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Hetero Female Submissive, 44,   , Washington
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I am a submissive sadomasochist kitty, looking for an owner and master. Im 44, though most people mistake me for younger. Kinks include rope bondage and flogging, though what really gets me is power exchange. Im experienced, yet receptive to training. I tend to be eager to please, and enjoy service.

In terms of service, I enjoy giving massage, cooking and serving your meals, and even service topping, should you wish. What is your preference?

Mundanely, I dance (ATS belly dance), garden, game, and paint, along with copious binge watching on Netflix. I am very much a geek.

I am tattooed and pierced. Obsessed with Egypt, 7 of my 8 tattoos are hieroglyphs. Though I am very much a cat person, I have a wonderful Pomeranian as a companion and ESA.

I am spiritual, and love discussing comparative religions. I try to keep myself aware politically and socially. I am also decidedly liberal.

What Im looking for is Monogamous 24/7 D/s (once we reach that point).

You should be compassionate, patient, and intelligent. Experience is nice, but if you arent, you should be willing to put the work in to get there. I prefer partners 5-10 years older than I, but that isnt a deal breaker. Please be at least 33 though. I am bi, and open to serving any gender, but do prefer men.

Im looking for something particular. I want *my* Sir, someone who I can laugh and cry with. Someone who will push me as much as they are inspired by me. I want to fall in love, and be loved in return. Im not 18. I know these things take time. But Im willing to put in the work of you are.












 Submissive Female



 5' 6"

 350 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Female

Dominant Male


 Lives For:

 Art Galleries





 Suspension Bondage

 Science Fiction

 Body Art






 Intellectual Discourse

 Liberal Politics


 Fine Dining






 Being Massaged

 Erotic touch

 Hair Pulling

 Massage (Giving)

 Orgasm Control


 Role Playing Games





 Local BDSM Community

 Rear End Play

 Obedience Training


 Historical Shows



 Housework Service

 Curious About:

 Fire Play

 Mental Bondage

 Sensory Play

 Wax Play



 Corner Time


 Modern Primitivism

 Speech Restrictions

 Hard Limits:



 Conservative Politics



 Country Music

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Journal Entries:
2/16/2017 5:56:47 PM
I'm back apparently.

5/21/2014 6:53:54 PM

I think I rather need the Little Rooster alarm vibrator.  Maybe it could actually get me awake, unlike any other alarm.

5/18/2014 8:40:21 PM

Neighbors having screaming fights does not do my nerves good.  Normally my garden is a place of relaxation, but between different neighbors, that peace has been rather lacking.  I can only hope that it doesn't keep up.

5/13/2014 11:44:24 AM

I am not the "hopeless female".  I can do basic stuff.  I don't wine for someone to change my tire for me.  Still, I am not mechanically minded.  Let's hope I can get this done without spending the entire day on it.

11/20/2013 10:59:42 PM

It's definitely time to get some plushy slippers.  It's cold, and they're fun.

11/4/2013 5:07:21 PM

Am I the only person who gets the impression that there's never anyone new on here?  Same pictures.  Same names.  People are obviously actively logging in.  Just nothing new.

9/8/2013 1:42:31 AM

I sometimes take amusement in reading profiles on here.  Many people are just doing their thing, and there is nothing particularly remarkable.  There are the genuinely clever ones.  Then there are the inconsistent ones.  It really is amusing.  It's like people watching, only the collarme edition!

8/2/2013 12:45:11 PM

I want a friend.  Yes, I utilize this site in a sex/love/relationship aspect, but a relationship has to have friendship at it's core.  If you want me to bow down and kiss your feet just because you call yourself dominant or master, then I'm not the person for you.  I am submissive, but I am also a pain in the ass.  If you don't bother getting to know me, how can you have any clue how we would be together?

7/18/2013 5:56:00 PM

I'm not who you expect me to be.  And that doesn't bother me in the slightest.

4/23/2013 11:14:20 AM

Time to break out the sunblock.  Ugh.

12/20/2012 2:23:29 AM

I want to visit Chernobyl.  

