|
Happy Thanksgiving!!! Don't eat too much turkey. Happiest of holiday season to A/all. |
|
|
|
|
Happy Halloween to all you ghouls and goblins. Send Me suggestions on a costume for Me for next Halloween. I work in a large pediatric practice and I have to be able to walk, sit, use My arms and hands. Nothing to scare the kids. Using common household items for the costume. |
|
|
|
|
Busy busy busy. Another son is getting married on Saturday September 7th. Talk soon. Send more emails. |
|
|
|
|
July 28, 2024. 29 years being a friend of Bill. Woo hoo |
|
|
|
|
When I receive a message that sparks My interest I tend to interrogate. Too much. Too soon. I want to get to know someone so I ask lots of questions. I have been told My expectations are unrealistic. A Domme can dream! Thoughts? |
|
|
|
|
I will look in the mirror. |
|
|
|
|
Happily, unexpectedly got the day off. Anyone wanna help Me celebrate My birthday? |
|
|
|
|
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!! Eternally 49!!! Lol. Send Me an email telling Me about
your experiences in submission. Tell Me how W/we would celebrate My birthday if money,
distance, health, and time weren't issues. I LOVE LONG, DETAILED MESSAGES. I look forward
to reading My birthday fantasy. 🎂 🥳 🎉 🎈 🎁 🎊
LadyK |
|
|
|
|
I'm very tired of the submissives NOT following directions. If you can't do that NOW I am highly skeptical that you will obey Me in the future. I might have to turn into a super Bitch Domme, cruel and uncaring. I was so hoping to have found My loving slave by now, but the Houdini School for submissives keeps growing and growing. "I'm loyal." BS. "I'm trustworthy. " BS. "I will do this...and that." BS. "I won't disappear." BS. Promises. Promises. Unfrigginbelievable. Such high hopes and then disappeared. BS. BS. BS. Over and over and over. Perhaps I should give up this dream of Mine??? |
|
|
|
|
Surgery went well. Recovery has hit a few bumps in the road. I walk normal with My walker. With My cane, or without any help, I look like Clyde from "Every Which Way But Loose". The fun continues to continue. Nice to sit in the sun and get My vitamin D (for Dominant). If anyone has any hints or tips on how to survive Restless Leg Syndrome PLEASE pass them on to Me. I'm exhausted.Can't wait to get My other hip done!! I'm going bionic. I will identify as bionic! LOL. Enjoy your day! LadyK |
|
|
|
|
Just in case Notice: An attorney advised us to post this. The violation of privacy can be punished by law. NOTE: Facebook Meta is now a public entity. All members must post a note like this. If you do not publish a statement at least once, it will be technically understood that you are allowing the use of your photos, as well as the information contained in your profile status updates. I HEREBY STATE THAT I DO NOT GIVE MY PERMISSION TO FACEBOOK META OR ANY OF THEIR OFFICIATES TO USE ANY OF MY PERSONAL DATA OR PHOTOS.
Copy and paste, do not share. Period‼‼
Just to be safe |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
28 years sober today. Hugsss |
|
|
|
|
Was 13 years on 11/15. The geese are still flying all |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
I'm off work the next few days. I need to be pampered and beat a male. To apply, read My profile and then get in touch. Read My ENTIRE profile .
LadyK |
|
|
|
|
12 years have passed. I still miss you. The geese are still flying. 143TOHICO |
|
|
|
|
Happy Easter and/or Passover!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I have My own leprechaun! Aryana Cameryn was born on St Patrick's Day. Mom Mom Hugs is thrilled!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Counting down to Granddaughter...any day now. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Happy New Year!!!!!! Hope 2018 is the year!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Merry Christmas!!!!! Hope this holiday season is filled with many happy memories!!!! Ho ho ho Hugs |
|
|
|
|
These "real" subs/slaves have, apparently, no manners. Good luck with your search. |
|
|
|
|
Another grandbaby is due the end of March!!!!! It's a girl!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Read My profile and journal entries BEFORE you contact Me. It saves time for Me. If you won't take the time, why would I want you to serve Me? |
|
|
|
|
I am a BBW but My preference for a male is not a heavyset man. That's right!! Some Dommes enjoy chunky males. Some males are attracted to skinny Dommes. I have My preferences and you have yours. What a dull world it would be if E/everyone were the same. |
|
|
|
|
Had another granddaughter who is the love n joy in My life. |
|
|
|
|
I have been away for so long!!! Still seeking. Where are you? |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
DEFINITELY on the Naughty List this year!!! Again, happiest of holidays to A/all. |
|
|
|
|
I had a new Granddaughter the beginning of the month. Isabella Rose. |
|
|
|
|
It is nice to have a brief chance of being online. I got through the anniversary. I am having a blast tonite. I am being verrrrrrrrrrrrrry naughty!! Guess Santa will put Me on THAT list! If I don't get the chance later, I want to wish E/everyone a very pleasant and memory making holiday season.
Miss Y/you A/all.
LadyK |
|
|
|
|
A rare chance to be online. I am still searching, which is very difficult with no internet. This Sunday marks 6 years since he died. I am having a rough time. I need to let him go totally and I don't know how.
I have missed all of you and hope I can be online again. Please write to Me so I know I have something to look forward to when I return.
Hugs,
LadyK |
|
|
|
|
Will be losing internet for awhile. Hope E/everyone has a wonderful Labor Day weekend.
Hugs n swats,
LadyK |
|
|
|
|
My internet is iffy, at best. If I do not reply, it is because I can't. |
|
|
|
|
This is a narrative written by My boi, calgon:
As Always it was great to see Lady K. She was barely unpacked in her room and she had me naked except for her chastity cage. A cage that had kept me from erection and orgasm leaving both to her decision. The Lady never took my orgasm, but gave an order to release it after she had gone.
That one aspect kept me constantly aroused and ready for anything she desired during our time together. Lady K had many varied desires.
Her bath being first. We talked as she lifted each leg out of the bubbles to be shaved by her consort calgon.
After her bath The Lady lounged as i spent considerable time giving her an intimate trim. Being so close, touching her wet lips caused my chastity to tighten and stay that way almost all day. I enjoyed being the one to shave her smooth and cut her curls to accentuate the sweetness of her sex.
i enjoyed that sweetness by her wonderful scent. At times all day i was given the chance to savor either the perfume of her sex or the wonderful scent of her cheeks as i kissed them many times.
Inhaling her all day without the ability to erect left me constantly wet and dripping the entire time.
Lady K was well aware of my situation and used my tightly held balls as her toy. My moans of distress were genuine while wiggling under the pressure and twisting that she enjoyed.
Speaking of moans. I can honestly say that never before have i reacted so deeply without abandon as i did over Lady K's lap. Her hairbrush brought a sting that truly had me as her punished boi. i could not stop the pleas and cries for mercy. i could not stop wiggling and jumping, against all dignity, trying to get away from her painful paddling.
Lady K took complete control making me perform exactly as she wanted for her pleasure. In the brief times she either took me off of her lap or positioned me differently i could see that confident pleasure in her eyes. i could see her sly smile that told me she was happy with making me cry and wiggle as her boi.
Then it was back to feeling the intense sting as she gave me more until i was pleading and promising anything for her to stop.
Lady K held me to those wailing promises to do anything, one of which was to fill my enema bag. Of course i had to do much more than fill it. My sore red cheeks were opened, my vulnerable butt was impaled, and The Lady proceeded to give me the contents of that bag until i was flooded and very visibly swollen.
My ordeal was far from over.
The nozzle was replaced with a butt plug, and held in place with a tight pair of panties before i was told to dress for her outing.
Yes Lady K indulged herself by taking her desperate calgon for a walk with his enema.
It was extremely uncomfortable and made me very apprehensive that i would be able to contain myself from the obvious result The Lady knew would happen. Many times I had to stop using every muscle, every ounce of concentration to hold back her enema. Each of those times Lady K smiled with a deep look into my eyes as she enjoyed my desperate fight to keep what she had given me.
I was beyond any dignity as we entered her room and i struggled to get out of my clothes asking for permission to do what her enema was forcing.
Lady K took control even more than with her hairbrush filling me for her pleasure.
My time with her was amazing. You might think the opposite, but she is a very understanding, caring Lady. I can never help but give her pleasure in any way she wishes.
her boi, calgon |
|
|
|
|
Been offline for a bit. A/anyone miss Me????? Glad to be back. My birthday is this Friday, the 7th. Where's My party? |
|
|
|
|
Thoroughly pleased by My boi, calgon (he takes Me away!!)...a nice red ass, a walk with his full belly, and squeezing balls with chastity device on since Tuesday. YUM. |
|
|
|
|
More highly erotic pics on GoodTongue's profile. Is it getting hot in here???? Whew!! |
|
|
|
|
Love a picture on a profile from a male switch....."I licked it. So it's mine now." Memories of an elementary school friend who licked Her soft pretzel so no one would ask Her for a piece. Ew, but funny. And, of course, that is not the sentiment this switch intended for the picture. Still, funny. |
|
|
|
|
Tell Me why Y/you read My journal entries. |
|
|
|
|
I know some pretty wonderful P/people on here. Interesting, Talented. Intelligent. Creative. Erotic. Trusting. Thank Y/you for being in My life.
Hugs,
LadyK
P.S. Always room for more!!! |
|
|
|
|
Let Freedom Ring from the City of Brotherly Love!!!! Hugs, Lady K |
|
|
|
|
Too much, too soon. But if you've been pursuing Me since 2012......why wait? Like I said, what harm will one meeting do??? No worries. you're off the hook. Sigh |
|
|
|
|
My birthday is the beginning of August. W/who wants to throw Me a party??? |
|
|
|
|
>
So many changes. ?Finding it hard to adjust. ?Such loss. ?Memories. ?And a verrrrry nice selection of lingerie and "accessories"...'gone. Things. ?Just things. ?I am sad.
Wondering if another one will be "the one". ?Fear usually gets 'em every time. ?What I don't understand is.......if this is truly who you are, and you have waited your entire life to find it, why would you chicken out at a meeting? ?If one or both of U/us aren't "feeling it", then......it could still be a helluva great memory, and W/we remain friends. ?The possibilities are endless. ?
Sigh,
Lady K |
|
|
|
|
Free at last, free at last.....got to hug him and laugh at his crazy hair and beard. I missed him so much. I won't ever give up on him, but I don't hold My breath anymore. Welcome home, son. 143 |
|
|
|
|
Visions of him hanging by his wrists, naked and wearing My stripes. his sweat pools on the concrete floor. Yanking back his head by his hair, I make him drink. "Thank You, Mistress," he whispers. Limp and submitting. I am pleased. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Thank you to all who preserve our country's freedom. Happy Memorial Day! Miss you, Daddy. |
|
|
|
|
Gonna have a new blessing at Thanksgiving this year. I am gonna be a Grandmother again!!! Due date is November 21st. A special bundle of joy!!! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
SAFE, SANE, AND CONSENSUAL. |
|
|
|
|
Used My boi the other nite. ?The one that has never seen Me, and I have been using him since the summer of 2009. ?Such fun! ?The poor boi was whimpering and begging. ?Let Me just say that Vapor Rub is NOT just for colds anymore....tee hee ?Pavlov's dog....Zapper on cock and balls - one of My favorites! ?Clothespins on nipples and cockhead...youch. ?Mmmmmmmm. ?Made him drive home naked, except for the vibrating egg I taped to cock. ?Oh, and he couldn't expel the enema until he got home. ?he has to go thru a toll booth, too! ?Such adventures! ?Love it!!
Hugs,
Lady K |
|
|
|
|
The weather was perfect for the wedding this past Saturday. It was beautiful. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
I DESPERATELY NEED SOMEONE TO DO MY HAIR ON SATURDAY!!!!! Serious only need apply. |
|
|
|
|
Weather looks beautiful for Saturday's festivities!!! High 70's and sunny. Don't tell ME that prayer doesn't work! LOL I am going to cry My eyes out when I dance with My son. I have thought about that moment ever since I found out he was a boy, the day he was born, in 1979. I don't know what song it will be, but he told Me it is by Garth Brooks. (Yay!) I am guessing it is The Dance.....or The River. I think he got his love of country music from Me. I have been going down Memory Lane and having a few good cries. I just hope and pray that he has many years of wedded bliss with his Bride. Hugs, Lady K aka the Mother of the Groom.......UPDATE: the song was "Mom" by Garth Brooks. |
|
|
|
|
And the Bride runs away, the Bride runs away, Hi Ho a dairy-o, the Bride runs away. Groan |
|
|
|
|
Pampered, massaged, calgon took Me away! Fun time on Saturday afternoon into evening. Got to see that look in a sub's eyes, that yearning to please. Good time was had by all. Looking forward to the day when being pampered and pleased is an every day thing!!!! |
|
|
|
|
My oldest son is getting married this Saturday. I've been going down Memory Lane and feeling sad. They grew so fast. This will be his Wife. Sigh. |
|
|
|
|
Please send good thoughts to the Weather God and Mother Earth....and the Powers That Be......to have a balmy, spring day on the 18th!!!!! Very special and emotional day. |
|
|
|
|
I know it takes two to make a TPE/BDSM relationship work.....well, ANY relationship requires two.......but all these 'do me' subs are overrunning. The sub is supposed to put Mistress first and foremost in his thoughts and actions. "What can I do to please You, Mistress?" "Would XX please You, Maam?" Instead I am continuously getting: "Will You wear heels?" "Will You sit on my face?" "Will You spank Me?" "Will You do me....do me...do me?" Arrrggghhhhh!!!!! Think some need to rethink their submission. I will do whatever I want, if it pleases Me, to a sub who submits to Me, within their hard limits. Yes, I need to know what floats your boat, but it is MY BOAT. Grrrrrr.....
Enjoy your day,
Lady K
PS When is My slave going to show up??? |
|
|
|
|
Not being able to sleep suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
gallone, sweetie, I can't reply to your message because your profile no longer exists. Get it figured out and then contact Me again. |
|
|
|
|
Wish you would read My entire profile!! Then you will see that I do not accept chat requests as the very first contact. Read the entire friggin' profile!!!!!!!!! And why bother writing to Me if you turn your profile off and I cannot reply? |
|
|
|
|
2:43 am and I can't sleep!!! Aaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh. Gotta be up at 6ish. I am gonna be exhausted at work today. |
|
|
|
|
And number #5.....see if you're paying attention or are willing to take the time to find out the answers.......what are the first 4 ways to please Me? On your mark, get set, GO!!!!
