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So I've had some people say that while my stories are good that they don't tell anyone who I am. So here goes nothing... the second picture in my profile is who I am. I'm a person with a past. A person who is trying her best to deal with life and the things that it throws at her. I try to be the best person I can and for the most part I do or at least a really good facsimile of that. I have made mistakes I'm not perfect nor do I expect anyone to be. I am a divorced single mom. My kids are a part of my life and I won't change that. I have dealt with and continue to deal with depression and all the wonderful things that go with that. Which is one of the reasons I hve come back to the lifestyle. Being a submissive gives me a purpose. Gives me a reason to be. There's no better therapy I've found than to be on your knees in front of your Master naked not just physically but emotionally and spiritually, waiting for His judgement, His command. It is the most liberating feeling for me, to put my fears, insecurities, doubts away and focus on what He needs and wants. This is who I am. This is what I was destined to be. I will move heaven and earth for a Master who can give me his security, his protection and his love. I'm looking For that unique connection that comes when you know someone is literally holding your life in his hands. Well in the basic sense this is me. Not all of me but what would be the fun in not having something to find out later.

9/15/2011 9:24:38 AM Dammit i mutter as i hit the steering wheel in frustration.  My wonderful escape to Florida has been one misadventure after another and it looks like this is going to be the biggest yet.  A wicked tropical storm has moved into the area that i'm visiting and it looks like i'm stuck in it.  i can barely see to the front of the rental car i'm in the rain is coming down that hard.  The wind is howling and i think i just saw a patio chair being blown across the road.  i finally see lights in the distance and am praying that it's a place that i can rest for a few hours until the storm passes.  Thank god, i get to the lights and it is a hotel.  It looks like it's seen better days, but the roof is still intact and it looks like they have room. The parking lot is full but i'm the vacancy sign is still on.  I pull off the highway and go into the front office.  I regret it almost as soon as i do.  The smell of mothballs and i can't even describe that smell  assaults me as soon as i open the door.  An immense man looks up as i walk in and leers at me, i can almost physically feel his eyes stripping everything i have off.  i have never been so turned off in my life.  Trying not to breathe i ask if they have a room for the night.  Thankfully his IQ is disproportionately related to his weight and i get a room relatively quickly.  I race to my room not even bothering to grab my luggage out of the car.  i unlock the door and slam it behind me.  Leaving the rain and the wind behind me.  i look around the room and it's not as bad as i had feared.  The room seems clean and the bed looks to have fresh sheets on it.  All i can think about right now is having a shower and getting the stress of the road off of me for a bit.  i spend some time in the shower trying to warm up.  The water running over me feels so good, i lean my head back and look up letting the water run over my face and my chest, the water dripping down over my breast and running down my stomach  and over my shaved mound.  The water is good and hot just the way i like it, turning my skin pink.  The stress of the last few days being washed away.  i allow my mind to escape to thoughts of pleasures as my fingers circle my wet nipples making them rise.  One hand moves down to slowly cup my pussy, my middle finger traces the curve of my lips as i moan in pleasure.  My other hand continues to tease my nipples squeezing and pulling them.  My middle finger parts my lips and quickly i bury it deep in my wet and wanting hole.  It is quickly followed by two more fingers as i quickly begin to fuck myself.  I lean back on the shower wall, the water rushing over my breasts, the water pricking my erect nipples, pain and pleasure mingling.  My fingers keep their steady rhythm in my cunt fucking slow and deep for a few strokes and then fast and quick with my thumb passing over my swollen clit.  My hand that was playing with my nipples moves to my mouth where i suck them in deeply, wetting them with my saliva.  i move it down to my pussy and use those fingers to start rubbing my clit  while i continue to fuck myself.  i can feel the pressure mount as i move closer to my release.  i rub my clit harder needing to feel the release that only a good orgasm can bring.  All of the sudden it breaks, waves of pleasure shoot out from my clit as my cum soaks my fingers.  i yell out loud as i cum deep and hard on my hands.  The water washing it all down the drain.  i turn around and push my forehed into the wall letting the feelings wash over me as the water does.  