VerattensChilde

I swear the doctor hasn't done much to help me, he wouldn't listen to me. I asked questions and he wouldn't listen to me. I wanted to know all he could do instead he wants to send me to physical therapy I don't want that cause i know it only makes my knee feel worse. 

I am going to be working most of tomorrow and as such that means I will not be around to answer emails right away. Do not become discouraged that I am not answering you, I have to work. 

  I should be gone for about six and a half hours and should be back around seven pm. I am going to be spending time with the family and making dinner when I return unless kitty decides she is going to give me a hand and do that before I get home. 

night all

I have misplaced my newest toy, not sure if he hasn't had a chance to get back online or just trying to avoid me. But it seems I am back to looking until I hear other wise from him. So as it says in my profile, I am not into humiliation so don't ask. I am learning new things as I go and as such need time to work on them, still being mentored by MasterSadism and that means just because there are things he will do doesn't mean I will do them as well. He enjoys torture a little more than I do. 

   We are also looking for someone to work with together, we have a couples profile under the name VampireCouple, look us up if your interested in us both.

Lady Katherine

Well I have found my newest toy. he and I are working on things, and he's close by so that means I can see him if need be. right now we are working on online stuff. He is very obedient and has been doing everything he's been told, I am impressed. :) We will see how things go.  But I am still in need of someone that wants to play with me and my Dom partner. He is always wanting to join in and my newest is straight. If you are bi and want to play with us both, let me know

Lady Katherine

Well it seems that I am picking between two very nice men that want to be my slaves. Now I also want people to understand that there are times that I am still having my mentor check my messages and we are still working on getting someone to be with us both as we also have a couples profile.  But Like I've said before I will not Humiliate anyone so if that is something your really big into, don't even bother sending me a message. Also I've noticed short messages that just tell me very little, remember I have asked that you send more than just half a sentence. you want me to even consider you, then make it worth my while. 

Lady Katherine

Ok Folks,

   This is how this is going to work. I have internet access again. But I am going to be having my mentor check my messages. If he feels that you are not worthy of my time he wont even tell me about the messages. So be sure that you send more than a few words in a message to me. If you are interested in being my slave/sub or even trying something with a couple. Message me and make sure you are worth my time.

Lady Katherine.

well it seems that internet is even further between. Please if your interested in me, go a head and send me a message and I will try and send one back as soon as possible. I do check this site but its not allowed at the library.

Ok, the net is few and far between. Since I have to go to where there is net, and that means going to my parents home. Those of which are older and do not understand this lifestyle, that means answering messages may take a little longer than usual. Please if ur going to message me, be patient cause I will get to you as soon as I can.

Lady Katherine

OK Lets get something straight I do not nor will I ever take men old enough to be my dad. Don't even bother looking. I have my limits and anyone over the age of 50 will never be considered and people under the age of twenty aren't going to be considered as my mentor himself is 26 and I do not want people under the age of twenty.

   Now onto the real reason I posted this, my internet is about to be disconnected due to lack of payment. So I will be back on as soon as I get my internet back. I am grateful to all those that have messaged me and I appreciate those that even if your over or under the age limit I am happy you said something. 

   But until I get my net back please understand I am not ignoring you at all.

Lady Katherine

Well tomorrow is my mentors birthday, he is looking for a birthday blow job from anyone willing to give it. He doesn't want it from me or from his slave. And I think its sweet and I know he wants it. So I promised I'd ask for him 

Lady Katherine

It seems that my mentor and I have decided to go the couples route for a while. Share a slave/sub for a while and see how that goes. We are working on getting things better. I still have an online slave that talks to me on messenger and has been rather patient with my personal life. Since I have issues that have finally been dealt with I have been able to devote more time into finding my perfect online slave. Like I said I did find one person but we are working on things slowly.

Lady Katheirne

Well it seems that things are getting better. My mentor his slave and I have welcomed a friend to move into our home, he's come to help us with the bills and help pay on the rent. He's gay, but he's such a sweetheart, I have never met a man that has had such a loving heart. He was lonely in his two bedroom apartment so he offered to move in and help us out with the bills. 

    I am still looking for a slave/sub that I can play with online. 

Lady Katherine

Had surgery on my left knee on Thursday and that night my pain levels were off the charts. I am finally getting around and able to walk, its with a limp but walking. I can't stand a great deal. So I am around just not much.. 

Well it seems I am off to have yet another surgery. I have really screwed up my left knee this time, so I am going to need arthroscopic surgery on it. I've had that surgery on my right knee gave me about 70% better pain relief. So I feel that this surgery should help my left knee. 

   Been still looking at Subs/Slaves, and I am interested, but some have to understand that I am not the healthiest of Dommes, that means that I can do things but not as well as others. I am disabled as I've said in other journals. I need other Dom/Dommes to understand that just because I am listed as Disabled I am not broken so that means I can do what is needed of my position. 

  My mentor messed up his back tonight and of course his slave and I were out of the house visiting a friend when it happened. He called us asking if we were ever coming home. He was so bad he could barely move. We finally got him comfortable in our living room and set to know that he is going to probably sleep on the couch. I will take his bed and his slave will probably join me as we need to be where he can call for us if he needs something.