OKKKKKKKKK>>>>>>Lady K is tired and usually gets silly. Sooooo, before I make an a&& out of Myself, let Me bid Y/you a fond good night.
Hugs,
Lady K |
|
|
|
|
Feel like writing before I head off to Slumberland, hopefully to have a wild, terrific dream of how I envision this Life I seek. Another way to please Me? (Are you taking notes? I recommend a three ring binder that you can add pages to, plus a small homework assignment pad.) Show Me. Actions speak louder than words.....but I also love to read those words, too! Write Me the best email you can. Punctuation, grammar and spelling all count. I shoulda bin an englesh techer. LOL And that leads to yet another way to please Me. (Hmmm....is A/anyone keeping count? What number is this?) oh, yes, that's right... the actions part. I loooooooooooove lots of funny, erotic, sincere emails. I enjoy every email... yes, even the negative ones. They make Me look at Myself in a 'step back and look at Myself with different eyes' kind of way. I learn from each and every one of Y/you. That's why My ex-husband was My BEST teacher. he taught Me everything I did NOT want in this Life!!!!
Anyway, I love when you subscribe to My journal entries. Please send Me feedback, preferably positive. No mean emails, please. Thank Y/you for spending some of Y/your time with Me. I have enjoyed the company. Hugs n swats, Lady K zzzzzzzzzzz...mmmmmm |
|
|
|
|
Have had some very interesting emails with some very interesting submissives/slaves. Just tryin' to weed out the applicants. The best way to please Me? Make Me laugh. I am in this to enjoy Myself and, hopefully, find My "one", not that there won't be others even after I find "him". YUM.
Hugs n swats,
Lady K |
|
|
|
|
The profile and pictures in EverAfterboy's profile.........perfect. Made the subbie's day because he got to please Me in some small way. Now THAT'S a subbie!!!! Hugs, Lady K |
|
|
|
|
Happy Birthday to My ex. Nothing further need be said. |
|
|
|
|
Yesterday was the 21st anniversary of My best friend's death. I miss him still, every day. RIP, Dusty. Meet you at the Rainbow Bridge when My time on earth is done. |
|
|
|
|
Couldn't sleep....and now the alarm goes off in a half hour.....grrrr Time to smile and get on with My day!!! Enjoy your weekend!!!! Hugs, Lady K |
|
|
|
|
Why are there so many "do me"subs??????? |
|
|
|
|
Happy St Patrick's Day to A/all!!!! Erin Go Bragh-less. lol Hugs, Lady K |
|
|
|
|
I am so disappointed. he chickened out on meeting Me. his loss. And Mine....I REALLY need the help in organizing, cleaning and packing. I am disappointed. |
|
|
|
|
I want a love that is backed up by a consistent demonstration of appreciation. |
|
|
|
|
Was not impressed with the movie '50 Shades of Grey". The chemistry was not sizzlin'. Write Me and tell Me some good things that are going on in Y/your life. I would love to hear from A/anyone - old F/friends and new F/friends. |
|
|
|
|
Happy Valentines Day!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I have been in bed (and not for a good reason!) since Sunday. The awful stomach bug has Me. I feel lousy and have no slave to ease My affliction. Wish I did. |
|
|
|
|
I cannot reply if your account no longer exists. |
|
|
|
|
Can't seem to find subs who truly wish to serve, no matter what that entails. The sub only needs to know that it would be very pleasing to Me if I had a sub or two help Me with the packing and moving. I always get "Please, Ma'am, may I serve?" Do me subs. Only want to serve the way they wish to serve. Do me subs. UGH |
|
|
|
|
So tired of false starts.... |
|
|
|
|
MsK - 2 Lady K - 6 Check back for updates! Cast your vote, too!!! And the winner is "Lady K"!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Taking a poll: Thinking of changing My Name from MsK to Lady K. (I already have one sub that calls Me Lady K.) Comments appreciated. |
|
|
|
|
Seems like one or two potentials aren't cutting it with the correspondences or attention given to Me. I see they have been online here, and yet not one email saying, "Thinking of You". hmmm....all talk and no show....actions speak louder than words.....whatever will be, will be.....c'est la vie! The geese are still flying!!!! Whatever. Sigh. NEXT????? lol Hope A/all are having a wonderful New Year and many blessings to come in 2015.
Hugs,
Lady K aka MsK |
|
|
|
|
Another ankle broken by a subbie jumping to a conclusion. I was not being nasty. I was being silly. And then I fell asleep!! Hope your ankle heals up quickly......sigh I despise getting blocked by a misunderstanding.....grrr Oh, well, what can a Domme do? his loss...and Mine....I thought W/we were friends. Sigh. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
How is anything supposed to happen if communication is infrequent, at best? Sigh. Reminders to Self: Never make someone a priority when they only make You an option. If it seems too good to be true, chances are it is. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The happiest of holidays to O/one and A/all!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Just wanna know (and hear from) how many basically are spending the holidays alone? And lonely? Hugs, K or MsK |
|
|
|
|
Wise men still follow Him. Merry Christmas and the happiest of the holidays to O/one and A/all. |
|
|
|
|
I have a chromebook. How do I copy and paste???? |
|
|
|
|
Happy Thanksgiving!!!! Remember to count your blessings and not your bruises. Have an attitude of gratitude just for today. Gobble Gobble |
|
|
|
|
5 years ago today was one of the worst days of My life. Just trying to remember the good times. |
|
|
|
|
This week is going to be difficult. Saturday is the 5th anniversary of My love dying. I am not doing good. The depression is swallowing Me up. |
|
|
|
|
I just want ONE obedient, trustworthy, humorous,sexy, loyal cuckold to love and worship Me the way I deserve. That's all I want! Is that too much to ask?!?!??!?!?!?! |
|
|
|
|
November 15th, 2014 it will be 5 years. OMG! It's been five years. Not a day goes by that I don't miss him. |
|
|
|
|
Write something in your profile so I know whether to consider you for anything. |
|
|
|
|
Ok. OK. So I am gonna continue to dream. My Friends in Puerto Rico still give Me hope. But WHERE R u, My man???? I am tired of being impatient. Show up. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Heavy sigh. |
|
|
|
|
If you are below the age of 45, please do not contact Me expecting Me to give you a chance. That is My age limit restriction. If you want children, do not contact Me.
I am so tired of all this. Thinking of going vanilla. Dreams don't come true for Everyone. I'm tired of being strong and optimistic. I just don't ever win. |
|
|
|
|
just heard the geese still flying!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Lonely sux no matter W/who Y/you are.
|
|
|
|
|
WaitingMistress69 at yahoo dot com - email Me. |
|
|
|
|
For those wondering: I am still seeking "the one". My Aussie said that he can be part of My life, but he can't be My whole world (or something like that). he is only back in the USA until December. |
|
|
|
|
I was quite pleased with My Aussie this past Sunday. Good boi sucked his second cock for Me. And he sucked it sooooooooooooo gooooood, too!!! After relaxing a bit, it was time to see how open he had gotten his sluthole. Since he didn't have any toys with him, I had him visit the local grocery store's produce section this past week. Didn't even have to tell him to do it - he sent videos of his assignment to get his sluthole ready for Me. I don't know which I enjoy more - his videos of his "getting ready" assignment or his recollections of the events that happened!! I just know that he pleases Me greatly. YUM. |
|
|
|
|
If Y/you write to Me and do not have a profile that I may view, do not expect to hear back from Me. Also, if there is no information in your profile, I won't write Y/you back. |
|
|
|
|
you only miss 100% of the shots you don't take. |
|
|
|
|
Pain sucks when it is YOU WHO GIVE THE PAIN...and You're The One IN PAIN. |
|
|
|
|
I still want a friggin' cigarette!!! Goodnite, sweet subbie. Counting the days...... |
|
|
|
|
Have enjoyed reading profiles and journals!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Good nite, My F/friends. May your dreams be sweet. Hugs, MsK |
|
|
|
|
I want a friggin' cigarette!!! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Today is My birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
My yummmmmmmmy Aussie subbie left Me at 6:30 this morning. It was an awesome night! I didn't know it at the time, but he obediently sucked his FIRST cock for Me!!! I just loooove that!!!! Such a good boi!!!! I am quite pleased.
Not everything went as planned, however. My fault. I forgot that he hasn't been used in awhile and things were a bit tight. I should have given him an additional assignment so he would be prepared for My cock. My bad. (The assignment I DID give him presented Me with full, hanging balls. YUM.) But the good boi did push beyond the pain, not only anally, but those omg! yummmmy nipples!!!!! I just looooove the look in his eyes, searching for My approval, taking the pain for Me, silently pleading, "Mistress, am I pleasing You?". Yes, My sweet boi, you have pleased Me greatly!!!!
Until next time, My brave Aussie,
Hugs n swats,
MsK |
|
|
|
|
Dom4OralSub1234's profile made Me wish I were submissive. Awesome, detailed, concise profile. The sub who he chooses, and who decides to serve him, will be a lucky sub indeed. I just have a gut feeling about this Dom. I would love to chat with him, and hear the story as it enfolds. Sounds like the makings of one helluva book!!! |
|
|
|
|
My sweet boi is making sure his balls are full and he is ready to do as he is told. I can't wait to see the look in his eyes, searching for My approval and My pleasure. I can't wait to use him hard. I can't wait!!! |
|
|
|
|
Aussie Friday night!!!! wooo hoooo Wonder what delights in debauchery I can think of!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Still searching for "the one"..... |
|
|
|
|
Next surgery scheduled for August 28th. I want to have some fun NOW!!! |
|
|
|
|
Back in touch with My Aussie!!! And he is in the US, just about 4 hours from Me. Rereading his recollections of O/our time together last year. I can't wait to see him and use him hard again. |
|
|
|
|
Would love to hear from friends. Did A/anyone miss Me? |
|
|
|
|
I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
?
Hope E/everyone has a terrific Thanksgiving. ?Remember to be grateful, thankful for what Y/you have and also for what Y/you do NOT have. ?An attitude of GRATITUDE. ?
?
Don't know when I will be back here so I will also wish Y/you a very happy holiday season. ?Don't forget to tell Y/your loved ones exactly what they mean to Y/you. ?I wish Y/you all the best that life has to offer. ?Hugs, MsK |
|
|
|
|
So much happening. Some have missed out on the honor of serving Me. Some have done it honestly and have earned My respect. Some have done exactly what they said they would never do. Their loss. Miss A/all of Y/you. Be well, collarme. MsK |
|
|
|
|
Hope E/everyone is enjoying the weekend. I just read My Aussie's recollections of O/our time together. YUM. Hugs to A/all.....MsK |
|
|
|
|
My Aussie is on his way home. No more texts for now. I thoroughly enjoyed every minute, every inch of him. Nine months will be so long. I want to again see those truly submissive eyes, searching for My approval and pleasure; finding them, he smiled. The time spent with him, as with all good things, flew by so fast. I pray for his safety and his well being. I am sad, but only because I experienced such joy in the first place, and he had to leave. Sometimes Life gets in the way. My faith in My dream was restored. Thank you, My Aussie boy. I am so pleased. Hugs n hard plastic cheese, yum. MsK |
|
|
|
|
Been trying 2 leave a journal entry. havent taken yet. orions belt. no dessert? hugs n hard plastic cheese til then. yum. sigh |
|
|
|
|
Hot tub is at Friends' house. I housesit at times. Leaving now to head home where I have no internet. If you wish to contact Me, write Me here and then ALSO at email address noted in a previous journal entry. Hugs, MsK |
|
|
|
|
Hot tub is waiting. No one to have fun with....yet. Need a massage, too. MsK |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
I'm a sucker for an accent. Stone the crows!!!!! YUM. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
18 YEARS SOBER TODAY!!!!! WOOO HOOOO!!!!! THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELPED ME IN THOSE MANY YEARS. THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD...HUGS TO ALL!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Well, at least I heard that he's ok. Whew! Very glad to receive that message! just hope it's true. peace, brother. If you ever need anything, don't hesitate. MsK |
|
|
|
|
Happy Birthday, ray. Im sorry things turned out this way. I wish you all the best that life has to offer. Be good to you. Take a chance and let Someone in. MsK |
|
|
|
|
Feel icky - sweating and lotion and peeling....ick. |
|
|
|
|
I have been in pain for almost a week now. Got blistered blissfully last weekend. Fell asleep on a float in the pool. Was so lulling at the time. Now I have pain AND itching! I'm the One to GIVE the pain. Grrrrr...... My DNA is all over the place. I am so a-peel-ing! I have face dandruff! Back dandruff, all over dandruff!! Grrrrrrr....this, too, shall pass. Need to be lathered all over. Sigh |
|
|
|
|
Back here for just this afternoon. Please understand that I will try to reply back, if Y/you write to Me, when I am able to do so. I miss the kindness of Y/you all here. My occasional sub, Thomas, got another lesson and opportunity in cock sucking at last nite's party. Needs to not use teeth... until he KNOWS the proper way to use teeth....tee hee he has pleased Me beyond belief! Took many years, but he finally gave in. Woo Hoo I've been getting to know a few subs/slaves. Perhaps one of them is "the one". Will keep you posted as I can.