12/7/2012 7:06:58 PM

I do wish that there was less pretentiousness.   Not just here on collar me, but in general.  It is unfortunate that so many people put up a front.  Now, I'll never say that someone isn't a "real Dom".  It is too subjective, and seems to be the opposite side of someone saying "I'm a true Dom."  {twue dominate!  LOL}  I don't really care.  All I care about is finding the person that is the right match for me.  I suppose if someone were being a troll, that would make them not a "real" whatever they are claiming to be, but I digress.  What I mean is that there seems to be a lot of people who get caught up in the fantasy to the point that they deliver all the cliche lines.  It's like I'm watching (reading) cheap theater.  They haven't been able to integrate who they are as a person with their chosen role.  I don't think that they are "fake", I think that there is a disconnect.  I think that there is something that they are thinking must be in order for them to be a dominant to the point that it is emphasized above everything else.  I don't know that I'm communicating my thoughts on the matter effectively.  And perhaps I am being unfair, or reading into things falsely.

11/28/2012 7:22:57 PM

Time to pack.  Moving again!  At least I have this thing down pat.  Really though, I hope to stay in the area that I'll be at next for more than a few months.  It's not that I am attached to one place (though I've lived in said city before, and it's pretty awesome), but more that I like to be able to break out my painting stuff and settle into a place.  I just hope that I'm able to find work quickly.  And no, I'm not going to tell you where I'm going until I'm damn good and ready.  (Shall we take bets on how many messages I get in the next few days asking me where I'm moving to?)

11/24/2012 12:42:36 AM

No more NaNoWriMo for me.  At least for now.  Life happens sometimes.  Still, I'll have to continue at some point.  Regardless, writing is not my art.

11/18/2012 8:52:04 PM

Grumpy cat is pure win. 

 That is all.

 No.  :-<

11/10/2012 3:00:50 PM

I have come to the conclusion that the princess (of pea fame) just had FMS.

11/10/2012 2:45:06 AM

A sense of humor is mandatory when dealing with me.

11/9/2012 4:33:56 PM

I love fall in Oregon!

11/8/2012 7:37:11 PM

I may need to buy a copy of the Inception soundtrack.  Great movie, but the soundtrack is making really good writing music. 

11/7/2012 11:58:13 PM

I need to work on my inspirational process.  Watching TV and grumbling to myself isn't working.  Even if I am getting through a bunch of episodes.  As it stands, I'm floundering getting down my story line in a way that doesn't make me want to burn it.  If it's anything like my painting, when I get stuck, I have to just push through it.  

11/5/2012 7:29:05 PM

I voted.  Now time to watch V for Vendetta.

11/1/2012 4:57:40 PM

The value of friendship can't be underestimated.  Particularly when it comes to relationships.  A BDSM relationship is a relationship.  I know that there are some who don't need it.  They think that it is unnecessary, but their speech says that they feel as though it would get in the way of their dynamic.  This is not me, not in the slightest.  I need friendship first and foremost, before anything else can happen.  To me, if we are not friends, then we are nothing.  I need friendship, trust, love.  I need to know that I belong, that I am more than just another wet hole.  I am fucking fantastic.  Why wouldn't you want to be my friend?

10/21/2012 1:36:00 PM

I finally got around to watching Fright Night.  Totally awesome movie.  The trailers didn't do it justice.  

10/9/2012 12:07:59 AM

Knitting a scarf and watching Episode 5.  Because I'm awesome like that.

10/2/2012 10:39:44 PM

Helping with an injured cat, and upset people, makes for a tiring evening.  Humans will be humans, and cat, though in need of a lot of tlc, will make it through fine.  Honestly I don't mind doing whatever I can to help him.  I've nursed animals even when I was rather young, so it is something which comes naturally to me.  Hopefully he gets used to his collar soon though, because it's just sad to watch him paw at it... even if I can't help but smirk at the same time.

9/30/2012 9:41:17 PM

I was having no luck getting regular work in Georgia, so I've come back to Oregon.  Seriously, I missed my friends and the weather.  I'm still working on getting everything sorted and situated and settled.

8/16/2012 4:12:12 PM

Listening to Tool and reading (yet another) smutty book. 

8/1/2012 6:30:21 PM

A temp job is a job none the less.  This makes me happy.  Now... to find a car.

