VampLover2013

Female Submissive, 40, near St Louis, Missouri

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Male Switch, 22, Blacksburg, Virginia

I don't know what I'm doing. I feel so lost. I know what I want but I have complications in my life that keep me from pursuing it. I'm dying to release the inner beast that I fight daily. I have always had a dominant personality. I go toe to toe with men who claim to be my masculine betters. But I have tasted the life of a submissive. Had that master not mind fucked me royally maybe it would have took the pressure off of other day to day activities. What did was make me more fearful of letting anyone get close to me. I have a growing fear I will die a lonely old lady.

Found these online and wanted to share them: Sexual Service:The slave must be available for sexual service whenever the dominant or his guests require it.The slave must always be ready for any form of sexual service, which would mean that her or his body must be prepared in order to make it easy for the dominant or guests to use him or her.The slave will not be allowed to have an orgasm without permission.The slave will shave any body hair and maintain this at all times. Failure to do so will result in punishment.The slave will be clean and pleasant to all the senses at all times.The slave is not allowed to touch her or his owner's property without permission in any sexual way .bathroom training: A slave must always ask permission before using the bathroom or taking a shower.The bathroom door may never be closed in private, as a slave has no right to privacy.The slave must accept it calmly when the owner decides that a bathroom break will not be allowed at that very moment. A slave will receive visitors at the door with whatever clothing the Master or Mistress commanded.A slave will greet visitors in whatever way the Master/ Mistress commands - this may include just taking coats and putting them away, kissing the hand of the guest or kneeling in front of them.A slave will not refer to anyone using his or her first name. A slave will use the title Sir or Ma'am combined with their name to differentiate and to make sure that he or she remembers her or his place.A slave will serve every person with food and drinks as requested, kneeling to each as the food or drinks are presented.A slave will not use furniture and will kneel on the floor until her or his services are required.A slave will not speak unless spoken to.A slave will remain attentive to make sure that no one has to ask for additional food or drink. A slave should be ready before the command is issued.A slave must use high protocol when commanded to do so. This means that the slave will not use first person language when referring to him or herself and will address everyone present with the honorific given to those free. Punishment/ Discipline:Punishment and or discipline take precedence over any other command.A slave must show gratitude for punishment and or discipline.A slave must take correction gracefully and maintain a grateful presence around the house after the fact.A slave must confess to disobedience and take responsibility even when the dominant is not present and beg for punishment and or discipline.A slave must always maintain the punishment position in these cases.

So I'm laying here relaxing in a hot bubble bath. Thinking about the events of the day. I spoke to my potential live in slave today. He pleased me very much with his answers. He is absolutely sure this is what he wants. I know I want to give it a try. Should I give him a trial run before I make the final decision or should I go with my gut?

My favorite poem from my favorite Mistress, Mistress Cara. Once, long ago I was training a slave,who endeavoured most stubbornly not to behave.So I cut off a finger or two with a knifeand threaten to slaughter his child and his wife.Then I stripped him down naked and strapped to a horse.I dragged him though miles of bramble and gorse.Poured salt in his wounds and rolled him in rubble.That was the last time he gave any trouble.

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