Been awhile since I wrote here....grinning...

a WORD OF ADVICE I GAVE TO A FRIEND!

Look sweet pea...you take is weekend off and mend your wounds and then it's back to work! You don't want me to come over there and butt fuck you with Rambo...do you?

hmmmm dam mit...she wants me too.. cause she knows just how dam good it feels when she is fucked in "THE ASS!"

little story about this vision...I was taking care of psych kids ward when the adm were fucking up...and I stood up for the kids... the adm turned around and started to fuck with my mind...saying that I didn't know what I was talking about...

what's even worst they started to throw my past in my face ....and tell and tried to make be believe I was unworthy...let a lone crossing the boundaries.

when I got home I talked to the man of my life on the internet...

he told me I was a dam good nurse and the adm were assholes trying to fuck me in the ass...not to mention using me as an escape goat.

He gave me the image of his hot steamy cumming oozing down my sweet ass.....and he told me that I loved being fucked in the ass!....

this blew my mind and I started to laugh...and said to myself....bring it on bitches!!!!fuck my ass really dam good...I have been without a good ass fucking!.

Moral of this story....take control! and be the ass fucking dam good bitch I can ever be....

yup , I let my guard down....I learned a value lesson

....Ok...

Look out World...

This Bitch is one hell of an ass fucking bitch

....with my glass dildo in hand....

I am SUPER BITCH!

YUP YOU GOT IT RIGHT...I AM BACK ON TOP OF MY GAME!

HAPPY EASTER TO ALL.

WAS@;>

Woke up this morning with a smile on my face and a peace of heart...I happened to get a one liner that quotes: Hello..Read the profile, and here is what I wrote back.

Enjoy@:>

Was

Really, that's an paradox! an Oxie if I ever heard before...Then again, who am I to say what can be and what can not be...As for me...I woke up this morning saying to myself how happy I am to be free and to be me...and how I can create and be whatever I want to be...NOt what anyone else wants me to be...or do ...ect...ut oh...perhaps I out grown this world just a tad bit...who knows...and thnks by the way...I am posting this to my profile...It's about time I speak up!

ya hooo! the kids are on their way to Disney Land for the next 12 days!!!! I wonder what this Nana is going to do?

among my taste in Men of the sorts...He got to be an Ass Man!..hehehe

went to my therapy n came....nnnnnnnnn did what with one hand?  hehe..I just colored the grey right out of my hair...totally hot n wild n awry today!

smiling...my stroll time must be built in...off the start my daily stroll@;>

Both Boys checked in with me; now I am happy. MJ

oooo...listen....aaaa...what?..no one knocking on my door!!!cool beans!..I claim this day a SPECIAL ME DAY @:>...you all have a great day...fret knot! little sunshine...i'll be around n will check in prn...just a giggling...oooooooosewwwwwwwyes! hot soapy bath!!!ooobaby!

off for a midnight stroll..sewing is good for the Hand!

finally out of the bed n sewing! actually helps the hand..n posted a few pics!

awe...now that's what I am talking about!...just completed my first stroll around the 1 mile block!...n back in my little tower with the AC CHILLING me in my BIRTHDAY SUIT! @;>

short version of follow up: things doing well...needing early therapy for fingers...nice pink cast. no weight bearing until bone is completely healed...6-8wks..cast for 2 weeks..then removable brace and increase therapy ...oh my daughter took me..she stated she enjoyed the visit! especially when MD kept bending my stiff fingers into a fist!

one more day and I go for my first follow up. I will be out of my 1/2 cast n into a full cast!

oh that little quilt going about 4 squares a day...it's ok...I made a sling out omf over the shower rod for my hand....great n nifty...having a much better bath time...still not my dream bath!

the new pic displays an example how this quilt will be constructed with 5 inch squares! better yet....my little subjects will be assisting on this creation!....awe...the joys these subjects are...n how they love to play the puppy game!

MJ

And what is your dream bath? An inquiring mind would like to know.  

my reply:

smiles a man that ensures me smellin sweet n squeky clean so he can enjoy the activity out of the tub...

got my fabrics...off to create the quilt he will tuck me into bed in the after care...lol

had a really good day... my little subjects had fun cleaning my sewing room...

off to start a new quilt in peace!!!!!!!!

little miss piggy ate the chocolate cover preztals ...that they made today!!!

lol...glad too..

as for me..i will make me a cup of onion soup with my favorite cheese in few hours.

in the meantime...I know I will diffently enjou my peaceful recovery...

got this in my hip pocket!

MJ

the girls are here today....enjoying themselves doing chores for me..currently making me a turkey samwich...after my rest they be able makecupcakes...smiling..

a true submissive enjoys servicing when they are encouraged ... hear thanking for their service.

ok.. I woke up with little ones playing puppy play....so adorable...the whimpering,,,,loving nodging...then a soft woof...n word fetch!  big gave in ... I may not be able to play...watching is the next best thing!

well today is a great day...I weighed myself fully clothed n found I lost one more pound the day before accident in the buff!!!!!!!...so that means...I lost the weight of my clothes as well!!!!

This morning, I made 2 perfect omelets with one hand! my daughter says hers turned into scramble eggs!

I still need supervision using a knife...cut up 5 onions this morning for my cooking creations...specializing with stir-fry!

I am able to drive...n buckle my seat belt...just working on getting an extender to make that easier!

still un able to put my hair up...n need supervision during bath time..especially placing a bag over my arm...

all in all, my little subjects are at my table...working on their skills...chattering...house looks awesome with their assistants!...momma in the other room working...

well that lasted all good 30 minutes...off to the playroom!...

n my table looks clean n neat!...

will be going home tonight!

MJ

ps...currently going strong using my e-cigs since this past tues..day of surgery! orif of the right radius.

ugh...way too long...it just so happened after my last entry...I had an accident...made an awesome brunch n was mopping up a kitchen floor when I fell n broke my right wrist big time...

naturally being a nurse n how long n hard I had made plans to get my RN Degree...I kept telling myself it was just a sprang!..yeah right!...applying my healing touch to myself,,,lol..really blew my mind!...and just added to my denial...

a month later...ok...enough of the swelling n delusion I was a super nurse...I went to my local ER..finally..fear faced me in the face...ortho MD sent me to another ER n I was instructed to demand for the hand specialist...wow!!!...

It was this compassionate MD who sparked my possibilities for next year n getting into my RN program of choice...

this next year will be a positive challenge...

love it actually...because of the injury...I am getting a stronger sense of confidence...so I say all the controlling bs..or rejection trashy games just makes me smile...I am able to fend for myself with the joy knowing I got this challenge in my hip pocket..

n this recovery period will be an asset to my future nursing career!

as for now...my true essence lies in how my little grandchildren tend to my needs out of love!

even when they blurt out at the cashier counter how they want to wash my walls with toothbrushes!!

MJ

ps...if they had the choice I stay at their house forever!...one good thing has occurred at their house....they are doing chores with excitement n Daddy will be home from overseas...as well as their Uncle!

Awesome, everything I am dreaming is coming true!...I lost 15lbs in 3wks! Total to year is 27lbs and counting...Now to just bring this up a notch...increase cardio..hence the little gym I created in my little castle...will now be utilize...in addition. the OMF MACHINE I CREATED(OVER MY BED!) will be used before and after for stretching and trimming..not to mention my little imagination in the realm of BDSM! hehe...oh you wicked spoon...see if you get to lay one lick ON THIS GIRLIE FOR SLACKING..I think NOT!

