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	At heart I am a coward, afraid to try so many things that I find appealing. I know I am submissive, yet am terrified to submit. I am bi-curious, yet the thought of submitting to a man has me running scared. I love bondage, but would never dream of being ask to be tied! I adore being humiliated, but am scared to admit it. I want to be broken and used for anothers amusement, but too scared to beg. I adore chastity, yet I do not have a keyholder. I lock myself, so always have access to the keys - even if I leave them somewhere, I know where they are and can get them within a day or two. Being a fairly normal bloke, I also have an overwhelming desire to orgasm fairly regularly! I have managed long periods of being locked and kept chaste (when I had a keyholder), but I would honestly have done things after a week or two that I would never have considered before I was locked and denied... It seems to me the easiest way for me to realise all my submissive dreams is to find somebody to hold my keys. Male or female, or quite honestly a talking dog if it was slightly sadistic with a twisted sense of humour. I dont want to be locked for a day or two, whine a little and be released, I want to be locked long term - months at least, and to know that I will work extremely hard for even a chance of release, let alone a full blown orgasm. I want to be stretched, humiliated, forced to do stuff I wouldnt normally consider - just for the slightest chance of release, and to then be denied. If I could take just one step - and find a keyholder who wants to push and stretch a subs limits, I could achieve all I have dreamed of, and probably a lot I havent even considered. So if its of any interest to any of you, please let me know!

10/19/2021 3:25:35 AM

I've got to say I'm quite disappointed with the responses I've had

I've spoken with a couple of people on here in quite a lot of detail, Dominants who sound perfect..then when it comes to meeting they want me to dominate them!

Now I do have a dominant side, but primarily I am looking for someone to control me, keep me locked in chastity for extended periods of time, humiliate and degrade me for their pleasure and amusement. Somebody who fies this because they love it, the power and control.