wisdom, which is not the same thing as intelligence .
Please be someone who appreciates -- AND HAS -- good, “polite-society” manners and etiquette.
After details of your character are known -- your morals, values and ethics -- W/we will speak of limits; the hard, the medium, and the soft…
This woman is a true submissive. Not a bottom player to be Topped for scening, who then goes away, acting like nothing happened. Trust, Honesty, and Mutual Respect are not only goals, but are the foundation of this lifestyle as well.
I am not a pain-slut, though I may be called a “praise-slut”. 
Not interested in any harsh, cold or the extreme aspects of this lifestyle.
I am a heterosexual female, of sound mind, and am without any “body decorations”. Your stability and cleanliness is vital!Lived in vanilla relationships prior to last year.
I add...Not interested in Married men, men under 35, and prefer local men or nearby counties. Now "come to your area every so often" does not constitute being local.
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Full moon up above, going to be an interesting weekend.
I need a vacation so bad. Want to get away for replenishment of the soul. I spent a few hours in the beach on Monday, and it was a blessing in disguise. A week of that would be really good for me. Wish i had a partner to share it with. A companion, creative, adventurous and fun, a beach, a light breeze in the warmth of the sun, and the ocean calling my name...that would certainly get me out of my lull. Therapy
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I was just reading some of the most recent journal entries from people as i prepare to make my first one and wow, everyone seems so depressed about this site, that people dont respond or they are players, or lie about their age, etc. But don't despair, there are all types everywhere.
I try to respond to everyone one way or the other. I do get a number of kids in their 20s, early 30s and frankly I am not into babysitting, but otherwise I respond. I think everyone should be at least courteous. I think i do interact more here with people than any other site.
I think there is a fair amount of all types in any website. At first I was not able to differentiate between those in the lifestyle that are real DOMs and those that are just here for a good moment in time. I think I am getting better at it, but yes i have been fooled by some. I just can't seem to find someone local yet.
I am hoping to find that one person that is my ultimate match in all aspects not just the lifestyle experience, but a good man, who enjoys life, and travel and makes a good companion. Someone who wants the adventure. Don't leave off for tomorrow what you can do today. Reach out to someone. |
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| Age: 31 |
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