An even bigger is that I  have AN OFFICIAL PLAN OF ACTION in writtened for my little sewing projects...gran way to put myself through nursing school! I can now go to town on doing one of my favorite things...cleaning! Washing Walls and what knots! giggling all at that poor helpless spoon as I licked it up an down! I AM IN CHARGE OF MY DESTINY!

Having a blast...this little airborne annie is gleaming inside!!! she is riding her little shooting stars! ooooooooo she thinking more than one star! After all, I AM AIRBORNE!

WAS@;>

a man..the alarm is going off..yeah..yeah..getting started in the morning is all...once ya get the engine going anything is possible...and again...famous morning walk pops down a few more pink elephants in my path!

1. neighbor exercising...nice meet ..mental note...will do an invite.

2. neighbor walking his dog...says my 4 favorite words...I can use YOU!

3. neighbor who gave me my special sewing scissors...on his way to his brother...

   told him i get out in the mud to pull the green beans!!! He too is Airborne...

I told him I love getting muddy!!! It's just that airborne inside me!!!

so there you have it...off to enjoy a long soak...pack car...go for a nice country side drive..

Awe,,it truly was a toss up between nursing and truck driving! I was one in the army...did the training out in the field...mainly worked motor pool ...adm...then was decorated for restarting the supsense file for the Brigade G1..hmmm i think that's right...oh well..

just a little of stats...

enjoy your  day Folks@;>

W.

Tucker at this end...load a little pic of phase one of the purse...it's functional but not done..

had fun making it today in just my T-shirt!...boy how i love being Me@:>

W

These walks are getting pretty unique...I am walking up to a turn...still dark out..and I hear a big limb falls...Next go around...I remember the night run I performed right after my profile cleared ....Then on the stretch of the last half mile...It starts to drizzle...I speak to the rain. Odd, I must have been saying it nice because the drizzle stop. I told the rain it can come back when I am finish...and wouldn't you know...I actually heard the rain approach my home ! Timing might be the answer...then again...when there is detour or something blocking my goals...I  realize the more I approach them dead on...the more the roadblocks become easier...even if all it takes to talk to rain...and ask...

Key Point: Ask and You shall receive! Walk with confidence comes with experience:..Hey that's it!!! Walking with confidence each more brings success and the whole universe bows and does YOUR Bidding!!!

Awesome!

Was

Never fails...walks are diffently unique for this woman...Here I am pondering if anyone is truly watching me...again in my mind...chattering as usual when a car above the street...yells out:

YOU GO GIRL!.....WELL I'LL Be JUST A GRINNING...

you all take it easy today...cause ya know...it's party time, cookout and what knots tomorrow!

W.

Awe...the sweet smile and what walks create! I do seem to have a nack of things going on during these so call walks...

In addition what were the results from the daily walk had...ie their input to quality of life.

Let's see..now..

got my living room couch

my neatly remodel trash can with lid in my kitchen.

a nice solid wood shelving for All my 100 + spools of thread...

Oh and...big and...I found the home of mother's rug was just up the street from me...My mother was very talented seamstress and nurse and mother!

Well, my new friend taking care of my mother's rug for me...Intrupted my little walk tonight. The joy and sparkles from all those smiles...oh that is also the other nitch...

....power out...charging...awe pc operational now...

she gave a special sauce to try in my pinto beans.................hmmmmmmmm

Annie speaks to the spoon!..

"Hmmmmm Might nice spoon/"

"Hey, what do ya mean?"

Licks the spoon and grins deeply to spoon.

"Look spoon...as long as the two of us are working in this kitchen together...I am the Boss here...and you do not dare touch my ass!...

if i desire and think you are truly yummy...i will then lick it all up!"

Awe..that's better..i choosed to take a nice afternap instead of cleaning up...hehehe

Grins over at that wooden spoon and spats at it...Hey spoon relax...my schedule is a really rough one here..hehehe...

Finished all my homework ....so there spoon..

and if you are really interested...the rain stop.

so I am going to take my stroll now, thank-you very much!!!!

W.

Annie walks into the apartment...sighs and smiles...glad that's over!

Yup, Folks...just got back from my class...another 100! in my computer class..Please do not asume I am an expert in computers! I am not!..Just learning about Word, Excel and Powerpoint this summer.

I realize the purse would be neat to pick up ...just that it will take several more sessions ...so this afternoon is cleanup to music...follow by ...SEWING! and plain relaxing...

Now, I better go fix me some coffee..Remember those beans I made yesterday..ooo they were delicious along with a tuna fish over toast and peaches..plus good old water!

Hope everyone's day is going well...and I just wink at that old wooden smile...and say..

NOt today!!!

Was

Never made it an all niter; I went walking after the quick run to the store..By the time I was done with my walk...It was time to sleep...

I made a camera purse for my daughter..actually, it was a purse she picked out and I added an insert to the bag...plus made a matching camera strap to her specifications!

Pretty much doing the similar with this bag for my laptop and books. Now if I take out the insert, I can use to carry ALL my packages to the post office!

for now... I stop and return to the day to day way of life! Rats...i so do not want too much of that Nasty Spoon! I will just have another mess to clean up on the floor, Aye?

Was

Well it's going to be an all niter at this end..."The Purse" is OFF THE CHAIN!!!

Heading for needles NOw!!! W.

just taking a short break...then back to work...well kinda...sure am stirring up a storm in the sewing room....oh well! will be back in a few hours to answer a few questions...be sweet!

and DO KEEP THOSE WOODEN SPOONS AWAY FROM THIS WOMAN!

W.

I look around my little castle...the story with the wooden spoon pops up...tail twitches!

throwing on a pot of pinto beans....growls at the wooden spoon! ya...ya...ya..I know play time is over...I going!

"Make a decision today to build a fortress around you. Select only the best people.

There are many to choose from. Remember, lifew is all about building and enjoying great relationships.

You deserve your fair share! It takes confidence to assert yourself and seek out excellent

people.

You'll learn all about this important habit'.....

Next Time!....

Plus a smile is one of the most greatest gift

to

Give

All in a good day of creating...My conversal purse is just beginning to form...Just taking my time and enjoying this little special project...After All>>>It's 4 ME!!!! grinning..

I do believe I will go for another walk now...Sweet wonderful wet thoughts F/folks...

awwwwwwwwww...and then some! Airborne.w/W

awe, a nice soothing soak...coffee....my daily word....it's time to take a break from the main stream for the daily walk!!!!!!!!!!!life is so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!Was

It's official! My first new habit of walking everyday! ...Back to work I go...hi ho ..hi..hoooah! W. 

Break is up at this end...and great projects to create..Love the internet! I see more ventures ahead...one being in making pet clothing!!!! awesome!

W

Day 20 of completing my walks everyday...one more day it officially becomes a habit. up to 2miles under 50 minutes! now for a day of creations undisturbed day of sheer bliss!

W

Squirmed once too many 

by was

Squirmed once too many, the little rascal is lead by her mane to the cross. Tied and secured, the sleepy Master returns to slumber.

In the mean time, the poor innocent angel succumbs to her dilemma. "Oh, why oh why could i just be a little bit less squirmy in Master's bed?" Her nipples nag as they are pinched and taunted by the clips which were placed by her Master.

 "Oh ...oooo..." she gasps. "Those things hurt!" All i did was fidget a little. Even now, the little tight cunt knot presses in even more to her swollen pussy.

"I can't help it He sparked the fire of lust and desires down there!"

As if that isn't enough, He left her little butt plug inside her blue tail. He didn't have to tell her what was going to happen in the morning. She knew He would plunge His Manliness again and again and again deeper and deeper inside when he woke up.

