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I was a sub for a few years and loved it.i first flirted w/it in my mid thirties which i added a few photos for giggles, one of my first tie up..and second one really tied up...boy was i beautiful then..what a body...now i include my recent, including one of my big butt, so You can see it in all its glory for those of You who may like such a clean slate to spank..lol...anyway......i miss the feeling of serving and pleasing more than you will ever know...now i want and need to be a slave. .I am married but separated, (he was my Master for 4 years, but couldn't do it anymore I guess) we are in separate bedrooms, civil, living as room mates, have had no sex in four years, but cant change my situation due to financial situations and family business.We don"t even talk, unless it is about the business. He said life is too short and almost gives me permission w/out wanting to know anything...So i not only need the BDSM,but i want to serve, i want to definitely be a SLAVE now...that is my calling....that is what is in me...i know that now....more of a Gorean slave......but the intimacy and a relationship as well. Discretion is also needed. I am flexible, however, as I work at home, on the computer and cell a lot, so I'm here for my Master within reason, local, and mostly meant by phone or chat.. lol. or if he needs to check on me...i want it back now. i am fussy though. i can be a bit spoiled.mouthy and very impatient. I cant change where i am though. But i have flexibility. Work at home. i want to be talked to, need to be checked on. if your real, you know what to do. I usually can tell if your real all not, that is why i chose chat as my first meeting with you, as i usually can learn a lot in an hour..so i would appreciate if you could comply. If that works out, i have no problem with exchanging cells for text or chat...A voice is big too, I wouldnt want to find a girly voice behind thephone, lol.. I A real Master knows HIS slave girl and gives herself willingly and trust is big, and she is a gift, a treasure. ..and thats what he wants. And she wants... Please be close in distance.because i do not drive out of town. Unless I am worth the drive for You!! I am not in this for one night stands or to share. I want a relationship to be built up and to grow. you will be rewarded in so many ways, because it is in me to serve, to please, to be pleasant....but i will NOT tolerate the Jerks out there, or the ones who want SEX toys...i am NOT that....if You Own me, i will be everything, if you are the right one that I CHOOSE. We still can be close and have a relationship, even if we both are married/separated too, heck, now i can go for single men due to the fact that i am not totally married anymore, i believe that...We must still be discreet out of respect. i am worth the work, if you have the patience to pursue me and patient w/my questions.But i rather You tell me as much as You can when You email me here, please, if your interested, it makes it so much easier, when i respond. A photo please. You have to be careful in this day and age right. Esp if your married. My husb does not really check on me though, or care, or nosy of what I'm doing.but I do give him the respect not to throw it in his face, he is a good man, things just didn't work out,and I just cant go back to vanilla EVA and he knows that..LOL.i want a man who knows a computer, has a cell phone and knows how to use it. You would not believe how many computer illiterate men there are out there, to send a photo. I AM SO FRUSTRATED. , I do not want to train anyone, Pleaste....OMG, like i want to train at this point...or anywhere else or on any other site. I need guidance and refreshing training myself as it has been four years......i am cute, kind sweet, Italian..very very bottom heavy, ass and very thick legs.but self conscience about it a little, because i never had been that heavey before, will explain that when i know you more....so if you like that, you will love me..if you don't, walk away now. .ha ha. I'm a little shy at first as far as a meeting or cam ing. but if i know you like my body type, i wont be. i want to have some fun again. is that so wrong? Life is short...i didnt think so. i do like a clean cut looking guy.Disease free. Smoke free, Heavy drug free, I dont mind social drinking, i may need a few to calm me down the first time..lol...I am in the legal field. I do like handsome, sorry, but i do. you can be mature/w experience 45 to a young 60. Not a rude or jerk but, a gentlemen, REAL MASTERS ARE GENTLENS...so, for what its worth, here i am..come get me..hope your the real thing. i need you to talk, i dont want to pull teeth. tell me where you are in life, where you've been, and what you want now. What you expect from you slave, rules, structure, calls. I love to be controlled...that is where my mind is...that is whre the sex organ is....You can almost trance a sub into anything you want her to do, if you know what your doing, and of course she is still doing it willfully...how do you like her body to be. her pubic area, her dress, does she greet you ? do you collar her? Do you like the feeling of owning her, if only in your mind? If your married,thats Ok too. but if your not, realize i am, sorta. i know exactly what i want and do not want. But I'm ready, willing and able for the right STRONG MAN, who wants to water me...i need watering really bad...as well as disciplne, i need your strength to hold on to when im weak and cant make it anymore and need your help....will you be my watering can, soil and nourishment..? i need you, ya know, and i know you need me too, when i respect You, and the TRUST comes, there are little limits, and i want to WORSHIP You, crave You, want You.....Be at Your feet.....because that is where i belong...and i know my place....PLEASE no bi sexual or switches please, no offense, just preference.