7/25/2012 11:09:31 AM

I've been dreaming of gardens.  We'll blame my sister, and her beautiful patio garden.  My paternal grandfather had a beautiful garden.  I have many fond memories of helping him pick out veggies for dinner.  My maternal grandfather was also a gardener, but moreso with figs.  There was a small orchard in the back of his house. 

I dream of a garden which is inviting and inspiring.  I dream of growing many herbs and vegitables to feed myself and my man and my friends.  I also want lots of flowers, including roses and night blooming flowers. A greenhouse fit to grow my favorites even in winter.

Of course, the garden that I dream of is just a dream.  I'm not going to set up something that established until I know that I'm not going to be moving again.  So it's planters for now.  **sigh**

7/20/2012 7:40:14 PM

If you can name the saddest and most profound episode in Buffy the Vampire Slayer... you so get bonus points.

7/20/2012 4:22:52 PM

Somehow I found myself watching horse vids on youtube.  *sigh*  I love horses.  I have always been, and always will be, a horse girl.  I understand them, and they understand me. 

7/19/2012 10:12:15 AM

I think it's time to make some Boston Baked Beans.  It has been entirely too long, and I make them so very well.

7/12/2012 4:18:19 PM

Every time I see guys saying that "curvy" women aren't hot, I want to have them first show me their six pack then drop their shorts while I pull out a measuring tape.

7/9/2012 7:17:15 PM

I love watching Grimm.  Reasonably good show... but I can remember Portland fondly.  The beautiful rain, the river, the locations I can identify within a couple of seconds.... *sigh*

7/7/2012 9:46:41 AM

An interesting article worth contemplation:

7/6/2012 12:28:45 PM

When I find myself in times of trouble/Mother Bast calls to me/Speaking words of wisdom/Let it be

7/4/2012 10:51:40 AM

"The Higgs boson walks into a church.  The priest says, "We don't allow Higgs bosons in here."  The Higgs boson says, "But without me, how can you have mass?" 


7/3/2012 11:48:29 AM

Seriously, my tabouleh should be renamed "Ambrosia".

7/1/2012 9:44:05 AM

Having a Superman vs Darth Vader debate on the facebooks.  Assuming no Kryptonite is present.  Being a geek is entirely too amusing at times.  (It all depends on if you count the expanded universe.)

6/29/2012 1:19:56 PM

Time for girl's night! 

6/24/2012 8:09:06 PM

"Do unto others 20% better than you would expect them to do unto you, to correct for subjective error."  ~ Linus Pauling

6/21/2012 7:21:47 PM

"To forget one's purpose is the commonest form of stupidity." ~Nietzsche

6/20/2012 9:31:41 PM

Dance.  Grow things.  Try not to be a dick.

6/19/2012 3:24:21 PM

Watching Boondock Saints with my friend.  Good times.  My new swimsuit came.  This makes me rather happy.  I will be beach ready for next month!

6/16/2012 12:05:06 PM

"You've got red on you."

6/15/2012 3:49:27 PM

I want a chunk of the Fukang meteorite to make into a bracelet.  So pretty.  And it's from space, which just makes it awesome beyond words.

6/13/2012 2:48:14 PM

Shopping for some new lingerie.  I need some new pretties.  Now if I could only afford the silk and leather set from Obey My Demand, I would be in heaven.

6/11/2012 11:09:13 AM

Humans are strange, and often confusing, creatures.

6/10/2012 5:22:12 AM

They say that you will only get what you want when you spell it out clearly.  Well, I spelled it out nearly 3 years ago, and I'm still single.  C'est la vie.

 "What I am looking for... this is always an interesting one for me. I havn't spelled it out clearly on this site as what I want with someone depends on that person and the dynamic and vibe that is established. The ideal is just that, ideal. I'm happy with play partners and casual fun. Everything has it's time and place. The ideal is different of course.

I want a Master. 24/7 slavery. I won't say TPE, as there are always too many arguments about exactly what that means. I want to be owned, cherished, possessed, molded and shaped. I wish to be cared for, and provided for. I wish to focus my time and attention on caring for my Master, and working on my art. I am a masochist, and highly sexual. You can see where that leads.