Hugs n SWATS, MsK |
|
|
|
|
Sigh. Another weekend of internet use and now I must go home shortly. I have missed being on here. I hope A/all are well. Enjoy what you have. Life is too short to wear a long face. Be happy! Hugs, MsK |
|
|
|
|
Do NOT NOT NOT chat request Me as your first line of introduction!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr... |
|
|
|
|
Happy Belated Fathers Day!! |
|
|
|
|
Feel like a bad luck charm! Three times trying to meet and three times something terrible has happened. And yes, I do not doubt these three things are true. I KNOW it is the truth. Hugs, ray. |
|
|
|
|
Happy Memorial Day weekend to A/all!!! |
|
|
|
|
I am sick now. Gr. Hitting the hot tub to soak. mmmmmmm.... Will be leaving friends' later today or tonite. So, offline again! sigh |
|
|
|
|
I will be online for the weekend. Very disappointed that he cancelled. Hope Granny gets better soon. Such a good boi! Seeking subs to do chores. Any takers? |
|
|
|
|
So blessed with good friends. |
|
|
|
|
The 27th has been postponed. Sigh Gives Me time to gather subs for the "event". |
|
|
|
|
Looking for bi or gay males to help Me rape a submissive (his fantasy). Write Me at WaitingMistress69 at yahoo (email). It will happen on April 27th in Bensalem, PA. Only real males!!! |
|
|
|
|
Missing My computer. A/anyone miss Me? |
|
|
|
|
Happy St. Patrick's Day! Erin Go Bragh-less...lol |
|
|
|
|
Making Me laugh = Brownie points!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Last night was another fun filled night. 3 bi males and Moi.....YUM!!! Just wish I had My slave already.....the search continues. I will say "talk to Y/you later" for now. Won't be online until......the next time I am able to be online. Stay safe. Be well. Write Me so I can read them when I do return............til then, MsK |
|
|
|
|
The time for Me to be online is rapidly approaching its end. |
|
|
|
|
How many chances do you want???????????????????????? |
|
|
|
|
who wants to do My laundry??????? |
|
|
|
|
Back for another fun weekend.....who wants to suck cock for Me????? |
|
|
|
|
Dodged a bullet. I'm not a homewrecker and he IS a loser. I just wish I could warn other Dommes about him. he will do this to another Domme. he is a loser and a user. Why do I continue to seek male slaves? Soooo frustrating! Soooo many players. Arrrrrggghhhhhhh! |
|
|
|
|
What a HOT night! Finally got one of My occasional subs to suck cock for Me!!! And the cock he sucked....it was his first cocksucking, too!! Ahhhh, I just love when it all comes together! Now, I just need a sub/slave to do My laundry before I have to leave My friends' house. I am gonna be one hurtin' Lady.....oh, thats right.....HOT TUB!!!!! I didn't even mention the beautiful red I made his nice, round ass...and the butt plug up his hole....and the delightful way he moaned when I tortured his nipples....YUM |
|
|
|
|
Wish I had a slave/sub to shave My legs for tonite's fun...... |
|
|
|
|
In case I don't remember, or can't be online, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to A/all. Consider Y/yourself superbly HUGGED!!! |
|
|
|
|
Write and say "hi". Tell Me what you are doing. Are you in the storm? I love hearing from new F/friends. |
|
|
|
|
I am online for the weekend!!! Mmmmm....watching the snow fall, sitting in the hot tub. |
|
|
|
|
I need My apartment thoroughly cleaned, and repaired...sigh |
|
|
|
|
Not online too often. Hope to be back at some point. MsK |
|
|
|
|
HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ONE AND ALL!!!!!! HO HO HUGS..........................MSK |
|
|
|
|
I still do not have internet access at home. I can use friends' computer sporadically. I hope to be online again at some point. Miss Y/you A/all!!! Happy Holidays!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Well, will be time for Me to go home soon.....please send Me good thoughts this week - it is the 3rd anniversary of My l'il boogie dying......I still miss him a lot. Been doing some good grief work lately. I hope to be back online at home within the next month. Write Me while I am gone. If I don't return before.....have a very Happy Thanksgiving!!! Hugssssssssssssssss......MsK |
|
|
|
|
Still seeking My cuckold.....no internet access has really killed My search! But.....if it is meant to be, it will happen no matter what obstacles. |
|
|
|
|
Have access to the internet for today and tomorrow. I miss Y/you A/all!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Internet shut off, but I SHALL return.....just don't know when.....write Me, in the meantime, so I know you have been thinking of Me while I am gone.....MsK |
|
|
|
|
For those of you lucky enough to have met Me.....or have chatted or emailed with Me... just for kicks......tell Me what is so intriguing about Me that they usually all come back for a second chance? LOL |
|
|
|
|
Finally went to the doctor's today. Asthmatic bronchitis.....or was it bronchial asthma? Hoping to feel better with the inhaler. |
|
|
|
|
Had to say "goodbye" to a friend today....poor boi was all flustered and confused. I wish him all the happiness in the world! She is a lucky Lady!! |
|
|
|
|
I refuse to regret taking another chance at finding My dream. I learned a lot about Myself. The search continues.................... |
|
|
|
|
Second day back to work - ugh. I am exhausted!!! Had some good TLC this past weekend - not to mention.......tee hee |
|
|
|
|
Still sick and no one to take care of Me. sigh |
|
|
|
|
I am soooooooooo sick. I guess it is good that My alternate vacation plans got cancelled. |
|
|
|
|
Home again today, sick. ugh |
|
|
|
|
Stayed home sick from work today. I hope I am better to fly this week. I don't want My first airplane ride to be painful. I GIVE pain, NOT receive.
Isn't it maddening when I don't give you the attention you so crave?? Some will think that question is for them...... It is directed at one sub in particular. Such a shame that he has run out of chances with Me. |
|
|
|
|
Not going to Bike Week. Bummed that I'm not, but have made alternate plans. Will be going to the Thousand Islands section of New York. Will be relaxing! Anyone know the area? Input?? |
|
|
|
|
A/anyone going to Ocean City, MD Bike Week????? I'm looking for an empty BITCH (Beautiful Individual That Causes Hardons AND Beautiful Individual That Controls him) seat!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
91A 9mm Beretta today.......99% of My shots were on the target!!! Addiction!!!! The sub who took Me will benefit when time permits.....thank you, steven!!!! FUN!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Went to a GREAT Pool Party last night! Also, faced a fear there. Met someone there that I really did NOT want to see again, but I got through it. I AM WOMAN, HEAR ME ROAR!!!! |
|
|
|
|
For someone who doesn't want any bs, you are certainly FULL of it! |
|
|
|
|
Shooting a 9 MM Glock 19 at the gun range was exhilirating!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN, MY L'IL BOOJIE!!!! THE GEESE ARE FLYING....143 |
|
|
|
|
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Family Picnic tomorrow....hope the weather holds up. |
|
|
|
|
Fun pool party last night, but hurtin' today......need a massage! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Very proud of My son.....he helped save a man and his family who got in a car accident; put his own life in jeopardy but everything worked out. So proud of him! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
PUT SOMETHING IN YOUR PROFILE!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
To A/all the F/fathers......HAPPY (early) F/fATHER'S DAY!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Supposed to be on MY way to a club in Baltimore, but I got screwed.....and NOT in a good way! sigh |
|
|
|
|
HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY! THANK YOU TO ALL SERVICEMEN AND WOMEN...I AM GRATEFUL FOR MY FREEDOM BECAUSE OF YOU. |
|
|
|
|
FINALLY got My motorcycle ride this afternoon!!! WOOO HOOOO Now, I need someone....oops.....something to do tonite.......LOL |
|
|
|
|
servant4couple is an fake! Not even a male!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Aren't there ANY unmarried, REAL submissives/slaves that live near ME?????? |
|
|
|
|
Back from Dover.....wooooooo hoooooooo.....tired and sore - need a massage!!! |
|
|
|
|
Off to Dover for fun, fun, fun!!!! Have a great weekend! I intend on doing so!! |
|
|
|
|
WaitingMistress69 at yahoo - email. |
|
|
|
|
If you are going to write to Me, and there is a very evident typo/misspelling, I am immediately put off! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Joined with a wonderful Master tonite in training a female slut. YUM! |
|
|
|
|
Still searching.......waiting patiently.....sometimes........sometimes not so patiently...sigh |
|
|
|
|
Fortunes in My cookies: There is no security in life, only opportunity. Your life gains the stability you desire. Your ideals are well within your reach. Hmmmmm..... |
|
|
|
|
Just another one closer to "the one"..........sigh So tired of bullsh---!!!! WHEN WILL I LEARN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..................... |
|
|
|
|
Contact Me at the address provided in the previous journal entry. |
|
|
|
|
I can be reached via email at WaitingMistress69 at yahoo dot com. |
|
|
|
|
A profile on CM (allworshipMsKat) was made FOR Me by a previous sub, slave e, or cheferic (his name on here). I have not had any contact with him in some time. I had no input in that profile or any of his rantings. I do not know what he has done "in My Name" or "for Me". If he has contacted A/anyone, please let Me know. Thank Y/YOU!
MsK |
|
|
|
|
Any subbie need to do some domestic chores for a Mistress tomorrow (Monday)???? Contact Me at WaitingMistress69 at yahoo dot com and put your profile name and "CHORES" in the subject line. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Had knee surgery yesterday and I am hurting today. Please cheer Me up by sending emails to WaitingMistress69 at yahoo dot com. I can't be on CM much. The fun continues... |
|
|
|
|
I can only be on CM sporadically. WaitingMistress69 at yahoo is email address. Make sure you put your profile name and "CM" in the subject line. |
|
|
|
|
My ex-husband wants Me to Dominate him.........................................ew
(My a-hole ex wants what he wants........and it isn't what I would do to him........he wants to be a client........ha ha......a-hole thinks I am a pro-Domme....and, frankly, the thought of seeing him naked makes Me want to barf......not to mention he doesn't have enough money to convince Me to even WANT to do it....ew) |
|
|
|
|
I need a nice pair of black leather thigh high boots. |
|
|
|
|
Where is he? When will he come? I am getting impatient. Life is so short. Time is going by so fast. I want him to show up NOW. And be real. |
|
|
|
|
Don't submissives know how to read???? I am NOT NOT NOT NOT looking for a sissy!!!! (For the record: I have nothing against sissies. I just am not seeking one!) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Bells Palsy................again. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
One week since I had cortisone shots in BOTH knees and they haven't felt so pain-free in soooooooooo long!! I am grateful. |
|
|
|
|
RIP, Rosco Pupppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy................................I am so sad. |
|
|
|
|
TGIFFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I AM ADDICTING. And, even when you have foolishly decided, for whatever reason, to stop interacting with Me, thoughts of Me still haunt you; you cannot help but think about Me.
I AM ADDICTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Yesterday was a very emotional, a very long day. RIP, Babci. Enjoy polka-ing and playing cards with BeeBop, and give My Dad and rich and Katy and Jack a big hug from Me. |
|
|
|
|
I think little, skinny bois tell lies........ |
|
|
|
|
RIP, BABCI......104 years old. (My Grandmother died.) |
|
|
|
|
I AM A WOMAN. ROMANCE ME. SWEEP ME OFF MY DOMINANT FEET. |
|
|
|
|
Why are the ones that I WANT to persist....turn out to be the ones who don't??? |
|
|
|
|
Happy Birthday, kevin. I love and miss you. Hugssssssssssss.....143 |
|
|
|
|
W/we're havin' a heat wave, a tropical heat wave.............skinny dippin' A/anyone??? |
|
|
|
|
|
When I asked a friend on here if My journal entries were negative and depressing,
he replied:
i see them as real...sometimes too real...sometimes painful
your heart and soul are open to all
some dont like that
some want to live in a fantasy world
some lack compassion for the human condition
have they walked in your shoes?
Thank you, My friend.
|
|
|
|
|
|
Happiness keeps you Sweet.
Trials keep you Strong.
Sorrows keep you Human.
Failures keep you Humble.
Success keeps you Glowing.
But only God keeps you GOING!!
It is such a shame that someone would NOT want to know a Woman Who is SWEET, STRONG, HUMAN, GLOWING and is like the Energizer Bunny - She keeps GOING and GOING and GOING. I may be negative in some of My journal entries, but they usually end on a positive note.
If I had not loved, I would not grieve.
♥ "Grief is not a disorder, a disease or a sign of weakness. It is an emotional, physical and spiritual necessity, the price you pay for love.The only cure for grief is to GRIEVE." --Earl Grollman
I share the good, the bad and the ugly in My journal entries. My friends and those who wish to know Me, will know every side of Me. I WILL be accepted for Who I am. If someone cannot handle that, then I feel sorry for them. No ONE is positive or happy every moment. Those people are afraid to share their everything.
JUST SAYING.
|
|
|
|
|
Are the animals lining up 2 X 2??? |
|
|
|
|
Well, found out the "Dubai" guy has a live-n girlfriend. I have NO respect whatsoever for any male who stays with a Woman until he finds Who/what he is really looking for....his loss. Wish I could warn Her. |
|
|
|
|
One of My best Friends.......gone 12 years today.....but NEVER FORGOTTEN.....Keep Your Pecker Up, Goat....LYLALAWB........see you again someday........miss & love You. |
|
|
|
|
YUMMY.........a wonderful Saturday morning with a naked submissive doing My dishes, getting his cute butt reddened.....then turned into early afternoon fun.......cbt and his pain tolerance - yum!!! I DO love when a sub says that he read something somewhere and wondered about it......of course hesitating to tell Me what it is because he is unsure about whether he wishes to experience it. And Me, having loved doing it to another sub, and KNOWING what this one is in for....absolutely LOVES the look of indecision as to whether he is liking it, then anxiety, with him thinking, "omg, what have I done?!?!?! When will this searing heat end???", then the final "whoa, I won't soon forget this!!!" I wish I was still with him to see him still squirming! Nothing like inflicting pain on another to make you forget your pain. Nap time for Mistress!!!! I WILL have sweet dreams..... (I heard from him shortly after I dismissed him: "i have HOT tamales!!!" Made Me laugh!!!) |
|
|
|
|
I will NEVER be defeated as long as I wake up on the right side of the dirt!!! I may have some down times, but most would have given up if given the things that have been put on My plate. I AM WOMAN. HEAR ME ROAR. |
|
|
|
|
I need a ride to and from work tomorrow, and until either My car is fixed or I get another one (God only knows when that will be! In other words, indefinitely). What a (mostly) terrible day I had today! I have no luck with cars. Perhaps I WILL go to Dubai after all... |
|
|
|
|
I need chores done. any sub available tonite? |
|
|
|
|
I must admit that sometimes a sub/slave/cuckold will contact Me and it is I Who have forgotten that W/we corresponded previously. Usually it contacts Me under a different profile name, but things start to sound familiar and I eventually figure it out. And then I have to investigate as to WHY the correspondences ended. I should be Sherlocka Holmes for Halloween.....Sherlocketta??? |
|
|
|
|
It still makes Me laugh when a submissive that I had chatted with before, and who decided to stop corresponding without so much as a word of explanation, contacts Me, doesn't remember Who I Am, and gives the same ol' schpiel that he tried the first time. It cracks Me up - they always return.....too bad I am tired of giving unworthy subs a third chance. How do subs/slaves/cuckolds expect to get their Dream Come True if they keep missing the gold ring???? so sad......really.....so, so sad.........but I persist.....the search continues. |
|
|
|
|
This was an emotional New Year's. My lil boojie and I had made plans to be together to see 2012 come in. I had forgotten that until yesterday morning. Then, I was just lying on the sofa and the thought came to Me, "The last time I was watching (listening) to a Steelers game, I heard a thud." I opened My eyes and almost expected to see him on the floor. I am so tired of crying! It still hits Me out of the blue, like an unexpected slap in the face!!!! (The Steelers lost that day, but they just won today!!! Perhaps had some "unearthly" help???) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
7 minutes left of 2011......Happy New Years to A/all......mwah |
|
|
|
|
Awake and in pain at 4 am. This blows.... |
|
|
|
|
I can't believe I have to turn down an all expense paid trip to Dubai. I am so sad and upset. It sucks having to be a responsible adult. |
|
|
|
|
I have chores to be done today and My son is not home. Any takers? I need a sub I can trust to go to the laundromat, do the little bit of laundry I have and bring it back to Me, washed, dried, folded or put on hangers. I also have dishes to be done. Trash to be taken out. I need some things at the store, too. 4:30pm |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Fa ra ra ra ra ra ra ra ra...................A Christmas Story |
|
|
|
|
I won't be living by Myself after tomorrow. My son returns. |
|
|
|
|
Why do I always believe what someone tells Me??? |
|
|
|
|
Polyamory........any comments? |
|
|
|
|
Dishes are done. Thank you, subbie. |
|
|
|
|
I understand you being nervous. I wouldn't want it any other way! But to let that nervousness stop you from experiencing the most amazing encounter that you will have EVER........that shows cowardice.......and, if you are a coward, then I am glad you didn't waste My time. Enjoy the regret. Happy Holidays! |
|
|
|
|
Don't subbies know how to approach and introduce themselves to a Domme properly? "Castrate me" "did you get the pictures" and other equally obnoxious things.....
