Recently I have been very blessed with being able to submit to a wonderful woman. She has opened my eyes to many new things and through her I have also learned many things about myself that I may not have had a full grasp on before.
I now 100% know I LOVE rope bondage. But I want to start playing in other things as well. I am still unsure of what I am looking form this lifestyle/scene/hobby what ever you may want to call it. If I found a girlfriend that was into this and I truly felt as though she would like it if I submitted myself to her, I would! I know I never want to visit a Pro dome, and I would prefer to avoid just one-nite stand like instances as well.
Something I just changed in my profile is that I am now also interested in more constrictive bondage. Strip me of all my coverings and then have me in a cage... Bind me up in a ball. Lay me out flat on the bed face up or down and tie all four limbs to the posts... I also love the idea of restrictive bondage that allows me to be very mobile and do as I am asked to, but not really be able to have any say in it even if I wanted to.
I have taken a great liking to nipple clamps, especially ones with a chain attached to them, or even better yet add incremental weights to that chain. Let me choose between more weight or something else devious.
I really don't like pain! When in the act itself of submitting you will find it hard pressed to get me to ask to receive a spanking or anything like that. I will do everything within my power to make you (and as a result me/us) happy. About a year ago I thought it would be fun to go over someones house and run about and purposefully do something wrong, just to receive a punishment. But now I don't want to let someone down and if you feel I deserve a punishment I probably do, and I fear for that.
I truly want to MEET more people into this stuff. |