Feeling much more relaxed i get out of the shower and wrap myself in a towel.  I walk back into the room just as the door swings open and someone comes in.  i squeal in surprise as the door slams shut and a man stares at me.  "what the hell are you doing in my room" we both yell at the same time.  "Wait a minute, this is my room " i sputter trying to keep the towel wrapped around me.  "i was here first".  "This is the room that they gave me at the front office" the man tells me with more calm than i am feeling at the moment, "they said this was the last room in the motel and it's the only room within fifty miles."  "i don't care if it's the last room in the universe, it's my room and i'm not leaving." i breathe trying to calm down.  i go to the phone to call the front desk and as i do the power goes off and the phone dies.  "you're fucking kidding me" i groan in despair.  "This holiday can not get any worse" i yell in frustration.  And at that moment the weather agrees as the wind howls even louder shaking the whole hotel and the lightning flashes outside.  "Well maybe we should just make the best of the situation" the stranger suggests.  At that point i don't want to make the best of anything, i either need to sit down and have a good long cry, throw punches at something or go and get drunk.  Since none of those seem like options at the moment, i give him a long baleful stare.  I go to grab  my clothes off the bed where i had thrown them, but they are still soaking wet from my run to the room.  The man sees my dilemma and i can hear him chuckle under his breath as he sits down in a chair.  i glance outside and there's no way i'm going to be running out there to my car to get my luggage.  Faced with not much alternative, i grab the bedspread off of the bed and disappear into the bathroom to see what i can do.  i come out a few minutes later wearing a somewhat hastily assembled toga thingy.  Best i can do under the circumstances i thought.  The man has made himself at home in my room, he's sprawled out on the bed almost taking all the room and has his eyes closed.  i go to the chair that he recently vacated and sit down looking out the window.  i check my cell phone hoping that i had missed a call or at least a text, nothing.  i glance at the stranger out of the corner of my eye, don't want to get caught staring, but i have to admit he's quite good looking, for a peace invading jerk anyways.  He looks to be over six feet tall, with a rugged handsome face.  i sigh and turn away, i don't need to be getting any ideas at this point.  "So are you ready to tell my why you are having such a horrible vacation yet". His voice startles me and i jump.  i look at him and his eyes are still closed.  Maybe i should tell him, maybe it will make me feel better i think.  i check my phone once more and then turn it off.  i close my eyes and think about what has brought me to this place. i clear my throat  "i came down to meet a man i met off of the internet" i say quietly.  "It didn't work out" i state almost defensively.  "Fair enough" he says pleasantly, "Any particular reason why" he questions.  He opens his eyes after a few minutes of silence from me.  "If you'd rather not tell me, that's ok, i was just trying to kill time".  "No, i don't mind" i start, "he claimed to be something he wasn't and i found out that i needed that something he wasnt".  The words confusing me as they come out of my lips, can't imagine how they sound to a stranger.  "So you came down here expecting to find something different than what you found, yes?" he asks trying to clarify my words.  "yes i guess so" frustration lacing my words.  "And what were you looking for?" he questions me again.  His questions starting to make me feel defensive, but i'm not sure why.  "i don't know" i answer quickly.  He glances at me and as my eyes meet him i see that he doesnt' believe me.  "hmmmm" is all he says though.  We sit in silence for a while.  Me lost in my thoughts about how his questions made me feel.  What did i want? What was i searching for?  I didn't know anymore, but yet i did.  I did know what i wanted, i just didnt' know how to put it in words and no stranger in a strange hotel room would ever understand that i thought.  The storm has not abated outside yet.  Lightning and thunder still flashed, the wind still howled and i shivered.  i hear a soft snore from the bed and realized this stranger this man i didn't know had the gall to fall asleep on me.  i hated him a little at that moment that he could drift off so easily.  Feeling some self pity tears come into my eyes.  i'm exhausted but no i wouldn't be able to sleep with the storm outside. i'm feeling vulnerable and completely adrift and alone.  Sobs wrack my body as i try to stay quiet but i can't seem to stop them, they need to come out i have held it in for far too long.  Disppointment and anger all come out of me in a giant rush that i couldn't contain any longer.  His touch on my shoulder startled me and i jumped to my feet, my face turning bright red with embarassment.  