Now that im free to explore my submissive side, i am looking for a monogamous romantic relationship that will ideally end in marriage/collaring or both.

i'm a natural sub, and feel I have been my entire life. I am a painslut, cumslut, cockslut, fuckslut... ;) some limits still TBD- i am sometimes a brat, sometimes feisty (i love to joke around and have fun) and i am NOT to be trampled on.

i am a bbw, i am working on losing weight, if You have no patience for a sub trying to better herself (for either Your benefit or hers, or both), please move on. :)

Hmm- a little about my 'nilla side- I enjoy writing, drawing, reading, playing games (video and board). i am very tolerant, accepting and open-minded (though sometimes short tempered), and i do not hold grudges (cept against Oprah, but that's another story). i currently live in apex.

I enjoy talking to all sorts of people, but I am not ready, and may never be ready, for a poly-family, or even a Dom who enjoys playing at play parties and dungeons…. Unless, of course, I am the only sub/slave He plays with. :D

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve my best." - Marilyn Monroe