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| Trying to make sense of my submissive feelings that have been inherent in me for the last 30 odd years.
There is just something about me that seems to change when I am around dominant people and in particular dominant women. There seems to be a change in me that subtly shift my persona into a mode where I want be noticed, please, know, help , assist and probably another dozen adjectives by that person.
This is usually just small everyday things that build over time as I get to know someone and work with, relax with, whatever the relationship may be...but whilst there may be no acknowledgement or understanding by the other person there is a change in me.
Really interested in understanding this effect more...not in a Why me way? but more of a what can it achieve, how does it make me feel? how can it make someone else feel? How can someone take advantage of it for the right reasons, etc.
Loads of questions...and it is time to explore and discover some potential answers.
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