i don't often show weakness and to be caught by a stranger crying was mortifying to me.  i could see kindness and understanding in his eyes and that just made me angrier, how dare he try to help was my first thought, i can deal with this myself.  My embarassment turning to anger quickly.  "How dare you touch me, you don't even know me" i snarled at him. He looked taken aback at that and then grinned at me, which of course infuriated me more.  "I think i know you better than you think i do" he told me matter of factly and took a step towards me.  i took a step back but didn't like how it felt like i was retreating and planted my feet firmly.  i wasn't going to let this man intimidate me.  He saw the look of defiance in my eyes and grinned even bigger and took another step forward.  My heart was pounding and my breath was coming in gasps.  Why was he doing this, i asked myself, did he want to get punched in the face, do i scream now and if i did would anyone care or even hear me, the thoughts raced through my head.  He stopped a step away from me.  His hands loose and relaxed at his sides and an open easy, almost knowing, smile on his face.  i looked up into his eyes and though man is he tall and his eyes are amazing, no wait he's threatening me, stop looking at his eyes.  I tear my eyes off of his reluctantly and look down at the floor in front of me.  "So tell me" he starts and my eyes move to his face again.  "What do you feel right now, at this very moment?"  His question takes me by surprise and i stop to think for a minute.  I don't think anyone has ever asked me how i feel.  i'm always the one worried about everyone else.  It's me who has to worry about how everyone else is feeling.   It's felt strange to have someone ask how i felt for once and a stranger at that.  i think about it for a minute and i  answer truthfully, "i'm so confused" i admit.  "What is confusing you" he probes.  His question makes me feel like he is trying to see into the depths of my soul.  "Confused about what i want" i admit.  My whole story comes out in a torrent of words.  All about how i came to Florida to meet this man who claimed to be a dominant and had me convinced of this.  i had been exploring my submissive side for a bit and he seemed to fit the bill.  He was the very first man i had ever met and i was sadly disappointed.  He was the complete opposite of what i wanted or needed and i knew it as soon as i met him.  i felt no draw to him that i thought i would feel.  Not the way i felt drawn to this stranger in front of me.  Wait, what, when did i start to feel this?  Now my mind was really racing.  i looked up at him and my face felt hot after my confession.  i didn't know what this stranger would think of me and my story.  Would he understand what i was even talking about.  i usually get a feeling from people about their intentions and thoughts but i couldn't read his and it frustrated me.  His eyes held no clue either as i searched them.  He smiled softly at me when i was done.  "What's your name?" he askes me.  It's Tammy i say.   "Tammy, i'm going to ask you to do something for me ok?"  i looked at him perplexed.  "ok " i said, very curious as to what he wanted me to do.  His eyes take on a harder look.  "Kneel for me Tammy" his voice has a hint of steel in it.  i look at him wide eyed.  "What?" i gasp. But even though i'm surprised i can help but feel the wetness his words caused in my pussy and the way my nipples tightened and the way my breath sped up.  i can feel my legs wanting to obey, my heart telling me to do as he asks, but my head is questioning it his order.  He can see this play out on my face, the struggle between wanting to obey and the questioning of why.  "Tammy what are you?" "a submissive" i answer.  "i usually don't demand obedience from a submissive just after i have met them", he explains, "but i truly sense you struggling with this and i need you to kneel for me Tammy" i look into his eyes and can't look away.  i feel my knees give way as i slide to the floor in front of him.  My knees spread, my arms to my side, my bedspread covering, hiding the fact that my cunt is growing even wetter.  i find my eyes can no longer keep contact with him and they slide to his feet.  My heart swells with the freedom of being here at his feet.  Is this what i've been searching for for so long?  Have i finally found my place?  I hear him moving around me, but i'm not ready to follow with my eyes, for some reason this feels right.  His hand moves to shoulder and down to the curve of my breast where my covering starts.  "Tammy, i want you to stand up for me and to lose the blanket" i gulp loudly.  Nervous about him seeing me naked.  Thinking about the legs i didn't shave today or the way i'm on the heavier side, would he be turned off?  i stand up and untie the blanket and let it drop around my feet, showing my body completely.  i stand there waiting for him to say something.  My breath comes in audible gasps as i wait for his judgement.  "Tammy you are an amazingly beautiful woman."  i almost laugh at his words, but stop because i can sense his seriousness.  "Your body was meant to be used and abused by a someone who knows who he is and what he is doing.  Not by someone who doesn't know what he has under his hands. " He walks in front of me and his hand caresses my breast.  The back of his knuckles move around one of my nipples and then the other making them hard and tight.  He then moves his hand down my stomach and stops just above my mound.  He stops for a minute.  "Tammy look at me"  i raise my eyes to him.  "I will stop right now if you want me to.  If i keep going i'm going to take you completely and totally.  Do you understand?  I need an answer from you now" i look him in the eyes and can see the passion building in them.  i also know that i can trust him and he won't let any harm come to me, but i know he will keep his word and stop if i asked him to right now, but i don't. "Please don't stop, i need this so badly", my voice trembles. "I know you do" his voice almost a growl.  "From now until we are done you will call me Sir and you will be my slut  Do you understand?" "Yes Sir, i mutter breathlessly. "I didn't hear that slut" speak up.  "Yes Sir" i say steadier. His hand moves down the rest of my way over my stomach and over my mound.  Brushing over my lips.  "mmmm already wet aren't you slut, very nice" he murmurs. He takes my hand and leads me to the bed.  He sits on the edge and asks me if i have ever been spanked over the knee before.  i shake my head no and he pats his lap.  i  move to the side of his legs and bend over them so my ass is high up in the air.  i wait for the first slap, tensing myself, but instead of slapping his hand caresses my ass. Running smoothly over it, i can feel the callouses on his palms as he touches my smooth skin. His fingers dip into the crack of my ass and down into the wet of my cunt and come out again.  Slap, his palm hits the right side of my ass immediately raising a red spot and warming the skin.  That is followed by several more slaps of varying intensities.  My ass grows hot from the attention of his hand.  After a couple of spanks he uses his hand and rubs the skin and feeling how wet i am getting.  i am moaning by the time he is done.  He helps me to stand up and lays me on the bed on my back.  He undresses in front of me and i watch him strip for me.  His body is as nice as i had imagined.  He gets me to move up the head of the bed and spreads my legs.  He lays on top of me all his weight on me and kisses my forehead, my eyelids, my cheeks and finally my lips.  Kissing softly at first but it's not long before he is claiming my mouth as his.  His tongue invading my mouth, fucking my mouth with it.  i kiss him back with as much passion, needeing to taste him all and completely.  My arms come up to wrap around him and he breaks the kiss.  "Tammy i want you to hold still for me, no matter what i do to you don't move.  Can you do that?" "i'll try" i tell him fervently.  "That will do for now" is his reply before he claims my mouth again, he moves my arms so that they are stretched out on either side of me.  i groan as his mouth moves away from me again, but he moves it down my neck, nibbling and sucking the whole way.  He moves to my right breast and uses his tongue to circle my nipple and then suck it deep into his mouth.  He bites it hard, but before i have time to react to the pain he sucks it again.  He moves to my other breast and does the same thing to it, biting and sucking my nipple.  i'm panting now, not believing how good this is feeling.   Shots of pleasure moving from my nipples straigth to my cunt.  His mouth continues it's journey down. Over my stomach, licking my bellybutton and stopping at the tattoo that i have just above my pussy and licks the wings that i have there.  i am shaking with anticipation and struggling with not being able to move.  i want to obey so badly but it's so hard not to move.  Not  to writhe with the passion that i'm feeling,not to hold his head to me.  His mouth finally reaches that hot spot at the center of me.  The only thing i'm focused on right now.  He stops and i start to twist in frustration but feel the grip of his hand on my thigh.  "Keep still" he demands.  "Please" i beg "Please what slut?" i swear i can hear a smile in his voice. "Please Sir, please i need you to lick my cunt. Please your cunt needs it so badly" "Is it my cunt?" At this point i would sell my soul to the devil for relief and i groan, "Yes Sir it is your cunt, please taste, likc your cunt, please make your cunt cum". That is all he needs to hear as he buries his mouth in my pussy.  His tongue fucking my hole hard and deep and licking all the way to the top where my clit is screaming for attention.  My hips raise as his tongue makes contact with my clit.  i can almost literally feel every bump on his tongut as it scrapes across my needy cunt.  His fingers invade me next.  First one, then two, then three, i feel so full and so good.  He slips a fourth one in and i want to move my hips so badly.  His tongue is relentless on my clit as his fingers fuck me senseless.  