Oh poor little angel, no matter how she tried to polish her little bent halo, she manages to put herself in more dilemma with little effort. Oh she regrets not lying perfectly still in his clutches when they first went to sleep!

He too now squirms in his slumbering state, stroking his manliness. Several moans and mumblings of the little angel in stirs the night air from the other room! With a growl he arises and grabs the wooden spoon and walks out with purpose towards her squirming tail. She totally unaware until the first sting lands squarely on her bare ass cheeks! One more time, he makes her perfectly aware of his demanding tone. She bites her lip and swings her hips forward, the nipples bite from the movement. The cunt knot digs in her swollen wet pussy! And her tail just about engulfs the tiny butt plug deep up in her ass!

He reaches around from behind and begins to pull on the clothespin nipple.

“No more disturbances, bitch. ”Then places the wooden spoon between her lips.

“Heaven help you if I see one bite mark on the spoon, slut.”

 She nods and lowers her head. A hand slides down to her ass and a sharp tug to the plug is felt. She gasps and almost loses the spoon from her mouth. He growls in her ear then moves over to the kitchen sink. Her big blue virgin eyes widen as he pulls out two forks and returns to her side. He scraps them gently around her flesh until he gets to the butt plug. It is then she realizes what’s coming next. He forces her ass cheeks far apart. She grunts silently. He then secures the forks between the plug’s loopholes straddling each cheek with the pointy end of the forks digging into her blistering tail.

With a muffle voice he speaks.“

There! You focus on that awhile!”

She nods, holding back a tear or two. With great restraint, he leaves her to this lesson. He so wanted to just take her sweet white ass and ride it with all his might! Controlling his animal urge, he returns to his bed, stroking and stroking his cock more than before! He knows when he returns he WILL have His way for sure with his little love slave!

 DEEP DOWN IN HER TINY BLUE ASSHOLE! Helpless and totally perplex, the little love slave endures the silence and the little anguish her body now is engulf. The knot on her cunt itches terribly, her nipples begs for relief but only endures the throb all the way down to her cunt. As for her ass, well, the slightest movement digs the forks into her creamy white ass. Waves upon waves begin to stir within. Her whole body quivers throughout her entire flesh. Tension builds as well in the next room for her Master. He knows his little slut will cum and cum in the position he has placed her. Then he hears a whimper and sneaks out to observe his little helpless creature in the spider web he has created. Ever so quietly, he places himself on the couch for the viewing. Grinning from ear to ear he begins to stroke his cock and watches her slave body succumb to her fate where she craves his throbbing cock up her creamy white ass.

Totally oblivious of his presence, the slut begins to swing her hips backward and forward on the knot. The forks dig in and out of her sweet ass. Her breasts begin to swing as well. She throws her head back the spoon still in her lips, she drawls running her saliva down her sweet slender neck. Like a little wild animal she begins to thrust more and more. Her long hair entangles with the spoon and she grunts and bites down on the stick. She stops. And muffles.

“Oh shit! Not the bite marks on the spoon!” “Ugh” escapes.

The feeling begins to start again! There is nothing more for her to do at this point but to release all the pinned up energy!

She gasps! She begins to start talking to herself out loud

.

“Oh the hell with it!” “Do it girl! And you better make it good!”

 Hips begin to move again, in the meantime, the Master looks on hungrily. His cock is oozing His steamy pre-cum.

Silently, he cheers her on and in his mind he encourages her to release the wild beast within herself. Her hips begin to sway back and forth. Her eyes flutter in ecstasy as she begins to lose herself. The force of the hips increase as the knot digs in deeper and deeper to her nasty betrayal cunt. She rides that knot, the sweet pains from her nipples sparks desires more intense. The sweet pinches from the forks dig in as if her Master’s manly slaps! Again and again she tightens up her buttocks until finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 She sprays out in full force all over the kitchen floor!

 She gasps in silent for a minute or two then mumbles softly.

“Oh Dam! Now I really have done it! Totally and utterly doomed for ……….”

Her Master slithers up from behind and repeats…

“Doomed from what, bitch?” Her mouth opens wide. He catches the wooden spoon. Totally and utterly speechless she gasp one big “ugh” from her tiny lips!

“I asked you a question, slut.”

He begins to tap at the clothespins on her breasts. She squirms and flinches from the pain.

“Did I tell you to move, bitch?”

Finally, words are released from her soul with reverence.

“No Master.”

“No what..”

He flings off the right clothespin.

 “No Master, you did not tell this girl to move, Sir.”

Off flings the left clothespin. Her whole body tightens up.

“Now answer my question, slut. Doom for what?”

He makes it nearly impossible for her to speak back as he begins to rub his hard cock up her aching ass and rubs her swollen breasts tightly between his hands.

She revels in his touch. Then a powerful twist from both nipples ignites and she barks out.

“Doom for Master’s cock up my sorry ass, Sir.”

He grins and grins deeply more into her body.

“Yes, you are cunt.”

He looks down at the mess she had created then begins to nibble on her ears.

“You have been such a naughty cunt as well, bitch.”

 More juices slither down her inner thighs by this time and she moans softly.

“Yes Master, this girl has been such a naughty cunt, Sir.”

He slaps her ass! And slaps it again. Then throws a towel in front of her. He rubs her ass then attempts to remove the plug. Oh my goodness, her ass won’t give the plug up!

He gruffs!

“Bitch!”

She just gasps!

He now has to take Vaseline and rub it around her tight ass to ease out the plug.

 “ooooooooo…”

 He reaches up in her cunt and pulls on the knot as well.

“oh shit!”

He slaps her cunt!

She shuts her mouth as he releases the knot and then pushes her to the ground on all fours.

 “Clean up your mess.”

“Yes Master.”

Slap to the ass with the wooden spoon lands her cheeks.

“Thank-you, Master.”

He grabs her mane with one hand and the other begins to steadily keeps tapping her ass with the wooden spoon over and over again while she cleans up her mess.

His massive hand leads her mouth up to his cock.

She kisses it very sweetly and then bows her head.

He man handling her quivering body over the chair in the living room and thrushes his hard cock deep inside her ass. It surrenders helplessly and opens wide. There’s time for a  whimper to utter from her lips! The Thrusting from his Manly shaft builds with tremendous tension. A moan escapes. He quickly grabs her mane and yanks on it.

“Take it and shut up! Bitch!”

He explodes deep inside her ass. She is nothing more than a rag doll limping helplessly over the couch…He looks down and smiles. Sweet hot cum oozes from her tight ass.

“Oh you going to love being fucked in the ass slave.”

“Yes, Master… this girl dreams of the sweet hot cum oozing…oooooooo”

“That’s right, slut. Crave it and know who this ass belongs too.”

She just moans heavenly and whispers,

 “Yes, Master. Thank you Master.”

He then instructs her to get on the bed. She crawls. He walks behind admiring her sweet hot tail. He directs her to lie down in the bed facing the wall away from him. Leans up and touches her gently and rubs her shoulders and begins to kiss her neck ever so softly. All the while, he reaches over to the other side of the bed and grabs her little favorite dildo and places it up her ass.

“Now, stay there and rest. Don’t move. And Do not remove this plug. Understand?”

“Yes, Master. Thank you Master.”

He covers her with a thin white sheet and keeps her tail expose. Bends over and kisses her on the cheek and says,

“Sweet dreams my little love slave.”

