I'm looking for an intelligent, independent, but totally loyal and dedicated sub who feels inside a burning need to serve and to please others. Someone who WANTS someone else to take control, and finds comfort in that. \Someone who doesn't mind being punished or used as long as it makes me happy.
I've always felt a longing for something. I cling to the past and to others around me. I'm afraid to lose anyone or anything. Which is now a positive for me in life, because I keep my friends and loved ones around me and with me forever :) Friendships are forever.
I've been exploring myself recently, particularly the connection between humiliation and sex. Recently, I"ve found when there is an embarrasing work or social situation, i'll think something sexual. I've been trying to figure out why, and realized I have a VERY strong connection between the two, because my parents used to humiliate me for doing anything they perceived as sexual.
I was drawn to this web site probably because of my desire to explore that connection further, and find someone who gets this.
I want to understand you completely, get to know you intimately, and establish a super-close bond.
i enjoy getting super close and intimate to someone, so close that we know each others thoughts without saying anything. if we were this close, i'd know the dark spots in your mind and what you want but are afraid of saying and where you don't want to say you want to go, but you really do want to go there...that is where we'd go.
You will follow orders, and follow them well, or pay the price. There is only one person in control, and it is me. All are respected, but you will also learn respect as well...or maybe just make you feel helpless...
Like maybe I'll throw you in the back of the car, tie your hands behind your back, put a bag over your head and stuff your mouth with a rag....bring you somewhere where we rip your clothes off, then....leaving you wondering what will happen next?
I do expect to be the center of every thought of yours. Your only though should be, what will make HIM happy?
I want to control you completely and make you need me the way i want you to. Your every breath should be to please me.
If you like to please, if you feel like you were born to be a slave or submissive, let's talk.
If you'd like to be trained as a little slut, or consider yourself hypersexual or bisexual, this is a plus.
I do demand attention and affection and like things super close and super-intimate.
I'd love to kidnap you and use and abuse you over and over and over again.
i love getting into people's minds and using their fears against them to make you submit to my will.
i'd love to have a party, and tie you up for anyone who comes by to touch you, and play with you. maybe i will have everyone take you all at once.
