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so i finaly had some food havent eaten in two days i think i tasted it giggles made my tummy hurt though i shuld have eaten slower but it was so good to have real food to chew feel lots better to now just lonley

i been so sick the last few days i been in jamies this whole time it sucks with daddy not here to hold me or kiss my forhead and say it is going to be ok just bear to make me feel better 

today was not a very good day i miss someone who is very dear to me she was such a angel i guess she just could not stay her light had to go for she shone to bright for many would have been blinded so her light was taken oh so early for me it was to soon way to soon this is why today was not a good day

i sit on the edge of the light wanting so badly to pass over to that place that they call happiness i once thought i had found such a thing as i find oh so often there is no place like that for me i shall only glimpse the light here and there never to bask in the rays of a thing that i can not find so here i sit on the edge of light enjoying just that glimpse i get now and then 

couldn't sleep so i right what i wouldn't give to get a good night sleep if daddy was here i bet i would sleep giggles

siting here freezing i think about daddy holding me so i can warm up so my shivering will stop also thinking he just might do somthing to make me warm giggles

as i sit here i say i am glad that i found this place for daddy has found me and taken me in and told me i am his with them word he has made me smille and giggle and oh so happy never thought i would be found by him but i was now i am so glad he did 

i sit here all awake not wanting to go to bed alone once more i wish daddy was here to tuck me in and make me oh so tired giggles with a swat and even a pinch or two nibbles and the like just my stuffie to curl up to pouts

as i sit here all nakie wishing for a daddy to come home and play with me i ponder how he might get me all wet with a word or a touch or maybe both oh such wonder

as i sit here all nakie wishing for a daddy to come home and play with me i ponder how he might get me all wet with a word or a touch or maybe both oh such wonder

this lil one is lonley and wanting her daddy whom ever he may be wish he was here now to hold her and make her feel not so alone any more pouts

today i got down and dirty with my house not that it was dirty but by the time i was done scrubing from top to bottom i was very sweetie now i will scrub me till i am nice and pink all over feels good oh so good 

as i sit here after i have done some of my cleaning  i think oh how much i want a daddy to give me my daily list instead of me giveing me my list for the day this he would want done before he got home so i can make him smile as i bounce to him when he gets home with a big ole grin as i take him around and show him al i have done just for him to make him proud of me