I can feel something at the entrance to my ass.  A finger pressing against it and then pops in.  Oh holy hell it's so good.  My mind is completely focused on what is happeneing between my legs.  My orgasm is fast approaching and im panting because i dont' want it to come yet.  As much as i want the torture to stop, i never want it to end.  From what seems like a thousand miles away i hear his voice "Tammy i need you to cum for me, cum for me now Tammy, give it all to me, give me all your cum slut." At his words his fingers jam into me again and again, deep hard, unforgiving.  His tongue hard on my clit and his finger in my ass unrelenting.  i scream out loud as my orgasm rips through me.  i can feel it in my toes it is so strong and hard.  My whole body curling around him and his hands, forgetting about staying still for him.  i finally stop cumming and am still for a few minutes before i realize he's sitting between my legs, his fingers trailing lightly over my thighs. "holy fuck" i manage to get out between breaths.  i hear him chuckle.  "Was that enjoyable slut?" he asks moving between my legs again, his head over mine. i manage to nod as i feel his cock, hot and tight on my thigh.  "I want to fuck those magnificent breats slut" i nod in agreement, too breathless still to say a whole lot.  He straddles my chest burying his cock right between my breasts.  i hold them together so his whole cock is surrounded.  He starts to fuck my tits and i open my mouth hoping to get a taste of his cock.  His cock feels so hot on my chest and i can see the tip already leaking precum.  i stick my tongue out and he accomodates me and sticks the head in my mouth to lick it off.  i hear him groan as my tongue touches him and that makes me smile.  i hope i can bring him as much pleasure as he has brought me.  He continues to move back and forth, tweaking a nipple here and there,   He keeps moving up further until his cock is only fucking my mouth.  He is straddling my shoulders shoving his big thick cock between my lips.  He shoves it all the way to the back of my throat, before pulling out slowly.  His pace begins to pick up and i move my hand to squeeze his balls.  All of a sudden he erupts in me cumming in my mouth and then pulling out to finish cumming all over my face.  His hot seed dripping down my face and in my mouth is so good, i swallow what he has given me gratefully.  He puts his cock back in my mouth to clean it off.  He moves off of me and uses his finger to feed me the cum that is on my face.  He lays on the bed and pulls me to him, his shape curving around my own.  Making me feel safe, protected and owned.  Hmmm maybe my vacation can be salvaged after all.

4/7/2010 6:02:53 PM As i was getting dressed my hands trembled, i was so nervous.  My Master had decided to have friends over tonight and i was supposed to play hostess.  You know make sure drinks were filled, snacks were ready that sort of thing.  This was the first time that i would be used like this for my Master in a slave position.  My Master hadn't told me much about who was coming only that he was hoping for a relaxing evening.  He had told me it was my choice in what to wear tonight, but it had to be sexy.  Took me a long time in trying to decide what to wear, i wanted it to be just right for him. Nothing makes me happier than making him proud to own me.  i went down to the kitchen and found Him there waiting for me.  i felt his eyes all over me as i stood in the doorway, appraising what i looked like.  "Do i please you Master?" i ask tentatively.  "mmm slut you always please me, but you have outdone yourself tonight" His words causing my heart to race and my cheeks to burn hot in pleasure.  He walkes over to me and takes my chin in his hands forcing my eyes up to his.  I can see the desire in his eyes as he leans over and claims my mouth in a deep kiss.  His tongue invading my mouth, his teeth biting my lips.  Just as i put my arms up to wrap around him he pulls away and gives me the smile that melts me.  "Not yet my pretty pet" he grins as he sees  the desire in my eyes, "there will be plenty of time for that later" he winks.  The doorbell rings pulling his attention away from me.  i join Master in the entry as he answers the door and his friends come in, i quickly forget names as they are introduced to me and i take their jackets, but i see them take in what i am wearing and that excites me i can feel my pussy get damp.   They all move into the living room where they will be watching movies as i hang up their coats.  i can hear them all talking as i go in to see what anyone would like to drink.  Drink orders in hand i go back to the kitchen to get them ready.  The sounds of the movie mask the sound of my Master coming up behind me.  He has that mischievous look in his eye that always makes me a bit nervous, but always makes me excited at the same time.  "yes Master?" i ask as his hand comes up to squeeze my right breast. "you are doing very well my slut" he praises as his fingertips pinch my erect nipple.  "My friends are impressed by what an obedient and lovely cunt you are", his hand moving to my other breast raising my nipple. "I have told them that i will show them what an obedient slut i have."  My heart skips a beat at his words and i start to panic a little.  My Master sees the fear in my eyes and takes me in his arms tightly.  "you will do as i ask my slut, as scared as you may be about a new experience i know you want to make me proud and i know you will be a wonderful slut for my friends and I." My heart is in my throat at the thought of being used by other men.  i mean it's always been a fantasy of mine and i knew the day would come when my Master would ask this of me, but once faced with reality, old insecurites come out.  What if i'm not good enough, what if they don't like me, but i know my place  and i know i never will deny my Master anything.  i raise my eyes to my Master's as he continues to hold me and can see the confidence he has and wished i had some of it too.  He lets go of me and asks if i'm ready.  i nod slowly, not trusting my voice.  He smiles at me and tells me to get undressed and to bring out the drinks in nothing but my collar and a smile. He then leaves the room and goes back to his friends. Without him there i'm frozen, caught between knowing what i have to do and my fear.  i know i can't stay in this kitchen forever because i know his punishment would be harsh if i were to disobey.  i slowly start to remove the clothes that i had so carefully chosen only a short time earlier.  My hands trembling as i try to undo buttons.  i take a deep breath and tell myself to grow up and deal with it, this is your place and as much as this scares you can't deny a warmth coming from your pussy.  In fact if you reached down and put your finges inside of your lips you would no doubt find yourself very wet.  i undress and move to get things ready to take out, my heart is beating hard in fear and in anticipation for what the evening holds.  i take the drinks into the living room, wearing nothing but my collar and a smile as my Master ordered.  As i walk in i seek my Master's eyes knowing that i need his strength to be able to do this.  My eyes are on his, but my ears take in the utter silence in the room.  The only noise comes from the tv, the movie still playing.  My knees tremble as i stand in front of  my Master the tray suddenly feelilng very heavy in my hands.  My Master stands and takes it from my hands and puts it on the coffetable.  He takes my hand in his smiles encouragenly at me.  "You are doing wonderfully my slut."  He looks over my shoulder and addresses his friends, "This is the entertainment i promised you tonight.  My little slut is insatiable in her desire to please and in her desire to be fucked." i shivered a little at his words but knew he would be there to protect me.   My owner told me to kneel and i did at his feet.  He releases his cock from his pants and it springs out hard in front of me.  i lick my lips and look up at him a smile on my face.  i need no further encouragement.  i take his cock deep into my mouth moaning a little as i do.  i love the way my Master's cock tastes and the way it fills up my mouth.  i start to suck hard on his cock taking him all the way in before letting him slide out between my lips and then attacking it again.  i'm vaguely aware of the other men still in the room so focused i am on what i'm doing .  It isn't long though before i sense someone else close.  i let go of my Master's cock with my mouth and look to my right where i see one of his friends stroking.  i move over to him and take his cock in my mouth  my lips taking the familiar shape in my mouth sucking deeply.  My one hand squeezing his balls and my other hand stroking  Master's cock.  i can hear the other men around me with their cocks in their hands.  My mouth begins to work faster on the cock in my mouth, i want to feel his cum shoot down my throat.  i suck tightly on him as i move down his cock and hold him in my mouth for a second before he moves out of my mouth.  The next time i move down i take his cock  as far as i can in my throat as i do i can feel a hand on the back of my head holding me not able to breath.  i gag on his cock as i'm released.  i let him fuck my mouth a little longer and it isn't long before i feel his balls tighten and his hot thick cum shoots into my mouth.  i swallow with his cock sitll in my mouth.  Feeling him convulse inside of me.  Taking his cock out of my mouth, i lick my lips and smile up at him.  "mmmm who's next" My Master takes my hand and i rise and follow him to the couch where one of his friends is sitting naked with his hand on his cock.  My eyes not leaving his cock, my Master asks if i would like to fuck him.  i don't answer him, but i straddle the cock and slowly lower myself onto it.  My eyes closed enjoying the sensation of a cock filling my cunt.  Love the feelilng of a new cock entering me for the first time.  i start to move up and down his cock as men move to either side of me with their cocks in my face.  i take turns sucking them as i continue to fuck the one in my pussy.  