I have my limits. Everyone does. I don't want to have to have a list of things that my Master can't do. I want a Master who knows me and cares for me enough to not cross those lines unless necessary. I need to be challenged. I need a firm hand. When I submit, it isn't half way. For that reason, I am cautious. It is when trust is established that it starts to blossom.

I am looking for a Master who is firm, but understanding. Liberal, generous. Someone who doesn't feel the need to procreate. Someone creative, yet with an analytical mind. Sadistic of course. Someone who will take the time to give the cats some attention. Someone who understands that the universe holds more than we can comprehend. Someone who wants to explore the depths of reality, and someone who understands what I mean when I say that."

6/10/2012 5:16:12 AM

Recently I have been asked repeatedly, "Are you still looking for a Dom?"  I like to think that I am looking for a good man (and bad boy) who is dominant.  Labels are useful and all, but what really matters is the relationship.  Additionally, I'm really quite over the capitalization issue.  "Dom" isn't a proper noun. 

 A few years ago, when I was finally working out what I was looking for, I posted a bit about what my ideal relationship would look like.  I'll have to dig it out and repost it.



6/8/2012 2:31:41 PM

Nothing like a pina colada to make a warm evening a little brighter.

6/7/2012 6:46:06 PM

After a week in Georgia, I have had the realization that pedicures are not optional here.  Because you know I totally need an excuse for a bit of pampering. 

6/7/2012 1:38:33 PM

How close to the physical "ideal" should a submissive be when they start a relationship with a dominant?  How much should it be anticipated that the two work together to achieve that ideal?  Is a submissive considered lacking if she is unable to become "picture perfect" without a dominant guiding her?  Is a dominant considered lacking if he is unwilling to take on a submissive who needs work on her physical body?

I have my own thoughts on the questions I have presented, but they are going through my mind. 

6/6/2012 5:53:26 AM

I don't always reply to messages.  Fact of life.  Sometimes they go into my bulk folder, which I rarely look at (it's there for a reason).  Other times, I don't feel any sort of click with a message that I've recieved.  I agree that sending some sort of reply is polite, and I personally would rather be polite than not.  However... I have found, far too often, a tactful refusal of someone on this site can lead to verbal abuse.  It's sad, and of course says far more about the "dominant" who becomes mean to a complete stranger when they are told "thanks, but no thanks".  Regardless, I don't want to put up with it.  Thus, I don't always reply.  If you don't hear back from me, please don't take it personally, it's self protection.  Furthermore, if I find your message compelling or humorous, I'm pretty much guaranteed to reply.  A reply also doesn't mean I want to jump your bones, or kneel patiently while you have your way with me.  It just means I felt like talking to you and you seemed at least reasonably capable of conversation. 

6/4/2012 6:24:36 PM

I'm back in the US after spending a year in South Korea.  Now comes the adventure of being in the South.  Yeah... this is going to be interesting.  I'm excited though.

6/17/2011 10:52:44 PM

I had a nice walk this morning down to the street market by my apartment.  This is something that I have seen before, but not often.  Here it is fairly common.  I'm glad to find a cheaper place to buy some groceries.  I'll definitely be going back regularly.  Its far enough that the walk is a "healthy" walk, but close enough that I will actually walk, and not take the bus (though we'll see once the heat really hits hard).

6/14/2011 6:25:31 PM

I'm finally living abroad!  It's a big adjustment, but it's going well so far.  I'm here for work, so I'm not going to share my location unless I already know you well (I regularly have people ask, but really, it's my business). 

Anyhow, I'm happy to finally be moving on to the next stage in my life!  I'm still hoping to eventually find a master, but in the mean time, I'm going to try to explore the world a bit!

4/29/2011 1:53:47 PM

That was truly a fairy tale wedding.  Every little girl dreams of growing up to become a princess.  Now, a "commoner" has done just that.  I do get quite girly when it comes to such things.  The dress was stunning, the men's uniforms were sharp.  But the hats on the attendees... epic fail.  90% of them were out and out terrifying.  Still... I did get a little bit teary eyed watching the ceremony.  The sermon was quite nice as well.  Though I am not Christian, it was moving and delivered beautifully.  I'm not a Royalist, or anti-Royalist.  I'm American, with a bit of British ancestry.  My viewing and enjoyment of it had nothing to do with the institution of monarchy, but rather, the romance, pageantry, and beauty of it all.