And then there's the subs who pledge loyalty to you and profess they want to be yours, and then they just disappear again. How many times shall I give them another chance? |
|
|
|
|
First (half) day back at work. Interesting. My leg hurts. sigh |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
I just got home and dishes are still waiting to be washed thoroughly. I was away all weekend. It was nice to be so well cared for......mmmmmm |
|
|
|
|
Dishes are still waiting.....I am highly disappointed. If barefoot is reading this, and you know who you are......if you have time this weekend, whether I am home or not, feel free to surprise Me and stop in to do dishes and scrub My bathroom, empty My vacuum and vacuum what you can. I need some boi to help Me organize the clothes in My bedroom, and take some furniture out of My apartment. |
|
|
|
|
Several have showed interest, but no one has committed to NSA housework today. |
|
|
|
|
TOMORROW, FRIDAY, DECEMBER 2ND, 2011 ANY SUB WISHING TO DO SOME NSA HOUSEWORK FROM 9AM TO 3-3:30PM. LET ME KNOW!!! |
|
|
|
|
Have had a few offers, but no one has committed to do NSA housework for this Domme. sigh |
|
|
|
|
Any lucky boi available on Friday to do some NSA housework????? Went to the doctor tonite. Got a SynVisc shot in the left knee. Legs/feet/ankles still swelling. I start back to work on Monday. The first 2 weeks will be half days, then back to the usual grind. Soooo.......who is signing up for doing chores for Me????? |
|
|
|
|
I need some lucky bois to do some No Strings housework for Me tomorrow afternoon and/or Wednesday morning. If interested, email Me here. |
|
|
|
|
Almost midnight and I just got home from being at My son's and his girlfriend's since Thursday afternoon. I am tired! It is a good tired though. Hope A/all had a wonderfully happy Thanksgiving and are being safe. The cops are out in full force everywhere!!! Mwah, MsK |
|
|
|
|
HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL!!!! GOBBLE GOBBLE.....YUMMMMMMMMMMMM |
|
|
|
|
***No matter how good or bad you think life is, wake up each day and be THANKFUL FOR LIFE . Someone somewhere else is fighting to survive.*** Count your blessings, not your bruises.
|
|
|
|
|
Might just break an ankle, jumping to conclusions. |
|
|
|
|
My Alive Anniversary..................................................thanks, Ken. |
|
|
|
|
Just got home....long day |
|
|
|
|
Headed to the cemetery....... |
|
|
|
|
2 years ago........sometimes it feels like it just happened......other times it feels like a lifetime ago.....I still miss you so much every day.......RIP, My lil boogie........I try to remember the good times......but the tears still come.....the emptiness is still there...the loneliness......the ache of missing you....humping cashews, baby.....the geese are still flying...it is as it is...give Me a sign that you are still with Me.......heavy sigh...143 |
|
|
|
|
Watching Sturgis: COPS on the Travel channel......droolin' at all the bikes!!!!
And laughing at all the "add alcohol=instant a$$hole$"...lol |
|
|
|
|
Thank you, john, for your service today. |
|
|
|
|
There IS a difference between being honest AND being cruel. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
WOW. Andy Rooney died. RIP |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM......the smell of a fireplace burning.......at least, I HOPE it is a fireplace burning!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Off to the doctor's appointment for suture removal and whatever other fun stuff is in store for Me!!!
UPDATE: Stitches out, have to do PT twice a day for 4 weeks. |
|
|
|
|
Fun way to spend Halloween - going to use My sub at Ikea - the sub who has never seen Me......such fun!!! (will collapse and sleep good when I get home tonite!!!)
UPDATE: Ikea was closing so I just used him in his truck in the parking lot. And, yes, he IS a very lucky sub. |
|
|
|
|
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Just NOW returned from staying at My son's. I enjoy his company, his Girlfriend's and Her kids, too. Their dog is wacko and made Me laugh several times - just what I needed!!! Did A/anyone miss Me???? |
|
|
|
|
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!!! |
|
|
|
|
I AM WOMAN, HEAR ME ROAR. (and whine..................and complain......happy now?) (ha ha ha LMAO ROFLMAO tee hee hardeee-har-har.......chortle giggle guffaw) |
|
|
|
|
Thank you to wonderful friends, B&J, who took care of Me last night and today. The TLC was very much appreciated. Love you two! |
|
|
|
|
1:15pm Home from surgery. Hope I can sleep a few hours. Thanks for all the well wishes! |
|
|
|
|
Done showering at 4:30am. Surgery at 7:30am. I hate doing this by Myself. Keep good thoughts and energy, and lots of prayers, sent My way today, please. |
|
|
|
|
Just because it says I am online does NOT mean I am at My computer or at CollarMe.com. Also, I prefer to receive an email before chatting. |
|
|
|
|
Another one down......at least he had the respect to tell Me - thank you, joseph. I have another friend from the experience. |
|
|
|
|
Its not whining its venting. Pain and stress inhibit recovery. #$%@ anyone who doesn't understand or feels the need to push someone down to try and lift themselves up and feel better about their pathetic asses. (<<<<<<<<<<THANK YOU, JIM.....XOXOX) |
|
|
|
|
Today, I am grateful for jackass submissives who creatively tell Me that I am a whining, complaining Winner. I am also grateful for a wonderful newbie who is probly scared to death, but still continues on this path. I am also grateful that I found My other pair of glasses, that I have the beautiful gift of sight, and that I woke up on the right side of the dirt this morning. There! Now that is NOT complaining!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I want that trophy case full of gold medals for Olympic Complaining!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I left work early - half day. I hurt so much. I don't know whether I tore another muscle in the knee that was already operated on - it feels.....different.....pain, but different pain. And, of course, the other knee, scheduled to be repaired on Oct 20th - hurts like hell. I want to have an out-of-body experience until this pain is gone.....sigh |
|
|
|
|
My beautiful legs look like tree trunks. I am so upset. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Supposed to babysit grandkids.......not happening now. Going to put My feet up and hope the swelling goes down. Naptime! |
|
|
|
|
And, once again, the kid didnt go away for the weekend! Grrrrrrrrrrrr...... |
|
|
|
|
It just keeps getting to be more and more fun!!! The OTHER knee has a tear in it. Surgery is scheduled for October 20th. Just shoot Me NOW!!! |
|
|
|
|
Is the concept of a LTR/TPE/Marriage of a Dominant Mistress to a cuckolded slave so farfetched??? Dominance, submissiveness, romance, love, obedience, loyalty....I want it all!!! Is this too much to ask ???? I seem to get all the requests for consideration for the kink and sex and submission, but rarely are romance and love offered. The "one" has not shown up yet. The wait is unbearable at times. |
|
|
|
|
The pain has been increasing in the other knee/leg. I have an appointment with the ortho doc tomorrow morning to discuss the results of the MRI of the other knee. Tired of taking painkillers that only dilute the pain a little. Not sleeping. Exhausted all the time. In pain all the time. And I wont even go into the antics on here...... |
|
|
|
|
I could not accept the offers for domestic chore bois for this weekend. My son ruined My agenda once again. Let's work on next weekend! |
|
|
|
|
This not sleeping right at night and having to wake up for work on time.......sucks!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Oh, how I wish My one, true cuckold were here to hold Me and massage Me as I drift into slumberland....... |
|
|
|
|
Those who offer housework with no strings, or are adept at domestic chores - My apartment is a disaster area and I need someone who can clean and organize to help next weekend. Consider yourself forewarned: My apartment IS a disaster area. Any subbie up for a challenge???? I WILL need to talk to you over the phone AND meet you BEFORE I allow you into My home. (My barefoot john, I miss you so!) |
|
|
|
|
I need help. My beautiful legs, ankles and feet are sooooooo swollen. It hurts to take a step. I cant sleep right. I hurt ALL the time. If A/anybody has a "CONNECTION" with GUS (the Guy Up Stairs), please ask Him to make it stop. It is said that "God only gives You what You can handle", but I think He has ME confused with someone else. Tired of crying. This isnt the JOY of living. I deserve better. I deserve the best. My "one" will help Me. Take care of Me in My times of pain and need. Be with Me during the surgeries that will surely be, sometime in the future. I cant wait to go dancing again! Whether in a club, or the horizontal mambo.....I want My freedom of movement back. Prayers please. |
|
|
|
|
For the user who blocked Me........ANOTHER one......yes, I KNOW rejection hurts. I can even understand why he said what he said - he happens to be wrong, but I dont need to convince him. But if things just dont click, they just dont click. I wish him (AND you) the best of luck and much happiness. |
|
|
|
|
Trying to remember......if something seems tooooo goooood to be true, chances are it is!! |
|
|
|
|
Another submissive who cant handle rejection......has blocked My email. Poor boi! I really MUST honor "that voice" that tells Me that something is just not right. My fault - I let the emails go on for too long. Again, not the "one".........................someday. |
|
|
|
|
Every morning, it is a conscious decision to put one foot in front of the other, knowing that pain will follow. I GIVE pain. I am NOT supposed to RECEIVE it. I hurt. I hurt. I hurt. Time to put one foot in front of the other, and repeat.......heavy sigh......OUCH |
|
|
|
|
Another work week started....guess I should be grateful I have a job......but I would much rather stay home and be a Lady of Leisure and LUST. Cuckolds, where ARE you?????????? MY cuckold, where are you??? |
|
|
|
|
RIP, Dad........4 years now. Love you, Petunia |
|
|
|
|
Working this afternoon and tonite....... |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Fluid drained from right knee, SynVisc injected - will find out if that works, starting in 2 weeks or so, and peaking in 2 months. Cortisone shot in left knee - will find out within a week if that works. Doc wants to get Me back up n dancin'!!!!!! From his lips to God's ears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Thank you, slave jay, for the groceries. |
|
|
|
|
I seem to be getting My fair share of "form" emails from subs. "You are so beautiful." How do you know???? I don't have a face picture on My profile, morons!!! Sheesh! Get a clue! |
|
|
|
|
I already regret My decision in court today. (Just got some interesting advice......Don't regret any decisions until You know the final outcome. hmmmm.......) |
|
|
|
|
The place in AC was beautiful, but the people were a bit snooty and mostly Ken n Barbie types. I am a bit curvy and My date has some meat on his bones, too, so..... W/we still had fun together!