He walks off and begins his day with his workout. She ever so content lies so very still in his bed, just like a perfect little angel. After awhile, He returns and wakes her up deep inside her pussy, has his way one more time. Then leads her to a nice steamy hot tub which he has prepared for her. …..

Now you know the rest of the story…. or epilogue!

Ugh!!! Creaming in my panties!!!! Ugh….

What about you?

Grinning from ear to ear!...I am back! I just want to put alittle thoughts down here to this Gurl's kinkster Side!  Yes by now, Y/you'll know I love to sew and create things with my little nibble fingers! Since, I have settled here from Austin, TX in 2000! I was so proud of a little paddle I made...and Y/ya see, I had teenagers in and out of the house...I told these teenagers...it's ok to look in my drawers...though I must warn you...Beware what might be in them! and who is around you when you do!...LOL Well, I doctored up one of those great big ping pong paddles! one side had a soft tiger print...the other side was garnished with fancy gold thumb tacs!..and the handle had soft suade leather with hanging strap! lol...I just so happen to have a nice basket of freshly folded laundry basket on the kitchen table...My son was coming to make his order...Strapping Stride...Hey Mom, I want....spots dead in his track and picks up the paddle...He examines it...for a long pause...then says! "Yup! That's perfectly fit to be used on YOU!"...I'm Hungry...Can you fix me that fried chicken?" chuckling...sure!

Someone was chatting with me last night how he could easy afford a new wardrobe for a woman...ooooooooo that's nice...and Next, week I plan to be by a poolside with a sexy cover up!!!...oooo..and time permitted...Nothing like gussing up a bra with gems!...or slits for those horny little cocks to beg for attention!!!

Was...off to create my sewing room and then some @;>

Ps...I went walking into class smiling...fashionable "Tardy"...oops..I quickly made up that by getting the classroom fan working! When they all commented...Hey, Nurses Rock! in the back of my mind...I am saying...as well as Airborne Anne!!!oooooand the little slut inside giggles...if they only knew the rest of the story to this girl!!!

Dang! I totally Rock this morning!!! Just the last few touches with a tad of makeup!and I walk out to class this morning!

OH WAIT A MINUTE!...COOL! THIS IS BORN OF THE FREE!...SIPPING ON A LITTLE SPICEY BLEND OF COFFEE!...WHERE DOES IT SAY HOT TOTIES ARE STRICKLY FOR THE EVENING!

JUST BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ONES ACTIONS...TO MODERATION!.... HERE'S TO YA' ALL! CHEERS HOPE YA'LL'S DAY IS SWEET WITH LOTS OF SMILES!

WAS@;>

Totally Awesome...Just completed my daily 2mile walk in under one hour! Done with that big check list for the day!

Now to clean up my little project before! and head to class with a clean orderly house to come back too!...

I can hardly wait! I have a very, very, long weekend to setup my sewing room...I have tons of little projects to create before taking my little sewing talents to the Armory! Depending how this gig goes...I have a very good feeling of taking that service to the surrounding NG soliders!

well..hope everyone enjoys this wonderful day.

Was

Well on my way to making some of that good bubble gum money! I just put into motion yesterday a little new sewing business to help me through my nursing school!...Going out to the National Guards and offering my sewing services in sewing name tags ect...

It was pretty exciting on this task, I found a middle man who is giving my troops a great discount on name tags and what knots for their uniforms!

This morning is a focus on my class at school...then hopefully my 2 mile walk...then to tackle "The House"...In all the excitement...I seem to have a little mess in my kitchen that needs tending too. Not to mention finishing my organizing my sewing room...

I am leaning towards the Arms Forces as a way to pay tribute to all that has helped my Country remain free !

The old BDU's I get donated will be to make little children's outfits to greet their Daddy or Mommy back from over seas...and even to make little baby quilt blankets...not to mention the mending I do for their parents.

I have plans to put up shelves in the kitchen to help me prevent such little messy creations when I am in Airborne MODE...hehehe

Best of luck to A/all today.

Was

ps..and to keep the little business going...I have to drop off my little flyer at the Armory on my way home!  Thanks to my summer class at school...

Time to take me bath and get gussy up with the most pretty smile on my face and the one that stirs my little mustard seed of hope, love, and every gratefulness I am an American @:>

Greetings A/all,

I have been thinking about this:

Do you want to continue living a life of status quo or do you want more?

Here are my thoughts in how I plan to attain More!!!

1.  being accountable for my own issues.

2.  presenting a concern and responding in appropriate time to the best of my ability.

3.  difficulty comes with change; with a little bit of hard work and determination is the key

4.  Respecting others actions, words: if they desire to leave

     a. don't stop them

     b. politely open the door.

5. to avoid jeopardizing a relationship for $

6. I want more out of life...that's the bottom line....

   a. It's my life...not money.

7. Clarify what I WANT FOR MYSELF...before venturing out into a New relationship!

First to myself then to the outside world....

1. be specific on events, desires, needs

2. believe in my and self and my capabilities shown to me when I went Airborne in my youth...hehehe...yup...yup...kinky..stirs...kinky with a strong will!..ouch!

Realizing that living to the fullest may test my limits!

Perfect example:

My last jump out of a helicopter...scrambled to catch the last jump at sunset...

didn't pay attention to detail...chute tossed in bag...place on my body loosely..

time to jump...the pilot says to me...prepare to jump?

I am the first one out the door...and I realize just what I have done to be prepare!

I say to myself...OH SHIT WHAT HAVE I DONE NOW?

He barks the order again!

I jump...

harness on my body quilted my helmet forward...knocking my sunglasses off my face..

Instinct kicks in...I catch my glasses...

I look up at the pilot.. I see his concern face looking down at me...

I look up at my chute!...A May West!..."HOLY SHIT!"

I look back at the pilot...then

I BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER KICKING LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW!

Wouldn't you know...I landed Dead Center on that BULL'S EYE!

WALKED OFF SMILING ...HOLDING MY GLASSES IN HAND!...

I kept moving on...never looked back...and said NEXT!

My bucket list! awe...what would life be without a

BUCKET LIST OF ONE'S DESIRES!

IN all of life in the here and now....awesome!

I am enjoying my life ...feeling the evening breeze outdoors experiencing a little zumba dancing....less here...

and the people I have met so far from this site...pretty dang "Sweet Sensible People"

Life is good

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This will be brief

I sit here and reflect from today's drive...awesome..

Reclaiming my life...with a huge focus on my desires..

placing into motion my goals I desire for the next 3 yrs..

plus ...checking off a few things on my "Bucket List"

 it's consuming n so very real!

best wishes to A/all

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I am treating myself to enjoyable country drive today....The next best thing to sailing!

Top down..Hair blowing in the breeze...Music just a singing to my happy soul...hmm

grinning...and wearing my sexy new bathing top!

oooooooo How this girl loves a special day like today!

For all you Daddy Dom's and what nots!...giggling..

This girl wishes you the best on your special day of the year
"Just in YOUR HONOR"

smiling,

Was

I enjoyed chatting with a few gents on line this morning...Now it's time to piddle around the house and see what I can create with this lovely day...

best to all

Was@;>

BETTE MIDLER LYRICS

"The Rose"

as much as I would love to through caution out the window with this site and my life; it's just not going to happen.

I am doing what I want for the first time without fear! For once, it's not a bad idea to be a tad bit selfish and do the things I desire! Not be cohorts against my will. Not to do something so get attention. Not to be accepting nor depend on what others think.

It's a great feeling. At the end of my schooling, I plan to take my RN on the road and get back to my traveling! Make a killing and enjoy the sweet fruits of my OWN Labors! Most guys on here fill that women are lacking in this field. Most women are lacking the confidence it takes to put forth the effort.

