Not sure what I am doing here anymore.  Thought it would be fun, a way to experience some of life's intriguing pleasures, but all I find are ways to question my very being.

Still never met up with anyone, or even come close to finding a mutually beneficial arrangement with people on here.

Is it all an ego trip on behalf of those involved?

Is the need for love or even just attention worth all the bother of pretending to be under the influence of a third party? 

Is it possible one subjugates ones own qualities in order to satisfy the urges of another?

A quandry for me, and I don't know what to do about it.