3/15/2011 12:16:32 PM

"I Dream of Jeanie" colored my view of the world.

3/10/2011 2:13:42 PM

I find it interesting to see how many dominants list humiliation in their interests.  What isn't clear to me is if they wish their submissive to do things which "most" consider humiliating but which she enjoys, or if they wish their submissive herself to feel humiliated. 

3/7/2011 10:18:23 PM

I love


Today's tee is so very win!  (Unprocessed Soylent Green)

3/4/2011 1:39:40 PM

Please note... I do not accept add requests with no prior contact.  That means some level of getting to know one another (or already knowing each other in person).  Why would you want to add me as a "friend" with never having spoken with me?

3/3/2011 9:06:05 PM

My cat is lying next to me and snoring.  It's really far too cute for words.  But it does mean that I've been forgiven for taking her to the vet for her shots earlier today.

3/1/2011 8:47:25 PM

There.  That should be better.  They aren't my favorite shoes, but they are cute.  I'm more of a boot kind of gal.  ;)

3/1/2011 11:37:42 AM

"I should have been a great many things..."

2/16/2011 8:27:01 PM

I've removed photos of myself for professional reasons.  Eventually I'll get something else up.  In the mean time.... puppy meets snow!!!!

10/13/2010 1:13:31 AM
I really shouldn't drink so much coffee.  It doesn't mix well with insomnia.

9/18/2010 1:53:58 PM
I've started a new job.  I was stuck at part time at the last one, so I had to do something.  So far, its going well.  Its also the first time in years that I have had a monday through friday job.  I'm spending my weekend goofing off and getting painting done.  And I'll finally have some damn money! Too many bills, and too many things needed to get complacent though, so I'll probably work the occasional weekend day for overtime.

8/24/2010 9:50:53 PM
Why do so many expect me to not say whats on my mind?  Its going to happen, get used to it, or don't, but don't get upset.

8/19/2010 11:29:07 PM
Yes, I'm occasionally frequenting the site.  I'm not looking for a relationship at this time, as my plans involve a bit of travel (until I'm tired of it or i find someone to chain me down).  I'm still very open to friendships.

4/11/2010 10:02:10 AM
Muse was absolutely EPIC!  Now my good friend and I are talking about how awesome, and expensive, it would be to take a holiday to England to see them some other time.  XD  Yes... we're kooky like that.  Of course, currently both too broke to actually *do* it, but that doesn't stop us from plotting for "one day". 

School is going well.  I'm on my last term.  All of my classes are quite difficult, but two of the three are also very good.  Though, I never expected to study philosophy and psychology in an art class.  LOL  Currently reading through some Nietzsche and Marx, looking at their original thoughts and how society adapted them to a larger (and upper echelon serving) dynamic.  Then again, I'm just starting my reading on them, so I don't understand it all that well.  Needless to say... I also really need to look more into Hegel's writings on Master/Slave.  Within the contest of BDSM, it without a doubt has some validity.  The slave comes to self-realization through her slavehood.  She is connected to the world, through her work to please her Master.  Yet, I don't know that her service leads the Master to become detached from the world, or in any way less capable of self-realization.  I can absolutely see how that would be the case for traditional slavery (ie what was present in US history).  Mind you, this is taking Hegel's "Master/Slave" in a more literal sense.  From what I understand he was referring to business owner/worker dynamics (or perhaps feudalism?).

I'm getting all the paper work that I'll need for traveling together.  I also have to get my shots.  I really don't care for needles, but it's a requirement, and I have no desire what so ever to get some of the more exotic bugs that are out there.


4/3/2010 2:26:21 PM
I get to go see Muse in concert tonight!  Of course, I also came down with a cold yesterday.  That won't stop me though.  :D

3/17/2010 4:16:25 PM
Today was a splendid day.  It all lies with the little things.  Someone was practicing viola outside the music building.  The cherry trees are in bloom.  It is in these things that I find Dao.  

3/17/2010 9:58:01 AM
Happy St. Pattys day everyone! 