i have always imagined this and can't believe it's finally happening.  i wonder where my Master is when i hear him behind my and feel his hand on my back pushing me down on his friend/s cock.  He pushes me forward so that my breasts are on his chest and i can feel his fingers opening my ass., readying it for his cock.  Oh my god i'm about to be have a cock in my cunt and ass, i can barely believe it as i feel his cock slowly start to enter my tight asshole.  i hold still on the other cock for a minute as Master's cock enters me fully.  i'm so full now along with the cocks inside of me i sitll have to cocks to take care of with my mouth and as Master starts to fuck me i turn my attention to them again.  i can feel the other cock under me start to fuck my hole, his hands on my breasts twisting and pulling my nipples.  My mouth moving back and forth between the two cocks.  Trying to keep my mind on what i'm doing but am afraid of being overwhelmed by sensations.  My pussy and ass are crying out to be fucked so deeply and the men are doing what they can to oblige them.  i can feel the cock in   my cunt begin to shoot his load deep inside of me, coating my insides with his cum.  His cum makes my pussy convulse in it's own orgasm.  Squeezing tightly around his softening cock, making me scream out in pure pleasure.  As i cum i can feel my Master cumming deep in my ass.  Oh god i'm full of cum and  swallowed another man's cum.  hmmm could anything make this better.  Oh yes i have one more cock to satisfy.  i move over to concentrate on his cock i want his cum all over my face, i need to  feel his hot seed dripping down my cheeks and over my lips.  i lean over close and lick his cock as he strokes for me.  It is only a couple of more strokes and he's cumming all over my face.  i close my eyes and feel it hit my face, sticky and sweet, my tongue licking it off of my lips.  Master's surprise for his friends goes late into the night, i am fucked many times in many different combinations, i cum so many times that i lose count.  When his friends are gone Master carries me to our bathroom to bathe me and clean me up from all the cum that is covering my body.  He carries me to bed and tells me how proud of his slut he is and he hopes i enjoyed myself.  My only question for him as  my eyes close is when can we do it again.

4/7/2010 5:58:06 PM Submiisive Fantasy i'm lying on the couch, my arms have been suspended over my head for a long while now and i'm starting to feel that i'm never going to get free.  My Master told me he would be home soon but it has felt like hours that i have been waiting.  i have been in a heightened state of readiness for a long time now, my juices soaking my panties a long time back, i can feel the cool air trying to to cool my fire, but it is having no effect.  i startle as i hear the door open and my heart skips a beat, i know my Master is home and i'm so glad for that.  He walks into the room behind me and i can't see him, i know he's there, i can hear his breath and if i imagine hard enough i can hear his heart beat.  My Master has amazing patience, much more than his slut.  i try to turn and twist to try and see his face but i can't.  i hear him leave the room and i groan in pure frustration.  i strain to try and hear him, to see if i can hear what he is doing.  All of a sudden he is at my head, still just out of sight, sitll frustrating me.  He moves into my line of sight and he smiles at me, and caresses my cheek.  i can't hlep but lean my cheek into his hand, he chuckles at my response, knowing how much he means to me.  From his back pocket he pulls out my blindfold and slips it over my eyes.  Again i'm frustrated because he knows how much i enjoy watching him play with me.  i can hear ice clink in the drink that he has poured himself.  i lick my lips at the sound of the liquid, he notices and asks if i would like a drink.  i nod yes and he brings the glass to my lips and i slip slowly, feeling the cold of the ice against my hot lips.  He takes the glass away and i can hear him play with the ice.  i sharply draw in my breath as i feel the cold of the ice on my nipple, circling slowly, making it painfully hard but feeling so good.  The ice slips down between my breasts and down over my mound and he slips it into my hot pussy.  The coldness of the ice doing nothing to quench the fire deep inside of me.  He takes my hands and leads me to our playroom, my favorite room in the house besides our bedroom.  He takes my hands and ties them together and suspends me from the hook in the ceiling.  My feet are planted on the floor but my arms are above me pushing my breasts out.  Standing like this i can feel my juices start to leak out of me.  My Master reaches between my legs and feels how wet i am. "mmmm my slut you are such a good girl getting wet like that for me"  i feel him stand in front of me and and can feel his hard, hot cock behind his pants, the heat radiating from it, drawing me to it.  i thrust my hips towards him and he uses the hand that was in my pussy to slap it, not yet my slut, he growls.  