In the past, I have given freely without thinking about my own needs to other. Pretty much a given because I take my oath as a nurse to nurture and support others in need without judgment.

In the course of my nursing career, I found this was not the norm. Quite the opposite. Even more when it comes to men on sites like these, who are out for one thing and one thing alone...Oh sure guys will twist words and say things you want to hear, yet it's their actions that tell the whole truth.

Instead of going and keep seeking of what I don't have currently, I have chosen a path with great success in building my grown daughter into a special loving relationship. The community we live in is very passive aggressive. This is truly a huge challenge! Because before I leave with my RN, this relationship will be the foundation on which I will then build a special bond with the Man of my Desires.

A man of his true merit will totally understand and respect my boundaries and will see the benefits this becomes a reality.

Yesterday, was day one on the prescription diet pill..The baby bought the food and I fixed dinner and had the little ones clean up. She did not mind cleaning up dinner! Plus, she was able to go to the grocery store on her own and come home with no time limits. Plus she was able to be more productive and creative with her work!

She monograms for a living. She made two tee-shirts for the children. One said. Someday, I am going to fill my Daddy's boots. the other: The army may have my daddy, though I have His Heart! Made pics and setup a goodie package for her hubby and his best friend; their birthdays are just days apart!...LOL I am sure the other guys in the unit will be saying...Hey can we be your best friend!

Setting the scene up for bdsm in the bedroom@;>

At this point, there has been plenty of practice runs implementing and rehearsing for this special moment of him “Manning up”.

The final scene begins when he finishes her bathing and applying the sweet delicate lotion to her body. The only difference this time, he will keep the plug in his ass all the way through the final act!

There is one slight change in prepping her hot pussy; He will now gently insert a gorgeous glass dildo while going down on her. How does he get away with this? Simple. The practice run of rubbing her g-spot, he will simply probe her sweet hot hole like he has done in the past with fingers and plastic glove. Plus, by the time he does make the dildo switch, the warmed glass dildo insertion will be a minor ping. He will make sure to warm the dildo by tucking it out of site with his own body. be it chest or thigh.. either way he waits til she begins to enter subspace…and listen to her moans that sing bittersweet tunes!  

Does he de-robe his silk shorts before or after he performs? That all depends from what he has done in the past. Food for thought here: if he keeps them on while pocking little big man out from beneath his silks, this might decrease friction and a stronger thrusting power. Or it could heighten the experience for both of them. At any rate, the practice runs will decide this key point in the end. In addition, He may want to keep them on as to not a direct attention away from her orgasm, nor expose the straps from the butt plug. She will be on the edge when he discards the dildo down and out of the way…he mounts her…and they both enjoy a new climax!

Pretty sure, she will notice the glass dildo…PRETTY SURE choice words could be something like this; …Oh babe, I just wanted to give you something special to remember this night and just to let you know just how much I appreciate the love and joy you have brighten my life…ok..so It’s mushy as the Doms might shake to those words written here.. We all know the little vanilla bitches have a tendency to overlook boundaries with sweet mushy chatter. K!

Now, he could keep the butt plug to himself..or become a little sloppy. For instance, he could time it just right when he pulls the butt plug out in the bathroom! Imagine the look on her face as she witness him pulling the plug from his ass…he blushes and says…”oops me bad!” “You not going to spank me now are you?”

The plan of action: introducing bdsm into the vanilla world.

As written earlier, the one that wants bdsm to occur more in the bedroom will have to show the way for the other to follow.

1^st step: getting in tuned with one’s own sexuality.

1. Light stroking of self. Silk pants to increase a more pleasing awareness to arouse oneself and show others how to be less shy of their own.
2. Expressing good reasoning skills as you present your case by example.

2^nd step: the use instruments introduced to the other.

1. Use a bath to create the need to step further into her sexuality when you finger her with plastic gloves. The lotion you applied all over her body on your hands..reason: don’t want to prompt unwanted irritant to genital area while going down on her. Lol..lamb but true…because as you spread her lips the lotion will get on her …and plus you don’t want to lick lotion ..Pussy juices! Snickering.
2. The madness of presenting the gloves will be used later to introduce a dildo into her pussy..
3. For now…you are going to use the gloves and special gels to stroke her g-spot and add to your mastering tongue skills…oooo yes!...the fuck will be felt even better for her! Without you disclosing this…she will discover this joy by the mere act of locating her g-spot as you have located your prostrates!...lol.. Some things you just have to spell out…no matter how mundane they seem to be@;>

3^rd step: things to heighten your own awareness..the good old metal butt plug with attachment holes on outside end!

1. This is the reason for the loose fitting sexy silky shorts…to hide and to get you up to par faster for the other half.
2. Will only need about a 3-4 inch metal butt plug..hence the prostrates needing the added nudge. Too much is uncomfortable and could be quite damaging to blood supply and mucous membranes. I also prefer metal over plastic because rubber will dry out membrane as well. Glass is ideal..though hard to come by with strap holdings to the outside… glass is good to sit down on as to metal and the heat transfer from glass will mimic inside body temp better than metal…so monitor time when using metal as to not over extend or promote harm to surrounding membranes. In addition, the chemical reaction to metal against mucous membranes is harsher then glass..so keep that in mind when you work with metal dildos.
3. Increase your endurance in the final scene with wearing the plug while bathing your spouse..in your silky pants and remember to take them out when applying lotion  to her up after the bath..

SUBJECT: MARRIAGE AND REKINDLE SPARKS WITH BDSM

I normally don’t talk to guys that are married. It just do not rub me in the right direction. In the here and now in which we live in: it is a betrayal I do not willing desire to get into: outcome not good in the long run.

I did have a wonderful chat though with a submissive male who was married this afternoon. He told me a few things about his desire why being a submissive male..and the thoughts of anal penetration!

Of course my ears pricked up, as my favorite fetish was being described by another person’s point of view! Hehehe.. just love it!

As the story goes… We talked about other avenues of actively researching his anal penetration in a safe manner. I suggested he visit a few close net communities in his area.

I myself did a bit of active searching on why he was seeking outside his marriage.

Sex life as he puts it as: bland. She will get on top of me at least. And she does love it when I eat her out! Hmmm

He did say she knew about his fantasy with anal penetration. His words she spat to him was to man up!

I am looking at this, plus the fact I have spoken to him many years ago and how he has been struggling…It only makes sense that he just might be hard to cum …I mean really cum. We all know that the majority of women may not experience an orgasm either.

Not to mention with his age; the low level of testosterone could be another key factor.

He just might also need that extra oomph like most women need to cum hard and squirt a new picture on the bedroom wall! Lol..ugh! That’s another article at a later day!

So why all these key factors begins to stir in my very creative mind. Suggested a few things to spruce up his libido and his wife’s.

As with most women lacking of being in tuned to their own body and the joys of touch can benefit; Silky manly undergarment is in order..sexy mature ones! No female panties. Next, He need to get in touch with his prostate glands..and stroke them from under his balls. He asked for more detail, though I simply chuckled. More than likely let a little moan slip his lips while the two of them are reading in bed…She will look over at him…. He will smile bashfully at her and gently pull the covers back exposing his pre cum wet shorts! Oh that honey…was just me getting in touch with my manliness…my   prostrates! Or something to that nature.

He informed me that his wife will at least suck him off until he is hard enough …Here he can also reply. “I found that stroking my prostrate will get me harder as well…”See how I do it?...you want to try?