Dinner shall be the traditional corned beef, with cabbage and taters.  :D

3/15/2010 11:28:16 AM
So often, communication with people here feels so contrived.  I don't understand something... if I conversation is lagging, if you have to push just to have even a basic conversation... why are you interested in someone?  So often, I'm reminded of Idocracy.  "I like money."  "I like money too."  "We should hang out."

3/11/2010 10:22:32 AM
Fear can run everything.  Fear of death, fear of life, fear that something won't happen, fear that something will happen.  It will creep in like an insidious vine.  When we are free of fear, we can truly live.  I have rid myself of many fears.  Others I have yet to conquer.  Perhaps one day I will be free from fear.  Perhaps not.  All I can do is strive forward.

3/9/2010 11:31:54 PM
I'm still on my Rammstein kick.  I love this one.

3/6/2010 4:00:20 PM
When a slave knows herself, and her Master knows who she truly is, then the slave can be molded and shaped into any number of things.  She is still who she is, yet she is something new, something different.  To be truly malleable takes knowing who you really are at the core, and the ability to let go of the rest.  Neither are easy tasks.  

3/6/2010 3:15:44 PM
It's a good day for painting. 

3/4/2010 10:24:25 AM

Before knowing the translation, it's incredibly beautiful.  After... it's profound. 

When, oh when, will Rammstein come to the US again? 

3/4/2010 9:58:49 AM
Running, seeking, yearning, longing
Night, in the light of my dreams
Flowing through burning desire
Awakening death, small and mighty

Leaving the world behind
There is now
Now alone
All else has no meaning

Floating, drifting, falling
Slumber never ends
Finding the chord of rebirth
To begin anew

3/3/2010 12:39:56 AM
Latest pictures updated (showing my back, and the b/w) courtesy of DaddyOuranosMyth.

2/27/2010 2:34:52 PM
And... I did not get into SEAF.  I'm going to go hide in my cave now.

2/27/2010 1:47:26 PM
Yay!  Oregon now has a tsunami advisory!!!  Ok, I'm totally safe, too far inland.  I did a report a year ago on tsunami's actually, and the coast is *quite* prepared, and it's still only an advisory.

2/27/2010 12:27:16 PM
**worried about a friend in Hawaii**

2/26/2010 10:42:52 AM
Daoism in a bottle...


2/23/2010 9:01:15 AM
  1. A slave may not injure a human being, or through inaction, allow her Master to come to harm.
  2. A slave must obey any orders given to her by her Master, except where such orders would conflict with the First Law.
  3. A slave must protect her own existence as long as such protection does not conflict with the First or Second Law.

2/20/2010 6:01:27 PM
Playing with perfume ideas.  I need wax so I can make perfume ointment.  :D

2/20/2010 1:42:42 AM
Painting done, errands completed, and chocolate obtained (70% w/ cherry and almond and a 50% coconut curry).  All around, it was a relaxing day.  Oh, and Zim included.  DOOM!  XD

2/19/2010 10:06:15 AM
Regarding yahoo chat...

I do not give out my yahoo, or other chat, handles without getting to know someone.  This rule applies to everyone.  Please don't take it personally.  I have had some really bad experiences giving it out right away.  I actually do enjoy chatting, however it is necessary for me to weed out the abusers and assholes.  This journal entry also means that if you send me a blind email telling me to give you my yahoo handle, I will add you to my deleted folder for reasons of being illiterate.

2/19/2010 1:26:39 AM
Thank the Gods its finally the weekend!  :D

2/14/2010 8:45:17 AM
There is something about CM that apparently leads to memory loss.  You know what I mean... the emails from people who were completely rude to you and who you told to fuck off with great prejudice... or someone who stood you up on a date... suddenly emailing you again (often with the exact same form letter as the first time) as though they'd never spoken with you.  Either its something about CM, or I just have a face pretty enough to elicit responses, but not remember.  I have to think its CM.

10/16/2009 11:11:33 PM
It's interesting to note the self professed dominants who list what punishments they will implement should the girl they're looking for misbehave. 