Met a new submissive/potential cuckold yesterday. I enjoyed Myself. The pictures are yummy!! I just have to figure out how to get rid of the junk in the picture....messy apartment! One of the reasons I am seeking a slave to do domestic chores! The sub from yesterday will be organizing and cleaning. YUMMMMMMM |
|
|
|
|
Saints & Sinners in Atlantic City, NJ tonite!!!!!! Woooo Hoooooo |
|
|
|
|
Perhaps I should reinvent Myself and become a Dragon Lady?????? |
|
|
|
|
I am a firm believer in grieving. But I am sooooo tired of crying! Oh well, another one closer to "THE one".......along the broken road. I wish you happiness in your choice. |
|
|
|
|
Sad. Disappointed. Upset. Another false start. |
|
|
|
|
It's a good tired........ |
|
|
|
|
Silly e-cards are so hard to resist sending!!!!!! Wonder if tomorrow is the beginning of something special. Two P/people are hoping so.....sigh (Well, I THOUGHT two P/people were hoping so...... I guess not....sigh) |
|
|
|
|
Happy Birthday, handsome!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Is it Monday yet??? (If I go to sleep NOW, will Monday come faster????) |
|
|
|
|
Home, safe and sound (well, THAT is up for debate! LOL), and partly dry (and parts of Me are wet.....mmmmmm.....I am sooooo naughty! tee hee). OK, Irene, bring it on!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I LOVE BEING ABLE TO WALK AROUND MY APARTMENT NAKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
All set for Irene.......except I have to drive to and from Fort Washington tomorrow. I hope the Hurricane waits until I return home. |
|
|
|
|
My son took some pills, vomited them up in My presence, but I still had to call the ambulance. Now I have to go 302 him at the crisis center. I cant keep doing this. |
|
|
|
|
Home today. I hate being in pain. Got cortisone shot at ortho doc appointment last night and the injection material is being ordered. Three weeks til I get that shot. I want a new body - the one I have hurts. Can I have some cheese with this whine please? lol sigh |
|
|
|
|
It just hit Me tonite.....I won't be able to go to Bike Week. I am upset and sad. |
|
|
|
|
I am frustrated, sad, hurting, and not feeling very optimistic about My dreams coming true. Physical pain is very powerful. As a Domme, I know this.....but when receiving pain isnt your thing.... this sucks.....I hurt and the "one" is not here yet. No one to take care of Me, like I deserve. sigh |
|
|
|
|
Today was..............................CALGON, TAKE ME AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HURT SO MUCH.........TOOK A HEAD DIVE OFF A PORCH STEP AND I FEEL LIKE I GOT HIT BY A MACK TRUCK. MY ARM LOOKS LIKE SHREDDED GROUND BEEF. PAIN. YOUCH. MY FOOT IS THROBBING AND MY KNEE (THE BAD ONE, THE ONE I GOT SURGERY ON) IS ACHING!!!!!!! MY BACK......OMG, I AM ONE BIG BOO-BOO
|
|
|
|
|
I hate, hate, HATE diabetes and powerlessness. (My son has diabetes.) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
If you want Me to consider you.....................give Me attention! Email Me. Send Me e-cards. Tell Me more about you. Tell Me how you envision your "in a perfect world" relationship. Communication. Correspondences. Time and attention. Show Me you are thinking about Me. Show Me you want to know Me. Show Me you want to be Mine. Show Me you NEED to be MINE. Time and attention. Actions speak louder than words, and a lack of actions SCREAMS volumes. Time and attention. I will not give you EITHER if you do not lavish Me with BOTH. Prove to Me you want this. Show Me. |
|
|
|
|
GREAT day for snuggling under the covers and getting pampered....mmmmm,,,,,,,,, |
|
|
|
|
Happy Birthday, My little boojie. I saw geese yesterday and yes, they ARE still flying. I miss you still. 143 |
|
|
|
|
FINALLY - after 6 years of working there, I get a birthday cake......but have to share it with another Gal that works there, Whose birthday is right before Mine. |
|
|
|
|
And, once again, I feel like a fool and KNOW that he IS one..... |
|
|
|
|
I am so frustrated and tired of people NOT living up to their self-projected expectations. |
|
|
|
|
To answer the question: NO, I did NOT have any plans on My birthday and it sucked. |
|
|
|
|
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and still no plans for tonite....guess everyone thinks that someone else is taking Me out for My birthday.......sigh) |
|
|
|
|
ETERNALLY 39.................................lol |
|
|
|
|
Party tonite........hope I can live up to My reputation.......tee heee |
|
|
|
|
Awake at 3:30 a.m. with friggin' excruciating back pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
This serves as WARNING TO A/all........Stay away from Me. If it weren't for bad luck, I would have NO luck and I think it is contagious. Switzerland cuck cancelled for tonite. Time for a good cry. |
|
|
|
|
Still NO PLANS FOR MY BIRTHDAY (SUNDAY).........sigh |
|
|
|
|
Whatcha getting Me for My birthday??? The same thing I got you for yours????? LOL (My birthday is August 7th......this Sunday.) |
|
|
|
|
Thursday night - cuck from Switzerland.......soooooooo excited!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Off to babysit........I need sleep. |
|
|
|
|
What a fun time!!!! Got to use and abuse a cop........ironic, huh? lol I think it is the start of something definitely yummy. mmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... |
|
|
|
|
Another twist of fate......plans are back on, just at a different location. The Universe is a funny thing.... |
|
|
|
|
OMGGGGGGGGGGG......now I am FULLY convinced that the Universe hates Me! I no sooner wrote the last journal entry and My plans got cancelled. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....... |
|
|
|
|
Fun date last night. Using a cop this afternoon......mmmmmmmmm......hope he is shaking!!! Got the room all night and he can't stay........ideas??? suggestions??? offers??? |
|
|
|
|
I treasured your submission and worked NO con. Please get some help. |
|
|
|
|
16 YEARS.............................WOW |
|
|
|
|
Miss My foot massages..............and being pampered...............hope you are well. |
|
|
|
|
Skinny dipping (chunky dunkin') with friends was fun! Dried out My nibble bites, too! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Why must a "No, you arent what/who I seek" mean rejection to a sub, and therefore turn him into a nasty person? And why does his venom bother Me? (I DO have feelings, you know...) Not My problem though. (And then I get an email apology......nice to know P/people are human, too.) |
|
|
|
|
Auburn haired, too.......such a lucky Redhaired One!!! Helps Me to remember that dreams CAN come true. I wish Y/you all the happiness. Don't hesitate - JUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
S/someone might think My journal entries are about T/them, but they arent....well, NOT always..... |
|
|
|
|
If it werent for bad luck, Id have NO luck at all.....sigh |
|
|
|
|
Something to think about..........I do NOT want scum around ME.......does A/anyone? |
|
|
|
|
MY BIRTHDAY IS AUGUST 7TH....................................just saying...........smiles...lol |
|
|
|
|
Shopping for new "accessories" is always a mood booster!!! |
|
|
|
|
I am miserable. I am in pain. I wanna be Jeannie in "I Dream of Jeannie", in that I can just blink and be somewhere else, be someone else, doing something else. Then again, Jeannie was a slave to her Master.....hmmmmm........maybe Sabrina then??? I know the Power I possess, but I would like to have other Powers, too.......not doing too good these days. NEED A HUG |
|
|
|
|
If I wasn't crazy, I would be insane. |
|
|
|
|
Just for the record: I don't have diabetes. But I DO have cooties....tee hee |
|
|
|
|
SynVisc - have to wait THREE MONTHS from date of surgery before they will even ORDER it....and I hurt and need it NOW. Insurance sucks. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Synvisc One - anyone gotten it or anyone know about it??? |
|
|
|
|
LET FREEDOM RING - HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I am cleared for fun and no one to use or abuse......such a shame. (I got an email saying that no male should ever be abused anyway.......I replied that some males NEED it.) |
|
|
|
|
Cleared by doctor - going back to work after the holiday - oh, joy! Any parties going on this weekend??? I don't want to stay in... |
|
|
|
|
This states it so simply.........Providing your submission is satisfying because it pleases Me. Words and actions demonstrate that it is about Me. Being alpha gives you the strength to please Me. (swiped - and rephrased) |
|
|
|
|
Doctor's appointment cancelled for today. Have to reschedule for Friday. |
|
|
|
|
Headache lingers.....doctor's appointment tomorrow........feeling blue.....sigh |
|
|
|
|
Watching 20/20 and wondering if My pics/profile/information/etc...was ever used by someone other than Me. Scary stuff! |
|
|
|
|
Air conditioner is in.......wooooooooooo hoooooooooooo.....thank you, #1 son. |
|
|
|
|
Anyone want a 17 year old brat (male)????? |
|
|
|
|
I am in pain. I think I "did something" to My knee. |
|
|
|
|
Bruises are popping up from when I fell the other night. Such a pretty color purple. |
|
|
|
|
Another two weeks on the mend. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
A very relaxing evening, being pampered. Good job, pet. |
|
|
|
|
Knee is very tender, and hurts when I bear full weight on it. Time and PT..... |
|
|
|
|
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
We're having a heat wave.....a tropical heat wave...................... |
|
|
|
|
My thanks for all the well wishes. |
|
|
|
|
So many view My profile again.....and again.........and again.........hmmmmm |
|
|
|
|
All is ok with My grandson. They are on their way home. Scary. |
|
|
|
|
My precious 2 year old grandson had emergency surgery this morning. He stuck a matchstick in his ear and a piece of it got lodged in deep down. He is in post-op now. |
|
|
|
|
The first shower....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Heading out for some fresh air at one of My favorite parks - by the water. Gonna take a snooze there and be pampered by a new sub, who has been very attentive and pleasing so far. |
|
|
|
|
Sleeping for an hour at a time - arggghhhhhhhhhhhh |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Home from surgery........time to heal now........sigh |
|
|
|
|
Off to get cut open.......surgery......the new morning eye opener.......sigh |
|
|
|
|
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM........cheesecake DOES make things brighter. Attaboy, eric. |
|
|
|
|
It doesn't matter WHAT you have in your life, but WHO. |
|
|
|
|
Ford Taurus........wooooooooooooo hoooooooooooo |
|
|
|
|
June 2nd.......sigh.......surgery
|
|
|
|
|
I want the vanilla aspects of a relationship, too, soooo......I am wondering which "potential" will come through to help take care of Me when I have surgery and am recuperating. It is so easy to talk about the BDSM and the sex, etc....but talk to Me about vanilla things, too. |
|
|
|
|
Medial meniscal tear = surgery = the fun never ends!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I realize this is a BDSM site, but I also am seeking the vanilla part of a relationship, too. Talk to Me about ALL of it. I don't intend on being in bed 100% of the time with a bull. The "one" will have the proper balance to please Me in ALL OR MOST (I AM realistic....)of the areas in life. Those he can't do, he will learn to do. Where are you?????????? |
|
|
|
|
211 pages of emails since November 2010 and still "the one" has not been found. The journey is fun and frustrating, invigorating and exhausting, and it continues. Several are under consideration (and a few might not even know they are yet!), but have yet to prove themselves. So, do not despair if you think I am your "ONE" and contact Me. Attention to Me and consistency in going forward are two things that MUST be. The beat goes on.....and, yes, pun intended. LOL Mwah! |
|
|
|
|
The sky is falling......the British are coming.......prepare ye the way.....LOL (OK, MsK needs to get some sleep now.....tee hee) |
|
|
|
|
Plans for this evening: spam party in New York - plans cancelled. submissive coming over to serve Me - son came home. Plans changed. I have a naked, plugged slave doing dishes in My kitchen. All is as it is supposed to be. At least the world didnt end. |
|
|
|
|
Why is nothing ever easy for Me???? arrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
|
|
|
|
|
Hopefully getting a car this coming week...... |
|
|
|
|
I need a ride TO and FROM work tomorrow......any takers??? |
|
|
|
|
I need a ride TO work this morning...... |
|
|
|
|
MRI scheduled for Wednesday 5:15pm. Home today in pain still. Exhausted in several ways. |
|
|
|
|
Doctor's appointment today was interesting. I might have some tearing in My ligament. I got a cortisone shot in My knee. I got an ultrasound of My leg - no blood clots, thank God, but I have a Baker's cyst (gotta google that), but the ultrasound tech couldnt tell Me whether it had burst or not. Still pain in My knee and calf. Might have to get an MRI of My knee next week. I cant afford all this! Gotta be rich to be sick, injured........sigh Now taking donations for MsK's Medical/Car/Air conditioners/Fans/Dental Work Fund.....LOL At least I still have My quirky sense of humor. If I didnt laugh, I would certainly cry - and I do enough of that already!!!! Hugsssssssssssss....... |
|
|
|
|
Oh.......and a cuckold and some bulls and to win the lottery......and..........LOL |
|
|
|
|
I feel so needy. I need 2 air conditioners, a fan or two, a car, dental work, and a new and improved body. I feel so needy. sigh |
|
|
|
|
I am so tired of feeling lousy. I have an appointment with an orthopedic doctor tomorrow. The nurse at work scared Me today, telling Me that, with what I am feeling in My knee and calf, I could have an embolism and drop dead. Lovely. |
|
|
|
|
Why do I continually give long distance submissives a chance??? Oh well, it is fun while it lasts......and I DO continue to enjoy the fun. I am glad that I HAVE learned to NOT actually think that it will happen, too. Whatever will be, will be. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
I feel I need to explain further. The man who died was My son's friend's father. I had no relationship with him. Thank you for your sympathy. |
|
|
|
|
I can't seem to stop crying tonight. A man who was more of a father to My one son than his own father, died. My son experienced seeing him die and My heart aches for My son and for his friend and his friend's family. Will I always cry like this when I know someone who dies? I regret not telling him "thank you for being a father to My son". I am so very glad that My son got to tell him though. I can't seem to stop crying. |
|
|
|
|
Would the fakes and the players, the ones who act like a relationship is developing, and then you disappear - just tell Me why you do that? What do you get from it? |
|
|
|
|
Slept ALL day yesterday. Feeling a bit better. Still need a car, but I REALLY don't want a car payment every month. Wish I had done My taxes already - then I would have more to pay.....don't know whether to wait to get the car until AFTER I get My refunds. A/anyone have a car I can use for a month or so??? |
|
|
|
|
Second antibiotic started. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
HAPPY EASTER.....some bunny loves you! |
|
|
|
|
I can't believe how much weight I have put on......ugh And with My health issues right now, I don't know what to do to get the pounds to go away.....sigh |
|
|
|
|
Last night, what a wonderful, obedient, classy submissive. Today, 3 hours of domestic servitude by another. Life is good. |
|
|
|
|
Had a wonderful snuggle this afternoon.....MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM |
|
|
|
|
Thunder and lightning storm.........Mother Nature is AWESOME!!! |
|
|
|
|
Anxious....the past THREE years.....this time of year....I have gotten SERIOUSLY ill. Can't I just skip to June???? |
|
|
|
|
Why am I awake at 3:44 in the morning???? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................... |
|
|
|
|
I need a car......transmission would cost Me $1900 and I am done throwing money at My car. |
|
|
|
|
What do you get when you mix a sore sub with a creatively cruel Mistress?????? |
|
|
|
|
I just can't seem to get out from under it. It keeps coming back. |
|
|
|
|
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.......love the accent and the enthusiasm.........sigh |
|
|
|
|
32 years ago.....................................a whole 'nother life......sigh |
|
|
|
|
I just love having a naked, plugged submissive male in My kitchen doing My dishes! |
|
|
|
|
More..............................gasp.........................grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............ugh.........snow?? |
|
|
|
|
Did A/anyone miss Me????? |
|
|
|
|
My home computer was down for almost a week. I AM BACK NOW!!!!! WOOO HOOOO |
|
|
|
|
|
Dear Waiting Mistress,
I'm not sure what this message is, but I think it is a fan letter. After reading through your journal and profile I was so impressed that I felt compelled to write to you. You have an outstanding spirit, a joie de vivre. Although we seek a similar outcome, we are seeking somewhat different things. I truly respect you and your attitude. Your photo is also a real stunner! Great stockings, great shoes and wildly lovely legs! Thanks for posting. I want to thank you for being who you are and for being here. It is very encouraging to know that women like you exist! I hope that you find exactly who you are seeking. You obviously deserve the best. Thank you again for posting here!