Lol..Silly as it may seem, it’s incense through the eyes of the beholder, some women or mates for that matter will need kitten gloves introducing the ways of BDSM!

So as I explain the rest that leads up a very special night…I thought it would be nice for him to perform submissive and still inform his wife the attention to details to her needs is the Manly manner! After all, Some Masters take their responsibilities tending to “their property” in the hygiene area! When and how and who does what…ect…sometimes they even desire to do this as if they are washing their personal pets! In the nilly world!

I will stop here for the moment and post more. Smiling softly…

Enemas, enemas, enemas, why go in that direction? Well if one is serious about losing weight, the excess has to leave the body some way, for 1.

When someone starts to lose weight, they free up the unwanted weight plus other stuff that has been in storage for quite some time in their body.

Plenty of water flushes some of that junk out, and the enemas do the other.

Not to mention when someone takes prescription meds to lose weight, one of the side effects is constipation. This could impede on the rate of weight loss and even contribute to unwanted junk on effecting the body system.

The goal is to keep your system to flush out toxins and fat and remain hydrated.

In addition, to maintain a pH level a tad bit higher is ideal as well for bacteria can not survive in this environment.

hmmmmmmmmmmmm i have two little rascals presently....do believe someone is tipping the scale just a tad bit....at any rate...first that is getting done is not the house work...Last Math Lab while the little emjoy themselves...

First thing settled was b-fast...it's really cute that they now reach for their personal handtowel before getting down from the table...

hehehe...measured doses.....measured doses...

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hmmmmmmmmm it has been brought to my attention my last two entries may refer to some kink with my son-in-law! lol...The only kink being displayed in those entries is simply this...i have no problem spoiling a person who shows respect to me! And trust me...my kids love to be spoiled by me...just this time currently...they are taking a second seat because my RN is first and THEY ARE ADULTS! RESPONSIBLE FOR THEMSELVES!

get it..got it! giggling...was with a smile!

COOL BEANS! THE PIC SHOULD BE THERE SHORTLY...THE SHORTS I HEMMED FOR MY FAVORITE CHILD! hehe love rubbing it in my other grown kids! just a tad...hmmm

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Got my math done for class..the hair dried...still in robe..hehehe!

I just might be able to whip out these shorts for my son-in-law's buddy!

Now if i had to say who my favorite child is...Hands down my son-in-law!

N LET ME TELL YOU! MY NATURALLY BORN KIDS KNOWS this HANDS DOWN!

it's call RESPECT!

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i know it's been alittle while since i wrote here...been busy with my chores and life from this thanks-giving weekend...Not quite done with the house, though, i did sleep in my bed for the first time a bit. House is coming together quite nicely.

i realized last wednesday when i took my last test, i feel sort of my goals. It very well could have been the big bad woof that tipped me over the edge from my focus. That's ok. I managed through in flying colors! Life is going to throw me curve balls. What i have to remember is that it is only one experience. It does not rule my destiny. Sometimes, things come unexpectly at me. What saved me from this experience was the ability to look at the big picture. Here this guy was attempting to destroy my dream and even threaten me in all aspects of my life and my family! ooooooooooo never throw someone's family in your their face... bottom was this: He presented me with fear!...and what is that fear? False Evidence Appearing Real! My dream kicked into action on over drive. I did all that i possibly could to appease this situation...and to make things better, i did have an outside sourcel; call it my little couch if you may...We acted prudently, and knew that in the end the big bad woof would not win...and with a peace of heart, i managed to remain submissive and kind. I sensed in his voice that he resigned from any further attempts. Be in mind, this situation is not quite over...I will more than likely have to defend myself. I do have all the paperwork and the actions i took from this situation...The key to all this is that i used my emotions as an indictor..or turn signal..and nothing more...anger is a key emotion...and it's an indicator that tells you something is wrong...go from there and do your best as not to let this emotion consume you.

the next curve thrown at me was getting my classes registered for spring quarter! Wow...fun! To be honest, this time frame for getting my associate in nursing will be longer than expected because my prerequistes missed the deadline for this Feb application to nursing. Oh well, that is ok.  

I thought if i didn't take the placement test to English, I could fill in the wait...No such luck! oh well...off to class i went...and believe it or not, i missed placed my paper work for the placement test...laughing at this other road stop...i entered the counciling office with a cheerful smile...Someone, inquired a little bit more. As the story goes, he even heard the whole conversation the other day! hehehe...so he looked back at my records. and together, or rather i said it...yup, there was no way of getting out of this placement test...i was laughing at my dilema...which in turn tickled him so much, he took to a computer in the office to do my placement test! I was stun! A pleasing heart sure helps out in a tight squeeze!

Now what comes next is even a more surprise to me! He gave me a quick lesson on the site to register my classes and i found out he had the knowledge about scholarship applications...wow! we struck up a bond. He gave me a copy of one of his scholarships essay..No more than 200 words won him 5,000 dollars!

You could imagen i was on cloud nine...singing inside and out...hardly to contain myself. And to be honest, this situation was just as overwhelming and draining on me as the big bad woof.

I attempted to calm myself down...and more than likely too much, because to be honest i did not prepare myself for that last test like i wanted.

That too is ok...and so am i...i was cruising the net here on my favorite place...hehehe yes i am so very kinky...and know the benifits of delay gratification! I spotted this on someone's profile: a quote from Mark Twain I believe.

sing like no one is listening.

dance like no one is watching.

love like no one has hurt your heart.

live like you are in heaven on Earth.

wow..powerful stuff! i liked that! so much that i was able to over look the perks of life that could have tipped me over the edge. I was a little more giving to my family with measured time...i looked up to the dark stars waiting in line ...no coat on..no cigs..and no socks! just surrendering to my element...smiling to myself...saying wow, here's one essay for my English Class! when it occurred to me...i had a micro fill blanket in the truck of my car! lol....daughter was teasing me...like you always keep that in your car along with those two couch cushions! hehehe...there was no way i was going to let you use them out here!,,,,giggling...hmmmm...i will pass...the blanket made me quite content...and i manage to ask for a cig..and put a donation in the box!..smiling..

Got home that night...and realized that my son-in-law had gotten frustrated in getting me a cup of coffee...how sweet...though he kept to himself...i thought as i was cleaning on Saturday of what i could do special for him...and in the course of completing almost all for that day...i recieved a phone call from my best friend...

Her thanks-giving did not go quite that well...In fact, she came home early from a not so good situation...We talked...and i calmed her down. I was happy that she found out the answers she needed to know...and quickly informed her the benifits of these answer...I told her to not let this one experience rule the next!

24 hours later, she calls me! wants to talk to me! So much so...that she had me drive 30 minutes to find out! lol I do have to keep a time limit on... still had more chores! I went over there...and she literally hugged the stuffing out of me...smiling and glowing and jumping out of her skin! Yes, my encouragement paid off ten folds over! A new and wonderful experience is occurring! The love of her life, knowing this man's heart for 35 yrs will be taking her away this next week!...Now, i might be a little sad you would think...No, i am so very happy to her that she is living her desires...just makes me even more positive in getting to my desires of a RN!  I almost got out there...but was stopped when her free cell phone came in the mail!....hehehe...helped her and was the first to get her number! As I was leaving, I told her that the wedding will have to be in my breaks of quarters! hehe....i will get to him this week!

from all that i learned this week is this: emotions are just indictors, be happy ones or not...keeping the focus on priorities is the utmost for my dream to come a reality..As for priorities...the best is to measure time to allow each priority fullfilled to attain my goals. As the babies hung around my during my short break from chores...what better way to live on this earth as if it were heaven!