Another is OF COURSE I HAVE LIMITS. Some are Scat/knife/needles/branding/breaking skin/kids/heavy heavy bondage or whipping/Sadist/blood/sharing/threesomes/fisting/too tight for that/If I forgot something, ask. I know I prob forgot soemthing, but you can guess. I am pretty KINKY though. I love being CONTROLED once a trust is established of course. I like humiliation to a point and will trust that to my Master...whether it be his wonderful Golden Showers, or in the mood for a puppy, that's up to him, and up to me to trust, and if it pleases him to humiliate me, for I know he will not hurt me, if he is the Master from above paragraph, i will not fear, and please all his desires, even his most darkest. There is nothing ever wrong with two consensual adults, as long as His slave is not phys damaged. And that won't happen, if he is real.
| I LOVE THE FOLLOWING:BEING CONTROLLED, INSIDE AND OUTSIDE OF THE BEDROOM....BEING OWNED.....THE REST IS PLAY: Age Play; Anal Sex; Animal play; Play; Blindfolds; Bondage; Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.; Candle Wax; Chains; Chastity Devices; Anal Beads; Cling Film; Collar and Lead/Leash; Confinement/Cupping (Suction of the Skin); Shaving; Dildos; Doctor/PatientFetish; Domination; Food Play; Hair PullingHandcuffs/Shackles; Humiliation; Lace/Lingerie; Lactation; LightMasochism; Massage; Master/Slave; Masturbation; Mutual Masturbation; Nipples; Oral Sex; Pain; Power Exchange; Rimming; Role Playing; Sensory Deprivation; Spanking/Paddling; Talking Dirty; Toys; Urolagnia; Vibrators; Whips and opened minded for more when TRUST IS EARNED. Master, hold my hand and take me where You want to take me for i have no fear if You are with me, for i will trust You, because if you are real, You will not have no harm come to me. Come now, i am so ripe....ros |
if you claim to be a Master, I suggest you read it.
Above all else he cherishes his slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives him is the greatest gift of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift.
He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that he may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, he can cause his slave to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, he will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character.
In times of trouble, a Master will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask a slave to put him before her career, or family, just to satisfy his own pleasure.
To win his slave's mind, body, spirit, soul, and love, he knows he must first win her trust. He will show his slave humor, kindness, and warmth. He must always show her that his guidance and tutoring is knowledgeable and deserving of her attention, that this is a man she can learn from, and trust his direction.
He is romantic enough to be protective and chivalrous. When called upon, he will fight for his lady's honor. He proves to her that he is someone she can lean on, and depend on.
When it comes time to teach his slave her lessons of obedience, he is a strong and unyielding professor. He will accept no flaw, nothing less than perfection from his student. Never does he use discipline without a good reason. When he does it is always with a knowledgeable and careful hand.
He is always open to communication and discussion, always ready to hear her wants and needs. He is patient, taking time to learn her limits, and knowing that as her trust of him grows so will they. He never has to demand ritual behavior by her. She responds to him out of the want of pleasing him. Compliance comes from the wanting to please, not the fear of punishment. He understands the fragile nature of mind and body and never violates the trust given to him.
He is secure enough to laugh at himself and the absurdities of life. Open minded enough to learn new things and Strong enough to grow. His tools are mind, body, spirit, soul, and love. He understands that each partner gains most from pleasuring the other. And both of them know that love and trust are the only bindings that truly hold.
N JUST
A FEW SHORT months,the scamers, the lyers and the wannbees. so dissapointed.
THIS FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO THINK THEY ARE DOM/MASTERS: READ THIS PLEASE: INFORMATION IS POWER
These men pose to be something they are not. They call themselves Masters but have no idea the true meaning of Master. Master is earned. It doesn't come over night. These men only look for their own pleasure. They don't care that they hurt your feelings, they don't kiss your tears away, they don't care about your safety, they don't care about your problems outside the lifestyle. They take your gift of submission and stomp on it.
He should never ask a sub to put him before her career, or family, just to satisfy his own pleasure. But they are out there. It is a relationship that they fail to understand. A true master can be trusted with your life and this makes your bond with him a higher bond than any vanilla relationship.
They are not romantic enough to be protective and chivalrous. When called upon, they will not fight for his lady's honor. He never proves to her that he is someone she can lean on, and depend on.
Yes we are subs, but we are human beings too. We deserve the best. I will not settle for less........i have LEARNED NOW FROM MY EXPERIENCES i've had these past few ,months, reading, writing, and chatting to some of these clowns. And again, I did come across a handful that were kind and helpful, but most were not real. IF your not real, and would like to be, there are tons of information on google M/s that is good reading, and will give you a wealth of information for those of you who really want to learn how to be a good and real Dom/Master.
A true Master lets the rest of the world fall away and concentrates on you. You feel as though you are set high above everyone else. He holds doors for you, opens car doors for you. Treats you like a classy lady Not street trash. Once in the bedroom, he knows how to take charge and does so. He makes the decisions but is also understanding to issues that arise and limits. He is caring and loving and Firm at the same time.
sincerely, rose, a true and real Gorean slave yes, real
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