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Hi I am back on here , for a little while. I am bed ridden following an operation on my right ankle. The only good thing is my friend is back from the USA so I have some company just now. Be nice to find someone to talk to and maybe meet when I am better. Imet someone in April but it didnt work out. These things happen.
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It may sound strange but I had a great message today. Someone told me how my disability could be a great asset in a DS lifestyle. Apparently I would make a wonderful bondage slave , could do wonderful discreet public play and would make an amazing puppy slave. After all I can't get up I spend alot of time crawling around anyway. It all made me smile maybe at last I am being seen as a sub and potential sex toy with unique attributes . |
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Its an odd thing being a taboo. I have always been aware that some men have difficulty seeing disabled women as sex objects. I think we are see as somehow untouchable. It has pretty much plagued me all of my life the one thing I cannot yet overcome.
I have all my faculties I know what I want and I know how to try and find it. I am hoping to find a man who can see me as just that a sexual being. I want a Dominant man who sees me as a potential sub who can be tied , fucked , teased , humilated , exhibited and loved. I am quite small and vulnerable looking which hides my great inner strength. I hope someone can see the potential of owning a disabled woman and the unique opportunities it presents. |
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Things seem to be going well just now. I am begining to think that I can be a model as my photos are cool and the exhibition went really well. The photographer said that of the 100s in the exhibition mine got so much attention and have really attracted the customers. So I feel great. I naturally look small and vulnerable so that wasnt hard but now I want to look vampy and sexy for my next project if I am lucky enough to get one. |
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Well thank you for all the nice comments. I am so proud of being a model at last and a serious model as my pictures looked amazing and gave me so much confidence I think everyone should try it. I saw a TV documentary about a photograher in the US who uses photograhy to give women confidence in their body and show them they can look beautiful. She was photographing anorexics and disabled women like myself . The results were amazing women could see themselves in a whole new and beautiful light. There is definately something in it. My photos are in an exhibition about vulnerability which is ironic as I dont feel vulnerable but on top of the world when I see them . To those who have asked they are not availble for me to distribute the photograher has all the rights but I believe post exhibition they will be going on sale for a small fee . If you want details let me know I will put you in touch with the photographer. |
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Today I finally achieved my dream a fetish photoshoot with me as the star and model. I am going to be in an exhibition in a gallery in Germany about bondage and vulnerability. Me? well who would have thunk it ? |
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Having spoken to my friend and some good people on here, I am going to stay for a while and see how it goes. But I do want to make a few things clear.
I wish to be a slave to a loving caring Master, I am not YOUR sub or YOUR slave and I will not answer demanding or rude emails.
If I am not interested get over it, just because I have a disability dioesnt mean I am desperate for your attention.
I am willing to relocate within the Uk or Europe only after a close or loving relationship has been formed. I have no intention of moving to the US , Australia, Africa or anywhere else on the basis of a few emails alone.
I am disabled that does not mean I am desperate ot stupid, nor does it mean i will just settle for anyone. I need the right person for me.
I will try and acknowledge emails with a "thank you and best wishes" but I am then under no obligation to answer any messages that follow. You will be blocked if you continue to bombard me with messages. Users who change usernames and continue to harass will be reported to the site. Bullying , harrassing , threatening and violent emails will be reported to the police. No I am not joking My friend and I have checked and any harassment threats of violence or stalking on line will be taken seriously. |
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I have decided to leave the site , thank you for all the messages of support but i am not a very confident person and all the bullying has started to get to me. Its seems you can do nothing right on here. If you dont reply thats rude, if you do reply out of courtesy with a quick thank you, you get bombarded with e mails demanding chats photos and messenger names, If you ignore that you get accused of being fake or a wannabee. I am not a rude person but why should anyone have to put up with that? Ok its rude not to respond but a response however , brief and final seems to be a green light to every desperate so called Dom on here to bombard you and call you names. I have had enough. |
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Thank you for all the wonderful messages of support you have restored my faith. I have tried to respond to everyone with a quick thank you if nothing else.
Please note that I am looking for a long term partner for an intense DS relationship. I dont want or need casual sex and I am not here to satisfy anyones curiousity.
I dont mind age or location as i can move anywhere for the right person and i like the experience and patience of age.
Thank you again and god bless you all |
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Hi , I am not having much luck just a few rather unpleasant e mails. I hope things improve as I would really like to meet someone and make new friends.
I am not deformed I have a slim shapely figure and nice tits lol. I just need a wheelchair sometimes and I cannot stand without crutches.
Disabled people are often seen as untouchable and there is a taboo about binding gagging and caging a disabled girl but well this lifestyle was all about breaking taboos so if your interested let me know.
By the way I used to be the student flat mate of pinkpunk shes loud mouthed and gorgeous lol she helped me a lot to come to terms with myself cheers mate.
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