So back to my chores, i wish i could chat here with friends. For now that too will have to wait as i prepare for this week!

Sure hope this little story of my thanks-giving helps someone out..and gives them that glimmer of hope...reach out in measure doses with a happy heart!

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Time has come and gone...the little rascals are back home and safe with Mommy and Daddy...nice time to spend while i work through my time line...nursing...ect...and who knows what...smiling softly...i am up loading the little project we did...turkey cupcakes!

and how the rascals 4, and 2 spent a day at nana's watching Tom and Jerry and country music! lol

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ps, i did go over for a thanksgiving dinner...we had chicken, mash tators and green beans!...and of course the cupcakes...i did not eat one! haha...i saw how they were made! hehehe lick stick..put back in...lick ...stick! lol

in the tub they went...little bubba...tore off his diaper and ran to put it in the trash can...Daddy was impressed! i am sure there will be another tub play during the night!

kitchen plastic and bowls ect...all nestled in the cozy tub with curtains!

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i just pray i dont have to take that tesy again! babies arriving around 6pm.

awe...peace and calmness instilled in me after my bath with meditation...i prepare to leave now for my last final test in Math...then in 2 weeks will be the lab final...just letting things flow naturally at this end.

wish everyone a beautiful day.

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My day is officially started! yesterday was truly an engerized one...so much so that i crashed a sleep by 7:30 am and woke up at 4am!...read alittle...looked over my math. fixed me a nice little omlet..and about to go soak in my cozy tub by candle light and soft music..another way to prepare for my test...glance back over the test again...begin to clean up and prepare for the little rug rats for another sleepover...i have plans for us to make turkey cupcakes...and more than likely divide in small sections to keep order and keep the mess under control!

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just a giggling here...why...because i was just on the phone nake as a jay bird with my hair and make up! one little trick i learned long ago...the power of a submissive goes a long way when she is dressed in her proper place...got one adjusted...and wooooooooo

the big bad woof just called! I was the sweetest little thing...and his tune was amazingly different...hehehehe...off to get this day started...grinning with a sparkle in my sweet big virgin blue eyes!

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 Awe waiting on a fresh pot of coffee. Just finish my time in the tub reading. Over the weekend i made it more enchanting with lace and red curtains...Love it...even thought about using the tub without water...brings the innocent of a little safe haven to retreat now and then!

today, have to pay the bills, and clean and study for the last major test. I will then enjoy the holidays and the following last two weeks organizing for my math Lab final...

In addition, I must go back to school and take a placement test for English before I can register for my spring quarter. Once my classes are set up and in motion, the next step is to actually get started in the Red Cross and volunteer team on the local hospital. 20 yrs as a nurse (LPN) and i will be pushing the rehydration cart! That will be so much fun! I will also get to helpout in the ER Dept as well! hehehehe so excited and keyed up from getting out of my little castle...or tower...or even my safe little safe cage!

Yes, this quarter of setting up my plan of action for the next 3yrs is surely going to be full of life...and even the little waves! The first few weeks, i was flooded out of my apartment by a broken water heater. These past week, I was threaten by a big bad woof collector. That's life. Who ever says they want a subbie ect with no drama just desire a doormat! Realistically, some drama is simply a part of life! If one thinks they desire no drama are desiring to live a very unproductive life! Not this little bird! She desires to sing love songs of her existance and bring a little breath of fresh air into this world!

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AAAAAYeah!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i did it! Big Bad Woof won't beable to touch me or my nursing license LPN as long as i keep on this direction! school...paid through grants..and living expenses paid through a little maintence trust! I am actually GOING TO GET TO GO TO SCHOOL!

little was inside jumping up and down with JOY! It's about Time...I deserve this

BIG TIME!

Time to head to school...this quarter is my setup quarter to my Plan of Action.

Today, I will set in motion the first full quarter out 10 to complete my RN Degree!

Yeah..and Math is manageable at this stage! good hair day i might add!

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Time to focus on homework and completing another proposal...then monday advisor meeting for my spring quarter classes! Life is good. Slept in my cozy room! very warm and the sheers are up..will have to come back and shorten the length another time.

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snickering...hehehe..not what you expect aye? still a work in progress at this end. Mind you when i moved in here i only had a mattresses...the chair cost me 10.00 the funtone bed...is down..and another mattress on top with two cushions i picked up along the way.

That was given to me as well as the little coffee/kidtable...and the chair on the far left..i picked it up along the side of the road.

so far the windows are winterized..makes a huge difference..and the sheers are drying at the moment in the bathroom...now time for some stir fried rice!  

Ok...back from making my rounds...home and ready to winterize the windows...plus putting up old curtains until i get to make some...figured any are good at this point...Pinching pennies! and praying this saves some!

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Awe...house coming together quite nicely...Nice evening ahead relaxing and working on my Math this evening!

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My daughter last night made a comment on how much time i am spending on my math class. She inquired how are you going to handle 3 to 4 subjects? I just giggled...It's all about time management and setting up a routine; The soul purpose of this quarter is all about. My mom, my hero, became a RN was totally amazing! When my dad pasted away, I found this book called: Is there life after housework? Now, I know my little one especially enjoyed taking a nice bath in my tub last night more than hers, and so do the little rascals! I made the babies foot print for the basic slippers pattern...and they will get completed when everything else is done first...the end of the semester is approaching. there is  much to do around here before the next quarter! Today, the bedroom will be conquered! Soon the old man's fucking machine I invented will be placed over my bed!

 lol

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nothing like to two little rascals and little mommy came to visit tonight...hehehe..bubba picked up most of the toys...and big sissy had a nice time too, even though she was corrected on how to speak to mommy! Long time since that happened.

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awe yes...this little angel sings a bright song this afternoon...i had a minor bump in the road concerning my future on my RN Degree...battle up hill is very promising at this point.

How I do it? Face with a big bad woof ...over the phone...Complete Honesty...and today, Had a special force to realize...woof blowing smoke! What is it that they say about Fear...aye yes...false evident appearing real!...hmmmmmmmmmm

it may be raining outside...hehehe but i sure can have a nice walk on my small trampoline!

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Horray, the weekend is here! Started out last night in style...Had me a juicey steak and reece cup shake...Finished it off with a nice cigerrette! hehehe...Time to create and just be ME!

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ok...first run through of practice test completed....time for break and tend to some day to day chores! it's raining outside...soft and steady no wind from what i can tell...and wouldn't you know i have the CD raindrops playing...Pink..smiling

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Wow that sure was some nap i had! Hmmmmmmmm a fresh pot of coffee, sounds good and some sweet soft music...Math continues...hehehe

took my break...to the store...dropped by for a moment to follow up on my grandbabies....and a little cd burned for them...

adjust to schedule...especially when the little 2yr old...said..."you go to my house!"

precious and priceless! lots of giggles and laughter on this afternoon short visit.

back to the studies...and starting to feel the tug of yesterday...Priority number 3:

take care of thy self...night all...more than likely i will up in the wee hours!

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I had some exciting news from my math class yesterday...Math is A  o k @:>

Going to spend this day with Math again and simply be Me...It sure is nice to tend to myself for a change...

Project my day as a restful, productive and wanting to take another walk between breaks.

wish everyone the best.

