Ive had several tries at this and yet im willing to try again, Ive tried to walk away but i cant , ive tried to ignore what I feel and who I am but still here I am again, its always nice to talk with other submissives male and female , one can always learn, I would consider a Dominant Male however He would have to have alot of patiance with me , I am having alot of trust issues and am a lil afraid of getting my feet wet....i tried to swim once thinking it was a pond turns out it was a lake and I didnt do to well, im still drying myself off so if You have an extra life jacket and You are CPR certified than I might be willing if Your willing to take the time and teach me........