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MASTER has ordered it to write out my kinky desires, here is another. Doing a sit-up scrunch and having good sized fish hooks put through my nipples and cock head and tie them together (nipples to cock) with fishing line and the having to stand up . |
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It has entered my first full day of becoming MASTERS slave. I am wearing my cock/ball collar and it is very uncomfortable and making the hair above my cock burn. Also it feels like someone has a hold of my balls and is squeezing them. It is very uncomfortable but it is MASTERS command that I wear it full time when at work. This is just the first small step in becoming a true slave to MASTER. I know there will be more pain to follow as HE starts molding me into a pain and pleasure slave. I look forward to my training and the earning of the right to be branded as MASTERS slave. That pain of a red hot iron burning his brand into my skin will be the ultimate pain signaling the end of my training and the new slave me. |
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MASTER blessed it with my first session today. I was given a hood to wear and handcuffed. I was put on my knees and allowed to suck his condom covered cock. He wore a condom for safety and to help build trust. I hope we progress to no condom soon so I can taste his hot cum. MASTER also blessed me with a collar to go around my balls and cock to wear as a sign of my slavery. I can only wear at work for now but I will wear it proudly. It does pull my pubic hair and I was going to shave myself until I realized my cock and balls no longer belong to me. They belong to MASTER and even though it hurts when I sit and walk it is his decision whether I shave or not. I suffer the pain gladly as a sign of my developing slavery. Thank you MASTER for today and the promise of the future. |
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I have been instructed by my MASTER nkdom4u to enter my depraved desires which I have asked him to fulfill. He will update his journal every time we finish a session and he will describe my reactions to the pain and humiliation.
My most secret desires are: to be tightly bound to a table and to have my butt hole expanded with a pump and then be fisted by my MASTER. I would also like him to stick various size balls up my anus and then reach in with his hand and pull them out; another desire is to have MASTER sew my ball sack to the inside of each thigh and make me walk around and experience the pulling and the pain; the last desire I'll list now is to have needles stuck in my nipples, head of my dick and balls. |
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