Humbly,
Bob
ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I KEEP SEARCHING..........thank you, bob
|
|
|
|
|
|
And now I got a "unsent" message.....thanks for the laugh! (Confession: I, too, have done the "unsend" thing.....gasp) |
|
|
|
|
Toooooooooooooo friggin' funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plans are starting to be made, scenarios talked about, then the zinger...."Send Me your picture(s)." and it is another Houdini, with My mail being blocked. Toooooooooooooooooooo funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
The weather seems to be turning. NOT SOON ENOUGH!! Thoughts of outdoor fun....the possibilities are endless!!! Any ideas??? |
|
|
|
|
Atheism is a non-prophet organization. (Funny what One thinks of at 3:11 in the morning.) |
|
|
|
|
"I am not disappearing" apparently means the same as not showing up..... |
|
|
|
|
Actions speak louder than words. And INACTIONS speak EVEN LOUDER. |
|
|
|
|
If Y/you are going to view My profile numerous times, at least drop Me a line to say "hi". I won't bite ............................................................................................................... ..................................................................................................too hard. |
|
|
|
|
I fall for it every time. This "glass is half full" attitude sucks sometimes. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
In response to Your brief survey i offer my thoughts with the caveat that i admire You and of course can at times be a brown nosing sub:
The idea of intimidation/fear can be powerful. Its best use is as a motivator. The anxious anticipation of the first meeting and then subsequent ones where the sub wants desperately to please but does not know what is in store can be exciting. A weak individual can use the fear as a cop out.
Why do You need to get over Your past relationship. You have been clear about its importance and it will last a lifetime. Your next sub/partner has to know that, embrace that and support You however he can.
The $$$$$. No way. that is silly. I have seen Your profile for what seems like a long time and have never thought You were a gold digger in anyway. Mostly I think: She is very direct, very forthright and deserving.
Thank you, david. |
|
|
|
|
REMINDER TO SELF : DON'T MAKE SOMEONE A PRIORITY WHEN THEY ONLY MAKE YOU AN OPTION. |
|
|
|
|
SURVEY: Does A/anyone E/else agree with this??? (Bold is ME. The other print is from a friend.)You seem to always be asking what happened.
Why this meeting didn't work out or why they never show up.A few reasons why:
1.You might be intimidating them (If a sub/slave/cuckold is intimidated, I LOVE that kind of fear! If they aren't a little fearful, a bit intimidated, then I don't want them. A bit of healthy fear, unsurety, is invigorating for Me.)
2.You aren't over your previous relationship (While the pain of him dying still lingers somewhat, it HAS not stopped Me from moving on. My little boo-jie will ALWAYS have a place in My heart.)
3.Your presentation suggests $$$$$ (I am NOT a gold digger, but I do deserve nice things in life.)
I might be wrong and I accept that but try rearranging the profile to suggest a relationship is capable of being built as opposed to be led and have demands placed upon someone before anything is ever established. (The relationship WILL be built, as My profile states - it will take time for this to develop; and, if you can't wait for good things to come..... It will be built by U/us and LED by Me at the same time.) |
|
|
|
|
What does "sorry" mean? That's all I got: "sorry". |
|
|
|
|
Why do P/people inactivate T/their profile on here????? |
|
|
|
|
Another disappointment........dismayed.....sigh |
|
|
|
|
My give-a-damn's busted................ |
|
|
|
|
FYI: The Steelers were his team. He died watching them. |
|
|
|
|
Goooooooooooooooo Steelers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he must be smiling..... |
|
|
|
|
New Chat Request, but it isn't working....won't show Me who is requesting the chat.... |
|
|
|
|
My get up n go got up n went. |
|
|
|
|
Count for Me....................................THREE....................wooo hoooooooooo |
|
|
|
|
Havin' a heat wave...........................a tropical heat wave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr |
|
|
|
|
What is a Dom/me's favorite thing to do to a sub? What is the least favorite? |
|
|
|
|
What is a sub's favorite thing to do for Mistress? What is a sub's least favorite thing to do for Mistress? |
|
|
|
|
Is who I seek, what I want and need, too much to ask? Am I too picky? Am I being unrealistic in My search? Will 2011 be the year? |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
All the best in the New Year to A/all on COLLARME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
As I predicted, he went back to the hospital......omg |
|
|
|
|
Just picked up My son, discharged from the hospital. His stomach is hurting already. Please keep the prayers coming. It is gonna be a long road still. |
|
|
|
|
Best present EVER..........................Obama Chia Pet...........LMAO |
|
|
|
|
Update: My son is coherent once again and back to being his usual ignorant self. I hope this episode has changed him, for the good, in some way. I have earned My grey hairs lately!!!!!!! Thank Y/you for Y/your well wishes!!!! Much appreciated.... hugssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss |
|
|
|
|
My son has complications from diabetes. It is an awful disease and he hasn't taken good control of it. And his family and friends get to watch him suffer. He wants to leave the hospital against medical advice. I am going back to the hospital to sit on him and MAKE him stay!!!! |
|
|
|
|
He pulled the breathing tube out and is trying to yank out the other lines. Stubborn male! He can't leave the hospital though - I made his brother take his clothes home! |
|
|
|
|
Just home from the hospital - they intubated My son - if I could change places with him, I would - so frustrating and heart wrenching to see the look of desperation in his eyes - they said he will get the tube out tomorrow and will be ok. Don't know if I will be! |
|
|
|
|
Going to hospital to see son - not good. Prayers needed! |
|
|
|
|
What is a lesbian male switch??? I'm confoooozed....lol |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
My kids' childhood home burnt today. No one was hurt but it is now uninhabitable. So many memories, even though I haven't lived there in years. I don't know what to feel. Merry Friggin' Christmas......sigh |
|
|
|
|
Zap Zap Zap........sooooooooo much fun yesterday!!!!!! And he STILL does not know what I look like!!! I will never again look at Ikea without smiling. Zap zap zap ...mm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm |
|
|
|
|
Interesting vision.......naked sub, snowman, snowballs (blue, of course) ........hmmmm.........mmmmmmmm |
|
|
|
|
Then again........I forgot about yellow snow!!! Any hungry subs????? (Or would that be - thirsty???) |
|
|
|
|
Damn, it is snowing and laying!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I forgot that some are "into" K-9 but that is NOT what I am into......just thought I would clarify that, too!!!! |
|
|
|
|
For T/those of Y/you wondering.....I LITERALLY meant a dog!!!!! as in "WOOF"...lol
|
|
|
|
|
Dommed by a Bitch this weekend......damn straight I am gonna give in to a snarling, teethbaring, drooling BITCH......that dog is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol |
|
|
|
|
Alone tonight....and no one to use........what a waste! |
|
|
|
|
Tired of waiting, tired of being patient, tired of false starts, tired of things petering out, tired of being tired...............tired. sigh |
|
|
|
|
Home too early......but had fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Off to have some much needed fun.......wooooo hooooooooooooo |
|
|
|
|
Ohhhh, the way a male reacts to "you arent what I am seeking".....calling Me the "c" word - how mature! Thanks for the laugh. |
|
|
|
|
Ahhhhhh.......the Power I possess.........gotta love it! MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM... |
|
|
|
|
HAPPY THANKSGIVING
What are you thankful for??? |
|
|
|
|
Nothingness is an empty void for the fulfillment of everything. |
|
|
|
|
How do I pick? What criteria do I use to give a chance? Should distance stop Me? How do I know which one is for real? Do I look for the vanilla common interests first? Questions and decisions... |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
3 pages of emails on here today......must be the weather!!! |
|
|
|
|
Cracks Me up when someone writes and begins with "Dear Misstress X...." (obviously not MY Name!) And some wonder why they get no response... |
|
|
|
|
End of the first year......the geese are still flyin'.....and Life goes on. |
|
|
|
|
Same kind of gorgeous day as a year ago......except for the tears and the still present pain. |
|
|
|
|
Read the Message Boards. Just remember that what someone writes is ONLY their opinion. There are many paths in this lifestyle. It takes time to find your path. Dont trust anyone until they have EARNED that trust. Know that anyone can pretend to be anything on the internet or on the phone. Be safe always. There are a lot of unsavory characters online. If you have any questions, feel free to ask Me. If I dont know the answer, I will find someone who does.
MsK
(I wrote the above in reply to an email I received. I dont know how it got on My journal entries.) |
|
|
|
|
Guess I am not supposed to run from the feelings......sigh |
|
|
|
|
Profile viewed, but no word......go figure!!! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
10 more days.....the "first year after" is coming to an end...it still sucks, but I am moving on....the geese are still flying. |
|
|
|
|
Got a new story for My book, for the chapter titled "The Liar".....too funny! Stupid loser! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Such a shame that someone doesn't know how to speak up.....would rather just give up. Oh well. |
|
|
|
|
Thanks for finally telling Me. |
|
|
|
|
Sometimes things have to fall apart so they can fall together when they are right. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
October already?????? Still need ideas for Halloween costume(s)......BOOOOO
|
|
|
|
|
Great day to snuggle back under the covers...
|
|
|
|
|
I should have won the motorcycle.
|
|
|
|
|
I need suggestions for a Halloween costume - possibly two! I work around kids so the first one has to be kid friendly. The second one can be outrageous! HELP!!!!!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
TGIFFF!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobody says "hi" anymore??????
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Un-friggin-believable! A whole friggin' town of bikers and I couldnt get a ride to save My Life! Sucked! But I got one today and it was awesome. Bike Week 2010 is now a memory. I added some more salt to the ocean (with My tears) and Pepsi (My Dad's favorite drink - his RIP anniversary was Saturday). Sang My little boo-jie's signature karaoke song. Got a few strands of beads. It was a good time, all in all, and I am grateful. Back to reality....
|
|
|
|
|
Dead Freddies tonite, Mackeys tomorrow night - stop by and say "hi"!!! BIKE WEEK 2010 is now ON!!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
Ocean City, Maryland Bike Week 2010!!!!!! Gonna be sad and fun all mixed into one....
|
|
|
|
|
Tell Me about Geneva, Switzerland.
|
|
|
|
|
Motherf---er is NOT a safe word....too funny!
|
|
|
|
|
I want to ride.....feel the wind in My face, arms outstretched, flying....I need an available BITCH (Beautiful Individual That Causes Hardons AND Beautiful Individual That Controls Him/Her....I AM BOTH!!!) seat!!!!!! I WANT TO RIDE!!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
Home sick.....what a fun way to spend a long weekend!
|
|
|
|
|
Another Houdini subordinate......sigh
|
|
|
|
|
Why does S/someone put T/themself as an Admirer.....then not even say "hi"????????
|
|
|
|
|
Will he show or not show tomorrow night? THAT is the question!!!! Anyone know of a good place to get reasonably priced but good dog cages?
|
|
|
|
|
Not getting too much email on here lately. Guess the wanna-bees and the pretenders, the fakes and phonies are busy getting ready to go back to elementary school!!! tee hee
|
|
|
|
|
Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh
|
|
|
|
|
Please keep a good thought for My son.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Went to see the doc - inflamed hip causes this pain. Nice painkillers, a Rx for a hip x-ray if not better in a week....sigh
|
|
|
|
|
PAIN....woke Me up, is keeping Me awake, HURTS
|
|
|
|
|
What to do for a pulled muscle? When I sit for too long, then stand...the muscle contracts and cramps....I GIVE pain, NOT RECEIVE pain! arrrghhhhhh
|
|
|
|
|
Chicken Soup for the Grieving Soul....good stuff! penicillin for the soul....
|
|
|
|
|
Happy Birthday, My little boo-jie. 143 Hope you're having cake and ice cream....sigh
|
|
|
|
|
Car was something easy...woo hoo Bracing Myself for falling apart starting tomorrow. I wonder what W/we would have done for his birthday tomorrow. Visiting the cemetary and his Mom on Saturday. Sunday marks nine months since he left Me. It still hits Me like an unexpected slap (I GIVE those, NOT receive!!!). I miss him.
|
|
|
|
|
Thank God for Mom - taking Me to work in the a.m. and a friend is gonna look at My car tomorrow afternoon. C'mon, P/people, send good thoughts My way!!!!! I need the good energy!!! OK.....update: Oldest son is taking Me to work AND will take a look at My car in the morning. sigh......I need a vacation!
|
|
|
|
|
The Powers That Be are f----ing with Me again - had to be home by 6pm for a scheduled phone conference. Car wouldnt start and I had to leave it at work. No way to get to work tomorrow morning and dont know if the car will start when I get there. Calgon, take Me away!!!!!! If I joined the convent when I said I was going to join, I wouldnt have this friggin' problem!!!! Arrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...sigh
|
|
|
|
|
I didnt have the birthday I expected, but I am grateful for the friends who saved the day. They made Me laugh and let Me cry. It was a good night. Now, to just figure out how to change the date on My driver's license and My birth certificate ................ hmmmmmm LOL
|
|
|
|
|
The Powers That Be - hate Me. The sub had an emergency and had to drive all the way back home. Here I am, alone on My birthday. Woooo Hoooooo.......sigh
|
|
|
|
|
Happy Half a Friggin' Century to Me
Happy Half a Friggin' Century to Me
Happy Half a Friggin' Century, dear Meeee,
Happy Half a Friggin' Century to Me!!!
|
|
|
|
|
47 more birthday wishes needed...C'mon, P/people!!!!! Give an old Lady a great 50th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Tell Y/your F/friends, tell Y/your subs, tell Y/your D/dommes (well, better ASK THEM!!! LOL).... send birthday greetings!!!!!!!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
My birthday is this Saturday!!!! Send a greeting! Can I get enough well wishes to match the age I am turning??????????????
|
|
|
|
|
I guess he has changed his mind and wants to go through life regretting not meeting Me. Why cant P/people just be real?!?!?!?!?!?
|
|
|
|
|
UPDATE: I was very pleased with the sub and all was going well. Then, reality and some of his personal issues came into the picture and the momentum was lost. My Bull came over and had a grand time while sub watched. I slept peacefully and woke up to subbie worshipping My sweet ass. I rewarded him with his first golden shower. I was "beyond his wildest expectations" (his words) and W/we hope to enjoy a second session at some future point.
|
|
|
|
|
Taking a poll - please email Me your opinion ....meeting a new sub this week, another who has yet to see Me.....do I prevent him from seeing Me or allow him to see Me?
|
|
|
|
|
For T/those of Y/you wondering.... August 7th.