i hear him walk behind me, i know he's getting something off of the racks.  He comes back to me and i feel his hand gently moving over my breasts, down my hips, over my bum.  His whole hand cups my ass and i can feel his fingers slide down my crack.  Just as i start to enjoy the feeling of his fingers he removes them and it is replaced by the smack of his cane.  i yelp in surprise and shock, was expecting the flogger, but my Master is one for surprises.  He starts to use the cane up and down my ass, leaving angry red welts.  He makes sure not to leave a piece of skin untouched.  My skin is on fire as he takes a few final swings with his cane.  i am out of breath and gasping in pain as he slowly rubs his hands over my hot ass, soothing and calming me.  His other hand cups my breast and he leans in and takes my nipple into his mouth biting, and teasing it with his tongue.  i moan again, not in pain this time, but in passion as his tongue focuses all my attention on my nipple.  The hand that was on my ass comes to the front and moves to my pussy and slowly he enters two fingers deep inside of me, his thumb circling my clit. i am about to go through the roof before this, but his fingers in me leave me feel weak and dizzy with longing.  His mout stops long enough for him to take the blindfold off of me and look deep into my eyes.  i see my passion mirrored back in his as his fingers continue their assault on my cunt.  He takes my chin in his hand and pulls me towards him for the softest, gentlest kiss.  He pulls away and leans in to whisper in my ear, "slut you know you don't cum without my permission" i know his rules and as much as i need to cum i know the punishment will be much worse if i don't follow them.  His fingers increase his pace and he fucks me hard with four fingers deep inside of me.  i'm panting as i'm trying to hold back my orgasm.  Between gritted teeth i beg "please Sir your slut needs to cum so badly for you please" He jams his fingers hard inside of me and growls cum for me slut.  I erupt around his hand, my pussy clenching tightly as wave after wave crashes over me.  My suspended arms the only thing holding me up as my legs collapse.  My Master removes his fingers from my hole and he runs them over my lips.  My tongue snakes out quickly to lick up all my juices.  He unhooks my hands from the hook and he has to catch me as my knees buckle as soon as i am free.  He holds me for a few minutes before he leads me over to the spanking bench.  He secures my hands and legs to it and moves away.  He moves around in front of me and his cock is right in my face, i lick my lips in  anticipation.  "please Master may i suck your cock"i moan. ÿes my slut"he says as he slips his cock into my mouth.  i suck hungrily at his cock for a few minutes as he fucks my mouth, driving into the back of my throat, gagging me.  He pulls out and i groan out loud, "be patient little one"he reminds me.  It's so hard though sometimes.  He moves around behind me again and i strain to try and see what he is doing.  He comes back and i know he has something in his hand.  That is confirmed when i feel the smack of the paddle on my already red and bruised ass.  "Slut how many tonight?"he asks.  "Five"i answer in a tremulous voice knowing that that answer will never be accepted.  "15 it is then my girl" i hear,"and i want you counting every one".  He starts slowly, one, thank you Sir, two thank you Sir, i grit my teeth, the pain mingling with the pleasure leaving me dizzy and weak kneed once again.  By 10, i'm starting to be afraid of losing count, which would mean starting over again and i don't think i could handle that tonight.  The last five thankfully come quick and mercifully it's over.  My Master unties me from the bench and picks me up to carry me to our bed because my legs can't carry me.  He lays me gently on our bed and begins to kiss me all over.  He moves on top of me, his thights pushing my legs apart.  i can feel his hot cock at the entrance to my pussy.  He tells me to look at him and i look deep into his eyes.  The love he has for him naked in that one look.  As his eyes have my attention he plunges into me,  i start to close my eyes instinctively.  "Tammy open your eyes and look at me"he groans as he begins to fuck me in earnest.  My eyes find his and i can't look away as his cock finds all my secret spots that only he knows how to find.  My hands grip behind his neck, digging into his skin.  Needing to feel closer, needing to be one with him.  "Cum for me tammy, cum for your Master slut"he growls out through gritted teeth.  My hips rise up to meet his and as our hips meet i explode into a mind numbing orgasm.  i struggle to keep my eyes on him as i let the sensation take over me.. i feel him start to cum deep inside of me, his cock spurting thick hot streams of his seed deep into me.  He collapses on me and he holds me tightly as if afraid to let me go, whispering how proud of me he is.  It is in his arms that i fall asleep, satisfied and completely sated.