I for one wouldn't get into a relationship expecting punishments regularly.  That, in my mind, speaks of a poor match.  A slave should want to serve, and try their best.  If a girl needs punishments all the time, then there is something that she is lacking, or that is otherwise "off" in the relationship.  Occasionally is one thing, but all the time is another. 

My other thought is ... how do you know that would be an effective punishment before you even meet the prospective slave/sub, and the specific need arise?  Shouldn't a punishment fit the crime?  Shouldn't a punishment be suited to the submissive and the situation?  If they are rubber stamp punishments, then how can they actually be effective? 

Of course, then again, I can be quite cynical, and I tend to think of people who list punishments like a shopping list as most likely to be HNGs.  ;P 

Punishments aren't play time.

7/10/2009 12:53:18 PM 

Happy Birthday Tesla!  XD

7/8/2009 1:35:39 PM
What I am looking for... this is always an interesting one for me.  I havn't spelled it out clearly on this site as what I want with someone depends on that person and the dynamic and vibe that is established.  The ideal is just that, ideal.  I'm happy with play partners and casual fun.  Everything has it's time and place.  The ideal is different of course. 

I want a Master.  24/7 slavery.  I won't say TPE, as there are always too many arguments about exactly what that means.  I want to be owned, cherished, possessed, molded and shaped.  I wish to be cared for, and provided for.  I wish to focus my time and attention on caring for my Master, and working on my art.  I am a masochist, and highly sexual.  You can see where that leads. 

I have my limits.  Everyone does.  I don't want to have to have a list of things that my Master can't do.  I want a Master who knows me and cares for me enough to not cross those lines unless necessary.  I need to be challenged.  I need a firm hand.  When I submit, it isn't half way.  For that reason, I am cautious.  It is when trust is established that it starts to blossom.

I am looking for a Master who is firm, but understanding.  Liberal, generous.  Someone who doesn't feel the need to procreate.  Someone creative, yet with an analytical mind.  Sadistic of course.  Someone who will take the time to give the cats some attention.  Someone who understands that the universe holds more than we can comprehend.  Someone who wants to explore the depths of reality, and someone who understands what I mean when I say that. 

7/8/2009 1:24:07 PM
Yes, I paint.  On canvas, though I can do walls as well.  ;)  I work within a BDSM, and am currently focusing on rope bondage.  I don't have any up here.  Frankly, I don't trust this site, and don't want people stealing my images.  As far as if I am an artist... most people would say yes.  Those who have been artists for over 20 years would say not yet.  ;)

7/7/2009 11:12:16 AM
It would be lovely if people had pics up.  Really it would.

7/4/2009 1:42:54 PM
All alone on the 4th of July with no plans.  meh.  i want a flogging.

7/4/2009 4:31:30 AM

Eyes shine
Flesh entwines
Life enchants

Pain embraces the slightest sound
Knowledge disrupts history
The earth has caved in

The soul is exposed
Feeling everything
Knowing nothing

Knowing everything
Time stops and reforms
Gazes meet in the bliss of agony


7/3/2009 5:33:16 PM
I'm having an interesting music day.  Started with Sinead O'Connor, and now am on Rammstein.  I should throw in some Manson.

7/2/2009 10:21:46 PM
I'm hoping to have my next tattoo within a few months.  It will be two bouquets of lotus and papyrus under the collar bone, on either side of the ankh.  That will make tattoo's number 8 and 9.  I love my ink.  I really do.  They're all spiritual for me, so it is ... a thing.  LOL

I don't know when I'll be getting my next piercing, or what it will be.  While I don't do needle play, I do love perminant piercings.  The latest (which you can't see in any of the pics on this site) is a lip piercing, which is about a month old.  <3  I'm still getting used to it though.

7/2/2009 5:52:48 PM
Hot... too hot... gonna die... **melts** 

I really don't do well with temps over 85 or so.

6/26/2009 10:23:00 AM
I'm watching the National Geographic channel.  There's this special on jelly fish.  I tend to watch this channel a lot.  It's just fascinating.  The best one is Taboo though.  Of course.  LOL  

4/17/2009 11:52:06 PM
I made chicken alfredo this evening.  Roasted garlic to add to the sauce and for the bread.  Oooooh... I'm so good.  I'm going to die of a foodgasm now.

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