|
|
|
|
|
How sweet! I was told that he didnt want to live his life regretting not meeting Me. That phone call made My night! Meeting Me is on someone's "Bucket List" .................. I am smiling, sam.
|
|
|
|
|
WHEN IT RAINS, IT POURS!!!!!!!! WOW
|
|
|
|
|
15 YEARS....WOOO HOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
A "BIG" birthday weekend coming up soon and so far, no plans to knock My socks off.
|
|
|
|
|
Another sub/slave who wont face his fears and allow himself to be who he truly is...sigh
|
|
|
|
|
I am joining the convent. Sister Waiting Mistress of the Whooshing Flogger...lol
|
|
|
|
|
H.A.L.T.=Hungry Angry Lonely Tired...sigh Leaving to co-host a party and I will be so alone in the midst of so many people...I miss him so much....cant seem to stop crying today. I need waterproof makeup.
|
|
|
|
|
I want to give up the search. I feel like it is futile anyway. So many players. So much bull. Too many games. I feel like I am the fly instead of the Spider. I want this so badly that I put Myself "out there" wholeheartedly and, therefore, am probly easy prey for the wanna-be's and other assorted "things". I want to give up... Then I read a quote : "What You are seeking is seeking You". sigh Wish he would show up NOW. I deserve it. I will not settle for less.
|
|
|
|
|
Perhaps I should change My profile Name to "Head Mistress of the Houdini School for Subs".......................sigh
|
|
|
|
|
Will it ever change??? Such bs.....
|
|
|
|
|
I still cant believe how easily I am driven to tears whenever a thought of him comes to My mind.
|
|
|
|
|
Finally allowed max to release last week. It had been such a long time for him. It was sooooo painful for him to release. Poor boi! ha ha ha Time to get him back into chastity!
|
|
|
|
|
Over a month now....I am a nonsmoker.
|
|
|
|
|
HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!!!!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
Gonna take a Friend's advice and will keep the dream alive......enjoy your holiday weekend, A/all and be safe! Let Freedom Ring! Thanks to A/all who have served their country!
|
|
|
|
|
Unmet expectations.....so disappointing...sigh
|
|
|
|
|
First day back at work.....such fun............
|
|
|
|
|
Sooooooo tired of it all.....................
|
|
|
|
|
Met up with My boo-jie's best friend tonite, Wing Night....catch up on things. He thinks My sweetie would want him to make sure I am ok. Sweet guy! Tried really hard not to cry.....didnt succeed....sigh...miss him
|
|
|
|
|
Had an incredibly gooood time tonite!
|
|
|
|
|
Wooooo Hoooooo.........Plan B - hitting a fun party tonite........I NEED to have some fun! Enjoy your weekend!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
Actions speak louder than words. Inaction speaks volumes, too.
|
|
|
|
|
Murphy is a relative of Mine....sigh My wonderful sub is sick and the weekend has to be postponed. Feel better, max.
|
|
|
|
|
Thank you for all your suggestions.
|
|
|
|
|
I need some suggestions..........I am spending the weekend with a sub who has never seen Me, even though I have used him for over a year......love it!!! How do I prevent him from seeing Me when W/we are outside doing things? while W/we are driving? (he is driving)
|
|
|
|
|
Pneumonia Pseudomonas.....things just LOVE living IN Me, I guess......another 2 weeks off.....sigh
|
|
|
|
|
I AM OFFICIALLY A NONSMOKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|
|
|
|
|
I may not always be right, but I am NEVER wrong.
|
|
|
|
|
A/anyone got the winning numbers for the NEXT lottery drawing????? (and wants to share them with Me???) lol
|
|
|
|
|
I love it! A reply to My last journal entry:
thats what cinder blocks are for! LOL
|
|
|
|
|
you can push Me into the water...but you cant hold Me under!!!
|
|
|
|
|
I think I still have bronchitis. Hoping the other is gone - will find out on Thursday. It has been a long, tough journey lately. I am WOMAN, HEAR ME ROAR!!! tee hee It hasnt killed Me, so I must be stronger!
|
|
|
|
|
Still home....still coughing.....done the antibiotics...hope I dont relapse...waiting for doc to call...he takes forever to get back to Me...think I need another course of antibiotics...will probly have internet/phone/cable turned off...disability check still not in...hope electric doesnt go, too....this is not fun....oh, well....this, too, shall pass...like a kidney stone, but it WILL pass.....what doesnt kill Me.....a tea kettle only sings when it is in hot water....the purest gold comes from the hottest fire....all this time alone has not been good...the grief has come back strong...I miss him so much still.......sigh....so, if internet goes, I will check in when it is back on....keep good thoughts for Me please! I gotta remember - the geese are still flying!
|
|
|
|
|
Thank you to those who served or are serving....God bless those who gave some and especially those who gave ALL.
|
|
|
|
|
I am having some "ok" moments...yeahhh!! Getting tired of watching stupid tv shows...
|
|
|
|
|
And, NO, My last journal entry was not a plea for money....just keep a good thought for Me!
|
|
|
|
|
Nothing goes right anymore.....Off work for at least another 10 days - another course of antibiotics. Short term disability hasnt received paperwork from My doctor yet. Utility company's automated system took out My payment THREE times - and it's Friday evening. Leaves Me with zip $$ and I have over $100 in prescriptions waiting to be picked up - that I need NOW. Anyone wanna donate a can of cat food??? Nothing goes right anymore.
|
|
|
|
|
I just found out that two male members on here told a potential slave (who disappeared without a word)that I am not real and I am a man. I can understand the slave believing that. I have corresponded with fakes, phonies, liars, etc...but I always told them why I would no longer be corresponding with them. I talked to this potential slave on the phone so it boggles My mind that he would truly believe those cowards. It is very disheartening that something that could have been sooo good will not be because of liars. It is also very frustrating that this slave did not ask Me about this. He professed 110% communication always. Perhaps I will give up, too. This search has been difficult enough without others sabotaging it. I am sad.
|
|
|
|
|
How do I know if I want to get to know you if you don't write something in your profile to tell Me who you are and what/Who you are seeking?
|
|
|
|
|
Six months have gone by and yet sometimes it feels like he just died. This weekend has not been an easy one, but I will get through it, stronger and wiser. The geese are flying. I miss him still.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The first antibiotic is not working. I cant return to work until the 17th and that is as long as the next antibiotic works. Spending so much time alone, I feel the grief of losing My boo-jie as if he just died. I am trying to stay positive. I am positive that this sucks!
|
|
|
|
|
Can A/anyone tell Me WHY people just disappear without any explanation?
|
|
|
|
|
The doctor supposedly called yesterday, but I have no evidence of that. He just called with the results. MRSA pneumonia/bronchitis. I cant work until I am done the antibiotics - another 10 days.
|
|
|
|
|
Dont the doctors realize what their patients are thinking while waiting to hear their test results? I called this afternoon and havent heard back yet. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........
|
|
|
|
|
I am so sore from coughing. Will find out results on Thursday. I need to sleep!!!!!! I am exhausted.
|
|
|
|
|
Bronchoscopy n biopsy tomorrow.....fun fun fun........sigh
|
|
|
|
|
I SEE A RAINBOW OUT MY WINDOW!!!!!!! Wonder if there's a pot 'o' gold at the end of it....... I'd be happy with a REAL submissive leprachaun!!! LOL
|
|
|
|
|
Well, there was apparently some "fullness" in My chest x-ray and now doc wants Me to get a CT scan of My chest. I hope and pray it is something easy to treat. I am scared that it will be "something". These coughing fits are exhausting Me! Well wishes and good thoughts sent My way, please.
|
|
|
|
|
Healthcare is expensive! The patient is going to live. chest x-ray. If that comes back ok, then CT scan of sinuses. I just want to feel better. sigh
|
|
|
|
|
I dont feel well. Body aches, bone chills, head congestion....ugh Gonna wrap Myself up in My fluffy bathrobe, lots of blankies and sweat it out, hopefully. I could use some chicken soup and ginger ale!!! Hope A/all are having a better weekend than Me......MsK
|
|
|
|
|
Where did spring go??? I have a feeling this summer will be sooooo hot...............and the weather will be muggy, too!!! LOL
|
|
|
|
|
Another bittersweet "the first year after" holiday. I enjoyed time spent with loved ones this Easter, but couldnt help but feel sad, too. I laughed thinking about what today might have been like with My lil boo-jie. I would have made him wear bunny ears!!! Would have looked so cute, too! I loved his sense of humor and silliness. W/we were two peas in a pod. I miss him still. I've moved on in many ways, but I am still stuck in other ways. My son felt so bad this morning. My kid used My lil boo-jie's shower gel and washcloth that's been there since he died in November. I got really upset. It wasnt My son's fault but he felt terrible. I need to keep trying to let go. Sometimes I let go, but I leave claw marks. I still want him back. But knowing he isnt coming back...I am moving on with My Life. Its what he would want Me to do. Its what I need to do for ME. It still hurts. sigh
|
|
|
|
|
Happy Easter!!!! Hope da Easter Bunny brings you lots of goodies....eggs, rabbits, etc....bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......LOL
|
|
|
|
|
Ahhhhh, the possibilities......
|
|
|
|
|
I had a good weekend....FINALLY!! It's been awhile since I've had such fun. Thank you, michael. I look forward to using you again, perro.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
What makes you think your opinion of Me matters?????????????? |
|
|
|
|
34 years ago at 7:10pm tonite....just a young Girl. Met the man who changed My Life. he was My best teacher - he taught Me everything I do NOT want in Life!!! I know I'm not supposed to regret the past nor shut the door on it, but....I wish I hadnt used so much time in being unhappy. I thank God EVERY day that I am no longer married to that man. I dont have to walk on eggshells anymore. I have found out, through self-exploration and trial and error, Who I truly am and What I truly am. The possibilities for happiness are endless now! |
|
|
|
|
I need to remember to have an attitude of gratitude. So many things that have happened to Me are not good, but I have so much to be thankful for. Life has been difficult for Me. But: What doesnt kill Me makes Me stronger. A tea kettle only sings when it's in hot water. The purest gold comes from the hottest fire. So... I am WOMAN, hear Me ROAR! I will sing a happy tune and I will shine as the purest gold does! Happy, happy, joy, joy....lol And it isnt Monday!!!!! wooo hooooo |
|
|
|
|
CM's alternative name: The Harry Houdini School For submissives |
|
|
|
|
I feel like I have the plague. |
|
|
|
|
I was intending on going into work, but I have decided to stay home. Pain is a great motivator.....it is just that I am used to being the MOTIVATOR!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Nauseous, vomiting and in pain - aint Life grand!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Something about getting a tooth yanked from My mouth that makes Me want to cry. And the novacaine hasnt even worn off yet! |
|
|
|
|
A/anyone have $1350 to save My Life? Oh, Me, oh My!!! I'm sooooo scared!!! MORON! hood007 is just another scammer! I wish there was something CM could do to catch these neanderthals. It is one thing to ask for money for stuff, but to threaten S/someone is another thing! |
|
|
|
|
A/anyone E/else ever get this kind of crap??? Perhaps I am feeding right into it by answering the emails.....such fun to start the morning! |
|
|
|
|
Now I'm being told there is a contract out on Me and I should be ready for judgement day. So, if anything happens to Me, you know who to investigate. It was nice knowing you!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I just got an email from someone who does NOT have a profile found on here....hood007 "watch ur back there is danger" A/anyone know anything about this "person"? This is getting to be cumbersome. I am seeking the "real thing" and P/people have either been wonderful, especially in My grief, or total wackos. Ooooh! I'm scared!!! Danger, Will Robinson, Danger. Bite Me, hood007. Dont even have the courage to keep your profile online and reply to Me. Guess the loser got what he wanted - a response from Me. Oh, well, curiosity....meow Have a terrific Thursday, A/all!!! |
|
|
|
|
Need to be pampered and served tomorrow nite. Getting yanked by Wank tomorrow afternoon. Any takers? |
|
|
|
|
Write SOMETHING in your profile!!! Write some journal entries. How else does Someone get to know you? What a study in human psychology this journey is! Will those W/who are also real, please contact Me! |
|
|
|
|
Happy St Patricks Day. Erin Go Bragh-less. LOL |
|
|
|
|
The geese are flying. Just saw and heard a BIG gaggle of them. All is as it should be in the world. Thanks, baby, I miss you. 143 I smiled, knowing.... |
|
|
|
|
Perhaps I just refuse to believe that the human race is so pathetically rude, but I just dont understand why someone cant tell Me why they wish to stop corresponding. The disappearing act.....sigh I know one person will think this is about him, but it isnt. |
|
|
|
|
Another rainy day and Monday all in one. Good night to just cozy up and mmmmm....sigh...... It is 4 months as of this date that My lil booj-jie left Me. I miss him. I look at the pictures, smile, laugh, and then cry. But I dont cry every time and that means it is getting easier. I want him to show Me that he is still with Me, watching and protecting Me. Love never dies. It just changes energy. 143, RIP, baby. The geese are flying still. |
|
|
|
|
Daylight Savings Time....Spring Ahead!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Hey!!! Does E/everyone know that I'm a pig and using this site just to get laid??? ha ha ha No wonder your "alleged" slave left you!!!!!!!!! I never realized Capricorns were so nasty!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Plans got cancelled - what a fool!!!! Oh, well, a much anticipated phone call later will help pass the time. It's rainin', it's pourin', the Mistress is sooo alluring!!! OK, so it aint the best, but what do ya want for a boring Saturday night? LOL Hope someone is having fun!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Are the animals lining up 2 X 2 yet? I wonder if the ark has room service! Rain, rain, go away! Then again, if W/we didnt have the rain, W/we wouldnt appreciate the sunshine. Good day to be served...then again - ANY day is a good day to be served! |
|
|
|
|
Another promising possibility.....only time will tell. At what point will he disappear, with no word? I get so revved up. I try to be realistic, but My enthusiasm overtakes Me and I get My hopes up. Is he "the one"? Too good to be true....then again, I AM.....but I AM true, I AM real, I AM everything I say I am. Is he? Time will tell. |
|
|
|
|
I realized that the percentage of subs who DO show respect far outweighs those who do not. I want to be a positive Woman, so thank you, subs, for bringing many joys and condolences to Me. Much appreciated! I will NOT focus on the negatives. |
|
|
|
|
Why do some subs show such little respect? Make that NO respect. Do they think I will be turned on by trying to break their will? I will, but a sub cant be dominated unless they want it and allow it. some just dont get it, do they?! And, by not "getting it", they will NOT get "IT". GET IT? |