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I just have to giggle a tad here from what i write on my journal! some of the vanilla comments...and yet there is a deep dark place i choose to visit! place theses ..now get real chick...oh i am real. Trust me!

oooooo Now that's interesting comment.."Trust me." That is the very reason, i have not spoken about those deep dark places... I do have them...To the point in hand goes back to the "Trust me" and whether or not i am able to trust myself before displaying those deep dark thoughts here...In my eyes, no sooner i do that people may want me to act apon them...all in do time...

This place for me gives me a chance to voice my thoughts in the truest form with my piorities i have been given so long ago;especially, when i didn't trust totally in myself.

Smiles...hmmmmm wow! It's great to be ME!

wish everyone the best this week.

Was@:>

Was a very nice distraction that cleared up my math "PINK ELPHANT" Even shocked the momma by thanking her? For what? For letting me see the kids! now to study again..the babies and i cleaned up the sleep over...and they took some peanut butter cookies home!

Sure is a nice fall day...hmmmm...will just have to take a break today and take a little walk in one of my little study breaks! 

It's been like 3 months...just called the grandbabies for a sleepover... Nana making peanut butter cookies and just finished taping Tinker Bell!

smiling...

Nana's house...oooooooo ... love it when you can pick and choose to see the little rascals and send them back even more!!! hehehe

Well it's Saturday again!...my me time ... Looks like the slippers are on hold at the moment...That's ok...delayed gratification..do have my comfy pj's on with a matching t-shirt...

Today is going to be more relaxed and alittle bit more focus on things around here I want to do...plus the homework..I am probably doing more math problems than the assignment is called for...added insurance on what is what with titrations ect..hehehe

And sure was nice to tend to a little bit of house work..as I plan to do between my little breaks...

well off to a wonderful day...and a day to play soft music to quiet this girl's happy soul!

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wow...if this math is any indication of what to come...there's going to be little time left over for anything else!

plug one formula in...take that answer plug into another formula...then plug into another ....lol..

and just think..i still have chem. bio...before i get to bones, muscles ect...

ooooo...then body systems...and meds with effects...then patient care r/t to the effects and diagnose....sure sounds like alot of math to me!

doesn't just blow one's mind! hehehe..

Hey wait! the big picture at the end of the Road... RN! back to traveling...I guess in my little spare time...I could start posting all the neat places i want to see!!!

Can just see me nursing in the tropics...and sailing in my off time!

By the way! when i was 13 yrs old...i went sailing with my family in the British Virgin Islands...and begged to be strapped to the bow...Got my way! 10 ft waves crashing up against my flesh ...It was awesome...No wonder i am on this Site!

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up bright and early....heading back to the Math...i so want to get this done so i can make my slippers !

Today was great success...between study periods...did my to do list ect...and had a nice little visit with daughter and the grandbabies...they all left just a few minutes ago...

Little steps...and a very good productive day all the way around...Babies enjoyed themselves that's for sure!

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Horray my weekend will start today after class! I get to see my friends. One of them, we are going to work on her quilt...heheh she is a mess. Then carry to the doctors; going to be a patient advocate for her. House looking good around here smiling...hopefully i will get all my homework done so i can plan my saturday me time sewing and make those slippers!  

Updated my profile just a tad...been ages since i had someone special in this lifestyle....free as a little bird...

the homemade bean soup simmers...off to tend to the laundry chore!

adding on a peaceful note here..hehehe...still working on the math...and enjoying the homemade soup...received a few more items for the kitchen, plus, 2 more chairs!..

My little cage is quant and starting to take some form...sure have loved the little coffee table...helps with sorting and even working around...

my favorite spot is in front of the tv with my little lap table...watching ncis ect..and enjoying myself...

i will see how this week goes and see if i can get to those slippers asap!

hehehe...still smiling at this end! hmmmmmmm

i don't think my little me space as a cage...more like a castle...still special to me...high up in the tower...untouchable...though able to enjoy this time as a blessing not a curse!

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Had a wonderful evening out with my friends....We have a little group of simple folks. and ever so often one of us pull each other together to get which ever one of us out of the house....Simple and nice...and nothing like counting the pennies around the house to squeeze a little bit of sunshine for another....

simple is as simple does! The big huge pot of soup almost done...

I would like to get to my slippers...though...this week the math test will be here the following week...so a little bit of delay is fine with me! Just that much more enjoyable when i do get to creating my slippers!

Wow this weekend is turning out in the black!....Now I have a little couch and a coffee table to match. from someone...and hehehe another just gave me nice fixings for my bathroom with rugs ect....oooooooo...and a big comforter...that i can use to make the design one I want! In the meantime...I can use this one!

Well...off to the store to make that Homemade Soup! Yummy@:>

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I just finished my next year proposal for my yearly budget...

Wow! My mom's words jump in my thoughts!

A GREAT NURSE IS DETERMINED BY WHERE SHE FINDS THE INFORMATION SHE NEEDS TO KNOW AND NOT JUST WHAT

SHE KNOWS!

cool! So much the better to complete this task 3 months ahead of schedule as Well!

Projected Goals for today are: CREATING

                                             1) a huge pot of homemade soup

                                            2) MAKING ME SLIPPERS!

The precios thing in this world is the human healing touch! Just puts me in awe...One thinks this is like opening the doors of the Abyss!

Well nix the idea of working with the bamboo...cheaper to buy the rods for my curtains...did spent me time...created a comfy pair of lounging pants for the winter ahead...and found a site to make a pair of cozy, furry slippers...believe it or not...supplies are readily available...lol...not lacking at the moment ...just happy ! school is focus..so off to my study time.

Enjoy

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ps. site for my next me time project!

 http://sew-ing.com/make/slippers.html

so does anyone know how to make green bamboo into a stready cane?....oops..did i  just say that?

me bad...so much bamboo..and the diameter of them is varied to the hill...right now i have a good 15 foot one in my hallway...

did a little research not much to go on other than let it stand up and dry out..is there anything else i could do to speed this up?

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MY MY...I HAVE JUST BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO A BAMBOO PATCH!....KEEP IN MIND...I AM CUTTING CORNERS FOR SCHOOL..SO I AM MAKING MY CURTAINS...AND WHY NOT USE BAMBOO FOR THE ROD!....

GOT ONE SHITTY ASS GRIN ON MY FACE! NOW WHAT CAN I DO WITH ALL THAT BAMBOO...AND HOW DO I CLEAN IT UP AND USE IT..I WANDER?

WAS...DRIPPING WITH EXCITEMENT!

WOW..I MEAN WOW! MORE GREAT NEWS KEEPS KNOCKING AT MY DOOR! I JUST RECEIVED WORD BACK MY NURSING RENEWAL LICENSE, MY CAR INSURANCE...AND THE WATER BILL I PAID IS BEING REIMBURST BACK TO ME!!!.....WASN'T EXPECTING ALL THAT!

TOTALLY GLEAMING WITH JOY @ THIS END! JUST GOT THE COMFIRMATION i WILL BE ABLE TO RETURN TO GET MY RN DEGREE!

I didn't think it was possible! I have attempted this challenge about 4 times in my life! Now I have a direction that is not cloudly or distorted with what ifs! hehehe...

LIFE ISN'T OVER AT 50! IT'S JUST BEGINNING ...AND WHAT A WAY TO START THOSE GOLDEN YEARS OFF WITH AWESOME NEWS FROM HARD WORK AND A VERY STRONG WILL!

THIS CHERRY IS MOVING HERSELF TO THE TOP OF THE BARREL ...AND IS THE CHERRY ON TOP OFF ALL THAT CREAM!

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stupidness: is coming over on a sunday morning at 9 am sweeping the stairwell and running a leaf blower in the echoing stairwell!

not interested in exchange

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