Life has been getting interesting and I know that there are a great many slaves/subs that are interested in serving me. I must need all to understand that I am only looking for online slaves/subs. I am not looking for anything that at this time will become something more. Maybe later and when life isn't so much bad. I will be honest to all I am in the process of a divorce, so there are things I wont do because I feel they are degrading. But yes I am here and I am a Domme that is willing to do it all.

Well things are looking up, I've still recieved loads of people that want to be my slave/sub. 

  At this time many need to understand I am just looking. Due to the fact that life away from this taking over, it may take a while for me to get back to you. But do not become discouraged little ones I am reading all the messages. Some are a little odd but hey I am reading them none the less. 

  I am still learning and have been training my my mentors slave. As such I am able to punish her if I need to. She normally listens but as of late she's deviated from that. She has been getting into more trouble with her master. 

  Since I am learning I've also started asserting myself to the tune of actually telling off the mentor on more than one occasion. He's kind when he needs to be but at times I've even become to the point of him and I butting heads. Which is to be expected since we are both dom/donmme. 

Anyway maybe I will update later...

Well the pain levels have finally dropped. I am grand and feeling better. Yeah I am still in a bad mood, and again not the type to take it out on someone else. I know having a slave around would mean that I could take that mood out on them.But what is the point?

   I know everyone has something they always like and as I've said in other entries, please not that I do not and will not do humilation. I have had a bad marriage that ended badly and as such I have been having issues dealing.

   I am someone that has a great deal of debth and feelings. I am someone that wants to connect with a slave/sub in the way that will make the arrangement worth while for both of us

Well it seems pain is a great friend. It tells you when your awake and when your alive. And last night I was very alive. Every possible joint in my body hurt. I swear it was like someone ran me over with my truck.

  I mean I am a Domme, but yes I am disabled. I have Fibromyalgia, which if you've seen the commercials for it, its a condition that sends wide spread pain over the entire body. The pain sensors are on over drive. And at times my pain is just that on over drive. Last night the first time in six months. I had a flair up of my fibro. I haven't had that kind of pain in a long time and last night was that night. I hurt all over.

  Heck if I had a slave and they would have needed to be punished it would have been that they would have been punished themselves cause there would have been no way in the pain I was in to inflict pain on someone else.

Well lets see, I've had a few sub/slaves that have offered themselves to me. Now as a Domme that pleases me. Then there are the few that say they want to be mine, offer themselves to me and then disappear.  That displeases me, and rather badly. I am normally someone that can take things in stride, but as of late my mood has changed.

  If your going to read the profile and offer yourself to me, or to me and my mentor. Don't just offer and then disappear. Now I will say that real life and having things that go on does not mean that I will be angry if you do not speak to me. But if not, and the reason your avoiding me is becasue you just don't know what your doing, message me and say that.

  I find it rude and pretensiuos that someone tells me that they will be mine, calls me Mistress and then just doesn't do anything. Now that doesn't mean I wont keep them, it just means that there will either be punishment or yes I will release you with the knowlege that you've disappointed a Domme.

Now I also wanted to add that just because my profile says that I am exploring my dominate side, doesn't mean that I am that new to this. I have always been rather dominate and someone that has always been on the side of giving orders, never been one that enjoys having orders given to them. So that means I am someone that doesn't want some upstart sub/slave message them and say that I am worthless. Believe me a I've had lately I am far from worthless and am willing to prove that to any and all comers.

Things seem to be getting better. I am getting some of the oddest messages. I mean let me see yes I am a female Dominant and Yes I am new, but I am not that new. I am very dominant and I will not tollerate someone messaging me and saying that I am less than I am. Yes my mentor does check my messages once in a while but he doesn't answer any of them, unless things are said that upset me so bad that i don't want to say something that would be bad.

  I am saying that anyone reading this, if ur a Dom/Domme or a Sub/Slave. I am not into Humliation as I had a bad relationship that ended badly, my husband treated me so badly that I will not ever humilate anyone. So if you are into that or a Domme/Dom that enjoys it and want me to help. Don't ask.

  I am still in the search for an online sub/slave. Now I will say that I have one in mind that wants to be mine and my mentors, and I enjoy that idea. I have taken into consideration that we will take him on as what he asked,.

Lady Katherine

I have been having a rather interesting week. Things have gone well, and then wrong all in the last week. I swear if things couldn't get worse.

I have several propositions for slaves being mine,. I actually have thought of a few that I would like, one of which has really gotten my attention.

So things are looking up.

Lady Katherine

Well the weather hasn't done anything for my mood lately. I have been in a fowl mood and as such been taking it out on anyone that was near by. Found a few new online prospects. Including one that wants to be with me and my mentor. Its interesting set up, but I am enjoying it.

Going to be heading out of town for a few days, roommmate is heading back home and as such going to be away from a computer.

 I also was saying, I swear if people can't read my profile they should learn to. Cause I know I am listed as a female domme yet I've had several subs proposition me for things. I am not a sub....

I am new to being a Domme, admiting this is not making me less than a Domme. I am just stating that I am now exploring my Dominate side and as such I am being trained by a male Dom . But I am stating that I was sent messages by one Sub in particular that seemed to think that he could talk to me as if I was less than he was. I am not and will never be talked to by any man stating that I am a bitch and that I am worthless. I had enough of that in real life I will not take that talk from a Sub.

Lady Katherine