|
|
|
|
Never make S/someone a priority when T/they only make Y/you an option. I live that! Then again, I have so many options available to Me while most subs dont. Think about that!!! If you wish to serve Me, I WILL be your priority and not just an option. CHOOSE. |
|
|
|
|
So many subs, so little time...... |
|
|
|
|
I want to be happy for him, but I find Myself sad for Me, and disappointed. |
|
|
|
|
WHERE ARE YOU, MY CUCKOLD?? I am so tired of false starts that seem so promising. Oh well. Nothing can be said or done to make it right, if it isnt right. Nothing can be said or done to make it wrong, if it is right. I am waiting patiently, My love. Hurry and come to Me. Let U/us start O/our life together. Dont keep Me waiting. Perhaps I should change My screen name.....Waiting Mistress seems to always be waiting. Suggestions for a new screen name for MsK?????????????????????? |
|
|
|
|
Had an amazing night!!! This lover knows what he's doing!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGG..... |
|
|
|
|
E/everybody has to do what T/they gotta do. Disappointment sucks though. sigh |
|
|
|
|
FRUSTRATION at all the players....the ones who only want to dream the dream, not LIVE the fantasy! |
|
|
|
|
Sadlly have to dismiss an under consideration sub. I just cant be happy if it means that Someone else is caused pain. Take the steps and then W/we shall see. |
|
|
|
|
It seems like a lot of the pleasing subs are in the South. Would love to say, "I'm on My way, y'all"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (OR am I being played again??? Who cares! It is so much fun and I am learning so much about Me!) |
|
|
|
|
This Friday night saved by a handsome, humorous sub.....a gloriously joyful, entertaining IM session......yum...ty |
|
|
|
|
My journey of self-exploration has revealed that I do have a sadistic streak in Me after all. Poor boi - moaning and whimpering and howling and crying and begging - and I loved every minute of it!!! It hurt so good for him! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
When did Los Angeles become part of Romania? And then, when did it become part of Alabama? OMG, dont these scammers/ fakes/phonies, whatever/whoever they are - dont they take US geography in school? Too funny! What a sad Friday nite for Me! At least I am having a good laugh. |
|
|
|
|
And then......there are WONDERFUL P/people on CM W/who restore My faith in the human race. Is there a place on CM so I may compliment them publicly? Or is this the place? Enjoy your weekend!!! |
|
|
|
|
Is there a place on CM that One can "squeal" on P/people W/who are not very nice? I just love being called names by unworthy humans. LOL And then the person blocks emails so you cant respond. Such maturity! And they wonder why they do not have a Dom/me to serve. Oh, My! The list just goes on and on...thank you for the laugh!!! Thanks for letting Me share. |
|
|
|
|
Update: that certain Domme in Cologne is apparently a very lonely male. It was fun while it lasted! So many phonies, fakes, bs-ers and game players. Is there A/anyone REAL here on wonderful Collar Me??? I mean, besides Me!!! So many lessons learned. I remain teachable - NOT to be confused with trainable! I will never know it all. If I did, I would be God - and I dont like the hours! OR the pay!!!! |
|
|
|
|
If you wish Me to notice you, write journal entries. I find they say a lot about a P/person. I have been told Mine say a lot about Me. Thoughts??? |
|
|
|
|
Dont even have the common courtesy to give Me an answer. |
|
|
|
|
I give everyone the benefit of the doubt that they are real people and not game players. Such a waste, such a shame! The real submissives that I Own will be soooo friggin' happy! To the game players - get a life! If you want to waste Someone's time, please dont let it be Mine. Life is too short for such bs. Ahhhh, the wasted potential....the possibilities that might have been! sigh NEXT.........lol The search continues. Stay tuned.... |
|
|
|
|
To catch My journal followers up to speed:
Reader's Digest version: I fed into the wacko's psychosis and penned a few awful words to her (including the "c" word, I am ashamed to admit). I subsequently apologized for My part in the correspondences. I was then asked if I would connect with her on yahoo.....uh, yeah, I dont think so!!!! I was then apologized to because I have pictures that she wants. I was supposed to have a date with a potential cuckold on Friday nite. No word from another game player! his loss most definitely! Saturday nite, another country NOT heard from for a potential submissive of Mine and a Female Supreme couple that I was going to instruct....whats with the world these days?!?!? Is E/everyone on here fake besides MOI? grrrrrrrr.....so frustrating!!! Well, I thought about A/all of Y/you while I was off the site and missed Y/you. It is good to be back!!!!! Talk to Me, P/people!!!! |
|
|
|
|
DID A/aNYBODY MISS ME?????????????? |
|
|
|
|
Well, Ladies and germs....ok, I'm tired and I get sillier when tired....whats new and exciting on CollarMe?????? |
|
|
|
|
I am back online at home! wooo hoooo I will reply to the emails I received in My absence as time allows. |
|
|
|
|
Ready for a good laugh???? I was told, by the psycho who dated My beloved before Me, that ....ready for this???.....I killed him. "There was nothing wrong with him until he met you." I almost peed Myself laughing!!! Then the wacko tells Me that I was only with him for his money. Oh, really???? He didnt have any!!!! It just keeps getting better n better....ha ha ha ha ha |
|
|
|
|
I am sooooooooo tired of bullsh--!!! Take Me to a nunnery.... |
|
|
|
|
The fun just never ends on CM!!! A sub is very upset that I didnt sit right down and pound out a reply to his email. Then tells Me I insulted him. Then writes that I am not worth his time. How true!!!! I am far more precious than his time!!! Now he has blocked Me from sending him a reply. fun, fun, fun LMAO |
|
|
|
|
The sub who wrote "I am in a relationship..." is apparently a con artist. Ripped off previous Owners, etc... Takes all kinds! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
you look at My profile. I dont hear from you. I dont even get an explanation of why you disappeared. How frustrating it must be to be you! |
|
|
|
|
My computer is sooooooooo messed up! And My car.....put a gallon and a half of antifreeze in it already and still the light comes on after a short amount of time driving. I hate to complain, but this just sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Calgon, take Me away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
A certain Domme in Cologne is just awesome! Thanks for a fun time, Doll!!!
Now, on to other things....why does a sub send a form letter to a Domme, saying how exquisite Her looks are, especially Her eyes... when She does NOT even have a picture on here showing those things?!?!?!? grrr....... wanna be's!!!!!!!!!!! God help U/us A/all!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I'm so bored............. |
|
|
|
|
This is just too funny! I just had to share. A sub writes to ask for consideration at 5:54am. When told that his age and the distance would be an issue, I get a reply that he is currently in a relationship and can no longer take offers. And this was at...wait for it....................................................11:43pm the same day!!!! Thanks for the laugh, boi!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I wish people who dont know how to drive in snow would stay off the roads!!!! grrr..... Oh, the weather outside is frightful!!! But My slave (when I find him) will be so delightful! sigh |
|
|
|
|
I am dizzy and My head hurts. I dont know what to think about anything or anyone anymore. Confusion. Doubt. Mistrust. The Unknown. I am tired. |
|
|
|
|
Making time for Someone shows that they want what they say they want.....so much bs! |
|
|
|
|
Will I ever feel happy again or am I destined to "fake it"?? Distractions are followed by sobbing. I just want the ache to go away. |
|
|
|
|
Well he finally showed up in My dreams. It was not what I hoped it would be, but perhaps it is giving Me more insight. I am so confused in My grieving. I have to remember to just put one foot in front of the other, then repeat.
Thank you for your suggestions about My virus protection. Unfortunately, the virus wont let Me download anything. I am getting Norton Antivirus from the computer store and hope that it works. |
|
|
|
|
I have cried enough tears to make the Sahara an ocean. |
|
|
|
|
Rainy days and Mondays always get Me down....to have BOTH - what fun!!!! |
|
|
|
|
The fun just keeps coming.....now My computer is f----ed up! Anybody know anything about free antivirus protection? I cant remove Norton Antivirus (it is VERY outdated!!!) and it wont let Me go to certain sites. I am soooooooo frustrated!!!!! The Powers That Be just want Me to go insane, I know it!!! grrrrrrrrrrr....... |
|
|
|
|
Not a day goes by that I dont think of you... |
|
|
|
|
My car finally got towed and will be getting repaired! Wooo Hoooo |
|
|
|
|
Oh, wait!!! Is that last journal entry whining? |
|
|
|
|
I am so tired of "yes, Mistress, I will" and then dont! So many bs-ers, too afraid to follow through...turn that dream into reality....I dont know why I still believe that My cuckold/slave/sub is really out there waiting! I guess I am just an optimist! Dreams die hard sometimes.... |
|
|
|
|
I HATE "form letter" emails!!! Do you think I dont know that is what you send to Anyone you are interested in? So impersonal and, frankly, quite rude! |
|
|
|
|
Does A/anyone view My journal entries as "whining"? |
|
|
|
|
I contacted the police desk in the town where he lived, the ones who responded that awful Sunday afternoon. They wouldnt give Me the names of the EMS people that were there that day or the 911 Operator who helped Me so much. I understand why, but I just want to hug them and say, "Thank you". I was told that I could write a letter and it would get forwarded to them, and also to the Mayor. I wish I could afford to make a BIG donation to the EMS. |
|
|
|
|
The tidal wave has reappeared lately. I cant seem to stop crying. Yesterday was 8 weeks since he left Me and sometimes it feels as if he just died;other times, I am so afraid that I am gonna forget him. I need a hug. |
|
|
|
|
This past Monday nite brought an earthshaking thought that I hadnt even thought about.....OMG....I was watching a show where a guy was in the ambulance and his life was flashing before him...The EMT's were working on him -"CLEAR" I almost had a panic attack! I never even thought about what happened to My little boojie between his place and the hospital... I hate crying uncontrollably. I want to meet with the EMT's and the policemen who were there that Sunday afternoon, mostly to thank them for their efforts. Thoughts A/anyone?? |
|
|
|
|
I survived the holidays!!! I cried a lot, but I also laughed and smiled a little. Without the rain, W/we wouldnt appreciate the sun. The happiest of the New Year to O/one and A/all. |
|
|
|
|
Happy New Year, A/all!!!! Heres hoping that 2010 brings many happy memories!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I guess I thought you'd be here forever....I never even had the chance to say "goodbye"...so many things left unsaid...Can you hear Me when I talk to you?....do the words I say ever make it through?....to hold Me - we laugh and talk til morning....do you know how much I'd love to be with you?...Cuz I never said some things that I meant to...Can you hear Me when I talk to you? I'd give anything if I just knew....143, baby. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
I have gotten thru Christmas Eve and Christmas. I even managed to smile some today. Not looking forward to midnite on New Year's Eve..... This, too, shall pass...probly like a painful kidney stone, but it WILL pass. |
|
|
|
|
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to A/all! I know I am not alone in My grieving. I have been blessed with many caring people on here that have shared My pain and comforted Me. That is a wonderful Christmas present and, for that, I am grateful. To those who are grieving, too, I wish you peace that passes all understanding and the hope that one day you will meet them again and that they rest in peace, happy in eternal bliss. Blessings to A/all!!!!
Hugs, MsK |
|
|
|
|
Hope you're at peace, baby....Your First Christmas in Heaven....I miss you so much...143 |
|
|
|
|
Thank God for good friends..... |
|
|
|
|
I know TOO WELL what people mean by "especially at this time of year".....I thought, if people care about You, they try to take care of You....then why am I alone, brokenhearted and grieving, on Christmas Eve? Is it January 2nd yet???? |
|
|
|
|
Christmas Eve and no car. I wont ask if it can get any worse cuz I know it can. Happy Holidays to A/all!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Another rough nite... It is said that God only gives you what you can handle.....I think He has Me mixed up with someone else!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
I miss being silly with My little boo-jie. I never laughed so much in all My life. I havent laughed for too long now. |
|
|
|
|
Just got in from getting My car out of its tomb. While I was out there, I heard and saw a TON of geese. All IS as it should be in the world...that's what 'the geese are flying' means, in case anyone wanted to know. It isnt HOW I want it to be, but it IS how it is. 5 weeks today and still in pain. sigh |
|
|
|
|
Thank Y/you, A/all, for Y/your condolences and well wishes. It has helped Me through this difficult, sorrowful time. I am nowhere near done grieving, but My love would not want Me to be unhappy. I am doing My best to stay lighthearted (even though I am brokenhearted). Please continue to check in on Me. Thank Y/you again. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Nights are forever without you..... |
|
|
|
|
I JUST WANT HIM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
Buried My ex-mother-in-law today (My kids' grandmother). Why doesnt death take a break before, during and right after the holidays??? Too many people hurting. I am tired of crying and being in pain. |
|
|
|
|
143, baby........the geese are flying...... 143 4EVER...GHM...143...and I am REALLY humpin' cashews now....but not in a good way, baby...I miss you sooooooooooooooo much....143...when's it gonna stop hurting? 143 143 143 143 143 143 143 143 143 |
|
|
|
|
How can life be so unfair? I didnt give him permission to leave. This pain is unbearable. |
|
|
|
|
The pain seems to only be getting worse. Does anyone have any suggestions or advice on how to get through grief? I miss him so much and I hurt even more. MsK |
|
|
|
|
My little boo-jie passed away on November 15th, 2009. I miss him so much. |
|
|
|
|
Want to live D/s and play at vanilla. (Thanks for letting Me borrow your words, ivyleague!) |
|
|
|
|
Also, seeking bi-sub males and female subs to be used. I have a Dom friend who is seeking a submissive female slut - you will NOT be disappointed! W/we will/can use you together, at least for the first time or two or three or four or more....mmmmmmmmmmmm If interested, contact Me ASAP. First cum, first to serve.....lol |
|
|
|
|
Currently seeking bulls .....yum BBC and 8plus inches get first interviews......bikers who wanna take Me for a spin before going for a wild ride also get to the top of the list....yum |
|
|
|
|
July12,2009
The First Annual Suck and Fuck Fest was a success! Although not all "confirmed" participants showed (gee, surprise, surprise!), the ones that did made it a very hot time! I've already been asked "Annual???" If confirmed participants showed, it might be BI-Annual...lol
MsK |
|
|
|
|
| |
