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Self expression is so hard for an introvert like me. I don't know
how to explain who or what I am. I like to give an receive, but am such
a novice, I don't know where to begin. My ex-spouse and I dabbled in
Shibari and similar tastes, but she could never fully get into the
play, and eventually there was this rift between us that was unspoken.
So here I am, alone, bewildered about who or what I am, and craving
both punishment and affection. A friend turned me to this site in hopes
that I could get help.
I suppose controlled pain, and light torture turn me on, (receiving), and I enjoy biting and restraining, (giving/receiving).
Like I said before though, I am a complete novice, and have no real
training or experience. I know I have dominate tendencies, but am
subservient enough to feel comfortable with a suitable Top. And I think
I would prefer a Dom/Top to teach me.
I'd have to say I'm a bit embarrassed by this as well. But I'm
trying to learn to overcome my inhibitions. Please, if you're out
there, teach me.
Oh, be forewarned, I have two children, and am recently divorced (in
process), but I have a new house all to myself, and the ex is so far
out of the picture, she might as well not exist. If anyone has any tips
they would like to give me on my presentation/intro. I would be greatly
welcomed.
Thank you,
Christopher
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