The lighter side:

I find it difficult it seems too hard to find, blah, blah, blah.

remember that fakes and flakes are on both sides.

Most want money, I just want someone that enjoys some of the same activities and wishes to explore them.

Duration may vary on need and availability.

its ok if you make a living this way, I have and will probably continue to frequent them as I need.

But I still wish to find that extra kinky girl that wants to lay around naked all day, exploring....blah...blah...blah.

The darker side:

She comes in, changes nothing in my anxiety.

Exposed to/for her to use, sadistic like hate.

I could feign many things, none like piety.

Her cravings anything she needs to sate.

Im a work in progress, but that one, she will know what

she needs.

Are you really OUT THERE?